worked from 10 am... till 9 50pm... 12 HOURS huh~
had coffee from Pacific...
hummmmm
the kids are so cute~~ i mean i'm so happy to be with them actually.
even though i do feel like i'm a bit motherlike to them or like the primary school teacher..
but i just love them so much.
you know what... that man really picked up his son last night.
i feel so bad for the kid... coz... he's a nice student... and he need our tutors.
but then coz of his dad, then.. yea... i wish him luck anyway.
in fact, i dont mind what his dad scold me about, i dont mind if his dad would apologize to me,
i think that's more important if his son could have better education. they need help.
i feel so sorry for the kid.... really...
hummm not too busy... i could have lunch time haha..
anyway, feel happy to work with Miss Ho =)
and then.... the kids told me the stuffs about their swimming..
DAMN FUNNY!!! they were acting the dead body floating on the pool !!!
then the gard confronted them why they were doing this, hahahahaha!!! then the kids fight back
by words. SOOOOOO FUNNY.... after he left, they did more. i was laughing out loud..
then yea, had to take care of their lunch... hahaha... so cute..
then they fell asleep all the time coz too tired.. they told me they didnt sleep last night.
hahaha... then they're very self defensive. coz... there are two groups, then they always protect
its groupmates then bad mouth other group. hahaha..
and i feel like i am more close with them now.. and i was thinking like i wanna bring them some cookies
on Thursday to supprise them !!
you know what.. today i saw them coming in the center, then i kept say " goodmorning "
smile to them, welcome them back.. i think of VPC, my hospitality teach, Jeniffer ! ^^
we should welcome out guest sincerely, glad to see them, and made them feel warm !
and all the thigs are straight from your heart !
hummmm Dr. Liu and boss talk about me... talk about my language stuffs.. and my working
performance.. boss told Dr. Liu that once i was pissed at work, then i sifted my language into
Eng to defense.. yup... and i was so embarassed about that.. i didnt think boss would remember it..
anyway.. it happens quite often... and i shouldnt be shame on myself i guess?
i used to be.. but now i 'm adjusting it quite well... i think =)
then... my marketing is working now heeheeeee...
i got a few walk in new students hohoho~ and ten two groups of new students hohoho~
i'm glad to have a nice start !
hummmmmmmmmm recently, news on tv or radio always mentioned about our Mr. Donald Tsang,
H.K. C.E.,.... i know he's in SINGAPORE !
sigh..... and tv always show how Sinapore looks like... and then.... you know what...
really compare us with Sinaporean.. as in... culture, economics, government, politics, education...
ahhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~ ENOUGH~~~
i mean i do love Singapore.. and i do like Hong Kong...
if i could choose... i would like to stay in Singapore you know..
i dont like too much competetion or comparsion in between you know..
we're just so different... why to compare ? i know... i do know why but just dont like it anyway.
it has its meaning but i dont appreciate much.
i know Singapore is the very responsible gov, and i know the ppl there is very united also..
but Hong Kong, we just have our own culture, why to follow ?
you should be CAREATIVE man ! we just have that cultural envirnoment ! we should be uique as
we have always been ! you know... HK PPL SHOULD GET UNITED AND THINK OF WHAT WE REALLY
NEED. THE PPL ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT DEMOCRACY ! DO YOU ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT'S
THAT? I DONT KNOW ANYWAY, SO I KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT AND BETTER LISTEN TO THE PPL
WHO WOULD BE BEST ENOUGH AND SUITABLE REPRESENTING MY VOICE IN POLITICS.
I TRUST MY GOVERNMENT SO MUCH, COZ I LOVE HONG KONG AND I DO KNOW THAT OUR
GOVERNMENT IS THE BEST FOR US. i'm so sorry if i have said anyting wrong to against some
politic parties. i'm just not that into "big party". coz i feel like... what they're doing actually is not
so helpful actually. The attitude reflects all.
anyway, my skirt was ... sigh....... i love that skirt... that's from Esprit edc... it costs quite much...
it was about $ 400 +++ sigh...
then...
i brought some hair mask and shampoo for hair at The Body Shop..
my always-lovely-favourite band. it costs around $250 ? i forgot already..
i miss Benny..
dont know if he's in front of the com or not.. he just never replied me...
after that talk... we'd never talk anymore..
and if you ask me how i feel.. i would tell you that 's awful....terrible....
coz i have been thinking of him all day long, and everyday is like... i just miss him.
you know.. one sentence could tell all... i just miss him. could you feel that ?
i would never say how big influence on myself actually about the break up..
coz i used to tink i was so right to do that.. and i find out now... it was me...
have been really, actually hurting him. and now... just... hangning like this..
and i love him.. i dont know what to say..
