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2004 年 8 月 17 日 星期二 【清涼】

hello,

今日去了赤柱, 感覺可以吧...
有點累,精神一般.

hum...
吃了很多東西. 不錯, 哈哈...
er...行街,行沙灘吧,因為太多人臨時沒有空,所以我們取消了 picnic, 改為"行下"
放假的心情不錯的,可是真的有點累.
有人來電,哈哈...有悶場. er...不知道為什麼總是有點兒那個.
每一次都有點冷場. 好像有點 cool 不知道如果才可以跟他混濁.
時間無多了...還是有機會嗎? 我太慢熱了吧.
我知道 gigi 已經到了那邊了, 可是不知道她安好與否呢?
heehee, 有點想她的吧. 可是我知道她會有個燦爛的伸延 =)

er~ thx for sunny la =) !
哈哈!
真的. 明白.

唉~
那晚真的好"興奮".
到現在,我還是有些介意.
寬恕? 我有資格生氣嗎? 是我不夠大方嗎?
可是那道氣...是面子問題.
朋友面前可以這樣子嗎? 我的讓步不夠 completely?
好朋友與朋友, 不相識到相識. 真的 "相識" 嗎? 倒不覺得吧.
我沒有再跟他們討論了...好像有點多餘.
明知思想不同, 還是要爭論下去, 有失氣質, 尊嚴看來是不保了.
比潑婦罵街還恐怖...失儀嗎? 值得嗎?
可要不是重伸自己的角度... 會否有點怕事?
面對的是自己的 "好友" ...還用得下那種強硬嗎?
就算是用了, 無保於是, 是否應該放棄?
放棄友情, 做得到嗎?
辛苦經營, 最終要倒閉了吧?!
可是再面對的時候,...會是更辛苦的吧.
為什麼一個人在單獨相處的時候是天使, 但當有其他人在場時卻
成為了你的敵人似的?
一年前和一年後的分別似乎已經不存在了 ?!
她在我眼中...跟以前的她有分別, 可惜好的分別同時帶來太多壞的分別.
感覺到要起保護網來保護自己...這樣子的朋友關係能維持多久?
"發脾氣"...每一次都巧合地遇上了...到底是巧合, 還是我們的相處
真的會容易遇上沖突 ?! 要是大家太敏感... 太辛苦了吧.
每一次相處都要有所忌諱.
我想我們大概是能以做到真心相對, 不能坦白了吧.
這樣子的友誼...難能了.

冷靜過後, 也許是時候說再見.
就讓這段友情冷凍一下吧.

>>August 18, 2004 at 5:59:53 PM GMT+8


2004 年 8 月 16 日 星期一 【晴】

昨晚...好不愉快.
但不再評論.

anyway,
今早好在呀東 morning call, 否則我便錯失了送機的機會.
在e 41 上...很平交和...有說有笑, 沒有愁緒. 還看到日出.
微弱而燦爛的光線影射在我們身上, 笑容突然變得溫暖.
到了機場之後, 我和東有個早餐的時候.
之後去到 e 口 見到 gigi...
當時都無什麼感覺, 只是覺得興奮, 打招呼之後就忙著說笑.
跟她的家人朋友打招呼啦, 拍照留念...
慢慢開始有點不捨得, 但她很堅強...沒有淚眼.

但是...後來...差不多入闡時, 我就忍不住了.
其實同 gigi 相處的時間主要是 中二, 中三... 建立了一份勁深厚的感情.
但中四之後忙著各有各的生活就慢慢小了時間相處, 畢業之後就更小機會一起...
但我倆心照不宣. 友誼長存. 只要一見面, 傾計, 種感覺會好出.
每一次相聚, 依依不捨...
哈哈, 記得有一次她上我家做 project... 好好笑, 而且她是第一個我新家的來賓.

她走的時候...我第一個喊, 真咋豆...
我諗住施衡會喊先...但原來係我..哈哈!
我諗緊如果 jackie 走既時候我會點.
同埋, 如果我走會係點.
咁之後... 我都好唔捨得離開機場, 因為...心情問題吧, 未平復好.
佢係一個好好好好既女仔, 我好對佢好放心啦, 好欣賞佢, 所以...都真係好唔捨得.
佢今日有好多人陪佢一起走, jackie都會...
但係我就無lu.
我真係好唔捨得佢.
我上左車之後係車上面,諗返起好多相處既日子, 覺得好感動,好感觸...
我自己都偷偷流淚.

我之前一直都唔敢同佢送行啊, 做禮物, 因為我知道自己會好唔捨得.
以為由她走,唔理會, 自己個心會無咁唔捨得, 但係原來係唔得ga...
我唔可以咁忍心, 唔送機囉~ 哈哈.. ^.~
~.~...
..... ><.... !

希望佢可以係個邊好好努力.
一走就走四年... 好唔容易先等到佢返香港, 可能到時候我已經唔係香港.

>>August 17, 2004 at 5:29:17 AM GMT+8


2004 年 8 月 15 日 星期日 【晴】

見到呀淳~ 哈哈!

