I do will let him do whatever he wants,
and i will try to understand that he really need that space.
i would admit that he's not my type.
i will still be his girlfriend untill the day he tells me that's the end.
because i love him.
問主, 信靠主, 主會讓我明白我應該怎麼辦.
>>December 8, 2004 at 4:04:49 PM GMT+8
2004 年 12 月 7 日 星期二 【晴】
Hi!
i waked at 11:00 today,
i got his sms when 8:30... actually his sms is like my "morning call" today.
just me, lazy to wake up.
=)
i said i want a morning call for today... hee
hum... i talk with him...
he told me about last night... then he asked me few ques.
為什麼我會把 line 接駁到家... 因為我在睡覺吧... 而且, 那就不會有 missed call.
其實還有一個重要的 point 就是 local line 是 free 的吧.
手提是 $ 1 / min. 下一次有機會再告訴他吧.
I'm am moody
messy
I get restless and it sounds less
and you never seem to care
I am angry, listen
and happy to mission
and you won't stop till i'm there
oooo....sometimes i falls so fast
when i hit that bottom crack
you're all I have
Love Make the Wrold Go around
just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promsises are better
left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that im the only
But the one whos crying on the ground
When you say love makes the world go 'round
My love, look at what you've done to me
For someone who has felt so strong
It's amazing I'm completely gone
It's not the love you give me
I'd rather be alone, believe me
It's not the way you've found to treat me
I'd rather walk away
I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promsises are better
left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that im the only
But the one whos crying on the ground,
When you say love makes the world go 'round, yeah
You say love makes the world go 'round
Everytime you try to tell me
I dont care you're not the only
Dont you know I'm coming back around
Cuz I say love makes the world go 'round, yeah
Cuz I say love makes the world go 'round
Tomorrow got exam.... feel so terrible......
i really want his support, but everytime he'd tell me... my support is always yours.
i really want his morning call... but he'dnt be able to do it.
is that means... i'm dissapointed? is that the feelsing exactly dissapointed?
ive left him voice message,... if you give up to find me so easily... then what's the meaning.
i couldnt understand him sometimes. alright, tonight, i really need someone to talk to,
but he's no show. actually i've been to lots of companies to look for the information today.
but... i was too tired ... then what's the meaning for me to do that huh?
what's the meaning for me to go shop for him and his family?
i didnt ask for what... but may be i'm asking too much already huh?
what can i do ? or... i shoudlnt expect him as a real boyfriend ?
i dont care evwn though i couldnt touch him... but at least ... ok....fine.
hum.... is that the feeling called dissapointed? or frustrated??
i think i have to consider again.... where is the line for myself.
i go to sleep now....
goodnigt to myself, my dear castor.
>>December 7, 2004 at 5:52:12 PM GMT+8
2004 年 12 月 6 日 星期一 【晴】
today,
presentation... worse.
i slept at 4:30 last night...
i'm very late today.
i felt so tired ... get rest less, sense less...
i'm a bit... frustrated anyway.
i called him today morning, then i didnt try to bother him.
a bit strange, right?!...
in this week, or lately, i always call him everyday...
dont know how he thinks, sometimes i think maybe i bother him too much.
but you know, i really really want to keep him well.
but, i find that, yup, he feels so nice might be, coz his girlfriend gives a lot of support,
taking care of his love life well... but he seems so lazy to contact me.
maybe it's me over reacted again...
i dont know, i feel sick today, i just waked up... headache.
i got his sms just now, he told me he tried calling me, but the call was blocked.
he asked me if i'm ok or not. where i am.
the phone kept ringing, but no one is from him.
i was in bed, thinking of him....
i was sad, in bed.
>>December 7, 2004 at 1:19:10 PM GMT+8
2004 年 12 月 5 日 星期日 【晴】
hello,
today, as noemal, we've talk, haha... when i waked up.
by the way,... i go to the festival walk,
to join them for the prepration for tomorrow.
hum... joey's still at home.
we waited for ... then we decide to find her.
hum... a bit stupid me,
coz i live in tai po, joey too.
but i go to kowloon, then go back tai po =S
we went to joey's house...hum... fine.
i have some chips, and the juice, some chinese food for lunch.
er... stay at her home till 7:00 pm.
then i got his call.
we talk less, by the way, i ask him to call back when home.
coz actually i was not ok for chat heehee.
hum~
i bought the note book today =)
and then, the gift for him again.
i found some nice chocolate today. it's cheaper than the marks & spencers one.
hum,... not bad, at log on, in festival walk.
i wanna buy some chinese crafts, and chocolate for his family.
i feel nice today,
coz finally we've found the ket to the project =)
hopes he's alright now,
looking forward to hearing his voice again =)
i wanna ask him for advice and say i love you to him ~
just now,
i've got his message, when i was sleeping.
i called back after 15 mins.
heehee~
so sweet.
i was in bed.
he was so clever... heehee.
anyway... i love him much =) heehee.