Ade is right... if you want the love, lose it...
i lose it.. and i found.. how much i wanna to be with him...
i always say i want to be with him but i doubted lots at the same time..
and when i really lost it, or whatver.. i just see that... we really have lots of problems,
but i am still... i still concern on him much, it didnt take away my love to him.
the future is not so bright for us anymore... but i think i would be happy if i could have him with me
in the future.. but i was not feeling this way you know.. i was very unhappy with him..
coz i really didnt understand i really i was a fool i couldnt understand. i didnt see things from his
side. i was using my own rule to draw the lines to restrict us.
well... since all is off, at night, you find the star is lighting on..
>>July 18, 2006 at 4:11:30 PM GMT+8
2006 年 7 月 16 日 星期日 【晴】
=(
woke so early... supper sleepy...
hummmm went to Pacific Coffee to have breakfast...
then... work from 10 am... till 10 pm.... yup 12 HOURS.
simply... i'm gonna mad... wah.... lucky got the coffee..
i ordered lunch around 12 noon... then eventually i ate my lunch after 3 pm..
then while i was eating, i was still working... handeling students..
you know what... it's just a mess !
fine. things are ging well.. and .. yea... boss was not here... even thoug he's here, he's super busy.
so bascially, that's me incharging the center running...
meeting Nelson today. okay.. he's really a young man at office.
then Miss Ho helped me ltos and lots today... just have to thank her so much..
and i got a rough phone call...
one of the fathers just scold me... fuck me... oh my god..
i was not pissed but i just said.. okay, iplz hang on and clam down plz.. then i yea just hold on for
a few secs, take a pause to think of what i should do..
yea, then i made things right. eventually.... he couldnt reach to the person he wanted to reach to,
then he lost his temper on me, "fuck me", scold me whatever he wants..
then boss doesnt allow the son talking to his dad, this man, for too many times..
coz he's hasing class, and the tutor is my boss.. anyway... so messy...
hummm eventually my boss was so angry then ask that kid to tell his dad that..
if his dad doesnt apologize to me, then he would no longer be our student.
hummmmmmmmmmm i do understand why the man is so angry at that moment,
and i was not pissed by him... coz i know i just shouldnt be !!
fine fine fine...
after 12 hrs work, i take MTR and KCR and taxi to home...
FUCK !!!!!!! my skirt ! was kicked by the seat belt !
so when i left the taxi, the pattern on my skirt just got cut off !!!
WHAT THE HELL !!!!!!!!! >.< !!!!!
these 12 hrs, i was busy like... i just couldnt take a 5 mins break..
even on my lunch box... i was still working for something or helping someone..
i feel like it's just the war.
here got the call, there doing something urgent, then there got some questions or situation.
then some paretns come... and i have to deal with marketing stuffs... then situations come again..
tomorrow would be the same..
and i just couldnt be a nice miss at office anymore..
and simply i was like the mad woman...
warning the students, then just couldnt be so soft ! have to be tough,... and that's like the feelings..
when i was being a prefect at high school or being the vice presendent of student union..
feel like have to be strong and tough... but i dont like this... you know... just... not so nice ~
especially today we have some new teachers, and some many parents and new students
come and go.. i just dont wanna show my tough side to them.. you know.. that's not supposed to be..
especially to the tutor with his first lecture ...
when he comes... is like... all is a mess... then during class... i just feel like so messy...
and i was not doing so well.. i would think about it..
anyway.. dont want the image being too tough or strong. that's not my position anyway.
then i was supposed to make the call to Mr. Lam.. but i didnt and asked Miss Ho to do that for me..
and i was supposed to do lots of stuffs.. but just couldnt do anything.. sigh..
