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2005 年 11 月 25 日 星期五 【晴】 [ one sentence in cantonese ] 有d野我唔會講出尼.... 咁都無咩好問.... 無咩好講,係咪? when i was crying in the night, without anyone, ah..... i think something is really clear now. i do feel like to ask " wont you? " it's just the same.... it's a cycle. castor, wont you? and You, wont you ? sigh... dont ask me ppl. it's not supposed to be asked. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Yo, man... let's have a nice start soon? ya..? talking non-sense again huh? nope.. i dont know. *** >>November 26, 2005 at 3:30:49 AM GMT+8 2005 年 11 月 24 日 星期四 【晴】 - S H A R I N G - (copy from friendster blog) * Grape and Kindness * The song below is a quite.... encouraging song. it's talking about the period for a realtionship, from zero to done, as in the depressing period to the encouragement stage. It's a song singing in the grape, one of the fruit, which presents a tough growth in life. i've cut dowan part of the lyrics, and the rest re very encouraging. from nothing to bloosome, then fruit to wine. we've wasted the springs, we've met too much stones, we've seen lots of failure and be asked when the grape would be seen, but we have to wait, wait and wait. in life, we're just waiting for a glass of beautiful wine. 葡萄成熟時 但見旁人談情何引誘 問到何時葡萄先熟透 你要靜候 再靜候 就算失收 始終要守 日後 盡量別教今天的淚白流 留低 擊傷你的石頭 從錯誤裡吸收 也許 豐收 月份尚未到你也得接受 或者要到你將愛釀成醇酒 時機先至熟透 但歲月卻不回來 不回來 錯過了春天 可會再花開 一千種戀愛 一些需要情淚灌溉 枯毀的溫柔 在最後會長回來 錯的愛 乃必經的配菜 想想天的一邊 亦有個某某 在等候 一心只等葡萄熟透 嘗杯酒 別讓 寂寞害你傷得一夜白頭 仍得不需要的自由 和最耀眼傷口 我知 日後 路上或沒有更美的邂逅 但當你智慧都醞釀成紅酒 仍可一醉自救 誰都心酸過 那個沒有 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- since i'm back, TVB has the aniversary series, as the "阿旺新傳" . the "boy" is a man who misunderstand what love is with his "wife". they re not really married, but since they play together, raise together, the man was not welcomed from other children, then... yea he treats the girl as a wife. the most important thing is that man actually is just a "boy" he's not intellegent. but this boy is really lovely. compare to other intellegent people; he's much more clever as in knidness, honesty, piatence, forgiveness,etc. he doesnt mind to give as much as he can, but with no rewards. he knows his wife 's dating with other people. he thought his wife just hate him, so doesnt want to play with him. but actually the woman just cannot stay with him for a real marrage. she treats this boy as her best friend. there re too much things happened, we'll see how the endding would be. when i watch this series, i feel very funny coz of that actor is really funny. besides, i feel quite warm. coz this kind of person is really awesome. but in this real world, how many ppl is like him? i cant ans this question. i've been learning to be a nice person, but sometimes i find it's really hard. is it coz of human complicated brain? hummm i do meet lots of nice ppl around me =) i just hope that ppl mind can be more simple, be sincere, honest, forgiving... hummm i guess those all re the fruit of love. hahaha * Go check out the bible =) Last night, i saw Hak Gon on line, then i chated with him, then we started the web cam. it's been long long time havent seen him, then... yea, very nice conversation. it's cute and funny, thanks for hak gon. he's quite gentelment. *kam sam han ni da. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [ Nothing much, couldnt satnd that for any longer ] i think i would understand more, and i'll know the fact, then i 'd know what to do. follow my feelings, follow my sense and follow my heart. There's no more reasons no more confussion. coz i see things very clear now. *** >>November 25, 2005 at 9:39:24 AM GMT+8 2005 年 11 月 23 日 星期三 【晴】 [ U N B R E A K - M Y - H E A R T ] Don't leave me in all this pain Don't leave me out in the rain Come back and bring back my smile Come and take these tears away I need your arms to hold me now The nights are so unkind Bring back those nights when I held you beside me Un-break my heart Say you'll love me again Un-do this hurt you caused When you walked out the door And walked outta my life Un-cry these tears I cried so many nights Un-break my heart, my heart Take back that sad word good-bye Bring back the joy to my life Don't leave me here with these tears Come and kiss this pain away I can't forget the day you left Time is so unkind And life is so cruel without you here beside me Ohh, oh Don't leave me in all this pain Don't leave me out in the rain Bring back the nights when I held you beside me Un-break my Un-break my heart, oh baby Come back and say you love me Un-break my heart Sweet darlin' Without you I just can't go on Can't go on ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [ I Didnt Sleep Well ] >>November 24, 2005 at 1:14:27 PM GMT+8 2005 年 11 月 22 日 星期二 【晴】 Finally I' ve decided my major i'm gonna major in Psychology in UIU. today i was going here and there with mom for the cancelation and application. well, perhaps i could catch on the coming semester in early Dec. ***** leggy goes school camping from today to friday. we packed the package for her, then sent her to school today. wish she has the safe and nice trip with her calss. Becoming A Speechless Person i'm sad today... i didnt talk much... i keep my mouth off except for neccessary. i ve heard something badly from someone about another someone. i'm worried and sad. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Last Night i didnt sleep well... ** >>November 23, 2005 at 12:33:12 PM GMT+8 2005 年 11 月 21 日 星期一 【晴】 *** M I S S I N G *** 曖昧讓人受盡委屈 找不到相愛的證據 何時該前進 何時該放棄 連擁抱都沒有勇氣 Today, just now, i fight with leggy. i was quite angry, but fine now. Morning, i couldnt wake up, too tired, then when i wake it's around 10am. Then not after long, my parents and me went to ma on shan to deal with urgent something. then we have lunch with grandpa at there. so... i didnt meet tung today. then, i went back home with mom, then... we went to pick up leggy. 到底該不該哭泣 想太多是我還是你 我很不服氣 也開始懷疑 眼前的人 是不是同一個 真實的你 I still havent decided which school i'll stay. for the reasons being, ... hummm i do know how tough the IT&Econ could be, and i know PYS is not a good sub in hk. for the enviornmental issue... USU's off campus center is in Tsim Sha Tsui, or Wan Chai, but UIU's is in Yau Ma Tei. Of Course i'd like USU. and then.... the teachers... USU cant provide the native speaker as the professor, but UIU they have the real professor. and then the class duration and time table... it's like... i want the freedom from USU, coz 3 hrs per class, 5 classes per week. but, UIU they have two classes per day, 8-10 calsses/ week... that must be very tough. but, the point is... USU is the top rank university in US, but UIU is not... sigh... i ve to decide le.... which one i should have ? 曖昧讓人變得貪心 直到等待失去意義 無奈我和你 寫不出結局 放遺憾的美麗 停在這裡 .............. I' m Waiting .............. 