今早啊, 送 queenie 去考 tofel...
很好很好. 幸好還懂認路. 謝 calais.

等下,會過大中, 找 jackie 吃lunch,
之後可能邀請她來家坐坐,

今天和呀淳閒談, 有趣, 開心, 太好了!

芝芝明天就走了, 沒有時間去預備什麼, 也不想作太多預備,
因為跟她的友誼深, 只怕... 突如其來的送別我會太傷心, 太感慨.
所以只想平心送行, 明天約呀東一起去, 有伴吧.

er....這陣子雖然忙碌, 但很開心啊~
昨日 family day...
我扮病病無返工~hee~~
之後去了 tea, 再去公公家, eat out for dinner, 再返家玩大富翁~" 好恐怖"

er...返工好累, 但都 ok la,
返早, 好高興, 因為早放工, 而且我有時都放棄那 $24 福利, 出去買 starbucks 食,,,
heehee

有好多有趣事, 但是現在趕時間出門,
遲些再說吧~
^^ nice day! yea~~!

>>August 16, 2004 at 4:13:42 AM GMT+8


2004 年 8 月 10 日 星期二 【晴】

Hello,

these two days, i waked at 5 am, sleep at 3.30 am..cool...

i'm so tired now.....oh.......=.:.= !!
very interesting things happened in these few days at mcdonald's.
between me and the customers and the manager.

cathyia will go back U.S. tomorrow...
hum,... i dont kow. just pray for her.
Gigi will go U.S. on 17 th too.
jackie is going to tai wan around the end of this month.

tomorrow i still need to work.
i will not be free this week =(
but i exercise everyday. that's why feeling very tired too.
today, i got no time to exercise. coz i went to cheung sha wan wilth rachel before home.
maybe tonight do a bit before sleep.
i just want to lose weight, i'm not kidding.
i just keep exercising everyday. perhaps to move back around 100 bls.
it's abit impossible i know.
coz i love eating. and it 's still a bit far from the point.
i'm not very confident. just perhaps, before school, my weight will be counted down to around 104.
i still have two weeks.
wishing that after 2 months,the end of oct, i'll be keeping around 100 bls.
actually, i wish that i could exercise for 1 hr everyday. but it's still very hard to spend time and energy
on my goals.

well... perhaps... at the end of this week, my weight getting lower.
plx plx plx, stop the food from mcdonald's and from my mom.

>>August 11, 2004 at 12:25:24 PM GMT+8


2004 年 8 月 7 日 星期六 【晴】

Alex:共你相識三千天 我沒名無姓
      慶幸也與你逛過 那一段旅程
      曾是日夜期待你 施捨一點同情
      我對你是固執 做夢或太熱情
Stephy :在世上 是你始終不肯退後遺忘我 感激你心意
      但情人比 知己分開更易 怕我愛上你壞了事

  Alex:完了吧 如無意外 從今開始該好好戀愛
      放下從前一段感情 才能追求將來 你就似沒存在
Stephy :完了吧 然而你不在 情況未像幻想般變改
      告別從前總是不易 原來假如只得我在
      我竟未能覓尋下一位摯愛

  Alex:舊訊息應該刪走 再沒留憑證
      我共你去到最遠 也只是友情
      如現實是場玩笑 一早清楚內情
      過去是勇敢 或是未肯適應

Stephy :是我笨 大概必須先經錯誤才能會 分清我心意
      共行成長 數不清的故事
      我已愛上你壞了事 (Alex:我愛你你扮作不知)

  Alex:完了吧 如無意外 (Stephy :早該散開 縱有感慨)
      從今開始該好好戀愛 (Stephy :為何我寂寞不來)
  Alex:放下從前一段感情 才能追求將來
      你就似沒存在 (Stephy :當做我沒存在)
Stephy :完了吧 仍能撐起來 (Alex:應該放開 沒有感慨)
      前進便讓自尊心放開 (Alex:期望你能尋覓愛)
Stephy :告別從前總是不易 然而假如不止你在 (Alex:只得我在)
Stephy :你可願仍逗留在這愛海 (Alex:再不願盲目留在這愛海)

  Alex:我與你 大概始終不能相愛
Stephy :可否不離開 講出你的感慨
      你用心戀愛 (Alex:我用心戀愛)
   合唱:下段道路定更精彩

  Alex:完了吧 如無意外 曾失戀的都必須戀愛
Stephy :悔恨從前隱瞞感情 常常猜疑將來
      我就似沒存在 (Alex:你就似沒存在)
   合唱:完了吧 仍能撐起來 前進便讓自尊心放開
Stephy :告別從前總是不易 然而假如不止你在
 (Alex:告別從前總是不易 然而假如只得我在)
Stephy :你可願留下來盼一位摯愛 (Alex:會否願留下來盼一位摯愛)


now,
i'm talking with my friend, junming ^^.

i've worked yesterday, i felt... tired.
last night, i didnt sleep well, coz hum.... i was sick.
anyway, suposed i've to work today, but i take the leave.

