2006 年 12 月 5 日 星期二 【晴】

i was so happy today..
coz.. i got my ring.. and cd...

then...
this morning, just before leaving home, i saw honey on line finally..
then.... i put the ring on.. then we chated... and i rushed back to office...
hummm... i think we had more to talk about... anyway... he's good.

hummm ack to office, had been working and.. then.. chating with honey again.
i took the test, from Freud. humm honey and i discuss on it.
then i went off, going out for some work.. then... mom suddenly called.
we had lunch together.. then back to office..
had been busy till ard 7pm. sick...

mom asked me lots of ques about honey. hummmmmmmmmmmmmm...
okay.
then..

i have class with Alex. Naughty Alex was so happy today. haha
we had a nice class... hope he's okay with the grammar.
so funny today. he' s a cute boy.

then... rested a bit then kept busy till 8 sth..
and i ifnally bought a webcam heehee..

tonight.... i was chatting with Alesja finally..
and nice that i see Jason and HakGon, all of them today.. so happy but strange...
so long havent seen three of them, they just suddenly came on line.
we chated.. hummm...

i was crying... when i was chatting with Alesja...
i m so worried for her and i wish her mom fine and wish her all the best..
i miss her and... i'm worried for her. i cried... she saw me through the webcam..
i wanna send her a webcam. maybe later after christmas.

hummm many frineds know that i'm engaged. they're happy for me =) Thanks.
i have my ring on today. i told Ella. she was happy for me. hahaha ~~~
^^ i m so happy too...

hummm i dont wanna scare out my honey about my studies or my religion..
i know sometimes i'm very insensitive or not quite understanding..
and he's quite patient with me actually.. coz... somehow, i'm the one would find myself sth wrong
after all. then i apologize... and i know he's been trying to make me happy or fullfiling me unless
there's something he cant do. for me, sth that might make sense or normal, but at his situation is not.
i mean... it's like... he's very mature about sooooo many things.. and i'm young and naive.
i have my perspective based on my beliefs and studies. he has his thoughts and value as well.
i'm the one still exploring the world with full passionate attitude. and i'm quite compassionate.
i'm easy trusting and easy cheated.. it all worries him. then sometimes i couldnt understand
if he doesnt speak all the points at once at the beginging. i would just keep asking. and that makes him
stress and uncomfortable feelings. if i focus on some points dont really make sense to me, OMG,
as if the thing is important, i could be a bit aggressive pushing hard to get answer..
the most assertive word i've said is... "you have the choice".... it's not good actually..
i really dont like myself saying this. coz when i used to say this was in the meeting on school events
or in the competition. i made myself domaint being a leader like the queen-attitude. what the hell..
how could i be that to my honey...
i did make him sad that night... i had been ignoring this till now i really feel sorry and a bit guilty..
hummmm dont wanna make it become something harmful in us.
you know, he did talk to the school another day. so actually he was trying to make things work,
he told me he was not gonna talk with the ppl, but in fact, he did it for me.
i just hope that next time, i would know how to deal with conflicts in our communication.
i just love him and dont wanna hurt him...

will i see him tomorrow morning? i could be home till noon tomorrow...
i... miss honey..

i'm missing Alesja also..
i'm so sorry for her...

>>December 6, 2006 at 6:13:42 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 4 日 星期一 【晴】

i'm watching "Prison Break".

i'm sad today. kinda of angry and upset.

firstly, it's coz of my honey,
then is my aunt, and then my parents, and the strange mom of a new student.

and then...
i had dinner with aunt finally.
and i wen t back home..

i was watching Prison Break..
i almost cried..
then...

mom suddenly said... there's a post in the management office.
i heard that i run to the management office to look for my post ... i run to there..
and i... got my post..
now, i finally know... how the feeling is when a person is waiting for the post from her love..
and the moment she got the post... the feelings...i would never forget..

mom saw me.. she was happy asking me... is that the first post and first gift.. i smile and say yes..
she says seems like a ring in side, which she saw on web cam before..
yup.... that's the thing and a cd..

i'm listening to the cd..
i'm touch by the firsst song.. and... the sec song ..
i just heard of the music, and i was shocked... i regonize the music..
my... fav. song... he knows that song... it's not a famous song.. and he knows that song..
and he ... records that in the cd.. for me....
oh my god...

i'm thinking that i should... wiat for him on line.. to watch me putting on the ring..

i'm so touched...
i dont know what to do now...

