pretty tired and anxious.
why? coz of the damn ice tea ? haha kidding..
today, i woke so late, coz too sleepy and tired.
i love to spend my time in bed in winter ^^
then i went to post office to post a few cards =) heehee. i've sent out some yesterday.
then... yea have mcdonald's for lunch with my parents. daddy used not to eat mcdonald's.
heehee... then daddy and me took bus to mong kok and jordon,
we're looking for the text books... but finally i got nothing, then have to wait.
then i take mtr back to mong kok from jordon, then have my class.
sigh.... i was so stress, so i buy the ice tea from starbucks...
but it's really diff from the Van. one. it's really sucks, and make me... feel sick...
it contains lots of caffeine i guess.... =.=*
headache.... and i feel sick.
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Anyway,
i was talking with Cyn, wow !, humm i miss her and ade and vic ~~~ !
yea,
then i know hak gon has tests today, haha
i also know i couldnt wake up early for a sms to hak gon, hahah so i sms him last night
before sleeping deadly in bed. hahaha
then today i turned on my phone so late, and i got his reply! wow =P
then i didnt reply him, coz my parents were with me, and i was so busy home...
(checking out stuffs) then.. i just reply him late.
anyway, thanks for his reply ;>
i guess he replied me quite early, and he just replied twice.
so... i was so sorry i didnt reply him imediately when i got his sms..
yea... my phone was off.
and my parents were just around. i dont know why, i just dont feel like to talk on phone,
or sms ppl, or msn, in front of my paretns.
anyway!!! WISH HIM LUCK ~~~!
=)
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< Happiness >
hummmm
when you have a bowl of wonderful rice,
have you ever thought of who you want to share with ?
i would like to share it with everyone, if i could.
sometimes, i would regret that i havent done enough for some ppl.
i didnt do my best for the ppl around.
sometimes, i am so stupid, i didnt really treasure what i have or whoever in life.
for example, now... i just want to spend a dinner with someone.
but sounds like i'd never be able to do that again.
i'm not wishing a full meal, not waiting for a tasty meal or very nice buffet.
if i could have a bowl of plain rice, with that person, then i would be happy.
coz it's never be back...
life is continoues on... we'd never stopped.
time... is passing away.
but no one want to be neglected.
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today i saw him on line, i've asked him a question.
and then the answer is yes. i asked once again, just for ensure.
i got something in brain, i gotta categorize them.
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something has been influenced me too much and too long.
now, there's no hurry, there's no regrets, there's nothing more i can do,
but here, i got my wonderful start on studies, i got my family's love, friends's love
and i want to focus on my own stuffs in hk first.
i'm doing fine... and i know what i am doing.
remember... time is related to chances, and all is passing away so easily.
something has been mising for long in me... that's the happiness.
i was neglected by "myself".
but now, Nice =)
*Thanks to Jesus, and all the ppl around, especially some ppl.
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>>December 8, 2005 at 1:39:25 PM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 6 日 星期二 【晴】
Hey~~~
Today, is the Organizational Behavior again,
wow... tough class? it's not that tough...
but i do take notes on every little tiny messages.
it's like... if i dont take note, i'll get lost easily, coz i am so sleepy =.=
yea, today morning, get up quite early, like 6 15am, then wash up, changing, make up,
then eat breakfast, then wait for my sisters and parents, then we go out all together.
warm family ^^ heehee.
then daddy drop me down at the bus stop, i was a bit late... but lcuky to catch on the bus.
today, the calss was rushing out of time...
and then, before we left, we had to complete a class work ,... an essay, a short essay.
it contains some critical manageria skills concepts...
why i say that coz... we have to create the situation, then briefly explain the background,
the challeges ( two types), then... yea, have to make the recommendation... and then
of course have to explain it... report it in class.
i was PRETTY Nervous.
i spent so long time to consider on the situation... the challenges, the thing that should
be done, like the methods should be taken...... i was so sleepy,
i couldnt focus on what i was writting.... i 's a bit worried...
coz i just reached the point at the last 5 mins, i still had lots of things to write about.
and then... finally we dont have enough time, then he skiped me, he didnt call my name =)
i dont need to report to him~~~ so lucky~~ haha! coz he asked alots of questions...
he was not satisfied on our work... then he pointed out the 4 points we missed.