Thanks Miss Ho soooooo much..... she's just so nice ~~~ *hug~
lucky that Nelson is a nice guy, oh well.. yea.. perhaps you could earn something from me ?
i think he's not stupid, and he enjoy talking and sharing.. good... he's same age as me.. hahaha~
and a student from the States.. he's so cute.. he got the accent anyway.
he said... huh?? the tutor is only 20 then could teach me? i'm 15 ! just 5 years older than me.. strange.
ha... well... i could only say tht... well he's good and well enough, dont worry =)
hummmm making plan on tomorrow, and the day after...
i dont know... i would do much better tomorrow and im so confident about my ability.
i miss him, Benny.
i cried last night. why? why castor you just...
you're the grande babo..
>>July 17, 2006 at 3:42:56 PM GMT+8
2006 年 7 月 15 日 星期六 【晴】
Holiday ~
sleeping deadly last night....
hummm woke around 1 pm... woke by a call..
Mr. Lam called me.. oh... yea.... was asking him for the information of notes..
then... talk for a while... so sleepy..
had lunch, then came on line..
funny... my sister asked me to go join Miss Hong Kong or Miss Asia someting like that.
why? i dont want....
then watched the movie, "The Terminal" super nice... very touching movie..
you know whatsupprised or touched me most?
the woman said... " i dontk now what i'm waiting for... ia ve been waiting for so many years..
and then... i thought there would be a chance... but i dont know when.. i dont know what i am doing
now. i asked you to stay away from me. didnt you heard me? " " that's destiny"
"i 'd never asked him to divorce with her, i even asked him to find the marriage councelor..
i really dont know what kind of stupid woman i am ! " hahaha... oh man...
and the man... i really like his charaters. why he came to new york ?
coz of a dream of his dead father. a sinagture of one of the 57 jazz players.
he stayed in the Terminal, he lives at the Gate 64 for almost a year. there became his home,
he made so many friends and.. he did so many nice things there... and eventually he made his dream
true and being proud of himself home. hummm many ppl like him appreciate him..
but the woman... finally decided to go back to her "boyfrined"... she gave up the promise and gift
from the man.
taken a test... and i'm the preoccupied attachment type..
humm ok ok la.. i know i'm the touchy animal anyway. ha...
i'm not supprised anymore about.... my past, my story, or... ppl around ?
seems like getting tired already... ppl comes and ppl goes...
tell you what.. i'm going to Vancouver next month........ but i wouldnt stay for long i guess.
i hope i could stay for longer, a bit longer than i plan to stay..
you know... sometimes... you just have to wait...
Damn baby how we end up here
You know it's funny
I just miss you so much
I still remember holding you kissing you
I wish I could just see you right now
lying in my arms
Baby I'm waiting for you
Please just come back to me
I love you
hummm today being a bit late to work..
i guess i arrived around 10: 20am.
then... guess what time i left office? 9: 17pm...
hummm busy.... messy... lots of doc to follow,
lots of minor stuffs to handle.. then... yea... couldnt say what i have done already haha..
so messy....
it's like... i couldnt control my work already..
i'm being passive... everything from anyone just gave me this or that..
i'm called by boss for this or that in the meetings. then suddenly got the phone calls from outside.
or students pay... then i have to follow some doc abotu the tution fee, attendance...
then have to deal with the date, or blah blah blah... everyone got the speacil situation. =S
lunch ordering, questions request by parents, recieving parents, halping boss, message recording,
blah blah blah... meetings, attendance sheet, time sheet... so many many minor things..
anyway, today got the news... that England guy is really coming soon..
oh my god... i saw him today.... he's one of our new studnet's brother.
his mom is a rich business woman..... then boss told me that... that guy always looks at me
when i was working. oh.. okay.... i dont mind..dont care..
he's called Nelson. nice to meet you Nelson.. we shake hands.. really western style.
anyway, we'll se if we would be friend or just workmate =)
hummm my cookies are nice heehee... my students love them !!!!