我是睡公主,是灰姑娘的好朋友...
有個故事裡面, 睡公主睡著了,一直沉睡, 直到王子親吻她才會醒過來~ 哈哈~
那你還不快點起身?
起緊..哈哈哈~
誰是 lovely sweetie 呢?
很好吃吧 ^^ heehee.
yeah! we'll have dinner all together when i'd be there!
^^ 好開心呢~ yeah~
他不介意我跟chris有對話,很大方吧. 很好啊~
我不太喜歡那些小家的人~ 會呷醋嗎? 他... 應該不會的.
從前伴侶沒誰一直留下,
但你似極度認真不似假,
單戀單到怕,傷戀傷到怕,
和你...是真的嗎?
如今待你拆開這個謎,完成接近情侶的關係,
我是毛毛蟲但身嬌肉貴,從未被包圍,從未亂挑選某位.
假若共我有心想過世,便應愛護我而不驚吃虧,
待我公主般與情人步上天梯,
肉貴身嬌的我愛深閨, 浮躁得很迫你心要細~ heehee ^^
are you really willing to keep your promise?
actually, for me, i dont trust it now.
but i'll still keep this in mind, but not as a promise.
coz of you, you're my love.
it's not easy to love someone foever.
i cant promise you what, but... i'd try for you.
let say... if we could keep it along.
perhaps you're my lasting love, and you do too.
i hope that's true for us.
我沒這樣對他說, 可是我的確是這樣想.
我等了一會, 他...之後我也畫了一埋東西給他. me, love, you, infinity.
如我今晚和 junming 聊天所說的一樣, i mean what i told junming tonight is...
吉祥 真的太好了. 他對我真的很 gentle. i can feel that strongly.
他也是很會體諒我的... 他真的是很好很好.
我就是不忍心打斷我和 吉祥 之間的關係, 我才不要亂對他下承諾, 才不要亂收信號.
因為我都很愛他...我的 darling benny ~heehee
hum... i have lunch with family, dad drives out...
anyway, then i lied in car, listen to the radio! haha!
coz we were waiting for leggy.
i went home, watched tv...
hum... wrote some cards already.
i've called my ex-boyfriend today... chris!
haha! so supprised him...we have nice talk =P
i ask him if the address changed or not, coz last time he told me he planed to move.
anyway...nice nice huh~
he's still the smae~ haha.
by the way, thanks for him =)
when i'b there, we will catch up ~
he would show me around singapore... wow... i've many guide!
haha... he'd introduce me his girlfriend! great ! haha! ^^ looking forward meeting them!
and junming! yes, although his girlfriend so easy to get jealous, i think it'll be fine too.
heehee, perhaps we all could have dinner or lunch together!
of course benny should join! haha...! ^^
they're all my good good friends! haha! good to see them all, like the party !
morning, i've called him, hum... he was late to work today =S
heehee.
and then, i've called again, but i think he was so busy, we havent talk long.
just now, i've seen him on line,
but that's not him might be, coz is his brother.
the guy told me he's not in, he was using his account to chat with friends.
well... i dont care =P
Thanks to God, pretty day =)
However, i'm going to work over night again.
coz tomorrow i have to hang out my part of the project... well.
harsh...
>>December 4, 2004 at 11:22:12 AM GMT+8
2004 年 12 月 2 日 星期四 【晴】
今天...好累.
昨晚, 我是 5: 30 am 才睡覺,... 在 5:00 am 終於寫好了 paper.
hum...
我今天是超級的累.
醒時已經好遲了...遲大到...
之後回到學校已經下課了.
可是, 1:00- 4:00 的課堂還要撐... 之後去了談 project...
take some coffe... 想死. 抄notes... 好累, 好辛苦.
之後呢...
7- 10... usu make up class...
Here used to be called Shmoo Sassy Rowdyruff's page. It was a random name i got from The Powerpuff Girls' site. however, i am not that little girl anymore. i'm learning how to live a life now. haha! and this is the pic of my 22nd year in my life, taken in the summer of 2008.
here is like my reference, my history, my story, and the little pieces of memorries in my life. someday when i get old, maybe i would just review my life again. or i can share with my close ones... would they miss me someday? i dont know. i just wanna live my life fully and happily =) with the ppl i love on this planet.
冰釋前嫌~
Express my feelings.....
Hi!
today,
heehee^^
Someone who know