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我来到寂寞边界 爱已失窃 心在淌著血
Oh Baby... Why Would You Hurt Me So Long
放任无奈淹没尘埃
我在废墟之中守著你走来
我的泪光承载不了
所有一切你要的爱
waiting for you I'm waiting for you
waiting for you kiss me at the night 為何你Cinderella
留給我一望無際的思念
Waiting for you i'm waiting for you
Waiting for you come here to my dream
today, we went to someone's home for a lady's night.
the gathering from church.
that was quite nice...
we baked pork chop and egg tart to there.
then they also prepared some food... that was great.
anyway...
i dont want to think about that, dont want to think about him, till he comes to talk to me again.
i dont know how the situation would turn out, you know...
it doesnt depend on me, but him.
i ve nothing to say already... what's that called???
confusion?
i dont understand, i m quite not sure why...
something can be .... you know,.... i couldnt stand for that.
somehow... it's very clear that.... ppl can be really busy that making all the things sucks.
i got stuck in the whole big trouble.
how many days,
how many calls,
how many words,
how many stuffs....
it's all not my business anymore,
get me away, leave me alone plx...
>>October 8, 2005 at 11:21:44 AM GMT+8
2005 年 10 月 6 日 星期四 【晴】
Yesterday was the food fair.
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>>October 6, 2005 at 9:31:16 PM GMT+8
2005 年 10 月 5 日 星期三 【晴】
5th oct, wed.
12 40 noon.
sigh...
>>October 5, 2005 at 7:40:19 PM GMT+8
2005 年 10 月 4 日 星期二 【晴】
it's 10 42 pm here now,
Tue, 4th.
last night i slept at 5 am,
then i waked early to call, then sleep again and call again.
then sleep till 10 30 am.
and then we went to china town, and then we had some food,
buy someting then we went home.
hummmm then i slept at 3 30 till 8 30 pm.
i was really really tired, you know...
i just couldnt .... you know...
then,....
victoria cooks, hummmmm ok..
i went to take the cake to dong eon's home.
he's not in, then i leave the cake out of his home, on the door.
then leave him the message.
the cake contians lots of butter, which 's supposed not to be.
anyway...
i feel sick.
then... i miss him, worried for him.
i dont now if i should keep calling or not.
or i should wait till he's ready to be contacted again.
or whatever.
is he alright?
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Paceful Tree at a conner
The fall in Vancouver, silence .
Sky Train
China Town
China Twon
>>October 5, 2005 at 7:04:33 AM GMT+8
2005 年 10 月 3 日 星期一 【晴】
This is my dumplings,
and then...
nice huh?
i think so...
then,.... dont ask myself the stupid question again, anymore.
i dont wanna care about that any more.
like the nick i write about --
我難過
"要离开了，我有什麽可以带走？要關心的都不關心，我有什麽话好说。
漠不關心不闻不问。那以后都不要再问"
i think it's kinddda emotions in my body, my brain.
but i couldnt get rid of my feelings.
the truth is... i couldnt understand the reasons.
last night, we went to the UBC, university of britris colunbia.
we had the nice program, called ice braker.
the students, from UBC, Victoria's friend invited us to join =)
they're both singaporean. heehee
they're very nice girls.
then that is the taiwanese club, hummmmm nice.
but last night, a bit boring...
but at least i 've viewed how the ubc is or how the student join club different with hk's.
then, we played games, and make the lighten butterfly. hahaha...
by the way,
last night, i called darling, he was busy..
then i asked the time i could call again.
then today morning, i called very early, at my side.
then, i got the same respons...
i know he's really really busy..
