2006 年 7 月 7 日 星期五 【晴】

tired... over sleep.... late to work....

not so busy still =) sometimes busy like hell...
then had some fun at work also.. haha funny Mr. Lam..he's nice actually.
anyway, have lunch with Rami and his girlfriend with boss.
meeting plus lunch... both...
and got some troubles on leaflet issue...
then Miss Chin and i sit down talk and make it done. very great group work ! ;)
anyway, problems solved, yea!!! but we use 4 hrs.... but there were some interuptions..
then... yes, very happy to be friend with miss Chin !! wish her a nice and safe trip !!

hummmmm sigh...
got the sms from a new friend. wah... quite irreatating leh...
i have been quite busy... then.. yea. he has too much words in his sms. what he said is just.. not necessary.
i mean.. i'm not his girlfriend, why feel like he pretending i'm already his girlfriend???
i really dont like this kind of feelings. sooooo aggressive....
i dont have to tell him everything right. i dont have to let him know my schedule right...
what expecting the date... i mean.. yea, i've met you, but not only you, i ve met another friend also..
well, i didnt say that to him, coz... it'd be so rude.. and he's my friend's friend.
hummmmm hey... i'm not the 13 year--d girl.. i dont like this kind of name "君妹妹" eelllwww~~~~ !
i really hate this name!!!!!! FUCK UP !!! yuck!
then yea, sms is this name, then calling is the same lor. then i was like.. i dont know who the heck
you're calling for. i asked him what? who are you looking for??
then he said... "castor妹妹" Fuck...
then i refused him like i dont wanna go anyway, coz i'm very busy rushing solving problems !!!
then.. i did control my temper, i mean.. i shouldnt be rude to him in front of my students or at office.
i do have my manner ok?
and then.. i really dont like his way... i mean.. why you keep sms me or keep calling me???
i'm not your girlfriend ! and i have already said he doesnt have to wait for me twice at least .
coz after work i just wanna go home. why he has to come pick me up and dinner and send me home?
I REALLY DONT LIKE THIS KIND OF MAN.... feels like he's being the pussy?
i wonder if i be with him then how. i'm sure i will die...
feels like.. he d kill my freedom, block me doing anything not regarding to him ?
then.. last, when i got on MRT, then.. i sms him.. i siad i'm already going home.. really dont have to
wait for me blah blah blah... then he really called back. sigh..
i was on phone with my frined, Shan, coz wanna meet her tomorrow or later.. sigh...
anywya, i called back.. and chated with him for awhile..

i finally left office ard 9 15pm. and i arrived office ard 10 45am today...
hummmmm yea...
and my boss is my frined, right? then.. boss, me and miss Chin have been chating lots,
so funny erh ! haha.. then we talk about relationship stuffs... boss told us how he got his wife,
and how his life was like. haha.. we laughed so loud.. so funny..
wow, that's so nice you know.. we could learn lots from him.
then....... yea talking about guys and girls behavior. nice =)
we also talk about.... who is the nice guy at office hahaha so nice... and thanks... ha..

humm..
i miss him.

>>July 8, 2006 at 4:25:22 PM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 6 日 星期四 【晴】

hummmm

i wrote an e-mail to him last night.

anyway, i work today.... have donuts also...
hummmm not too busy, quite free today haha..
but not so happy..

quite free, just dealing with some calls, then some chatting with boss..
other time i just tak with Miss Chin, we talk about interview stuffs. haha kindda sharing with her.
hummmm e-mial to tutors, and.. ya... take some arrangement..

tomorrow will work from 10 am.. then maybe after work, i will go Nan Kwai Fong for a drink
with two new friends.. i'm not sure if i should go but yea.. maybe just sit for 30 mins?

hummmmmmmmmmmmm
have been thinking of him.

please forgive me otherwise i couldnt forgive myself.
i would say i still love him, if i wann be honest to myself.