hey Mr. Lam is unwell today. oh hahah he missed my cookies then haha.
and he's a bit weird today.
humm working with Miss Ho today. she's quite nice actually ! =) thanks ! she says my cookies is nice !
she's willing to help me. quite nice =) then i finally got my paycheque hee... nice nice...
hummmmm
got the meeting.. and discuss for lots of stuffs.. sigh... kindda affraid and stressed..
anyway, i'm ready to fight fight fight !!!
brought some doc to home... wanna firgure out before Mon..
new schedule coming up on Mon. i would be working from 10am, till.... maybe 9 pm..
sucks right ? ye sucks.. but... i dont know i just wanna do my job well.
it had been quite messy.... my management just didnt work out. i mean i have to do better marketing,
and let my management works. it's been wasting lots of time and the result is just not good..
so.. basically, boss is complaining to me, but in the way that he trys to motivate me.
i m quite sensitive about ppl relationship stuffs and i'm always true (except my love relationship),
then yea.. i think i really need to do better. work hard castor !
in my eyes, i'm doing okay only, coz.. i have waited for too long for some confirmation from boss
or other tutors or students. so i couldnt really work well.
but i dont want any excuses blocking myself as in moving forward. yea..
i will think of it, and improve myself, i wanna more efficitency.
hummm appointment on Wed, then... i think maybe Tue i will go buy the blazer and dress?
or buy it on Wed? or Monday?? i'm not sure...
would be pretty busy in the coming week.
last night.... reallly tired... and nightmare did come i believe.
then and i miss Benny so much still...
>>July 15, 2006 at 3:20:20 PM GMT+8
2006 年 7 月 13 日 星期四 【晴】
hummmm... got dreams...
dreamt of Benny... sigh... dont know le...
dont know dreamt of him is good or not...
i just know i miss him.
couldnt sleep well.. so easy waked.. so small sounds also could wake me..
hummm woke up ealy, then cook noodle...
then.... come on line for awile, chatting with aunt..
then left..
went to Lamham Place, walking around and trying some dress and blazers..
hey man.. i really love the blazer from Mastina !!!! ^^ the dress is cute, but look like the pregnat.
hummmmm dont know which one i should buy...
then, went to Tsim Sha Tsui, to have my haircut.. AHHHHH!!!!
SO SHORT !!!! my hair.... sucks..... =.=
hahaha anyway... i think it would be fine. actually it's quite nice, but i just dont use to it.
i like more simple style, but dontk now why everytime Micheal just design so fashionable style on me.
like Japanese style, and i dont like actually. then this time i asked him... what would next time be.
he said.. give him so times, he would figure out. hahaha! OKAY !!
i think.. if next time i dont find it nice, then i wouldnt go back anymore =P
anyway... he's so cute =) hahaha.. yea, he's a very sweet guy actually.
he's hard working, ambitious, very nice looking, stylish, gentelment.. blah blah blah...
but coz he got a handsome face, his girlfriend would suffer lots. hahaha... i'm sorry...
this point of view is a bit negative, but true though. oh but he's single now.
so, whoever wanna see him, let me know, i give you his name card, then... you know what you
should do ;) heehee... go make appointment.
after that, i went to school for some doc. stuffs..
then... go to McDonald's to have my late lunch... to go plz.. happy meal plz... heehee
hello kitty plz.. heehee..
oh... then back to Tai Po, shops around... go buy some tools for cookies time.
yup =) i've made cookies today! ^^ double chocolate cookies !!!
so yummy ~~~ i really love home made cookies man... so nice.....
i didnt put butter, i use oliver oil.... i just couldnt stand the buttery smell. make me really sick..
puke puke puke...
nice... then....
have a quite short chat with a friend, Henry. he's fine, oh i am happy =)
i didnt know he's back to Aus already. nice. wish him a nice new start there.
hummmm tomorrow would work..
after work... maybe meeting Queenie for drink at NKF. i'm not sure yet...
or maybe meeting some new friends.. i dont know..
but i will bring some cookies to office =)
see if my students or my new frineds there would like them?
hahah so funny, dad really doesnt like my cake or cookies..
he said.. no butter cookies is not the real cookies.
ahhhhh i just cant eat butter~~~
if my future husband doesnt like my cook, then how? ha... dont know ...
hummm... i m not sure... who i will be able to marry with..
maybe no one?