oh well, my essay has those 4 points, but i think i better develope my essay.
i might revise it then ... send to him... i dont know..
coz he said it's quite important... test is gonna be like this.
then let's take a practise, but a perfect one, so i will know what does he want in tests.
actually i have to start my research. next week, have to hang in "an idea" in another
subject. hummm it's gonna be hard i think. then my group....i dont know if they are nice yet.
i'm not very close to them. funny that hk ppl is really cool.
coz... i'm not referring to my classmates, but...just overall, i feel like hk ppl, esp teens re
quite cold. i like my friends in Canada >.< and my old buddies in LSC.
teachers re okay... most of them re from US. it's alright. they're nice.
i hope i can do well on it, and do my best in my major. yea... i will work hard ;>
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hahaha,
just now, i saw hak gon on line,
we 've chated for a few mins... he has a few tests from tomorrow to friday.
hummm i really wish him all the best ;> hee hee.
really wanna read "Return of the Little Prince" . maybe tonight, before sleep =P
coz tomorrow ... i dont have morning class heehee.
i still want to buy the book " Tuesday with Morries " it's a great book.
humm let's see how...
lately i gotta post christmas cards and buy gifts for my sisters, i dont really have mood
to buy any kinds of stuffs for myself... well i did buy some nail colors weeks ago,
but i'd never tried yet. i dont like to piant the whole nail, but just paint the top of the nail.
one line on each nail in the same color only. it's pretty cool. i did that sometimes in Canada.
then lately, i have done some window shopping... hummm wanan buy the candle cases.
it's for christmas, i know, but i like this kind of scrafts on my table =) my lovely table.
then... i couldnt look for a ideal jacket for myself, so i pretend not buying any.
i might need more clothings, but i'm not going to do it... coz i just get back to hk,
then i dont want to start any part time jobs yet, and i dont want to spend extra money.
but i might buy a " cup" which i regreted not buying in Canada, and for the hot drink, like tea.
it's an out door cup, could be found in the coffe shops, like Starbucks and Pacific Coffe.
starbucks has a few models,...
then... some re nice looking but too tall, a bit large and quite expansive.
but Pacific Coffe one is ust too simple, in terms of the structure design, not the out looking.
so, it's hard to decide huh. and then... i really need one now, what to do =( ?
i dont want too tall, dont want too light...
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hummm,
hey... everyone is telling me, castor, you should look around.... that just might be you're on the
"unavaliable" stage. just open up, then you'll get one, look around.
if it's the case, i think i dont want, and i'm not hurry in it.
i want my studies, i want my dreams come first.
i know... benny might not the best, but he's someone in my heart now.
and i dont know what would happen right...
last night,
the tv show was pretty nice.
and it teaches me lots of things. 阿旺 finally marry "his wife".
coz "his wife" ... after a few years, she knows what she really wants in life is not money,
is not the big house, is someone loves her forever, and that person'd never counted on her.
he's just the one giving and not asking for rewards, though he's not an intellent "boy".
so yea...
let's wait and see how it goes.
***
>>December 7, 2005 at 10:48:36 AM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 5 日 星期一 【晴】
wow...
suddenly so cold today, oh... actually was from yesterday.
two days ago, i still wear short sleeves, but today i wear scaft.
anyway,
today school.... it 's nice =)
hummm the first class is " Evaluating Behavior Research "
it was nice, coz the professor shares alot about his studies, research...
then... he has used the very nice exapmle to describe the "Operational Definition"
that's a bout the theroy of " The Tringle of Love "... the intamacy, passion and comittment.
well... it makes ppl think... then i've thought of lots of things ..
The second class is "Substance Abuse "
this guy is quite funny... we 've watched a mive today in class.
that's about alcochol abuse, called "Leaving Las Vegas"
well... we take notes, then finish a note sheet... we re going to hand in a report.
it's nice.