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I wait inside , I was not myself
I was frozen inside in a alien form
You stand outside , your hand on my shoulder
but this mog makes of it between us
I walk the walk along no matter whether people know at all
I walk the walk along and keep my sanlety you know
and when I walk the walk along I going no one else can go
I want you cry for me you see but I don't see
Because you walk the walk along
thank you for loving me
Drop in within , for what I'm listening music to tell you to be sad
you close your eyes , and cries is to playing when I said nothing
so reason on this
I walk the walk along no matter whether people know at all
I walk the walk along and keep my sanlety you know [
and when I walk the walk along I going no one else can go
I want you cry for me you see but I don't see
Because you walk the walk along
thank you for leting me
I walk the walk along no matter whether people know at all
I walk the walk along and keep my sad that in know
and when I walk the walk along I going no one else can go
I want you cry for me you see but I don't see
Because you walk the walk along
thank you for loving me
so I walk the walk along no matter whether people know at all
I walk the walk along and keep my sad that in know
and when I walk the walk along I going no one else can go
I want you cry for me you see but I don't see
Because you walk the walk along
thank you for loving me


我走了進去
我身不由己
我已不屬於這個世界的形式結成了冰
你站在一旁
你的手在我肩上
然而煙霧在我們之間形成了一層帷幕
我獨自以我方式向前走
不管其他人知不知道
我獨自以我的方式向前走
來讓自己保持清醒
你知道我獨自以我的方式向前走的時候
會來到別人到不了的地方
我看你為我而哭泣
你理解的世界我並不明瞭
因為你是獨自以你的方式向前走
謝謝你一直愛著我
我獨自以我的方式向前走
不管其他人知不知道
來讓自己保持清醒
你知道我獨自以我的方式向前走的時候
會來到別人到不了的地方
我看你為我而哭泣
你理解的世界我並不明瞭
因為你是獨自以你的方式向前走
謝謝你一直愛著我

>>July 7, 2006 at 2:42:03 PM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 5 日 星期三 【晴】

now is... the 1: 17am, the early morning on July 6.
you know...

feel like walking on the stage, and just say...
"you know" then *start to cry... and running off the stage now.


Part Two,
now is 11 pm. i arrived at home at 10:30pm.

couldnt sleep last night.... have been thinking.... really wanna know why,
coz i really dont think he's this kind of person and i believe him wouldnt say this kind of things so easily.

at office,
humm i dont wanna work today but i have my duties.
got the tea from Pacific coffee, coz i forgot to bring my coffee mug along...
busy and busy.. dealing with letters, have to follow up some doc.. wah.... so tired..
checking lots of infomration, date, money, data base, leaflets, timetable, calling to students, tutors,
kids' parents... adjusting files...notes..books... answering calls, the worst is... the money issue.
when the student paid, and how many lessons they have taken. you gotta find a few months's record,
the reciepts coppy and attandence. there're so many cases waiting for me.. everyone has his own situation.
humm.. i'm the one and who is also the only one creating the new system with boss.
so i ve to take care everything...
i'm happy to learn but tired... lucky recently got Miss Chin helping me..

hummm have been on line, even though boss is back, i let it on, i was affraid boss would find out.
but no matter what, i just let it on. coz i had a conversation with him.
i've asked myself, Cas, you always forget things so easliy.. even if that is very important and personal,
you wouldnt pay attention at all. very important in life you also forget.
but why this man is just so important to you. why you care about him so much concern so much.

hummm i know i've hurted him so much, coz in the past one year plus, i didnt really pay attention on
what he need and i focus on myself. i thought that was good for him, but actually really irreatating.
i thought that's good to get the contact with the ppl around, but that was really giving troubles
and only show disrespect.
so basically, i've been making troubles and making my love feel terrible.

i know i really make him angry this time.
i really dont mean to do that to him..
i made him losing a friend, i made him feeling so bad so mad..

hummm you know..
coz i still love him, that's why i feel so bad.
there's been so many times already, and he's so tired and sick about them...
i had the same feelings, that caused the breakup..
but after breakup, i know.. no matter what, yup we canceled the commitment, but i still love him.
seems like no matter what, i just couldnt leave him. i wanna protect him, love him, dont wanna let
him feel sad or watever. however i ve been a very worse on line girlfriend.

