I've fought the good fight, i've finished the race, i've kept the faith.
-- 2 Timothy 4:7
One life to live for Christ my Lord,
One life to do my part,
One life in which to give my all with fervency of heart. -- Brandt
There 're no losers with Jesus and no winners with the devil.
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I'm going to type out the LETTER TO GOD
October 27 Wednesday
Every year thousands of letters addressed to god find their way to a post office in Jerusalem.
One letter, addressed to "God of Israel," requested assistance in getting a job as a bulldozer driver.
Another said : " please help me to be happy, to find a nice joband a good wife--soon."
One man asked forgiveness for stealing money from a grocery store when he was a cild.
But were those heartfelt requests heard by God? The psalmist said that God is the one who hears prayers silently,
voice them aloud, or write them on paper, they go directly to God.
But He does not answer every request as we would wish. Our petitions may be self-serving (Psalm 66:18).
More than giving us what we want, the Lord knows our deepest needs, and He wants us to discover
the joy of His presence each day. Because of our faith in Christ, praying becomes our means of
communion with God, not just a list of we want from Him.
In His wisdom, God hears all our prayers. In His grace, He offers forgiveness for all our sins.
In His love, He gives us eternal and abundant life through His son.
-- David McCasland
"O You who hear prayer, to You all flesh will come. " -- Psalm 65:2
God hears more than our words-- He listens to our heart.
>>October 27, 2004 at 6:54:18 AM GMT+8
2004 年 10 月 25 日 星期一 【晴】
Got his message,
he said...
he'd have operation on thursday.
he said... wish him luck, he doesnt wanna loose me.
i say...
darling, i'm here waiting for you.
trust me, you'll be fine,
coz god is there, and coz you're my darling.
主啊, 你見到我們這樣難過, 你也感到難過嗎?
i said i dont want to loose him, he said he doesnt wanna loose me.
is that the faith, hope and love between us?
if there's yes,
i know you'd guide us do the right ting, and lead us to the bright.
if there's no,
i know you'd also lead us to the right, give us the right, guide us towards bright.
i think the answer is yes.
coz that's real.
that's real... ( cry.....)
that's real.... inside.
that's true from my heart....
that's what i've found, and tried the best.
that's what i've treasured... lots and lots...
that's what i confused... about too many times...
that's most i worried about everyday...
that's what i know really, i feel sensitive, see clearly.
that's what i've totally given to you.
that's because i really really love him.
the tears are not fake,
the tears venot been young.
that coz i love you, jesus.
that's what you've given me,
that's what you want me to learn,
that's what you've taught me long patiently,
that's what you say to me,
that's what you ve wanted me to golry about.
that's what i've given all.
that's what you love me for.
that's what you totally let me to...
that's what i've seen from you.
that's what i always appreciate from,
that's what i've wondered long,
that's all coz of love, from you, my jesus lord.
that's what i've to do,
why...
coz of love.
that's all.....i wish could be done by you.
that's all i know you u do understand.
coz you're with me, with us.
>>October 26, 2004 at 2:18:25 PM GMT+8
2004 年 10 月 25 日 星期一 【晴】
今天...
今早, 呀 shan 好累呢, 呀 fai 更累...
大家都不怎麼說話... 我在 hung hom 坐 bus 回校吧.
很早就回去了... 想回去安靜自己才開始上課.
break 時, 我去了 post office, 終於都把信寄給 jackie 了, 也寄了給 吉祥...
很想念她... my best friend =)
i slept at 5 am last night, finally i've finished the gift for benny.
i felt so tired...
today, i stay at home, we seldom sms each others.
well... after lunch, i didnt get any from him.
i've done assignment... and then i go out for a walk.
when home, i felt.... really tired.
i went sleeping...
when wake up, i got headage.
now.. " stairway to heaven" time.
oh jesus...
i feel tough.
i just got his message...
he seemd sent me many sms those i'd never recieved.
he told me... he's going for another scan tomorrow,
he feel a bit scared.
me too.
i'm so worried for him.
i told him i really wish i could be with him tomorrow for the scaning.
i dont want to lose him.
i still ve to study tonight.
no matter how, i still love him.
and i still ve to continous studies, my life.
i'll be there soon .
oh no...
i feel so pain with my head...
Thursday we have test for econ, cant fail, have to get high marks...
Friday got presentation. oh man... still vent fixed the problems...
God, my lord...
what to do now?
stay strong... yup... i must.
Here used to be called Shmoo Sassy Rowdyruff's page. It was a random name i got from The Powerpuff Girls' site. however, i am not that little girl anymore. i'm learning how to live a life now. haha! and this is the pic of my 22nd year in my life, taken in the summer of 2008.
here is like my reference, my history, my story, and the little pieces of memorries in my life. someday when i get old, maybe i would just review my life again. or i can share with my close ones... would they miss me someday? i dont know. i just wanna live my life fully and happily =) with the ppl i love on this planet.
just now,
不論你是否一個基督徒,
i felt so tired today.
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唉.... 頂.... 超累啊!
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