>>December 5, 2006 at 3:57:40 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 3 日 星期日 【晴】

The new start of a week.

whoever can tell me what the weekend means in a week?
i hardly find the quiet moment to let myself slowing down or having a break.
i think some ppl would think that i deserve it.
i dont have to work 6 days/ week, and taking another side job.
it's true, i choose to work for 6 days half per week. and i shouldnt complain about what i've chosen.
i just want to save some more money.
but it makes me not having my happy life used to be.

i dont have family day, i dont have the hang-out time. i dont have the lazy sleeping time.
hummmm.... office becomes my second home, Ella somehow becomes my close friend.
obviouslly, Stephen and i dont have much time spending with each others as before.
i'm kindda sick of the situation now.
i m happy working here, coz i feel comfortable here.
but, i would need more money by now. then, i m thinking that i should search for a better pay job,
or i should plan about my own small business.

the winter refuses to come.
the weather reporter said that it would be warmer in two days.
now is 18 - 20. what a winter says.
i want a cold winter. i want it right now !!! haha.. funny but true.

i feel the wind, but i dont feel the warm.
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hummmmm i had dinner with mom today, then she came to office.
we had been chating, and i was also chating with honey.
we had a close chatting time today. nice.. i like him being patient listening to me.
and i like him advicing me and helping me on stuffs heehee..
i like his naughty side and his serious side. i just like him.

hummm the Alex came... and Ella came..
i didnt know Ella would be back suddenly.
then i was teaching Alex grammar... he doesnt remember the "has" and "is";
and the "have" and "are", blah blah...
Ella came taught him a bit... then we do the worksheet. he still doesnt understand...
then i use some chocolate cereal taught him. hahaha he was so cute =P
i said... " i HAVE one chocolate ball ball." and then i give it to him..
"so now, YOU..... HAVE one chocolate ball ball."
or "YOU ARE a chocolate ball ball ?" then he laughed and thought.. then said " i have..."
ther we kept practicing on this... i pointed to the cat in the picture, i pointed to the boys and girls in
the picture.. then kept running ard the room to play with him about " have "/ " has" chocolate ball ball.
then.. i said.. " i AM a girl, and i HAVE one chocolate ball ball". then i pointed at him,
ask him " ARE YOU a girl? " then he said " I AM a boy !!! " hahaha..
so i said " so, I AM ..... a.... ? " he said "I AM a boy.. " i asked him then? " You're a chocolate ball ball?"
hahaha... we kept practicing on it, till he says " i AM a boy and i HAVE a chocolate ball ball. "
he fell asleep on the table today. i guess he's too tired.

after the class, Ella, her mom and Richard came talking with me..
then Ella and i had a meeting. we have been discussing on the business and my job.
hummmmmmm, i think i will be quite busy later. and i might have my promotion. =) heehee
i will help Ella till going over Van in March.
i hope the usiness would be settled down before March. then... i would resign.
in Van, i would need to make lots of decisions. and i've talk about that with honey already.


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The Rose
(Thanks Ade... and i still rmemeber this song. )

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed
that with the sun's love
in the spring
becomes the rose
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just some funny things to share ard.
pretty funny but kind of true:

世界大謊言

１.網站：我們是免費的。
２.警察：我們是為人民服務的。
３.售貨小姐：這件衣服真的很適合你
４.地攤老闆：這件是最後一件，算你便宜啦。
５.影視明星：我們只是朋友關係。
６.高官致詞：下面，我簡單地講兩句。
７.父母：我幫你把紅包存起來了。
８.太太： （出門前化妝時）馬上就好！馬上就好！
９.老公： （一面盯著別的女生）她哪有你漂亮？？？
１０.食品包裝：保證不添加防腐劑。
１１.政客：我一分錢都沒收。
１２.男人：乖。。不會痛的…
１３.女生：我們還是可以當朋友的。
14. 男人對第三者: 我會跟她離婚同你一齊
15. 超級市場: 我地係全港最平(人工??)
16: 回應父母的一聲: 我會的了
電信：我們是虧損的。
上市公司：我們不做假報表的。
老闆：我不會忘記你的貢獻。
公司職員：明天我就不幹了。
客車司機：準時出發。
商人：大虧本、大出血、大拍賣。
女孩：這是我的第一次。
女生：我真的知道路怎麼走．．．（騎車或開車時）
女人：（出門前化妝時）馬上就好！馬上就好！
老師：再給我兩分鐘，我講完就下課．．．

hahahaha.....