>>July 6, 2006 at 5:05:09 PM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 4 日 星期二 【晴】

today...

holiday for me..
woke up, then.. went out, have lunch with my parents, Leggy and aunt.
then... walking around, then seat at the Taiwanese Tea house.. writting post card and letter to my
Oppa Bba, haha Jason. yea... then Leggy came find me, and i got her a drink.
then... i went to Sha Tin to meet Miki, my another sister.
we were walking around.. humm then went to Starbuks, had cake and tea..
yup... walking around. i wanna buy the outerwear, coz i would need one when i go to Van.
then yea, found one was nice at Mastina, but then the price is a bit expensive, then..
i wonder if i should get one in Canada or in Hong Kong.

anywya, today or recently just spent too much at cafe...
always coffee coffee or cake cake cake or tea tea tea whatever..
then that night go for "K". .. i mean "sing k", which is not so enjoyable for me.
i just dont find it so fun anyway. i would rather take a seat, resting then walk around.
pretty boring life right? haha.. but i need time to stay alone and rest acyually.

hummm finding the vcd " Love Actually", but still havent found yet.. trying..
humm anyway, since i know Benny is fine now, i feel better. miss him.
hummmmmmmmm tomorrow should go work, but i wonder... i want more holidays heehee..

here's the song sharing: The Walk, from a tv series:

I wait inside , I was not myself
I was fool inside and eling form ?
You stand outside , your hand on my shoulder
but this moment that day between us
I walk walk along no matter whether people know at all
I walk walk along and keep my sad that in know
and when I walk walk along I going no one asking go
I want to cry for me you see what I don't see
Because you walk walk along
thank you for loving me

Drop in within , I want I listening music to tell you the pill sads
you close your eyes , and cries in playing when I said nothing
so reason on this
I walk walk along no matter whether people know at all
I walk walk along and keep my sad that in know
and when I walk walk along I going no one asking go
I want to cry for me you see what I don't see
Because you walk walk along
thank you for leting me
I walk walk along no matter whether people know at all
I walk walk along and keep my sad that in know
and when I walk walk along I going no one asking go
I want to cry for me you see what I don't see
Because you walk walk along
thank you for loving me

so I walk walk along no matter whether people know at all
I walk walk along and keep my sad that in know
and when I walk walk along I going no one asking go
I want to cry for me you see what I don't see
Because you walk walk along
thank you for loving me
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Thank you for loving me.

anyway,
wishing for a few day off,
then i would go to Stanly Market(i wanna type Stanly Park which is in Van haha)
i wanna go Macau, i wanna go for my hair cut, wanna go shopping, wanna go HMV,
wanna go have a movie and ice skating, wanna go Ocean Park, watching JELLY FISH!!!!
wanna go for a dinner gathering with frineds! wanna eat Fish and chips, donut heehee..
i wanna find a soul mate who could communicate with me, i mean feel comfortable with me.
anyone wanna join me to the places above? let me know !
i live in hk for how many years? but i havent really been to lots of places before.
and i just wanna know more about my home town, my little city.
well, i wanna go wishing tree also, i wanna go so many places, i wanna seek fun in hk.
i wanna do so much things, but anyone is interested to go with me?

Vicvic is coming to HK soon? hummm i know she wanan go Macau..
then Aunt Pricilla is coming back soon also.

humm missing lots of ppl...

