2007 年 1 月 7 日 星期日 【晴】

hihi

hummm tired..... very very tired...
i worked from 10 30 today till 1030.
yup from am to pm.
after work, i went to Ricky's home to have class with him. TIRED !
but it was okay... he's so funny..

i was quite busy today. lots of stuffs to do actually. i'm serious.
but then.... i was also chating with honey.. and then sister Leggy and mom were here.
heehee, then i had lunch with them heehee.. but of course i did some shopping for office also..
hummmmm had to make lots of calls to confirm classes and then had to order books, and then,
had to call paretns about the exam and four new students come enrolling courses today.
and then updating new time table and make some notices.. quite busy..

then i came on line again.... and searching for stuffs...
Tung called me, asked about lunch with him and Tse sir tomorrow.. cool..
he was so funny anyway.. we were on phone for... my last 20 mins at work hahahaha NICE DUDE! =P

yea..
last night i got a very long conversation with honey heeheeeeeeee.... sweet~
then this morning hahaha yeah~ so i was abit late to work. sigh.
hummmmmmm.....

>>January 8, 2007 at 3:27:56 PM GMT+8

2007 年 1 月 6 日 星期六 【晴】

hummmm

last night we had HotPot at home =P !!!
sooooooo niceeeeee~~ haha

had a long sleep last night...pretty nice huh..
then ate lunch and went to Ricky's home, have revision with him.
he's very naughty.. humm it's okay... after 2 hrs, then we went to McDonald's to have tea time.
he's a poor kid... everytime i visited him he's alone at home.
i dont understand why the parent's affairs should affect a kid's life.
you know, it's very very unhealthy for him. he starts hating everyone of his family.
oh my god.. i just cant stand watching him being that you know..
but it's not my business, so i shouldnt say much. i just try to spend more time with him.
i dont know... i really desire my own private time, i could go out, can sleep can rest can tidy up room.
but you know.. i only got an afternoon of sunday i could be resting. i only got 1/2 day holiday.
what i can do? i dont know..

dad and mom came to Mcdonald's... then.. mom and me sent him home,
and we left.. hummmmm walk ard with mom went to market with her..
then back home.. humm she asked about the ticket stuffs..
she seems knowing something already.
then back home.. i told Miki about the ticket things and mom..
then, she said.. last night aunt Prscilla had told daddy already. so basically mom was just trying to..
you know... see what i react. and of course she asked me not to go.
oh my god.. well.... Prscilla had already forced me telling dad last night..
so i guess... coz she has already told dad, so that's why she hurry me to tell dad..
i dont know this is not the point.. the point is... dad and mom act like doesnt know anything..
and last night i was here on line, then dad was sitting beside me watching tv..
then, he said.. like i'm married with the computer. now i understand why he says so.
sigh..... i dont know... i dont feel happy at all. i dont feel excited at all.
i m just... a bit... afraid. i wonder what should i do... tell them or not telling them?
i m really going to issue the ticket soon.

i dont know how my trip would be.. if things couldnt work out, then... it would still be my 3rd trip to
Van anyway. and i dont know what i would do at there... maybe resting and do something i used
not to do? last time i was there but i didnt do any big things. i just spent time with Ade and Cyn,
visited my teachers and did lots of shopping. it wasnt so happy as well. coz of Ade hahahaha..
hummm but this time Vicvic wont be there also, Cyn moved away too. Ade is still the same..
i dont know... i wanna stay at Cap's home. i think i wouldnt stay at honey's home.
just shouldnt right? i dont know.
what i wanna do is to meet honey. really.. and i wanna go have fun with Ade, Cyn and Cap !!! =P
hummm i miss Kianna, i would see her too. and then i hope to see Alesja actually...
then.. yea perhaps can see my old schoolmates in Van.

hummm
tomorrow need to work again.
lonely.