***
couldnt sleep better last night... coz.. i got the nasty nightmare..
i got chased by the killer, and who wanted to kill me? that's my boss.
i think.. i've been under preasure by office work haha..
then i'm pressed by myself about the relationship stuffs.. so.. the nightmare is the sign telling myself,
reflecting the fact that's i'm under threaten and warning that i need to release the stress..
cope with it, sort out problems, stuffs like that..
i'm really affraid... coz... i just.. i am scared.. i'm affraid... i'm affraid everyday, in real i mean..
in the dream, a old classmate was hired to come killing me.. but she let me go at the end..
she asked me to run coz she has already released another person already.
i run to ask my boss, beggin and crying to him what reasons he has to kill me..
no reasons . then i kept running.. till my alarm "beeeeepppppppppppp"...
i seat on my bed.. so messy thinking.. dont know what the hell happned..
even asking myself... am i safe now ?
today is quite busy... and i left the office at 10:35 pm.
being late to work again..
yea la.. dad called me before i left home. gotta check something for him.
then hummmm
lots of doc waiting for me actually.. sigh..
ok.
know what... boss was actually shocked about my resume.. hee..
and i said no la... my resume was not that good actually..
but youk now hwat,.. my point is not saying i'm good or bad..
there's a resume handing in from my boss. and that DAMN Resume is from a guy,
who is same age as me, but just back from ENGLAND ! i wonder what the heck..
that guy is so well educated, and has lots of funny working experience.
why come interview this kind of boring job? hahahaha so funny !
and his resume isnt that great actually. just very simple, but passed already.
coz lots of ppl write nasty resume. trust me that's so true.
i wonder what to do... when boss told me to be rational readingthe resume and give some comments.
wah...... *sweating... okay.... i said ... he's well educated. the resume is nice.
but a bit confusing, not very well organized, but his good points are the working experience and
blah blah bla..
then... i dont know.. i said he's good. but boss said.. no la i dont understand what he writes..
so i let you read and tell me.. he said.. he's not from other countries.. so he doesnt know how to
write the resume in a foriegn style. he said mine one scared him.. he said mine is better than this guy.
I DONT KNOW.... i just kept saying no and smiling..
by the way... boss said.. he would let me interview this guy..
one parent brought 2 dozens of cake to office.. haha..
yea, boss has lots of calls, and meeting with different parents...
anyway, tomorrow my day off =) hee hee.. nad probably the last holiday, except offical holiday,
till i go to Canada.
hummmm still planing my schedule for tomorrow..
coz i need to go to school for some doc in the morning or afternoon, but let any schoolmates find me,
eventhough the classroom and reception are on the same floor. and they will have class,
the point is... boss would be there, hahaha! Edgar!! couldnt let Edgar find me!!
hummm secondly, i will have an appointment for my haircut at 1 pm. well could be late for 30mins only.
i mean, i should be there before 1:30pm even though we do should meet at 1. hee
thirdly, i will need to go shop the blazer maybe the dress also, on tomorrow.
coz next Wed, i will go to Eaton Hotel for another appointment. i need the blazer.
forthly, i have to make cookies ! hahaha ^^ thinking of the time.. coz probably i will be home around
6 or 7 p.m. then... by that time, mom would be at kitchen, so no rooms for cookies time.
maybe after dinner? should be around 10:30pm then.
oh, if i could make it, i would bring some to office on Sat ! ^^ haha.
hummm yup, i checked e-mails, my another account at yahoo.
i got missed so much mails there!!!! gosh... i couldnt finish reading them..
coz i've ordered too much launch mails from two web sites. those are about the psychology stuffs.
remember the tests i always do and forward to friends? there we go...
hummm and the most important thing is.... THE FEED BACK FROM RAFFLES CAMPUS !!!
aiya~~ then i read and called to the Singapore Campus, which is really at Singapore..
oh yea, our new center is setting up now, by the Singapore marketing staff of Raffles Campus SG.
so... we'll have new courses on Sep i guess.. hummmm looking forwards to be school again *.*
hey, Benny was on line the last two days..
but seems like that's not him. why i said so? just feel it.