>>July 5, 2006 at 12:46:32 PM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 3 日 星期一 【晴】

hummmm last night...
that coffee really treats me well..
i couldnt sleep till 6 am...

last night, coz i met my friends, otherwise i should stay at office till 10:30 pm i guess.
pretty much stuffs to do.. so yea... planing to get back to work a bit earlier actually.
but now, 12 05 pm, i'm still home bloging. hahaha... dont care..

anyway,
last night,... i read book and then watched the movie.... hummmmmm....
my tears down.

going to work now,

last night, we sing k, hummm we had fun....
and those sad songs re my fav, oh my god.. haha..
i felt sad, i wonder why my frineds wanna sing k man hahaha..
coz...yea, i dont listen those songs anymore. those recall lots of feelings in my heart.
i dont know, the feelings are changing. since it's changing, and i dont wanna lose the old feelings,
it's all weird for me.
you know what, i really miss the past, that no matter how many days counted, day by day,
i miss all the ppl in my heart, i miss the past, i miss the stories all the stories, i miss the specific
ppl in my life. i miss them so much, then the sence was potraying(i spell wrong), one by one,
all in series. oh my god.. that makes me cry..


be back tonight..
gotta go now, being late already..

Part 2, 12:03 am.
i'm back since 20 mins ago? have dinner in 15 mins.
hummmmm today was very very busy... hummmmm the leaflets are finally done!
but then... busy for another project already... creating the new systems.. sucks...
anyway, i'm glad that Miss Chin is a very nice girl! and then we're friends :)
hummm got a meeting before i left. got caught...
so i was leaving ard 9:30pm, but then finally leaving at 11 pm.
sigh....
boss was doing the evaluation with me. hummm leaflet stuffs, my overall performance,
my management, my tech-skills, my telephone manner, minor stuffs..
hummmm he's satisfied anyway. and he's a very smart boss i would say.
he does know what to say, what to imply and what not to say.
he knows my points of view as if he tries to convence me to do more duties.
hummm he knows which type of person i am. so.. he was very honest to me, too.
dont wanna comment anything, just wanna say, he's going ot expand his business in lots of
different ways, and the most connection with me is our office management and marketing stuffs.
of course i have to take care of the administration work. so... yea...
i wonder my pay is so less but yea semes like paying tution fee for my life.
anyway, he said he knows i dont like this kind of job, and he knows i have my dream to follw,
but he says i'm so great on public relationship and marketing stuffs.
i got the talent, image and seems like skilled. so.. yea... anyway, i would work till my graduation
or futher studies at least. i wouldnt give up my dream so fast.
i would still give it a try after grad. coz i really wanna get into cathay pacific.

hummmm last night i sms Benny.. and i saw him on line today.. while the last min i planed to leave
office, anywya, i got caught for a meeting.. wanna talk with Ben but no time,
and guessing he's super busy also.

humm tomorrow would be off.. coz i'm feeling unwell lately, guess i really need a break again.
see, me, this kind of easy tired girl, where got talent to deal with business stuffs.
i simply against business topic and that's why i didnt choose my major in it.
fighting in the war?... i'm a peaceful person, i would only defense, so.. how to survive in the market?
i'm totally not agressive.... sigh...
humm selling image, coz i'm pretty like this kind of woman? i admit that i dont look like the local student,
but... i dont know if it's good or not. i just know i would like to be wearing the cathay pacific uniform.
boss simply wanna remodle the office to the very professional one. then he would need someone
who's good in language, good looking enough, great telephone manner, good at marketing and public
relationship, etc... suddenly feels like he's choosing someone very very good, as the image.
whatever... i'm very tired.. i need to take a break.

hummmm perhaps could meet my new friend for lunch on thursday or Friday.
and yea... aunt Pricilla is coming back in the end of July! heehee..
then, Vic vic is having good time in Van now heehee.. then yea, she'll ocme to hk ard middle of July,
heehee^^
and yea, i still havent resign in PCC, sigh... and then...
i need to make appointment for my hair cut.. hair is too long..

anyway, missing lots of ppl...
especially some ppl...