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yesterday, i got a supprised call from Calais !
where's he now??? actually i dontk now his provine, just dont have the sense of it.
but thanks for him so much~ coz he calls me hahaha...
long time havent seen him, yet we're still friends =)
anyway, wish him doing well in his university life there.
and then, just now, on the way home, i got a call from Lee wai haha.
how nice to hear her voice again! actuallt i gotta thanks her introducing me this school^^
then we've chated for a few mins heeheee.... then let's have coffee someday =P
and then, i got the e-mail from Mi Hyeon, ^^ lovely girl !
i miss her hug... hahaha... coz she's a good hugger =)
i remember when the last day i went to VPC, then she gave me a bear, and a card,
as the gift... then she hug me ~~~ oh... how nice she is..
actually i miss her... and all the friends i met there..
and then just now, i was walking out of the book store, co i gotta buy some stuffs,
then i passed the Mc Donald's... then i saw Ting Ting.
^^ heehee! really long time havent seen her... yea, so long time...
then we've chated for a couple of mins.
anyway, i'll be busy tonight, for ... some research and notes review =)
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Last night, i saw him on line, then he was busy,... hummm
but finally i told him, yea i am glad to see him again.
that's what truely in my mind, but didnt know how to express.
but, today we've talk about the "Tringle of Love"
it really makes me think..... the intamacy, passions and the committment.
Good night Castor,
wish you'll have new friends in this new school life.
it's just so fresh, so new, so exciting.
it might be dull, but be strong Castor, coz i know you'll do well ;>
Thankyou Jesus ;>
and then, really hope all of my frineds re doing fine, and being happy in their days.
i love you, castor.
and i love you, my friends.
i really love You, You know..
It's a damn cold night, just like the lyrics said,
but it's real, right in frnt of me, coz i'm standing on the street with the wind.
oh... christmas is finally coming towards us !
so near to me~ heehee
***
Miss Ya..
***
>>December 6, 2005 at 1:19:51 PM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 4 日 星期日 【晴】
Hey...
[ F i r s t D a y * S c h o o l ]
today is my first school day in this new school.
my family all woke up so early today, coz dad sent all of us to the right places =)
to the bus station first for me, then is leggy's school and miki's school.
mom was in car, also... then they had their stuffs to do.
i taked bus to school.... long jounry.... yea... around one hour.
(from richmond to broadway ) hahaha... no no,... i'm in hong kong now.
by the way, today, i've re-set my time back to hk's zone.
that means... my watch has been in van's time zone, till today.
i remember when i got there, i changed my time to van's time on the first school day.
oh well.... i didnt want to chnge back to hk time, but i guess i must do it.
coz, the fact is i'm here, hk.
The school is fine.
erhhhh... haha
the professor is a brown.
then we have lots of cantonese speakers and two more brown.
it was a big class ? maybe around 30- 40 ppl. but the class room is big.
the class was about Organization Behavior.
hummm,... yea, we talk about different concepts, and some basic things.
elements, a few ppl... yea... i might buy the new book, i dontk now yet.
i preffer a sec hand book, coz i dont really need this book for long, just for 6 weeks ?
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T H A N K Y O U
Last night, there were not much ppl chating with me in front of the computer.
there were Alesja, Hak Gon and Benny.
Thanks for Alesja, sh's so sweet... i miss her so much... she used to be with me whenever
i need her or, just hang around... haha... we play we joke, we drink... well ^^
then Hak Gon ! yea... quite being thankful... =)
you know what, hahaha.... thanks for the song ^^ " Boyfriend " wow~~~ lovely~~~!
yea i've sent him some chinese songs or english songs to him recently.... haha... exchange.
or it's more like a "reward system" ? haha kidding only.
thanks for the lightening moment during my hard time of last night... *** =) Smile~
then Benny, hummm what to say ? only Thankyou.
Coz... i was supprised, really want to say "i'm so glad to see you again" =)
i didnt say that out, coz i didnt know how to express it... but it was like... a silence time.
and this strange period is just last for maybe 15 mins ?
but the most most most touching thing is... everytime, before a big change in life,
he would appear. haha... :) hummm but no one can tell how long he would stay for.
he's like " Batman" hahaha.... but i dont know if he rescues ppl at night over there.
or he's protecting his ppl every days and nights. he's just.... i dont know how to say....
" Nice "
hummm it's really happy when i know he likes the t-shirts and he's back finally.
* Smile
Then, you guess what happen today morning?
=P heehee... three , two , one ~~
Bingo Castor!
I Got a sms from a friend =) ahhhh~~ i know who 's this friend! !! I know is you !