>>December 4, 2006 at 3:37:32 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 2 日 星期六 【晴】

hummmm

today... i got a call from Ella, then....
i went to Ricky's home, brings him to libary, then we read story there, finish up some writting,
then,............ we had McDonald's for late lunch..
then i sent him back home..

and i went to TST.
I was SUPPOSED to meet my aunt today..
but aunt didnt came again.... the third time already..
i dont wanna meet her anymore... everytime is like that...
=(

then i walked around with my heavy bag...
hummm i didnt buy anything. i behaved myself.

then... i went to Starbucks, bought the ice tea and a piece of chocolate pound cake..
and go home..

hummmm i should meet Ella instead...
my weekend is over like this.. =( the third time already...
hummmmmmmmm

how's honey today?

>>December 3, 2006 at 2:30:19 PM GMT+8

2006 年 12 月 1 日 星期五 【晴】

today is very tired..

i got work, chated with honey, lunch time with Ella, work, chated with honey again, work..
snack time, chat time, blah blah...

tomorrow... work, go relax...
hummmmm

i miss my honey.
i will buy the ticket in Jan.
i will go over Van in Feb or March, wait after CNY and the price will go down a bit.

>>December 2, 2006 at 4:42:23 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 30 日 星期四 【晴】

Still on my Brain




last night


What goes around, comes all the way back around

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i cant sleep last night... and i called honey.

i had a hot shower, did scurb and facial mask... relax abit..
then watching tv and sleep.. but i couldnt sleep.
then... hummmmm then i got up, called honey.... i rarely called him at his day time.
i called him twice only. the first time was my "airport time", the 2nd time was last night.
i seldom called him, coz whatever i wanna talk with him i wait till on line or e-mail him.
then, last night i really really wanna talk with him.. we talk for 20 mins..
he listened to me, he's a very good listener.. then, he teaches me what to do..
we talk about my past, my ex boyfriends, my diary, the affair... blah blah..
then i slept. something happened with me here, i couldnt understadn and dont know what to do.
anywya, honey taught me what to do.. and i'm so happy that he supports me lots..
then, he trusts me so much.

today morning back to office, have been quite busy.
coz Ella has the early class, 10 30. shit. the paretns were waiting for me opening the door.
sounds like i'm late but no, i was on time.
then, after that, had been busy for leaflets stuffs.. sooo tired...
and i was also on line. chating with honey for awhile..
hummm then i left. so silly.

after my lonely lunch time, i back to office again.
i had McDonald's again... sigh... then i went to Ans, haha i bough a necklace..
soooooooo pretty..... it's like my prefume.. oh i love it.. but it's very expensive =(
i feel so bad but i rally want it for long..

then back to office, had been working again and on line chating with honey.. my honey honey..
then, hummmm we ve talk about marriage and money hahaha...
so funny.. i told him... mom asked me to tell him that i love shopping ahahah..
and we talk about lots of things.. baby, money, marriage, sex, blah blah.. haha..
he's my honey.

anyway... after work.. back home and sitting at here.
damn tired.

>>December 1, 2006 at 3:27:24 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 30 日 星期四 【晴】




i have the very true test results:

Castor, you'll find your inner Wii in the Photo Channel

A friendly and social person like you will be right at home with the Wii whether you're playing one
of the great games or exploring the cool channels. And for a social butterfly like you, the photo
channel is sure to be picture perfect!

From birthday parties to coffee dates to shopping trips, you enjoy being around other people.
You not only want to experience life, but you also want to capture and keep those great memories
for years to come. No wonder you're able to create lasting connections with those around you.
With your zest for life, your inner Wii is always fun to have around. Rock on!



Castor, it looks like your romantic fantasy is the Foreign Affair

Exotic and exciting are the essential elements of your romantic fantasy.
Whether you're on business in the Orient or vacationing in Europe, your itinerary always has
time for some international intrigue and attractive strangers on trains.