>>January 7, 2007 at 11:55:41 AM GMT+8

2007 年 1 月 6 日 星期六 【晴】

hummm i worked from 10 am today..
very very very tired...
i had a class with alex today. haha..
he's so cute~~~!!!! hahahaha... i start to love him now.
dont misunderstand, he's just a 6 y.o. small kid, who's studying at my old primary school!!!
he's so naughty but really cute~~~~ ^^

i had lunch and chat with Ella.. it's been a week not really chat with her..
we both were busy honestly.. i was sick and tired, and busy...
and i miss honey badly so... yea...
anyway, nice lunch with her.

then... after work, i went home... hum mm it's HOTPOT tonight! =P
i love hotpot with my family.
i dontk now why, i just love my family time so much nowaday...
i used to find it boring when i was a teen girl like 15 - 18 y.o. but now i love my fmaily live.

and i ve been thinking of the ticket thing.. i have been.. thinking of it...
it made me stress... but i really wanan go back to Van.
for whatever reasons, i know i'm just back to HK for a few months, and i m not supposed to be back
to Van that soon. at least not before grad.

oh my god.. i m thinking of my school.. i dont know what to do..
i'm working on my resume now.. so... you know what.. it's like i'm back to the last year..
same thing... thinking to work or study.. and the interview determind my road.
and i thank God, coz from the courses i've been taking, i knew so much things and..
that make my life more beautiful. i m so happy actually.
and i make new friends, and everything in live is just affecting me and making the person i am today.
i got so many experiences... i really thank God.
this time.. i really.... hope that i would have a chance to work in the airline.
and i do hope that Jesus would take care of all the things, and.... if it's suitable for me, it's good for me,
please help me, please open the door for me. coz i'vent given up.
i'm very sincere chasing my dreams. so... yea...
i know Jesus is watching me... i know He knows what's the best for me, and He's always loving me,
helping me, be there for me. no matter what, it's always the best =)

had a chat with honey tonight... he's very tired.. and me too..
i guess we're both tired and lonely haha...
hummm but i love him...

tomorrow.. i would have class with my cousin Ricky..
i dontk now what about honey..
i just wish him good rest.




>>January 6, 2007 at 5:24:39 PM GMT+8

2007 年 1 月 4 日 星期四 【晴】

hummm

i'm very tired..

this morning was super boring at office... hell...
i kept trying to fix the computer but it didnt work.
then,... i went out have lunch with my parents and sister Leggy.
we had dim sum today. i got 5 or 6 business calls in my lunch time.
sick... i was kindda pissed... but you know i couldnt be rude.

after lunch, back to office having class with Fiona..
she's good today. we had a good time, and i got her small gift =) it was sweet.
she wrote me a small bookmark : happy working. yesterday she knew i was very tired..
and then she knew i dont have bonus on working as a tutor. hummm...
after class was so bored again, then... i sit and almost fell asleep..
then... Alex came. we had a good class today as well.
coz... i have reviewed all the things with my students already. so these two classes,
we just do some final revision and play games and chat. =)
sounds good.

anyway.. after two classes, been very very tired.... sigh..

day is end...
back home resting and working on my resume.

i dont see honey today, dont know how he is..
i guess he should be okay ?

i had a chat with Cap today...
hummmmm i wish her all the best.
i miss my friends there, i miss my honey...

i'm lonely.

>>January 5, 2007 at 5:23:20 PM GMT+8

2007 年 1 月 3 日 星期三 【晴】

i'm very very tired.
i'm busy, but not in the morning.
i had lunch with my parents and sister Leggy today.

then... had class right after..
then had been busy for some stuffs and adm work, then another class started.
sigh.... Ken... i dont know.. i wish him doing better and better...
Fiona same...

i'm very tired after the lessons, then had been busy doing some doc..
then leave...

hummmm
bad.... the internet program is totally down. i tried so many times to fix it,..
but i couldnt. i guess i just couldnt get on line at office anymore untill Ella call someone to fix it.

i'm so tired.

anyway i'm happy that honey is in the same time zone with me now.
we talk yesterday. not bad.
hummmm i dont know .. he doesnt speak much.