Thanks alot alot alot...heehee, it's so sweet v.^^
hope my reply has been sent to my friend~
wah... if i could get more sms like this one from my friend, i would be sooooo happy.
hey my dudes, my buddies... where re your sms huh? =P
^^ " Thankyou " *** Smile again to you.
by the way, where's ade ? it's been long time havent seen her on line..
is she ok or not ?
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You know Batman actually was affraid of Bats ?
do you know why? hummm it's a long story. few days ago, i watched the "Batman"
then, lately, i am reading a book " Return of the Little Prince"
last night, i finally knew that actually the man was not little prince =(
then little prince is the little boy who always ask questions to that an =P
hummm nice... then little prince left his planet again... he left his love, the flower.
dontk now how's the flower at there with the hungry tiger...
now i also understand why little prince doesnt want to kill the tiger, but wanna catch him.
he's a nice boy. you can guess what i mean, right ?
he's just so nice.... he even thinks he should not kill an ant or one grass.
and actually he'd never killed any. he's just giving giving and giving the love to his love,
his flower and to his planet. he'd never meant to hurt anyone, but treasure them very well.
coz everything has thier living value, which cant be replaced by others.
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[ Song Sharing ]
My life is brilliant.
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful, You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yes, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful, You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
da da la da, da da la da, da da la da da
You're beautiful, You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you
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what tomorrow looks like?
***
>>December 5, 2005 at 10:25:10 AM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 3 日 星期六 【晴】
[ F A M I L Y * S H A R I N G ]
we had a very cute dinner,
we had lots of jokes =D hahahaha...
after dinner, we joke even more and more, we all laugh laugh laugh!
then leggy sang... hahaha!!! why she sang ?!!! hahaha
hey, remind you friend, whoever with the last name "關",
cannot marry women who's last name is "柯" hahaha!!! otherwise it would be "關門柯氐"
hahahaha!!! *FuNNy Cantonese !!!
laugh it out man!~~~ =D
and also mom was cray about the folk song" do re mi " hahaha... with the differnt language.
what the hell... hahaha...
alright, i have a wonderful funny family. we all like joke around and laugh laugh laugh.
and then i found that, the 6 tiny fishes would eat shit if they dont have food hahahaha...
their shit is floating in the water, then they eat them. what a faunny family there? haha
leggy would have the last year performance in christmas eve.
hummm we would sit at the cultural center this year for the last time.
i have been there every christmas for how long ...? hummm for 10 years.
i joint the tai po children choir since 9 years old, then i left at 14.
but coz miki and leggy joint, then my family went to all performances every years.
yea... leggy has the last year... so this year would be the last for us =)
and this year, we would have " the sound of music" hahaha! looking forward to it!
it would be very nice i guess.
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Last Night,
i was chating with hak gon, about " the protection".
hahaha... if guys should protect their girls or should girls protect guys.
hahaha we have different opions, and all is funny.
sometimes, i wonder if girls protect guys would be kinnd romantic... hahaha
but when attacked, i guess... guys would tend to protect more than be protected?
hummmm ^^ i dont know! but he is right, if girl protects her guy, it would be cool.
then i've got a call from Rachel ^^ ! yeah~~ my friend.
and then i've chated with Auguster, he's so funny ! hahaha...
anyway, i envy him, coz he visit lots of homeless children and plays as a santa claus.
wow!
i miss the days holding parties for children at McD.
Lately, i miss ade, cyn and vic~~~ girls.... how re you doing?
ade... we havent talk for long already..... re you really fine?
humm dont know her moody status =(
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~ Le Petit Prince Retrouve ~
< i like this little prince alot -- love -- the spirit of life >
"Unaccustomed as i was to the perils of the adventurer's life,
i was not prepared for such a change in my situation.
But, who ever is ?
You will retort. i agree. However, anyone who has the world even a little would
in comparable circumstances be better prepared than an armchair explorer like me.
Ignorant as i was of the appropriate behavior for someone who finds himself
in such an unfortunate position, i chose the most sensible solution:
to remain silent and make the best of it till help arrived.
If the Skipskjelen hadnt sunk-- i had no proof to the contray --
her captain would hurry to my rescue;
if not, luck would smile on me sooner or later and a vessel would chane upon
my raft of sand in its wake.
Patience and Optimism are the shipwreck victim's life blood."
* * *
Life is like that, and it's a cycle, never end.
