哎呀... 不理會了. 今天我買了一副鏡子. 有一隻小粉豬(doll) 包著的坐檯鏡~ heehee
今天和 rachel 行街, (after class), we were at causeway bay, then i go take mtr to back home,
then i was thinking that i really want to get a mirorr, then i thought, there's a
RICH , which store only sells dolls ,at parklane ,near the kowloon park ,in tsim sha tsui...
那麼... at the mean while, 我決定下車...
那就一個人去了 tsim sha tsui to get a mirorr =P... nice mirorr.
heehee~~ that's the last present for myself .
READ EARTH "s been on sale, and few days before,
me and joey just go to have a look, we bought something... heehee ,
i wanna give back money for her,but she just pay for me ,dont want my money,
i let her do so, coz it just a little thing. we're friend, she doesnt mind, i dont mind,
then it's okay =) thanks joey~
these days has been so cold, and i feel stomache sometimes with no reasons.
i cant sleep well at night ... so bad...
new year is coming.... hope all of the best will being with all of you guys.
the last day of this year, i hope a wonderful night. dont want sadness .
i leave here a =) face , a hug to the past,
and a kiss for tomorrow , future and whatever, whenever, wherever.
Today i take the writting class,
she is a good teacher i think. she's from malaysia , a malaysian...
she asked me have i studyed aboard before...haha...nope, never.
i like this class, so i think maybe i wont change the class.
joey, vincent, nikita and calais ain't this class, but other friends in section 2 are there...
so, i dont feel bored, but just can concentrate on class. =) nice.
i tidy up my table today, i will work hard on my jobs...and perhaps that i can take the part-time job
in weekends... i dont want to go church now, but i know i will be back, but not now...
tomorrow i will back once, but dont think that i will go regularly.
LIFE FOR RENT
I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologise that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart aint exactly breaking
It's just a thought, only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
I've always thought that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone and live more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos I say really nothing left here to stop me
It's just a thought, only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive
If my life is for rent…
>>January 16, 2004 at 3:02:29 PM GMT+8
2004 年 1 月 13 日 星期二 【晴】
last night, i got a night-mare...
i dreamed that my friend got hiv... oh my god... she is my good good friend.
i'm so sad that dream about that. and it's impossible...
tomorrow i will in a job.
last time, did i write about the flight crew?
208 cm is the minimum of arm reach . and i used to think that is without shoses...
but the truth is * must with shoses and just use your any ways to reah that cm point. *
haha... good news~
anyway, that's my dream that to take a job in airport, dont care about the post.
hey! today we take ba lesson, then the instructor is pactrick again!!! haha! funny instructor !!
i will study hard... and i got to do it =P
good news that ince understand what i mean already.
hum,...i dont gonna write too much about this, this is our things =) heehee.
i know what i mean is okay then =) just hope he's alright =P we 're good friend ~
okay...i called my friend in sg today, just use the phone card, since chris told me dont call him,
i dont keep the calling for him, just spend them with others...
i wanna call queenie or cynthia, maybe ince , sheila and junming or others but cant.
coz...in AU, or NZ, got time difference, but sg dont have =) so i just call friends in sg,
but never call back my buddies there, coz we use msn =P and.. cant call junming...
coz he always busy, and his gf...heehee~~~! so i just call one friend =P
and today when i go home, mom asked me if i date with any guys now or not...
i reply "of course not"... ai...dont know what she wants..
>>January 14, 2004 at 3:00:55 PM GMT+8
2004 年 1 月 12 日 星期一 【晴】
Today i take the hair cut again~ haha
nice nice...
the school is still fine , but there're very few students in my class .
it's a bit strange.
just now i saw my friend's diary , i know she's hum,... dissapointed at me.
my classmate also, but after the day, he told me he was too serious ... i can understand of it.
however, i'm fine, i dont need to think too much, it'snt worth.
i dont know what i should do coz i dont see anything i can do.
i ask others advice, they got nothing to say so. i think i have to wait, at least let myself calm down.
i still have time, why so worried ? and what i can do? haha... why cant take a break?