>>January 4, 2007 at 2:48:53 PM GMT+8

2007 年 1 月 2 日 星期二 【晴】

i'm very very very tired.

have been busy the whole day..
my students re very naughty... thre of them.... very noisy..
always complaining, always talking and playing.. all boys ahhhhhh!!!!!
i was angry. coz.. they just keep asking que but not sitting down doing homework...

hummmm...
got the news from school.. they got the liscen already..
then.. hummmm.... i dont know....

hummm honey is in Jap already.

>>January 3, 2007 at 2:38:58 PM GMT+8

2007 年 1 月 1 日 星期一 【晴】

hummm

i didnt go towork today, i took the sick leave, coz of my skin alergy.
i seeked a doctor, then resting at home... i think Ella is very busy today..
she kept calling me.. sigh... i feel so ba for that but i'm just very tired after medicine.

i was feeling very bad about honey.. then i e-mailed him...
and he was quite angry.

i just hope he's fine and his friend would be fine soon.
i concern on himand his friend more than my own stuffs..
no doubt that i'm hurry on my things. but you know...
i was afraid that he might feel i m checking on him if i keep asking.
if he doesnt speak to me, i would know nothing. so i really want to keep in touch with him.
but, it sounds not so good... then.. yea.... anyway, i think it would be fine ?
i do wish that i could be there for him now.
i really want to be with him...

Cap told me last night, i should go thre, coz at least we would know how we are..
then... i think she's very right. and then.. this thing has been on my mind everyday that i cant let it go.
i know the only reason is i care about him so much.... so, i cant you know i cant be fine if there's
anything wrong with him. and i wanna settle things down...
is that called... love ?
i miss him.
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1:02 am

maybe... i'm just as selfish as he says...
but i dont mean to be selfish wih him coz i really love him.

he's going to Jap...
i'm worried... for him...

before, i said i wouldnt let him reuin my happy life here..
i was just saying it. i dont really mean i ll be happier if he leaves me or whatever..
it's painful for me to you know... three weeks.... i trust him but my point is..
he's facing all the stuffs by himself there, and it's the very hard time for him now,
but i'm not there. i'm afraid. but you know, if i keep thinking negativly, it wouldnt make the situation
better. it's like.... i want him badly, but if he knows i m sad, he wont be happy also.
i did tell him i would miss him so much, but i didnt really tell him how the feelings is..
i couldnt even describe it.
i m facing my own problems here... i used to be relying on him but now i gotta be strong.
and i think i can make it. he would be proud of me..

i sent him an e-mail to remind him something on the trip.. i hope he would read it..
i hope he wont miss anything he would need on his trip.
coz that might cause lots of troubles.

i took the medicine and apply some cream on, i need the big sleep...
tomorrow will start working again..
i think it would be like the war place... things there should be so messy....
Ella called me 4 times today... hummm...

i read Chris's Msn mesg on his name..
he said... " If love was ever enough; actualli, it just might suffice "

and i think.... ppl only believe what they want to..
i believe him.
ppl look at you but they dont really see you.
but i say.... i'm willing and trying to love him as the whole person.
so, i always want to be better for him. coz in my heart, he just deserves all the best.
If love was ever enough; actually, it just might suffice.
i dont want to make him feel stress.

good night Cas..
things would be fine..

wish him all the best.

>>January 2, 2007 at 5:24:05 PM GMT+8

2007 年 1 月 1 日 星期一 【晴】

today... hummmm had lunch with my family.
last night we had a very high count down at home !
my sisters and i danced and sang so loud with the tv ! so funny!!
then dad and mom were laughing.