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sharing:
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anyway,
i still ve very very very short time to stay in vancouver, you know?
i'm gonna miss my friends here, with my free life, past 1/2 year lasting.
in this 1/2 year, what did i do actually?
i practiced my english a lot.
at school, after school, i studyed quite hard,
and then i experienced a lot, which i couldnt get in hk, my home enviournement.
and then,.... i made lots of friends from diferent countries.
hahaha... then,... i explored alot alot.
being more independent, more mature.
i like the libary, i like the robson, i like th food, i like the culture...
i dont know how to .... describe my trip this time.
it sounds like i've been to lots of places, different cultures.
i've found lots of things, ppl that ....is really really important in my life.
everything, everyone affecting me every days.
haha
then,........
someday i'll be back, and then i will go somewhere else in this world.
life is just like that...
by the way,
few days before, i've called dong eon!
then he moved out from davie street already... and now, he's living at my same building!
i mean he lives on the 5th floor, and i'm living on the 7th floor , at the same building, hahaha!!
then i've told taku, taku said that's fate, hahahaha!!!
and then he said it's also kindda like unfortunate hahaha!!
well, this is not my appartment, right? it's victoria's arpartnment =P !
joyce station hahaha... davie street, and then broadway station...
much much memorries.
anyway, firstly, i ve to claim my money back, and then i need to plan some stuffs..
and,... i really want to get my resume well done before i left.
i guess the next week, from tomorrow, i'd be quite busy.
busy parties, hahaha nono... kidding..
busy packing stuffs, busy buying things, busy practice my korean,
busy meeting friends, busy making the final version of my resume.
hummm i really wanna go to broadway to visit my teachers before i left.
and then i could share my final "assignment" to them =) hahahaha
anyway...
thanks to god.
coz i think i get the best from Him already.
that's what He does for my pray =) Thankyou Jesus.
and then,....... i will go home, continous my life there,
and then let this experience becoming one of the sentence, the page in Yours greatness.
that's the glory for Jesus.
i'm not good at promoting, but i do know what Jesus does for me, in my life.
It's like the bright light, always shining on me, my destinly.
i think that's what christians supposed to ve inside.
it's like the insight thing; the love is shining, breaking through our bodies.
the soul is the main idea; ice got broken; love is shining out of the cristal.
it would be the lasting thing in this world.
>>October 2, 2005 at 9:19:45 PM GMT+8
2005 年 10 月 1 日 星期六 【晴】
now is sat morning,
tired tired and tired.
not feeling quite well.
darling is super super busy now.
and then .... nothing much lor.
nothing to say already...
erhhh.....
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song sharing:
Waiting For You
曲： | 詞： | 編：
金色的舞鞋伴著音樂baby 你的眼睛是一彎深邃的湖水
忽明忽灰 掩藏著不可思議的美
讓我眩暈像在懸崖邊 誰知一睜眼就不見
Waiting for you i'm waiting for you
Waiting for you kiss me at the night
為何你cinderella 留給我一望無際的思念
Waiting for you i'm waiting for you
Waiting for you come here to my dream
牽著你不斷旋轉 一直到黑髮成了銀線
Waiting for you waiting for you 直到永遠
>>October 1, 2005 at 9:16:14 PM GMT+8
2005 年 9 月 30 日 星期五 【晴】
ACM was nice.
thanks to jesus...... i know whta to do, but i'm so lack of confidence.
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where's my darling?
promises.... what's that...
>>September 30, 2005 at 7:53:37 PM GMT+8
2005 年 9 月 29 日 星期四 【晴】
last night, darling was on line, scared me... =)
today morning, i've called, then we ve chated.
hummmm sweet ^^
today we will go to richmond again,
then we will go ACM tonight. the kindda christain music concert =P
you know, i miss him soooooo much.
you know, i told him,.... i cant loose him.
if there is no him, i dont know what to do.
Here used to be called Shmoo Sassy Rowdyruff's page. It was a random name i got from The Powerpuff Girls' site. however, i am not that little girl anymore. i'm learning how to live a life now. haha! and this is the pic of my 22nd year in my life, taken in the summer of 2008.
here is like my reference, my history, my story, and the little pieces of memorries in my life. someday when i get old, maybe i would just review my life again. or i can share with my close ones... would they miss me someday? i dont know. i just wanna live my life fully and happily =) with the ppl i love on this planet.
我也有自己的生活。
Yesterday was the food fair.
it's 10 42 pm here now,
last night, darling was on line, scared me... =)
Someone who know