today, we have lunch togather in the chinese restaurent.
then we go to the hospital, visting grandmother.
we have dinner outside and then we brought something to home.

nice day =)

tomorrow, i will go back lsc, to have the conciling.
rachel and queenie will go with me, then maybe rachel and me will go to sha tin.

we plan the next wednesday to go stanly market for pinic.
all is under sercert now.
coz we still havent confirm anything =)

>>August 8, 2004 at 3:55:38 PM GMT+8


2004 年 8 月 5 日 星期四 【晴】

haha!

last night, i slept at 3:45.
today, i waked at 8:00... start writing again, then faal asleep at 9:30(around)
then i go to sleep, till 10:00. writing again.
12:00 to lunch, then finish all the stuffs at 2:00~ cool~

i go to school, hang out the paper, then, me, rachel and calais go to causeway bay to tea.
i didnt eat, just drink.

nice day..
holidays start from tomorrow.
tomorrow i will go to work.
leggy has the performance at 7:30, at tai po.

hum...
i have to do more exercise.
i got my new clothes back today. nice nnice..

on the way to school, i 've talked with him.
he drunk, hum,...coz nothing to do, so drunk?
it's a bad reason. i think there must be something happened before.
i didnt ask him, coz he seems doesnt want to share with me.
anyway, perhaps he's alright.

>>August 6, 2004 at 3:01:40 PM GMT+8


2004 年 8 月 4 日 星期三 【晴】

hang on guys...
tomorrow i need to haang out the final paper...
i think i cant be able to finish that paper tonight!
so?----Thu 23:35:41

now, develpoe again...
i havent finished my paper... well i will get up at 6:30, then start to work at 7:00.
i go to sleep now~ hoho~
rachel...add oil ar!
calais...add oil ar!
all schoolmates or classmates~ add oil ar!

>>August 5, 2004 at 7:41:31 PM GMT+8


2004 年 8 月 4 日 星期三 【晴】

Hello,

Today, it's a sunny day.
sun shining before i went out.

i've stat final exam today.
it's worse...
last night i was doing my stat assignments till 3:30 am.
well, last night i felt so bad.
coz my stat account has been linking with calais's one. we dont know why!
but it's kinda impossible right? so, what i've done all gone away...
he help me to finish parts of them. thx for calais.
hum,... today, i have breakfast then go exam.

after exam, i wait for rachel.
hum,..then i did something embrassed. haha! but i's so glad to do it!
haha...!!!
well, i dont write about it here~ heehee~
make it sercert ~
HOHO~ RACHEL~~ ^^ DONT TELL OTHERS LA~ HOHO~
this sercert ...... just... haha!!! happy ^^~

>>August 5, 2004 at 11:47:15 AM GMT+8


2004 年 8 月 1 日 星期日 【晴】

Hello,

today, i have the k lunch with jackie, martin and wun.
then they go play some game, i have my pop corn.

after that, we sit in the cafe which located in mk.
we have choi (another sunny) to join too.

it's nice to meet them.
i think it'd be great if i could meet them earlier.
hum...very nice day =)
i love them...

but jackie is gonna left with her schoolmates, friends.
i'll miss her a lot.
she's my best firend, such as shan.
but they're different.
i know shan when the first day in p.1
i know jackie in p.4 jackie was not ours, she 's from other p school.
and,... we get through too many things and people, so.. she becomes my best.
she knows me very well. conversely, i know her well too.
hum,... i 'll miss her too much...
yes.
i've to treasure the time being with her now.

>>August 5, 2004 at 10:53:58 AM GMT+8


2004 年 7 月 30 日 星期五 【晴】

Today,

we have fun.
i hang around my family.
we have chinese food for lunch with tea together,
than go shopping, back home to have dinner with my aunt.
well... nice day.
but supposed to get jeans today.
finally i didnt get it.

sat,
after exam, me and rachel go cause way bay.
we saw calais... then we walked...
and i went to ma on shan to see my dear friend, jackie, my best friend!
well, i miss her so much.
she compliant to me too hard to contact me.
yes , that's it.
and we have nice time!
well, haha... her friend, also called sunny?
asked her about me.
coz last time, we've met together , sunny, the girl, jackie and martin.
last time, he was the boy for that girl, but they seperate now.
well... is there a chance for us? haha... kidding only.
well, meeting is just one kind the normal social stuffs only.

if there's a chance to develpoe the relationship, well, it's appricated to take it =)
for me... it's alright now.

we'll have a dating tomorrow, not only me and him.
we still have others =)
yea-sssshhhh~~! jackie~!

>>August 5, 2004 at 10:53:39 AM GMT+8


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Here used to be called Shmoo Sassy Rowdyruff's page. It was a random name i got from The Powerpuff Girls' site. however, i am not that little girl anymore. i'm learning how to live a life now. haha! and this is the pic of my 22nd year in my life, taken in the summer of 2008. here is like my reference, my history, my story, and the little pieces of memorries in my life. someday when i get old, maybe i would just review my life again. or i can share with my close ones... would they miss me someday? i dont know. i just wanna live my life fully and happily =) with the ppl i love on this planet.

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