today morning, when i was sleeping, i got a sms from benny,
well well... heehee~
i dont write down too much here.
and then i phoned to him when i just awaked.
he seemed moody. i just pleased him.
and then i go to school...
that's a tired school day today.
i got a lot of notes and assigments. i'll try to view them tomorrow.
and then i've learnt lots in 4.5 hrs that supposed i've got since last term. haha!
wow~ so quick.
last night, he 's called me also... just after work...on way to home.
we've talk for long, coz i's soooooo sad.
but he pleased me... hum... i felt much better after chat.
he's really really nice to me, for me.
i've recieved jackie's e-mail...
she's not fine...
=( but i told her to be strong and happy, dont worried too much.
i miss her a lot... last night, i've cried finally...
of course benny has pleased me for long... heehee~
sweet~~~~
and then i come back tai po, have dinner with miss law, mr cheung and soma team.
pretty nice meal at their home =)
before dinner, i've sms him again to see how's him, coz i really miss him and wanna know
if he's feeling better or not. hum... see he wanna talk with me or not.
then he called back, we chat for few mins.
well... perhaps he's well. coz he's my only one.
he's a tough, greatness man in front of people. has to work wise, do the right all the time...
that's why... so stressed...
and for me, in front of me, he doesnt need to be so well done or whatever.
i just want to be nice for him, stand for him no matter how, whatever he does.
i've told him i'll be always there for support or whatever.
i think he need large space with his work and also need the care for life.
let's see...
how much could be done for him, or for us.
i really really wanna give him a hand all the time,
and also let him know i really really like him a lot, and be serious with him.
i dont know why.
今天 lunch 的時候, daddy mami 說到了 canada 的事.
hum,... around jan 我就會 apply 學校, 那 april 開課的話, 我可能 march 就會過去.
最大的問題是 school fee.
大家也在想法子吧. 我知道主會帶領.
到時候... 可能跟 吉祥 不能再維持下去. 就看大家的決心, 信心有多大吧.
要是的話, 過到那邊有好多事要處理... 重新認識朋友, 適應新生活.
時差, 文化, 可能再一次受到沖擊了吧.
其實也許未到我們相見的時候, dec 04, 我們已經分開了吧.
上一次我也跟他說這個... 他竟然覺得這是不可能的除非是我堅持要 stop.
他的信心真大呢.
我真的真的是真心真心喜歡他的.
>>September 6, 2004 at 8:29:58 AM GMT+8
2004 年 9 月 4 日 星期六 【晴】
haha!
i've recieved his call already!
aiya...
he was not home last night, he's on the "boat" for work.
just get back from work.
we've chated just now =)
heehee. perhaps, he'd have nice dreams tonight.
^^~
>>September 5, 2004 at 10:56:35 AM GMT+8
2004 年 9 月 4 日 星期六 【晴】
Till now, i still havent got his message.
what i'm thinking all is worse.
i'm not in mood today, when working, it feels like time 'd never pass over.
although i gain the good impact for star team today, customer feels well on me...
i'm really really really fake on smilesss.
well, everytime when i got chances to get into room, i check my phone call record...
no one called me. no one sent me message.
what' s going on actually???
i've sms him, called him, left the voice messages already,but i still havent got back reply...
what's going on?
he's still sleeping? impossible.
his phone got problems? then how come dont try to e-mail me huh?
he got accident again? oh no man... what's wrong with him huh?
last night, at 1:58 am i got a call, didnt show the return number at all.
i didnt pick it up, coz i was sleeping, and i turned my phone in the non-ringing status.
i dont know who called me that late! i even dont want to know!
i just wanna know is he or not only.
ince sent me messages, i'd never reply... is that him to call again?
i just want my dear only.
is he going to let me down again?
i miss him soooooooo much, coz i'm reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyy worried !
few more days, i would know what's on going.
and i may not be serious after more.
>>September 5, 2004 at 9:08:54 AM GMT+8
2004 年 9 月 3 日 星期五 【晴】
he let me worried again.
i dont know how he's now.
i'm worried, perhaps he's well sleeping at bed, and get well soon.
plx contact me tomorrow...
=(
ai... tomorrow i have to work,
.......
from 7-3
i'm still on phone with jackie.
if jackie 'snt here, no one will accompany me chating lar~ai...
i'm waiting for him? also geting chance to accompany her and martin lar~
>>September 4, 2004 at 4:49:48 PM GMT+8
2004 年 9 月 3 日 星期五 【晴】
Hi =)
Today, i've met jackie and eing for lunch.
but she didnt appear...
i feel so sad on it...
by the way, we have the last lunch together, i mean before she leaves.
well, i'll be missing her... i know i will miss her so much.
today, i see tung also.
we two go take photo stickers together. we all wear in pink! haha!
aiya~
i'll let ji xiang see the pictures.
lastnight, i let him see the photos that taken with jackie,
i asked him how's that...haha...
he says...haha...i dont want to write down here.
but... he printed out then put into wallet! haha... just a photo only.
by the way, i know he's sick, very tough working... perhaps he would take care well.
he's been sick since few days ago. fever... ai... a bit flu.
dont know, i havent heard him caugh.
his family is big. he got two brothers and one sister.
he's taken the a'level, but i didnt. =P
hum...
i'm home right now, very bored.
tomorrow, i will go working, from 7- 3.
today morning,
around 5 am, i got the sms from ince.
i didnt reply him, coz i was still sleeping.
but after the sms, i got a call, it wakes me dad also.
i just heard someone say "hello hello..."
then i say" wei? wei?" well... after hang off, i thought that might be ince calling.
coz the time difference. you know, i think between nz and hk... there're around 4 hrs different.
nz run faster.
i dont know what to do...
coz... i've found him hard.
but you know, now... he called me honey.
i cant accept that. call me honey?
well, benny call me dear, sure i dont mind, coz he's mine.
but, ince... that's impossible what?!
oh no...
if that's just the friendly name, like brother with sister, i dont mind of it.
but, what i've seen, that's not the meaning.
Here used to be called Shmoo Sassy Rowdyruff's page. It was a random name i got from The Powerpuff Girls' site. however, i am not that little girl anymore. i'm learning how to live a life now. haha! and this is the pic of my 22nd year in my life, taken in the summer of 2008.
here is like my reference, my history, my story, and the little pieces of memorries in my life. someday when i get old, maybe i would just review my life again. or i can share with my close ones... would they miss me someday? i dont know. i just wanna live my life fully and happily =) with the ppl i love on this planet.
heehee~
Today morning...
haha!
Till now, i still havent got his message.
Hi =)
hee~
hello,
Someone who know