曾經以為總會找到 說服自己的答案 情緒卻在風浪平息後 被一通電話打翻 我已經漸漸習慣 忙碌把生活填滿 和自己分享晚餐 試著活得更理所當然 我已經漸漸習慣 對感情順其自然 只是我還不明白 失去你的天空 為何看來不那麼蔚藍 相愛到了解的默契 怎能說忘記就忘記 W-H-E-N WHEN YOU REALLY LOVE SOMEONE, You Couldnt Just Give Up. [ He Still Hasnt Told Me that He Doesnt Love Me Anymore. ] *********曖昧讓人受盡委屈 找不到相愛的證據********** 何時該前進 何時該放棄 連擁抱都沒有勇氣 曖昧讓人變得貪心 直到等待失去意義 無奈我和你 寫不出結局 放遺憾的美麗 停在這裡 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- S T I L L I N L O V E 如果 . 愛 T h e n .... ? --- seriously --- -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Last Night... i was not sleeping well *** >>November 22, 2005 at 11:04:16 AM GMT+8 2005 年 11 月 20 日 星期日 【晴】 Utah State University vs. Upper Iowa University. anyway, i went to a school, actually it's a center. then... hummm i went back to my school, another center. they're presenting different majors with different universities. my old one is for International " IT" & International Economics. then the other one is... about PSY. i'm interested in hotel management... but i dont ve this option. then... i prefer PSY more than IT stuffs... i'm just not good in it, coz i'd never developed my knowladge in this category. last time, associate... i didnt really study about Econ or Business credits... no matter how hard i try, then i just got a pass, or actually i shouldnt be pass. i also dont understand why i could pass all of them... by the way, my GPA is really low low low... only got 2.3 ? maybe 2.1 sigh.... how to continue in business, marketing.... i'm really gonna die... then.. i really prefer PSY... but i gotta change my school, and transfer all my credits to there. but the point is... this school is not very good in U.S... sigh... of course the old one is much better, coz that's a State University... then this one is just a private university... but still not bad... i guess. it claims that's in the 3rd of 5 grades,.... it's like the top 1000? it's called Upper Iowa University..... sigh i really dont know how... then i ve to decide in these two days. then daddy wants me to study in the old school =( for me, that's a really big issue, coz i ve to decide my way to go for my future. if i choose the better brand school, i might feel really hard in my subjects. if i choose the other school, then i've to adjust the new school system or whatever different from the old one. and then this school might not as competable as that one. but i'm quite sure the old school wont have native professors in class, but this one would have, and then i'd have some more elective classes. and this one, the letures would be more rushed in time, very intensive. sigh... actually i ve to decide tonight or tomorrow, coz ... the new semester would start on next month... begining of Dec. *************************************************************************************** i think i wouldnt get the 2nd interview in Cathay Pacific... sigh,.... then sec bad news is... i 'm sad. is it kindda bad news? not really.... but just sad. oh well... i've heard enough... known enough... Tired Faces   
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Last Night before sleeping, i've called Shan, one of my Best Friends =) nice chat with her, i miss her quite much although yet we havent met up since i'm back. then i might meet her on Thursday. Tung also called me... he's on holidays now... then i will meet him tomorrow. I Didnt Sleep Well Last Night. i just couldnt sleep... coz... i miss some ppl, and missing some things. i recall the memorries, pieces of memorries from... different period of time within one year past. i couldnt believe that i'm back for almost one month. tomorrow... is 22nd, my arrive date . i couldnt believe that it' d be so soon to this year end, 2005. still have 1 month half left... it's our aniversary in sg. coz we met in sg personally on Jan 20. For your info, there're somethings you dont really know, then... Do you Understand my Feelings? Could You ? ******************************************************* *S-H-A-R-I-N-G* The Cute Pics from Miki :   
Do You know...  WHAT IS WU LAI ? Tang Yuan is ver nice lor 
My Table is nice now =) 
