wake up, ve lunch, then get rest, then go out with family,
dinner with dad's family.... grandpa 's birthday.
that's it,
back home,
then... go on line, watch tv.
then see darling on line,
chat... on web cam.
today is the first time to use it with him.
just now, we got problems, argue... we stoped right now.
but ... i dont know, i dont want to talk with him.
>>February 6, 2005 at 3:46:28 PM GMT+8
2005 年 2 月 4 日 星期五 【晴】
hi !
today, very tired and busy... ai...
i go to store ( 017) take over...
so bad...
just only me at store... =(
i got to prepare for the birthday party by myself.
2 sets of "little prince", 2 sets of "little princess", (the ballnoonssssssssss standssssss a!)
60 sets of birthday present... =S
all is new, got to packed from those boxes.
this is my first time to prepare for the birthday party, and all is under new system.
got to call back to confirm, remind the customers to bring back the ticket, and the club card.
and make sure the orders of the decaration, and start to make it.
go to print out the stuffs we need.
the magic box,
the birthday hatssssss, the hand bills, the mcfun club form,
the cupon with expired date print, all is made by myself.
to pack up all the tools in the cupboard =S
but i still need to on fall what... so crazyyyyyyyyy ~!
i still vent finished my work but i got to go already.
i'm so sorry.... but i got to go.
then i back to my store, then tell them how's everything going on,
then sankie told me coz i'm so lucky in star II, so when i go take over i feel so bad.
by the way, then i go to join the dinner, with my mom's family, big family.
happy, coz can meet up ting ting =) and can chat with aunts.
they're so nice =) much better than dad's family.
ai...
ok la,
i've called him this afternoon. we chat for few mins...
hum he's outside. he didnt call me... coz cant call out.
car~
i know the reason, but i think that's just the excuese what.
i think....
if it's like that, one day is ok, two days is fine, then over threee days i'll let you go.
so strick right? yea i am. what you do just reflect what you think.
i didnt blame him, just kidding with him.
hum,... maybe i should tell him what i think? haha?
but ,... i want to be a thoughtful girl =S ai... so confused huh~
today, aunts ask me how's going with my application, i tell them ok lor.
hum,... just put it to god. =)
and put our relationship to god also.
tomorrow night will ve dinner with dad's family.
ai... dont want to ve dinner with them,... dont want to see them talk with them.
but i shuldnt do that right?
i'm not angry with them, but i just feel so disgusting with them
they're just faked... they pretend so much, not that closed with us.
even .... maybe,... they gossip behind us. * i 'm not sure for 100%, but 90%.
they talk about mom, and they should nt let us know it.
but they did. i just hate that.... =(
i dont want to argue with them, coz i'd never, and i wont.
but i do know we're not like the relatives...
maybe there're too much misunderstood. and ok, i dont care.
we've different minds, and i dont care. just ok.
but thx for my paretns, my dear parents. thx for the protection.
thx jesus too.
>>February 5, 2005 at 4:04:03 PM GMT+8
2005 年 2 月 3 日 星期四 【晴】
hello =)
good evening,
last night we've chat on line...
we've talk about the animation... i go search about the "a3" , that on line game.
and i found that's a really touching story behind the game.
benny likes the story that's why he download the song mtvs and pictures.
i'm touched by that story too, so i download the songs,
we exchanged it =) sweet.
although the girls are very sexy, but i think that's the style of the story.
they promote on the romantic, sexy, and touching story.
hum,... ok,... not bad =)
i start appricate them, at least not feeling disgusting...
that's really nice, although i dont like on-line game.
hum,... today i take the sick leave...
actually i dont want to work, i just feel so tired....
but tomorrow i ve to work, coz i'll go take over. hum,... but again, before, i ve to back to store first,
to change my uniform, go make up, hair dressing, then go.
after work, then we'll ve the dinning gathering with relatives, of course for the new year what.
we're geting more stable, closed after me back...
and few days before, we kidding that after few years, how the situation would be like.
and he laughs alot, then tell me lightly... maybe we'd married and ve childen already.
he's shy like a child, so cute~~~ haha!
hey! that's so far...
i remind him valentine is coming soon... he feels bad, coz i'm not there with him.
i tell him we'd be together. that's what he always teach me, reminding me.
he feels so glad, actually i feel so glad too, coz he knows that finally i'm not hesitated,
at least at this moment i'm not anymore.
i told him i rejected all the other chances for him, he ask me which others? he feels so shocked !
i told him, i mean other guys...
haha! he told me he feel so happy !
yea i know it, haha...
but i also tell him, he need to remind himself when he gets temtation.
today after waked,
then i watch the vcd, " Along Came Polly "
a very funny and romantic comedy =) nice !
then,... i just take my lunch. mom and miki back...
then i go on line, darling is on ! haha... he didnt sleep last night, keep going with his assignments.
silly him vent slept for alot of nights already... how could he do that ???
but he says finally work would be able to finish by tomorrow.