Since life doesn't always imitate a Tom Clancy novel, you'll settle for a romantic dinner at a
hidden bistro, a private screening of Casablanca, or a weekend retreat in the mountains.
Of course, wherever the final destination, you'd prefer it stay top secret.
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hummm

hihi...
i'm happy again heeheeheee..
something has been clearified.

my honey is not an ashole that's all i know.
hummm =)
i'm happy that he just tell me what he thinks and how he feels.

i know some ppl do think that my haircut doesnt suit me.
and some ppl do say it suits me, and i'm sure any of them 're not kidding me or lying to me.
i think the ppl who says it doesnt suit me is being honest with me.
the ppl who say it suits me, they just know me, they see the haircut as something more than just the
haircut. that's what my mom means. and except my mom, some friends see the same thing.
it's like the haircut is funky or fresh and young just like me, the me they can see in another way.
i appreciate both. and i think my haircut just has bothered me for long, and it takes too much
attention in thes few days. which it means that, i have successfully changed my style and grasped
lots of attention, (which i d never meant to do).

at the mean while, i made such the different style new to my honey, which is really risky and
quite irresponsible in our stage of relationship.
i keep saying i didnt do anything wrong, i do mean that. but somehow i feel sorry for my honey actually.
and coz of what i ve heard from him i was very upset.
i was sad since i got my haircut, and i dont deserve the sadness though.
but in this time, i learnt something new. and it tells me something about me and honey.
i'm right, love is more than my out look. i was wrong, honey didnt mean that i'm the only image.
honest jut doesnt want me to change and i understand why.

anyway, i still like my haircut and i think this topic should be done.
i dont wanna discuss with ppl about my hair anymore. it's kindda annoying.
let's stop here.
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i have been busy today. then i had my own lunch hr, hummmmm...
then back to the office, being busy... then Fiona came.
she's rude today... i just cant stand her lazy attitude. i snaped the table and spoke loud to her.
we did lots of spelling today.. hummmm then did a few questions on worksheet.

after that, i had been busy again.
then after work, i met Queenie..
we have a chat in McCafe. hummmmm i had tea with the bad brownies.
anyway, we had fun. so funny jokes and stuffs.

i watched Nip tuck just now.
it was great. i really wish Shawn would work with Christain again.
and i'm happy that Kimber quited her career. it's just so sweet that she's willing to do that for
christain. and christain finally knows how to love a person, it's perfect isnt it ?
haha.. ok..

hummm..

>>November 30, 2006 at 4:51:04 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 28 日 星期二 【晴】

youk now...
i'm still sad...
dont ask me why..
i cant... understand... why i am like that.
ppl ask me why i m sad, i dont need to be.
i dont understand also.

i'm afraid... afraid to know the truth that i sense something wrong.

it's like.... i'm alone standing for myself.

i have a very tiring day.. before going out for lunch,
the paretns come meeting me.
i had my own quiet lunch time.. i ate out by myself..
i didnt go home, didnt meet anyone. i ate, i walked around.
the wind come closer and closer, Autum is gone. Winter is coming now.

you know what make me sad... is not really about my hair cut..
it's him...
i still cant accept the truth that... a hairct makes myself worse in his eyes.
it's like... i make myself look really too different from before..
and then, he really doesnt like the new looking me.
but the fact is.. i cant change... and it s very very painful for me to accept what he says..
it hurts me lots..

Cas... i have asked myself... what if.... what if my hair is really that important for him,
what if i'm just the image in his mind... then.... my value is really cheap..
i would never said something to make ppl sad. i dont mean to lie or do something to please the person.
just that, no matter what, the person doesnt deserve the mean words.
and also, i would only say what i mean. same reason, i dont wanna hurt ppl.

during lunch time, i bought something for him.
i had posted one card to him and yesterday i posted him a package.
i also posted some christmas cards for my friends..
then, today...
i was doing stuffs with Ella. she knows i'm sad.
we had snack time, then i had class with Alex and Cerene.
Alex is just naughty. i m so tired... then after the class, i had been working on some paper..
then, sitting in Ella's class. quite funny.. they sang haha.. Ella has a Magic Mic programme.
lotso f songs in the programe and it will score your singing.
then in the end, they request me to sing for them, otehrwise no dinner time.
haha.. i sang... "The Rose".... you know.. i got 97 marks haha.. the comment was..
i'm the excellent singer. thanks.

hummmm...
it's been sad for two days already..
he doesnt find himself mean to me. maybe he wasnt mean, but at my side i'm pretty hurt...
i dont feel like to talk with him. i cant believe that really happened... on me...
we're engaged, but... i'm sad about a haircut... i'm pissed by what he says about my appearence.
i dont mean he's wrong, but i'm hurt..
and he seem doesnt really care if i'm hurt by what he says.. coz he thinks he's right..
even if he's right, he hurts me lots.. but he doesnt find it a problem.

i might shouldnt focus too much on my hurt feelings.
but, i cant deny that i'm "impressed" by his reaction.