*smile =)
i cant always win, i cant predict what would happen, but i can stay happy.
i've known something bad happened yesterday, i'm worried for it,
but i'm still fine.
Perhaps this kind of love-- the spirit of life would be long lasting.
share more, later =)
*the songs : You're beautiful, The sound of music, Goodbye.... etc =)
thx for hak gon's songs ;> i love all the songs.
***
>>December 4, 2005 at 7:59:28 AM GMT+8
2005 年 12 月 1 日 星期四 【晴】
My time table is done, but i have to change my course.
hummm some troubles come... but i think it'll be fine.
school will start on the coming monday morning =)
morning is always the good start.
my friend, ade, i wish you all the best.
sometimes when i say " i wsh you all the best", coz i really cannot express more than that.
that's all truely sincerely.
last night, i've called hong, one of my old friends, we chated for almost one hour.
nice to catch up old friends =)
i'd alos chated with hak gon on line last night.. hahaha... so funny...
i wish him well, and lucky in the future ;> wish him all the best.
and then, today i've tried to call mi-hyeon, but not reached,
and then i've chated with susumu on line, too =P hahaha! so nice !
i really miss them so much....
and ade, cyn, vic.... i miss these three girls lots lots and lots...
and where re my other friends huh? and then queenie've message me in msn,...
for dinner, i hope i can make it.
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The Gift from Tears
i'm tearing in the night, but i'm fine.
i feel hurt and pain inside.
it's like... cant breath.
my heart is bleeding, i m breath less in water, and my eyes re tearing cant see.
it's all so blured but real to me. coz i feel it deeply.
i feel hurt. i feel like bleeding, blind, and cant breath.
but i'm fine... oh... well...i know all would be gone someday.
and yea, i'm happy for those trails in life.
coz i'm proud of Jesus, and the glory is for jesus and the only god.
i do appricate the plans on my life, created by god.
i dont know what would happen next but i trust in Him, then He would guide me..
for the present, i know i'm not wrong.
被改造的人, for someone who's changed :
當眼淚流下的時候要明白它, 珍惜它, 感激它, 愛惜它, 和忘記它.
when the tears down, i want to understand mine, treasure it, give thanks to it, love it
and forget it.
***
>>December 2, 2005 at 6:25:40 AM GMT+8
2005 年 11 月 29 日 星期二 【晴】
[ Trying to firgue out this life ]
wont you ? take me somewhere new....
I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know?
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything’s a mess
And no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone tryin’ to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you...yeah yeah oh
-- " i'm with you" Avirl Lavigne.
the six little fishes re so cute...
they like eating.
a few of them re a bit fatter than others =)
it's liek the fish mommy and fish daddy hahaha
i like watching them, but they're so shy!!~~
they run away, sounds scared hummmmm~
************
i dont have much to say.
life 's going on....
and notthing very supprising.
gotta thanks god for every new days.
and then i'm not dead yet =)
i treasure much with my family in this one month ++
coz i always stay with them since i'm back.
hummmm.... yea....
just now, i was on line chating with hak gon,
we found out my home in the"google earth" hahaha so funny.
i remember i've tried once before at ade's room, with vic !
hahaha... nice.
yea, thanks hak gon for a lovely moment today ;>
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< Trying to figure out this life >
hummm re you with me ?
i dont have good sleep,
but i still strive for... the happy life.
i want you to be with me... haha... i'm just kidding?
Com'on my friends, and where re You? re You ok?
>>November 30, 2005 at 1:02:24 PM GMT+8
2005 年 11 月 28 日 星期一 【晴】
* L O V E * G O D *
i get back to my prayer's time recently, and then i've read the " Our Daily Bread"
hummm share you a sentance from yesterday =)
* The gifts that we may give and deeds that we may do
mostly truly honor Christ when self is given too.-- D. De Haan
[ Acceptance ! ]
*** YEAH~~~! ***
Today, i 've got the Offer of Acceptance from the School *.*
hahaha, i'm so happy~ i still need 66 credits, then i can graud!
i'll major in Psychology. Although it's not the competitave subject in HK,
but i think it'll be better than Economics and IT Stuffs for me =)
wish me luck ~
School will start on 5th Dec.
hummmm.... wish to have a nice start...
i'm a bit affraid hahaha.