2006 年 7 月 2 日 星期日 【晴】

hummm today is damn busy...
now is 2:08am, i was home around 1 am.
why?

coz of a message, hahaha Micheal, one of mt new friends message me..
humm he said he wanna introduce me a friend.
ok... i try to make it on weekends..
but then eventually ...after work tonight.
i got OT... till 9 30pm..
coz basically today is just damn busy... aiya...very sleepy..
lucky that i have a coffee break and donut time =P hee

anyway after work, they came pick me up..
hell they want "sing K"..... erhhhhh..... first time meeting frined then sing k, hahaha..
pretty strong hk cultural feelings..
anywya, firstly we chat about school stuffs, coz my firned is actually from the same school but diff
courses.. anywya, we had fun! =)

gotta stop now, be continoues tmr...

>>July 3, 2006 at 6:11:23 PM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 1 日 星期六 【晴】

Hey!

now is.... 12: 55 am.... for me it's still the Sat night =)
back home from gonggong's home, Ma On Shan..
humm family day hee..

tomorrow wanna rest ... coz... have been feeling sick and tired..
hummmmm today is quite moody, maybe coz i'm feeling sick?
i think the eating habit really affects me lots..

perhaps could date some friends or hanging out tomorrow?
just wanna... yea... relaz... monday would have meeting, then Wed would have new project.
wanna go jogging... wishing a sunny day ! =)

anyway, everyone is fine, right?
miss all my frirends...
and today seeing my aunts, gongong and cousin... hummm okay =)
anywya, wish all my frneds are fine! especially Alesja, wish her a very nice trip..
work happy and live happy =)
for opp bba jason, wish you succeed ! ^^

then for myself... hummm dont know...

*Song: Bad Day

>>July 4, 2006 at 4:13:00 AM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 1 日 星期六 【晴】

hummm last night watching tv till 3 am i guess..
then i slept.. till 11 am.. okay...
have chips and snack for breakfast, watching tv ha..

then went out with family, have lunch together ard 3pm hahjaha... so late huh..
then we walked around.. aiya.. not very happy..
coz i'm very moody these few days..
then i went to the book store, and today just so crazy... " ppl mountian ppl sea" hahaha..
(just copy from the cantonese culture, the hk english culture! ha)
well.. i was craving for donut comforts... dman, my sisters wanna go home..
then eventually parents keep walking, sisters and me walked home first.
damn, i was pissed, not only by donuts, i wanna walk around, coz i wanna buy a vcd movie!
one of my fav. movie! recently seat in a class, and i ve watched that movie, parts of it again,
then i really wanan watched that in whole again.. damn..
then. i was pissed.. coz dad was also forcing me, asking me if i wanna go home w/ my sisters,
or keep going with him and mom. i said i wanna go home, actuially not.
anyway, i asked my sisters to take the mini bus to home, then i went to supermarket to buy ice tea,
then i walked back home.

back home, then i was still angry, i dont understand why, but then we all watched Harry Potter
at home.
hahaha.. parents back home and we all watching. nice.

and dad always complains me about my on line behavior. i feel like he's jealous.
i mean he said.. "dont treat your internet time as your father."
actually i do wanna go on line, that becomes part of my life.
and i need time to sit and relax, to tidy up my mind, everyday back home... is just super tired
and yea... dont really have time to talk with mom or dad or my sisters..
coz i just wanna keep silent i guess.
then these two days, very less time on net, pay lots of attentions with my family.
always be a small girl with my family haha.. i mean for my parents. i see dad's smile =)
i know he's happy when all three of us are around him with mom.
and mom is happy coz she got three girls ard her also. yea..
my sisters are still young, and just like me, when i was very very young, i couldnt undersatnd
what my parents feel. now i know a bit more, and just wanna be a good daugther.
coz we dontk now when will be the day that i have to leave them or... yea..
so i really love my family lots, coz i have only one family, and they're my family.
hummmmm yea, so today i just spend time with them.
oh man, dad find my cell phone bill.. and he asked me why is that expensive. this month actually less
than the last month. $ 100 less than the last. this month is ardound $ 370
last month was almost $500. see ? anyway, dad pays... aiya.. but i really dont like ppl ask about my
stuffs. if i wanna tell you i would, dont try to guess or ask too much if i dont wanan tell.
i have my own reasons dont tell you, right... then yea i admit that, i couldnt be 100% honest with my
family, coz i dont want them to worry for me.