>>July 13, 2006 at 4:32:46 PM GMT+8
2006 年 7 月 11 日 星期二 【晴】
wow... quite tired day...
i didnt work..
i woke so early, watched a movie, "The Terminal". not finished yet..
met my sister, Miki for lunch at a Jap Resturant.
then hang around..
got tried some dress... i wanna buy one, from 2%... yup... teen's brand, 2%.
that's one piece dress... quite nice... i'm fat, so no matter what i look fat that's for sure.
then i also tried some blazer or outerwear. then got tried the sunglasses. haha but i dont use to it.
anyway... okay...
before watching movie, i checked my e-mails and letters from Government.
oh man.. i ve been away from my personal stuffs.. sigh...
got a few calls, chasing calls.. coz gotta foloow up my stuffs, the doc stuff.
then dad passed me some doc also. those is related to the trip, so i must read and do some research
as soon as possible. seems quite urgent.. not that tough.. but gotta think of lots of things.
not for myself, but for the girl. i dont know when i have to meet the girl and dad 's boss again.
so i have to preapre well, in case someday i would just need to show up in any meeting?
yup, back to my own doc... hummm talk with SFAA, diff departments...
i wonder why .. i mean.. actually castor lau is one person. why split to diff departments?
actually i just need one agency, dont need two. so now everytime i have to talk to both ?
ahhhh ok...
hanging around... then saw some booths about american food festival..
yea.. haha.. i bought some "cookies mix powder" home.
buy two get something free. and they're all on discount !
hummm i chated with the promotor, she's an aunt. then yup, we shared experience.
and she demo cookies for us !^^ nice cookies! I LOVE HOME MADE COOKIES!!!!!!
i'm gonna try on Fri or Sun ! ^^
i didnt shop for any clothese today hee...
but thinking like i might do it on Fri. i've made an appointment on Fri, to have my haircut.
hey, it's quite expensive.. anyway, i know too much ppl call micheal, at least 4 or 5 on my phone list.
this one is my hairstylist, also called Micheal.
i make it around lunch time. coz i really hate crowdy place.. and you know what..
Micheal is a very hot stylist... that's why last time i stayed there for 8 hrs...
his schedule is always always full. so... that cost money... he said HKD $160.
hee... really expensive actually. coz everywhere is selling $ 50 to 70.
oh . some very experienced and well brand stylist just request around $ 100.
i dont know.. i ve already made it. anyway.. last time was not really that great.
but at least i dont have to be worried.. coz.. i'm not so confident on hair design..
i usually looked so stupid when i was in high school. i just usually dont met nice stylist.
anyway, tomorrow i will go work i guess..
then Friday off again. Sat work again... Sun off hee.
next week, go working.
by the way... i sms him eventually.
>>July 12, 2006 at 11:58:18 AM GMT+8
2006 年 7 月 10 日 星期一 【晴】
three points for today.
same being late to work. then working on the project. new project.. i mean.. the notes.
yea, helping Mr. Lam on Econ notes.
then OT as usual.. boss 's busy the whole day... 6 hrs for 3 meetings.
i'm always late to work.. i think.. i m just a bad staff... but boss appreciate my work performance.
i dont know...
second, boring and tired...
wondering life should be tough or what. idealing my own appartment for 5 years after grad.
have been thinking and reading my book... my five year plan seems not working.
i mean.. i d made the 5 year-plan and 10 year-plan when i was in VPC, Van..
hummm yea.. sigh... tough.. but i know i'm still not really out of school or already in the society.
thrid...
after the chat last night with my frined. that guy(my friend's friend) no longer bothering me today.
great...
anyway, the guy reserved the table at a franch resturant and wanna have dinner with me..
well... i'm not interested.... then i refused my friend.
then, where's Shan?
humm and then chated with a friend, Ali... telling him i will be coming to Van in Aug..
yea, we could hang out have fun..
i wanna sms benny.. but i think i should just leave him alone...