>>November 29, 2006 at 3:09:16 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 27 日 星期一 【晴】

i have no mood to blog about my daily life on today or yesterday.

i just know that when i'm happy with what i've done,
i might freak others out at the same time.

if you know me well, you would know how i feel.
i'm not the frak that heck care what other ppl' feelings.

well, Quenie is right, might be true that i always dont care what others think about me,
i used to walk the way i like, that's me. i'm very strange or being nicely say "unique".
in chinese is 我行我素
somehow i didnt really design my haircut...
i just went there, i just know i want a haircut, wanna straighten my hair with highlights.
i just know i wanna try the bangs. it looks fantastic.
it was not the color or highlights i want, it's not the way i want.
but i'm happy though, coz i finally get it. something i had been wondering for long.
it looks cute for me, i feel fresh and young.
i'm so happy with my new haircut. i dont really care what other ppl think or feel.
coz that's me. this is the way i am, and i'm not harming anyone. i'm not the bad behaved teen,
i'm someone always be loved by surroundings.
i'm happy with the look i ve been wondering... so i think ppl would be happy for me too..

then, some ppl say it really suit me... not really physically, but... my personality..
some ppl, such as my lover and a good friend of mine say.. no... and it's like... ugly.

but, why cant treat it as something greaceful for me.

a sick person, who looks very stupid and ugly, and he knows he looks different from all the members
of his family. everyone have a big nose, and he doesnt.
he wants to do a plastic surgey to have a nose jsut like what everyone does.
so, he goes for it. he doesnt have that money, his family also.
they go to the surgon, talk with him, ask for the free operation.
the surgon said, no matter how he changes his face, his mind is still as old as a kid.
his sister nad brother said yes, but it's his wish and hope. he just wants to look as same as others.
he's only trying to feel better, happier. there's noting wrong with him.
ppl might think he's silly, might find him wasting money or whatever, but he's just doing something
he really wants to, and he doesnt harm anyone. so, what's the matter with that?
his family supports him. no matter if he looks better or worse, they love him and find him nice looking.
the surgon... helps him to do parts of the operations for free. he helps the person complete his wish.

i'm not him. i have the beautiful face. i'm highly intellegent. but, i also have a great heart on...
chasing wish and dreams.
i'd never tried straighten hair or higlights. i 'd never tried to have bangs since 11 y.o.
and i miss my childish smile since i wasnt very happy in my childhood.
(that's really honest and deep down to my heart.)
i think that's why i always wanna have bangs and straight hair.
coz it's how i looked like when i was small.
i got it, and i'm very happy... and i really wanan share with my honey.
but, he really doesnt like my haircut, he's pretty honest with that.

i feel hurt, i really do.
coz... i would wonder why not being happy with the things i'm happy for?
i know i look very strange to some ppl... but it's like my dream style cut.
it's so meaningful to me.... but at the same while,... if i know he wouldnt like it, i would have not made it.
anyway, my guy should be happy for what i'm happy about. say it's like completing my dream haircut,
eventhough it doesnt fit me 100%, it's a pretty nice happy thing for me, then he should respect and
appreciate my action...
i dont know what to do now..
i feel sad..

i should be happy for my haircut, coz it's so lovely for me.
it makes me feel so happy and beautiful.. but now i'm sad...

it's like... the same... i cant fufill my wish.
when i was a child having bangs with straight hair, i wasnt happy.
i have been missing that. after so many years, and i look like that again. i was happy and i should be
enjoying that, but i'm sad again.
i know i just cant fufill my wish from the past. a happy smile.

i say..
no matter how strange it looks like, i'm still proud of the way i am.
coz that's me. this is exactly me, the one you know.
i'm sorry bringing ppl disappointment, but you will find this is the Cas you should know.
i give my respect and stand for myself.

i cant change it back... i'm so sorry..
i m not totally regreted for my new cut... coz somehow i need to be hearing myself.
it's the thing i love to do with myself eventhough a bit out of imagine. i will stick with it untill i will change again.
i'm so sorry i dont look as nice as my honey feels.. but... this is just the same Cas he knows.
i hope he would understand that... i dont mean to make him feel bad.. but... yea...
i'm not just an image... i'm a real person with voice, with emotions, with thoughts, wth life.