humm mom asked me last night... she said.. dad was joking iwth her that.. otehr cousins are dating
with guys now. and i'm 20, and not dating with anyone. he simply worried for me.... that....
i couldnt marry a man. aiya.........................
mom knows i had been in love with Benny right... even if she doesnt know about JunMing and Chis,
she at least knows about Benny... but i'm not sure if dad knows.
and actually i think mom also worries for me.
then hohohoho ! that's funny what. coz they're the strict parents, not so permissive.
they dont like me getting contact with guys when i was in high school. dont like me talking on phone..
dont let me go out with friends, dont let me get close with guy friends of course !
mom starts to ask me making guy friends only since i'm back form canada. haha...
so now, they start to worry for me, but then why didnt they worried for me a bit earlier? haha..

hummm
honestly, i'm not happy.
even though i have cleared all the affairs now, and i was quite firmed and hummm dont know
how to describe. but i dont feel well, that's all the feelings inside.
perhaps what i have done is good for them.

>>July 2, 2006 at 3:58:42 PM GMT+8

2006 年 6 月 30 日 星期五 【晴】

hahaha

last night was so fun...

hummm eventually i ve finished the project by 9 45pm...
then boss said still could improve something.. he said we willl have a meeting on Monday morning.
"ok."
i'm happy actually =) coz finally my baby was born !

then i back to Tai Po imediately... on the way reading book..
hummm back to Tai Po, met my friends!! hahaha shan, Kin and Toe.
then.. we went to have dessert, and then i found Tung( that my best guy), and then Mable(my cute girl)
and then Ying, actually, all of them were my classmates, and very very nice friends,
[ 5D ROCKS!!] *^^*

humm have been chatting lots, laughing lots.. silly Kin talk lots of rubbish stuffs..
oh of course we have talk about our life and work or studies and relationship..
just too long havent seen each others.. then i also saw lots of old schoolmates on the streets.
coz last night was our gathering at school. but man i gotta work on that project so i couldnt come.
anyway, we had lots of fun. and then, Kin and Toe walked me and Shan back to school (12 sth am)
then Shan and me watched World Cup at school with other friends ! hahaha..
we didnt watch actually we just keep chatting and chatting. NICE !!
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kkkkkkkkkkk
at office, i saw opp bba on line again, Jason opp bba left me his address.
haha.. not in korean, ok? in english is good enough haha..

alright,
here.. i wanna say one thing, please take notes:
IF YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND, PLEASE DONT READ MY DIARY AYMORE.
YOU'RE SIMPLY OFFENDING ME. EVEN THOUGH THIS IS NOT A PRIVATE PLACE,
YOU COULD ALWAYS SEARCH MY HTML IN NET ANYTIME, PLESAE RESPECT ME.
THIS IS NOT THE PLACE TO MAKE PPL FEEL HURT. THIS IS JUST THE WAY FOR MYSELF TO RECORD
WHAT HAD HAPPENED, AND A LITTLE PLACE FOR MY FRIENDS TO KNOW MY LIFE.
IF YOU'RE NOT MY FRINEDS, I AM SO SORRY, PLEASE KEEP YOUR EYES AWAY.

I DONT MEAN TO MAKE PPL SAD OR HURT ANYONE.
IF YOU FIND ME HURTING YOU ON THIS LITTLE LAND, THEN I'M SORRY, BUT PLZ STOP READING
THIS DIARY ANYMORE.
THIS IS MY PLACE, YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO CONTROL ME OR RESTRICT ME AS IN ANY WAYS .
I'M GALD THAT YOU TELL ME ABOUT THAT, BUT I COULDNT UNDERSTAND.