i care about what my friend thinks coz she's my friend and i hope she doesnt worry for me too much.
i'm still okay , not going to die . just relex ...
i need space , what i wrote here is all the fact and absolutely what my feeling through.
how long have all the things happened ?
maybe just few weeks maybe a motht, two months or three months only.
why ? why i fell like my friends wanna me make any decision right now ?
why it's like too serious? is it too fast? i dont understand what they think~
cant let it step by step? it's my stuff , i dont want others feel bad for me. it's no need.
i'm a normal person, i have feelings, i have thought . dont make it worse than me plx.
maybe it's not what you think. if dissapointed come so fast, then it must be hurt.
but i dont wanna anyone feel hurt for me, coz i'm the main person in this event .
i think ...maybe i'm bad, i dont want people feel bad but i still write them out here.
but i dont expect anything happen on me after i wrote , coz i'm not meaning anyone to help me or
to take compassion on me. if you're my friend, what i hope is the support.
what i need also is the support.
yesterday, we went school by mtr , then haha... we saw a forigner , then joey told me he is handsome,
then he glanced us , haha!!! we laughed! then i said he understand cantonese! we asked where he was
from, he's from us, where he's going and his purpose. he's stayed 3 years already,
he is a teacher at a primary school now ~ wow~ haha... it's funny right?
if you stay with joey, then you'll learn a lot ! and got a lot of fun also~ haha!!
what surrounding her are all the funny stories .... magical right ?! ~ haha...
last night i dreamed that i went to malaysia with my mom and dad.
and when i arrived, i found that there's not singapore! and i also asked myself,
"oh no.... then how to find junming and other friends ?! " haha!!!! silly mad girl~
then so wonderful that i saw two lsc students there, they told me they're the exchange students
there, haha!!! then they told me how to go sg . haha... it's amazing~! haha... but i remember that
i wanna go sg by ferry... then i cant remember the next part.
but it's funny that in dream, my mom asked me why we went to suppermarket, then i told her
it's coz thier goods there're cheap, but in nz is very expensive, and also can learn their culture.
haha!!! i saw the living bulding is as same as hk~ haha!!! and the suppermarket is like the Wellcome.
haha!!! so funny~! but pity that cant remember that i went sg or not ; how to get there...
maybe havent go., haha!! but....
(dont know why didnt ask, mention about chris but after awake,
my mood isnt good , maybe coz of him, but i dont remember the whole dream , anyway, nice =))
and today i bought a t-shirt =) hoho~
nice hair cut~haha~! thx wilson~
Today is the first day of the second semister,
we have Biology class today. It's very easy, coz i learned it already.
but maybe later we'll have some harder in this course.
anyway, we have meeting today, erm,... that's okay. smooth...
and in my class ,there're less students today, ai... dont know what to do...
coz other 2 sections are not like this. we're very special, so when su got any funtions
that should be very hard to promote in my section. anyway, we 're like the real studies in university.
that's not really bad. but just difficult to meet new friends ~
and very bored...
but i can concentrate on studies.
i miss Tracy, miss the old section 2 , miss the english preparing class.
but i have to much more brave now... coz i will face a lot of problems in future =)
just now, a friend told me that he would move to AU, no more NZ.
perhap he would have a brigter life there. i think he truely got more tests in his life.
But he can get over them and becomes more mature and much more nicer~ haha!
he is special ,he got much chances and he's from a special family. i wish all the best with him =)
when he got stuffs, he can be strenge =) work hard ~! dont forget the past, but keep going !
Here used to be called Shmoo Sassy Rowdyruff's page. It was a random name i got from The Powerpuff Girls' site. however, i am not that little girl anymore. i'm learning how to live a life now. haha! and this is the pic of my 22nd year in my life, taken in the summer of 2008.
here is like my reference, my history, my story, and the little pieces of memorries in my life. someday when i get old, maybe i would just review my life again. or i can share with my close ones... would they miss me someday? i dont know. i just wanna live my life fully and happily =) with the ppl i love on this planet.
cold cold cold...
今天還好啦,...放學之後我就去了開會, 開會的過程順利.
Today i come back the church...
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