=) good for him. heehee~
we chat alot today...
then i told him what my mom talk to me...
haha... then he asks me... then he need to earn more, if not how to become my rich husband.
oh my dear.... haha... he asks me if mom just get interested in the rich son in law.
is he worried? haha... i tell him, darling, dont worry =)
actually i'm confidence with him. he'd be okay in finance. and...
my mom is not interested in lots of money,
but just perhaps to ve the better living. coz my parents just too tough in these yearsssss.
i didnt tell him what, actually he's a very hard working guy, and very smart. so i dont worry.
he knows what to do and what donts, he looks for oppotunities in anytime...
i'm not worried what =) and i'm a smart girl... so it'd be fine =)
i also never told my parents or my sisters about our relationships...
but actually they would know =)
i just have to thanks to jesus, my parents, and everyone arround me.
coz you all just give me so much... thx ^^
and ,... of course i want to be with my darling forever, but i still put it into god.
coz only He could guide us, as in that we know each others well, and wont give up,
both of us do have faith in god and love each others.
i think,... we just can pray =)
i love you jesus, and i also love him, and love everyone around me =)
but i still ve to learn... learn alots... in my life , here's full of joy, sadness, lots and lots,
but very beautiful, coz i ve jesus, and all of you. =)
>>February 4, 2005 at 3:38:54 PM GMT+8
2005 年 2 月 2 日 星期三 【晴】
hi~!
today, i go to cental early, to get application form for the student permit.
then i go to wan chai to apply for my passport.
i got lost for four times today.... =S so bad...
then i go to tsim sha tsui,
i've met three blak from calafornia =) nice to meet you all.
then... i just bring them to the place for lunch,
oh... they live in japan, taking ship to hk...
okok la, we've talk, hoho... they say i'm pretty =)
and ..... =)
and today, one of those three, always look at me,
actually we met on the ferry(from wan chai to tst)
they three come to sit near to me, then start chating, one sit opposite me,
that one keeps looking at me, when i look at him, he smiles to me, i smile... well...
they talks loud, so i could understand what they're talking about!
then i ..... laugh...(without sound)
they know i'd understood them, then they start talk to me.
that one guy asks me lots of question politely.. gentely.
just normal chat, very friendly guys.
and he asks me if i 'd go pulbing, night life. i say no. he ask me how old, i'm just going to be 19.
he's 30! but seems like 20 ! wow!
by the way,
i go to mong kok to meet up chris and his mom =)
his mom is pretty, and very thoughtful.
we walk around, chris need the sport shoses, and the school bag,
then just buy some others, we go to ve noodles for lunch.
chris helps me to bring back some chilly sourse thx for chris =)
after all, i come back, walk around,... get the vcd,
then get back home. nice day.
i called him, he's still sleeping... i think he must sleep late last night.
ive told him all about the permit, and passport, meeting with chris and his mom,
but i'd never told him about those three men... maybe dont need to tell him?
if i tell him, then he'd worried again.
last night,
i saw his display picture, i feel soooo werid,
by the way, that's called animation... i think that's knid of japanese pictures?
very sexy girl, asian girl, with the very dump make up...and a little bit like the puck feeling?
very dark, evily, i dont like this. but he does.
it's kindda sexy, but he says that's not the porn picture. i dont know.
but i ve to respect him. i just dont like this kind of pictures...
that's not the 60's or 80's, not like the romantic style... absotutely not.
i just feel dump with it.
he sent it to me, prove me that the girl is not doing what,
but actually i think the meaning or the spirtual thing is evil.
that's the lady weizd... hum,... ok la.
if he likes this kind of picture, ok la.
by the way, i change my display picture into his one.
i just change into it when talk to him on line.
but when he off, i'd change my own picture imediately.
i was joking with him, i said, if you put this sexy girl into your info,
then there must be lots of men coming to talk to you.
he thoguht i was jealous or worried he'd be snatched by other girls.
i say no.
then i put on my real picture, which he says the most beautiful one! haha.
then i told him, dont worried, here must be lots of men come to talk to me too.
haha... he's not that kind of men but why doesnt he just take away those pics?