SOMEONE MEANS SOME PPL I DONT KNOW THE NAME WITH,
NO LONGER SPECIFIC REFERRING ANYONE WITH A NAME I KNOW.

PPL'S REALTIONSHIP STUFFS THAT I VE NO INTERESTS IN ANYMORE.
I'VE STEPPED OUT OF ANY AFFAIRS, AND I'M BEING A SINGLE NOW.
I RESPECT AND APPRECIATE MY FAITH BETWEEN ANY RELATIONSHIP.
AND I AM NOT THAT THIRD PARTY ANYMORE. IF PPL ASK ABOUT MY LOVE LIFE,
I WOULD STILL BE HONEST AND SINCERE THAT TELLING YOU THE TRUTH,
BUT YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND THAT, I DONT MEAN TO HURT ANYONE BY SAYING ANYTHING.
I'M JUST BE TRUE TO MYSELF TO MY FRINEDS, AND FACE THE PROBLEMS SITUATION DIRECTLY,
WITH OUT A DOUBT. I'M VERY GLAD THAT I'M SO BRAVE AND RATIONAL.
DONT MAKE ME FIND DIFFICULT ANYMORE, OK? COZ IT HAS BEEN VERY UNFAIR TO ME ALREADY.
I WOULD SAY I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING WRONG.
SO, PPL HAVE NO RIGHTS TO ASK ME STEP BACK AND STEP BACK, COZ BASCIALLY,
I DIDNT TAKE A STEP FRONT.
IF YOU COULDNT FACE YOUR PROBLEMS BY YOURSELF, DONT COME PUSH THE FAULT ON ME.
I'M WILLING TO FACE IT WITH YOU, BUT YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT YOU HAVE THE RESPONSIBILTY
TO MAKE SURE THERE IS NOTHING BETWEEN US SO THAT OTHER PPL WONT MISUNDERSTAND.

AT THE BEGINING, THERE WAS AN IRATIONAL SPEAKING TO ME, AND BY THE SAME PERSON,
HE HAD A VERY ROUGH AND IRRESPONSIBLE ACTION JUST KILLING EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN.
THAT'S THE STORY ALL ABOUT.
DONT COME FIND THE ANSWER ON ME, COZ YOU'VE ALREADY KNOWN EVERYTHING FROM ME, HERE.
IF YOU WANNNA KNOW MORE, GO FIRGUE OUT WITH THE RIGHT PERSON.

I WOULD NOT CHANGE MYSELF FOR ANYONE.
WELL, I WOULD SAY I'M PROUD OF MYSELF.
ALL MY FRIENDS WOULD BE PROUD OF ME.

>>July 1, 2006 at 5:10:31 AM GMT+8

2006 年 6 月 29 日 星期四 【晴】

oh oh...

going to class then work soon.
got some news from a friend last night.
i really hate that... emotionally i say that, but i know what's good or bad.
anyway, i'm thinking of something, and then.. i will share with my friends later.

i wonder if i'm doing something very bad to some ppl.
anyway, now, TAKE OTES HERE PLEASE:
"SOMEONE" no longer means anybody anymore. coz it confuses ppl lots.
OK? FROM NOW, SOMEONE MEANS: JUST SOME SIGLE PERSON I DONTK NOW THE NAME WITH.
clear of that? coz i dont wanna confuse ppl who i'm talking about or seems like reflecting to
anyone. i wish things be nicely settled. and if i'm taking adv on ppl's privacy i'm very sorry.

=) ok.
tonight, i think i will meet my frineds??? i hope so... plz let me go at 9 pm..
no OT plz... hee...
then................ holiday tomorrow! yea castor !

be back tonight...
going to have class now.

>>June 30, 2006 at 3:24:20 AM GMT+8