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" Tuesdays with Morrie "
[An Old Man, a Young Man, and Life's Greatest Lesson]
This book is really really nice =)
i wanna finish it as soon as possible. actually i wanna buy it home.
it's a good book, hummm Mitch Albom has writen another book, named
"The Five People You Meet in Heaven".
hummmm hee, nice book. it's like the top 5 in the best seller of hk.
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Last Night,
i slept at 3 30am.
what happened ? well... leave it blank.
* * *
May God Bless You, wish You'll recieve my prayers.
Giving is my true measure of love.
***
>>November 29, 2005 at 11:16:24 AM GMT+8
2005 年 11 月 27 日 星期日 【晴】
humm i draw a beautiful rose on a paper last night before i went to bed.
then i've also written letters... hummm yea.
by the way,
i was chating with hak gon last night, then suddenly my parents drive out to
buy food for dinner. then i ve to go with them for help...
hummm... we had hot pop last night =)
but, when i came back home, then miki shut down the com already... oh...
cant say bye to him, but i think he wont mind =P
miki felt sick last night, she got fever.
she didnt go to school today.
then yea we, i mean me, miki and parents had lunch together...
yup, nothing much.
i've read a bit the book, named what something... " tuesday" in the book store.
it's a nice book, i'm thinking to buy it.
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[ Hummm ]
i dont know what to say...
i slept at 5 am again. i was praying... hummm..
yea i was praying, chating with jesus, =) ha.. then cant sleep.
no matter how it turns to be, i m just doing the right thing.
it's happy, not that upset actually.
[ In My Part ]
today, i buy a card for him or his father, and then i buy some other stuffs.
hummmm, i just put our affairs away, just concern on the... need right now.
it's crazy, silly but it's right to do so.
i dont know if he would get my letter, messages or whatever.
but as a sincere person, my instinct... i just concern on the fact going on now,
and i do still care of him. i just do my part from my truely heart.
then i let things be in their way.
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i have prayed and then... i'm not that sad in god blessings =)
I'm okay... dont worry...
i just want to do the meaningful, right thing,
it might not for my good, but i dont mind.
i've talk too much today.
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>>November 28, 2005 at 11:05:37 AM GMT+8
2005 年 11 月 26 日 星期六 【晴】
we ate out last night.
leggy has a nice birthday =)
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[ A Family ]
** Love is not just for Relationship **
here is a family i really concern on.
hummmm... let's start from the story "阿旺新傳"
阿旺 has finally accepted his father in " 阿旺新傳".
of course his mom doesnt like he accepted his dad.
but his mom said since 阿旺 is happy, they she "s fine.
when 阿旺 very very yougn, then his dad left him and his mom.
his father was really wrong. but when he becomes an old man,
a rich old man... he met 阿旺 in an car accident.... coz 阿旺 saved his life.
then after long, this old man finds that the love between a dad and son cant be replaced.
what i wanna say is... no matter how much you hate your father,
there's only one father for each person.
if you feel pain when you see him in pain, it's the love, not the pitty.
"i'm sorry that i cant be there for a hug or a kiss.
but i understand you're sad."
i hope my support and blessing can get through to you.
i really do.
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The Rose --
Some say love, it is a river that drowns the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower, and you it's only seed.
It's the heart, afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance.
It's the dream, afraid of waking, that never takes a chance.
It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give.
And the soul, afraid of dyin', that never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely, and the road has been too long,
And you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong,
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows,
Lies the seed, that with the sun's love, in the spring becomes The Rose.
please, eveyone who can read my words of today, please give me a prayer for
the entry of above, the concern on the family above.
coz, it's the love.
it's also the love from me, and the love floating around the world.
it's the love to make us fall, and make us strong.
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I Hope All The Support, Blessing And Love Can Get Through To That Person.
Here used to be called Shmoo Sassy Rowdyruff's page. It was a random name i got from The Powerpuff Girls' site. however, i am not that little girl anymore. i'm learning how to live a life now. haha! and this is the pic of my 22nd year in my life, taken in the summer of 2008.
here is like my reference, my history, my story, and the little pieces of memorries in my life. someday when i get old, maybe i would just review my life again. or i can share with my close ones... would they miss me someday? i dont know. i just wanna live my life fully and happily =) with the ppl i love on this planet.
[ Real Life * Happiness * Neglected ]
Hey~~~
Someone who know