>>November 21, 2005 at 12:07:27 PM GMT+8 2005 年 11 月 19 日 星期六 【晴】 @@ six lovely tiny gloden fishs... ^^ heehee. last night when we got home, i saw them in the living room. daddy bought them last night ^^ hahaha. i dont like to keep pet, such as cat or dog... coz i'm so affraid of them... hamster also cannot.... maybe rabbit can... but better not. fish is okay... coz i'd never need to touch them =) but today i see the "tortoise"... they're cute... *but =.= better dont. i like pets, but i cant keep them... when they approach me, i fell so scared.... >< they better dont come... then somehow i see the big dogs or very active goggy, i'll walk the other way... just.... scared... then we went to the "organic farm" hahaha we play game, use the chopstick to pick up 10 corns in the big tray. then... i'm faster than leggy haha... then i got a keychain, she got candies. nice =) then dad and mom went to buy some "sourse" for dinner tonight. then leggy, miki and me went to the book store to read books then... mom and dad know i want the recipe for the tart shell... and then they want to buy the recipe... but i dont like that one... i like another one. but the one i want is quite expensive, it costs... hkd 90 +++ yea... then finally we didnt buy anuthing =) then mom and me went to the bakery ^^ hohoho last night, i got nice dreams ^^ ~~~~ wah... finally i ve nice dreams~ anyone pray for me last night ? coz i really got nice dreams ! i dream of....him... =) *** >>November 20, 2005 at 9:40:14 AM GMT+8 2005 年 11 月 19 日 星期六 【晴】 so... yea... i waked up so late, around 11 30 am. why? coz i didnt sleep well. lately, i couldnt sleep well.... i know coz i 'm missing someone. i've called aunt, benny's mom, last night... hummm for ... the concerns. like... when i know someting bad happened on the ppl i concern, then i'll give a call, or just do something.... yea... so i've called aunt. actually.... i ve wondered if i should call for long... but, i really want, so... finally i've called. we chat for a few mins, she was busy, then she asked me to call again on today. but i was out for the whole day. ... *** okay, come to my part. today after lunch, miki and me went to ma on shan, for helping one of my aunts... then, we sent her home, then we walk around... we have "rice ball" hahaha! yummy! and then walk around.... then wait for oterh aunts and grandpa... we had dinner together. FINALLY, i've met THE AUNT, who's just back from vancouver. well well well.... i didnt know her, maybe i do, but when i was really really young. i didnt know i ve an real aunt in vancouver. she's...... the cousin of my mom. so... it's still called "aunt" yea, then she's a very nice person =) we talk alot... i also tell her which bakery is good =P hahaha and then, i also tell her where's my home, where i'd like to go. and then where to have the best sushi ! hahaha anyway, then... yea we exchanged the e-mail address ... then taken some pics, can upload later, then... yea.... =) nice day. hummmmmm.... yea.... it's gonna be fine, i guess? last night i got nightmaressss..... i was frighting.... but i cannot remember themmm... but i didnt feel good when i woke.... =( let's wait and see, dont want to type already. *** >>November 19, 2005 at 4:21:13 PM GMT+8 2005 年 11 月 17 日 星期四 【晴】 Translating Man-Speak See More Quizzes Email this pageValentine's Day [article] Rose-Colored Glasses We've got to hand it to you, your optimism is admirable. But a word of caution: If he's not making an effort, odds are you two just aren't meant for each other. You tend to give guys credit where credit is not necessarily due. But why make excuses for these men? If it's meant to be, it'll happen. But by projecting your own hopes and dreams onto all the guys you date, you saddle them with the burden of commitment (and we all know how much men love that!) long before they might be ready. It's important to look at each guy through a clear lens (as in, not every man you date is the right one for you). Someone great will come along with whom you'll have the potential for a real future. But in the meantime? Take the good with the bad, and don't just dive into a relationship with the attitude that Mr. Right Now must automatically be Mr. Right. Give it some time. Get to know the guy. And sooner or later, you'll find someone with whom you click. No justifications or excuses necessary. i think i'm this kind of stupid girl. ***************************************** then, when i was reading an article about the men communication with women, i've found a wonderful sentence : [If you're not as quick to respond, you're either a jerk who doesn't care and does it on purpose, or oblivious to the nuances of nonverbal communication.] ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- then, last but not least : [Do not be one of these guys] The Pretender: This is the man who has the appearances of an active listener but at the end of the day, does not give a damn about what his woman has to say. But give him credit; he manages to fool her almost every time. Too bad he has no idea how she feels at any given moment. His mind is on "more important" things, like his golf game or other women. The Stage Hog: This big baby has to have all the attention, all the time. He loves to hear the sound of his own voice, to the detriment of his own relationship. Whenever possible, he shifts the focus of the conversation to himself, even if he has done his woman wrong. Do not become this loser. The Trap-Setter: This selfish type listens to what he wants to hear. He is a selective active listener who turns the tables on his victim to use what she had to say against her at another point in time. His sole goal is to humiliate his woman the next time they fight and ensnare her to make himself look good. But to whom? In the long run, nobody. The Contradictor: This type can take on many forms. He either refuses to acknowledge that there is a problem and unleashes a fierce temper until he gets his way, or worse yet; he turns his back anytime conflict arises. The bottom line though, is that this child can never take responsibility for his actions or recognize that something is amiss. The Insensitive Jerk: This noncommunicator can inhabit the body of any other type at any point in time. He is selfish and has his own agenda in mind every time he fights with his woman. For one reason or another, he refuses to show compassion or admit when he is wrong. He can be abusive in a verbal manner or on the other side of the spectrum, hold his emotions in check so that his lady has no idea what is going on inside his small, dysfunctional head. Everyone hates Insensitive Jerk. Do not be him. It takes time- Although I doubt this will rectify your communication problems completely, I hope it will lead to a greater understanding of your significant other, yourself and what both of you need in order to better listen to each other. Remember that communication is a two-way street. It requires the proper delivery of a message, as well as an active listener to process it. If you keep that in mind and do so with compassion, sensitivity and hold that ego at bay, you should come out a winner... you know what I mean. -end- women and men re really different in thinking, and language. hummm... communication is difficult sometimes... but i think all is just depends on how you gonna relate your life with you realtionship, like how much you're into the relationship. hummm, last night i slept very late, i just couldnt sleep. and then, i've wrote a letter to him, and today... i've posted out the package to ade and cyn and also for him. then, i went to the libary, borrow some books, then i have my own lunch,.. that's coke light with fries( mc donald's shake shake fries ) i tried the kim chi favour, not very good, but okay.. then i met my mom, and went to pick up my sister. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ve a nice day, wish him all the best. ***************** >>November 18, 2005 at 10:40:23 AM GMT+8 2005 年 11 月 16 日 星期三 【晴】 yo yo yo... i just blogged at friendster's site. was just saying about my "school stuffs" not actually getting back to school, but planing to do so. then i was reading something, then i 've found a cute sentence: "the screwball creeps up on the scream, shame on you! " -- pussyfoot around. hahaha... dont ask me what does that mean... FuNNy~ okay, get back to here first... last night, i've read my friends's blog. then... i was quite touched... i ve nothing more to say about that. coz i just cant do anything either. hummmm yea. my principla is... dont let the stuffs being blurred. i rather keep the things opened, although it expands the emotions... and then, just now, i read another frined's blog... oh my .... hummm i'm sorry to hear about her news. hummmmmmmmm ireally want to send her a hug.... but i cannot. i just wanna be a listener... coz other ppl is un-related to their relationship. i wanna comfort her, but also cannot say anything... just wanna stay with her. but i also cannot. oh... that's sad.... but i hope she'll know i support her alot. ******* I Think You Will Understand, You Will. I Know You Know... Coz... I Trust You. Coz I'm With You. [ I'm With You ] tonight, i'll watch tv or do some reading, share with you guys later =) wish all my friends allllllll the best .. and then i really wish the ppl in sick will recouver soooo soon. song sharing: Chinese Version about the stars 很遙遠 很遙遠 陪同父母觀星去 噢... 星 就似燈泡懸掛 渺小的懸掛 凝結 又融化 在那銀幕裡似白沙 而那夜裡的我仍然細個 隨時起歌 明星中的可想起我 星夜星塵 然後到摘星 到聽風的歌 隨星星閃過 流行曲中擔當主角往往太多 大概因它雖小畢竟總見過 今夜星河 留下霎時星火 直到密雲飄過 噢... 星 在半空中懸掛 遠古中懸掛 旁邊 是人馬 在我的望遠鏡如畫 而已大個的我現已愛人 **** >>November 17, 2005 at 7:52:29 AM GMT+8
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