>>July 11, 2006 at 3:19:59 PM GMT+8
2006 年 7 月 9 日 星期日 【晴】
what the hell..
i typed my diary.. then all got disappeared..
anyway..
three sentences:
first: sweet time playing with two kids today at office, very very happy..
organinzing works at office also. not too busy.. but being late to work and ot again..
sec: supper irretating guy sms me again. and i told with my frined also..
and actually i couldnt stand that. that make me really hate him man..
third... i still miss benny.
>>July 10, 2006 at 3:43:42 PM GMT+8
2006 年 7 月 8 日 星期六 【晴】
very very long sleep last night....
humm yea, pretty tired recently..
desiring holidays actually heehee.. but yea, Miss Chin is on trip, so i should stay at office.
anyway, today have lunch with family, after woke..
then watching tv with them hahaha so funny... and i love family time !!!!!
then i came on line, checking on stuffs..
oh i love those mtvs... hee..
then taking a walk to Tai Po Center by myself. yup, all by myself.
then.. go shop for egg tarts at the bakery, hummm the one from singapore.. called Bread Talk? yes..
my family love the egg tarts from there. bacily, it tasts like Migarte Egg Tarts, which's from Macau..
that's what i guess, coz i'd never tried. i could smeel pretty strong buttery from there... eeee....
sick..
then went to that Taiwanese Tes House.. have the same drink, hummm Black Bean Mautch.. nice.
reading my book.. hell there're so many teens.. quite noisy... anyway... i seat there for 45 mins ?
forgot it..
went to the audio shop... seeking for " Love Actually" the vcd or dvd..
got nothing, then left my contact number.. yea.. really wanna watch this movie again.
then, i've bought another two movies.. both re regarding the airport hahaha!
" The Terminal " and " Jet Lag " ^^ heeeeee
anyway... taking mini bus to home..
i saw two hansome today heehee. one is chinese, another one is blond.
hey.. i didnt mean to notice anyone on streets.. but got eyecontacts by accidents...
then i also saw some pretty girls. but i find that hk girls look very cold.
bt the way, the new frined still calling me today. well that was the miss call.
my phone was on virbrate. that's so great. coz i dont want any calls.
anyway... have been thinking of him..
and then... i've review my diary of the past week...
and i found that actually... some many things happened everyday.
and i totally forgot which days were on madness, which days i was happy.
you know what.. i really forget lots of things..
and hell, i forgot to ask my school for the feedback of my provement.
shit ! government gonna kill me what.
aiya.... troubles...
like what i said.. i always forget important stuffs, personal stuffs ! sigh...
but then he's always on my mind. i believe that i love him still...
but i'm running away from him. he has his life. i hope i no longer love him...we would move on..
but i ask myself what i'll be doing if he is really gone.
and now he said he's tired and sick..
even mad at me so much that saying me nonsense and irretating behind me.
and about Henry, we have no contacts anymore since last e-mail.
they should be happy now =) good.
that guy called me today.. sigh... lucky my phone was on virbrate.
and last night i got a chat with mom. i told her about this guy. my mom was so funny.
she's really sensitive.. she said NEVER give him a chance. look at his attitude blah blah blah..
and i told mom that i 'm not interested in him, but mom still keep murmering me..
yea i also told her about my work.. then she said.. then it's hard to make boyfrined at work.
ha.. i dont know..
i even dont know what to do since i still think of Benny so much.
yea.. i've been writting all about Benny actually. and i know he wouldnt like me doing it.
relationship stuffs is really the big trouble.
and i'm the grande babo.
Here used to be called Shmoo Sassy Rowdyruff's page. It was a random name i got from The Powerpuff Girls' site. however, i am not that little girl anymore. i'm learning how to live a life now. haha! and this is the pic of my 22nd year in my life, taken in the summer of 2008.
here is like my reference, my history, my story, and the little pieces of memorries in my life. someday when i get old, maybe i would just review my life again. or i can share with my close ones... would they miss me someday? i dont know. i just wanna live my life fully and happily =) with the ppl i love on this planet.
ha... super sleepy...
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Someone who know