>>November 28, 2006 at 5:55:33 PM GMT+8

2006 年 11 月 26 日 星期日 【晴】

hahaha...

today i had class with Ricky, my cousin at noon time..
then after class, we had web cam time with my honey Stephen.
hahahah they're sooooo funny... sioooo cute... i lovvveeee them so much !!!! ^^
Stephen was using the translator to speak up for himself in Chinese,
"your cousin brother(cousin in law) is her fiance. "
haha the grammar is a bit strange but i do understand what my sweet hear tried to say ^^
but then Ricky missed that sentence hahaha..

and then, my honey was showing his home for us, it's like the touring. hahaha so sweet..
i really love him alot.. really hahaha... ^^
i also saw his snake again. so cute little snake..
then, i saw the snow and his home.. it was very nice... even though it's a bit messy, it'll be fine ;)
coz i'll be there helping him. heehee... i also saw his car, it's white color, quite nice..
then, i saw his dog, haha.. big dog... Ricky was shock haha..
anyway, they had the very cute conversation i really love them so much... hahaha...
the PSP and NDS ? i dont even know what they are, but they do know well.. haha..
Ricky and i were singing, then Stephen danced a bit for us, by requested hahaha..
then... i dontk now they're just soooo cute... i love them so much..

alright, then... i really miss my honey.. and we planed to go libary and McDonald's next class,
coz i want to help Ricky building more confidence and developing more interests in English learning.
he's quite... poor... not as in money or whatever... but... somethin more important.
hummmm i dontk now, i just wanna help. Ricky is still a kid, and he would face mroe and more later
on, then... if now he s not able to feel the love he needs, it would influence him alot alot in future.
so, yea... i know his parents love him but they dont know what he needs... so.. yea..
i'm just doing something i can do for him, and i really hope it'll work.

hummm then i took a bus to Tsim Sha Tsui, to have my haircut..
i was one hr late... why? hahahah coz of the happy time with my honey and Ricky today ! ^^
it doesnt matter la~~ heeheeee
then, i also bought some fries and diet coke, eating my late lunch on bus.
i arrived at 4 sth pm... then... it took 6 hrs at there... i was soo bored.. and then.. yea..
i left at 10 30pm.. gosh...... and i have a nice new look heehee..
ppl might find strange, but i quite like it, coz it's fresh and cute.
hummm my hair was not so healthy, so... Micheal ( my hair stylist) cut off the bad part.
it's quite shorter but still long. i want my long hair. it's very straight now hahaha..
and i have the highlights on, quite nice ... my hair tone was nice, so i didnt need to take the base color.
so yea... it's nice, and i have the very smooth hair now, it's flatter now, and then..
my bangs have been cut very short though, just fitting my face shape, then i dont need much time
to take care of my hair now.

after that, i did a bit shopping at The Skin Food. i bought a few make up stuffs and some skin care
stuffs.. the rice masks could be used asthe scrub, then the lose powder, i think i need that..
then, the green tea scurb for foot and two eye shadow colors. hummm not too expensive..
and i become the VIP hohoho.. but no uses actually. i got $40 voucher and a mirror, that's it.
but this bran is new and from Korea.. it's pretty natural, i love natural products heehee..
i love Body shop and MAC sooo much... The Face Shop is also nice..
and i'm going to Body Shop this Thurs.. coz i will ahve 20% off on that day.
i'd been waiting for the Cranberry body butter and Apple lotion heehee^^
anywya, i'd wasted too much money on this and that.... =(


i'm soooo sleepy...
tomorrw i need to work again... sigh... from Mon to Sun... it's pretty tiring actually..
and then... hummmm the salary is quite low.. i work happily but low salary...
i'm sick again... i need to sleep now..
hummmm it's 10 30 am... dont know if honey woke up yet?
or he had bad sleep last night... i miss him..

>>November 26, 2006 at 6:31:02 PM GMT+8