hummmmm nice nice nice..
then, after lunch, i went to Pacific Place to meet up Capella.
hahaha.. thanks Cap!!! i got a gift from her =)
but i'm so sorry coz i didnt prepare anything for her..
then we walked ard... and she did some shopping.. i just bought a small toilete.
i had one before, the Ralpha Lauren, the light blue color one,
today i bought the HOT purple one. but this one is so tiny.
i guess it's the sample. so.. now i can have new fav. hahaha..
and i got the Brintly Spear before, the light blue one.. also sample.. nice.. so cute..
hummm but my fav is still the Vera Wang Princess !!!! ^^ hee

anyway... we were at Central tonight. then, we planed to have Jap fast food rice..
but i saw Jolibee, i thought it was gone. coz you know... they're for Philipino actually..
so.. not much hk ppl like it.. i havent tried before.. so tonight Cap and i ate there..
so funny.. coz all are the Philipino except me and her.. hahaha....
the food is not good... strange hahahaha...

then after all, we walked to Lang Kwai Fong,....
my fav. club/ bar again, Carvern. hummmmm we didnt really go in clubbing..
we just stayed out at the patio having a drink. we chat.. we didnt really drink..
and i'm hoping my skin would be fine.. coz last time i had champaine but it was fine..
i didnt finish the whole glass. and today same.. i didnt finish all..
and i dont feel something wrong yet.. good good good..
we didnt go in clubbing, just at patio. good huh~ but the music was really cool i really wanted go in..
haha.. but you know, i wanna go home earlier i dont want ppl worried for me.

anywya, we chated.. we enjoyed lots.. hummm ok..

i called Ade and honey when i was on bus going ot meet Cap..
Ade was fine.. and then... honey was okay also..
i dont know...
i just know i will miss honey so much actually and i would be worried for him, and i'll be afraid about
our relationship. anyway, i m gonna have fun with my life here, non stop. haha..
yea.. youk now i could enjoy myself here right?... even though i would miss him much..
i'm not gonna let him reuin my happy life here.

i talked with Cap tonight... if she'll still be in Van, i could stay at her place when i go over in March.
so... maybe... i will issue the ticket in this coming week, and then... hum..... telling my parents soon.
i dont think honey would send me the resume, so i'm gonna apply the job by myself in stead.
i'm not gonna wait for him. it's so stupid. i will wait for two more days, just apply on Thurs.

>>January 1, 2007 at 4:47:45 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 30 日 星期六 【晴】

hummmmm

had class with my cousin Ricky..
after class, went meeting mom and dad.
we went to Sha Tin Ikea, then ate at Starbucks, my treat. great.
then... mom and me came home.

bought some useful stuffs, coz i need to tidy up my room.
hummmm yea... so meesy room.. i need to tidy up my room.

a few hrs later the 2007 would come.
no big feeings welcoming 2007 honestly hahaha..
i'm enjoying myself here, wth my family, work and friends... life...
but i miss something.. that's my close relationship. feel like we're so apart..
and then he's going to Jap for 3 weeks... then... in the Jan... i would lose contact with him..
and then... it's like hummmm..... he would have so much fun there..
i'm glad for him but.. i wonder if he would just forget me or.. the feelings would fade off..
but if that's true, i wont keep this relationship, coz you know...
i couldnt take the same things as the past happened. so.. if the' true, i would just let go.

i dont know... i just love him...

>>December 31, 2006 at 1:45:20 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 29 日 星期五 【晴】

i finally could log in to msn... hee...
and i recieved the e-mail from honey...
i understand.. i really do.. and i'm glad that he's sharing with me about the life there.

today is very tiring... same same same working...
and same same same missing honey.

i had the McDonad's lunch with Ella.
we talk... hummmm i think... if i really wanna do something, i should just go for it...
you know.. i mean... i wanna see him. i wanna go seeing him.

tomorrow will have a class with my cousin Ricky. hope he would be fine in the exam.
and then i might stay home resting or go out with friends..
many ppl wanna meet me tomorrow, but i dont think i would go out..
you know... i wanna meet Cap, or aunt Prscilla or Ella.. i dont know i'm so tired..
and i wanna spend time with my family as well.

i miss honey..

>>December 30, 2006 at 2:38:05 PM GMT+8