those makes him is like that dirty mind.
last two days, one turkey man come talk to me,
actually he 's looking for someone for the on-line sex.
i asked hime directly.... and told him i dont tend to ve sex with him. just keep friendly talk,
stay polite, i dont mind to talk a bit open, just a bit, or that's actually not the dirty talk, just for fun.
but he asked me to turn on the web cam when i told him i 'd be away to bath.....
what?!
haha! i 'm not that kind of girl.
last night he saw benny's display, then he ask me if that woman is me.
oh my god... i didnt tell darling about him. i dont dare to tell him that, haha!!
and see how... maybe tell him about those three guys?
aiya... dont dare to tell him so detialy =)
>>February 3, 2005 at 11:12:56 AM GMT+8
2005 年 2 月 1 日 星期二 【晴】
hi~!
today , in the early morning,
i go to noth point , accompany sankie to promote herself =)
then we go ceo, k lunch.
then, we chat alot... and i got the information that if i stay in mcdonald's for full time.
hum,... the salary is acceptable =)
maybe when i come back then can try try??
anyway, got his sms when i was in office.
then i called back... he's still sleeping.
he fell asleep last night...
ok la,
then after k lunch, i go to central, to the imergation of canada,
to aplly for the visa...
but today is closed, i got to go there tomorrow between 8:30 am - 11:30 am.
but i ve to re- apply my passport tomorrrow too. so i'm just thiking of the time, to match up
going two places at the same day.
then,...
hum,... i just take some cookies at maxims, and the muffin in delifrance, then get back to tai po.
hope i could see him on line today,
coz ve to bring him good news, and got to thanks god =)
and, thx for everything from god!
and,... i feel so glad today, feel so good~
maybe after back, i'll access in the full time job at mcdonald's,
or take the part-time job at hotel then keep on studies.
after me back , that's the time to start earning money and work hard for future.
but now, i ve to prepare well my usu final exam first.
and keep on working for mcdonald's... keep well organize, then prepare everything well.
really hope to talk with him soon =)
and really wanna say thanks to jesus~~
to mu aunts, all the ppl who ve been supporting me long, and help me lots and lots.
i'll keep on, and work hard, wont let you guys down.
>>February 2, 2005 at 10:45:05 AM GMT+8
2005 年 2 月 1 日 星期二 【晴】
hello,
today after waked, then go to ma on shan to ve lunch with parents and grandpa(mom's dad)
then we got back home... by different way.
i felt so tired , felt so bad and... frustrated in these days after back...
lucky that darling still here supporting me,
and i know all regards from jesus =) thankyou my dear god.
when i pray, you listen, when i cry, you comfort. when i'm happy you laugh and smile.
=)
you give me everything i need, thankyou jesus.
then i called him, he called back, we talk.... for almost 1/2 hr.
hum,...
then get back home myself,
keep talking on phone with friends,... bla bla bla...
till 7:30 pm then go out with friends, my old schoolmates ! yeash~~
my dear 5D classmates !!
we ve the " huo huo " tonight~ nice food, and nice chat, nice jokes~!
thx for christy, for organizing this gathering =)
hum,... i've called him, but he didnt repled me,
then got his mesg, i called back...
he told me he 's on line, but some how in toilet.
oh.... i dont want to ask him what, just believe him.
then i say i'll contact him later, but when i try to contact him,
i come back, he's not on line, i sms him, no reply.... =S
ok la...
i'll go off soon.
tonight, i feel so gald , thx fr jesus,
coz we could ve the really nice meal tonight!
and, thx god, we'd ve our friends together to enjoy the meal~
and,..... hong acts so werid again... i dont know how to respond to him...
hey..... stay clear is good for us, is it? or just let it be?
hum,... ok la.
waiting for darling.
you know, tonight kin said alot of situations to me,... he scared me, thankyou actually.
but,... i got to trust my darling, so i cant take his advice, but which is acceptable =)
Here used to be called Shmoo Sassy Rowdyruff's page. It was a random name i got from The Powerpuff Girls' site. however, i am not that little girl anymore. i'm learning how to live a life now. haha! and this is the pic of my 22nd year in my life, taken in the summer of 2008.
here is like my reference, my history, my story, and the little pieces of memorries in my life. someday when i get old, maybe i would just review my life again. or i can share with my close ones... would they miss me someday? i dont know. i just wanna live my life fully and happily =) with the ppl i love on this planet.
今日年初一...
昨晚差點又跟他吵...
wake up, ve lunch, then get rest, then go out with family,
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