Today is my birthday.
this year is a little bit different from past. why i say so? haha...
actuallt nothing much special.
but i feel like very very lovely day. coz i see many blessing around me,
i see my tough days was gone, and i 'm going to take big challenge, and i know i'm blessed.
i know god's arounding me. He's never left one.
last night, i was crying while watching my cinderella.
i cant stop hurting. i think of the last year. think of my friends, my days in lsc,
my last year birthday, and of course think of him.
just recall all the memorries deeply. it's kinda hurt...
i cant please myself. i was crying till i'm in sleep.
sure that i have prayed.
today morrning, i get up early~!
i say i have to have a great morning! coz morning is the gift from God everyday.
that's so great to have nice breakfast everyday~
i went to Wishing Tree with Shan at morning, we take breakfast there,
then we throw our plane toward that tree.
it's just a game for us, not seriously pray for what.
and then we come back tai po... we take some photo stikers~! haha!
so nice man~!
i would upload them on net soon.
however, i went to church just now.
i saw e-man, water~ haha~
i havent joint their gathering and pratcise. but they say they celebrate with me tonight~
haha! THANKS ^^~~~ so sweet~~
perhaps next week i would have dinner with them, i mean my school-friends.
i know Sheila is on plane now, she is coming back.
well, tomorrow i got to work... tired...
anyway, have a nice day castor.
you still have 6 hrs 20 mins~
haha...
lastnight i count down for myself...
happy birthday castor.
the first present is from jackie, the sec one is from calais, both are very nice ~!
thanks for all.... i feel so warm~!
besides, Roy call me to say happy birthday, GiGi also~ so great~!
Today, Isac call me from Tain Jin. haha... thx so much....
so touching ^ .^
just now, my sister Leggy, gave me a card luck draw.
then i pick up one .... it told me to wait for Jesus patiently, embolden, and have faith in God.
That's what jesus tell me right?! so powerful.
He knows me... He's never left me.
Hold on, I know I can be that flying butterfly.
=)
Be right back.
>>June 12, 2004 at 9:50:34 AM GMT+8
2004 年 6 月 8 日 星期二 【晴】
今日講既野係屬於今晚既~哈哈.
好累~ 係超累~
因為上午上早堂, 呀 ziv 堂~ 幾好丫~
之後立即過 tst 返工. 今日都幾忙啊餐廳.
好累~.... 今日係得我一個 on fall 囉.
因為 erica 佢有其他野做, 得返我一個...... 好辛苦.
d 人不停咁還飽...唉~ 神經.
不過, 今日都開心既, 因為我不停咁同唔同既客人傾計喎, 咁...目的
緊係發揮我既公關既本色啦~
heehee~ 不過我都知我 cheap, 通常都係同d 遊客傾計~ 呵呵~!
咁主要做旅客生意嘛~~
喧~我d 英文都呃得下人既~ 呵呵~~~
好搞笑喎, 個客晤我係咪昨日係 mc donald's .
我話係啊, 我係個度 take lunch 啦, 因為我學校係個度~ 呵呵~! 佢讚我啊~呵呵~
好開心~~ 咁今日又有 south affrica 既人啦, 美國人啦, 同埋其他無問咩地方既人~
哈哈!!! 好搞笑...我無諗過個遊客會認得我囉~ 哈哈!
無啊...其實我係超開心...唔係因為份禮物, 而係唔知點解今年
連 shi hang 同 celia 都好似比以往緊張我既生日喎~ 以往佢地都唔多記得我生.
當然都唔會點同我興禮啦~ ... 而且今年有班新同學同我與祝喎~ ^^ 呵呵!!!!
真係多謝哂啊~!!! ^^
呢排, 同 joey 好似有d 唔知點咁. 我都唔知點講好.
唉~ 希望遲d唔會咁敏感啦.
如果大家之間唔可以以坦誠相對就唔可以再建立友情.
咁就唔再係朋友. 我係咁認真咁分別朋友同路人.
我最討厭人講大話. 最討厭人玩心埋戰之類既野. 當然我指係對住朋友.
所以...我唔能夠接受我身邊既人咁對自己.
好似 eling 咁...我知道佢係可以做到類似既人.但我同佢仲係朋友.
因為我知道佢唔會害我, 佢對我超好.
就算而家我地唔多再聯絡, 我都仲 group her as one of my best. hee~
希望快d見到 celia啊, shi hang啊~ 同埋 gigi, 青青(小 blue) 啊...其他5d人啦~!
好掛住佢地!!! 子欣啦, 返左香港喇! 仲有星期四會返靈風~!
hum~ 係囉~ 好 miss 佢地.
其實我都幾想拍拖. 不過可惜丫~
goodnight castor~
>>June 9, 2004 at 5:59:49 PM GMT+8
2004 年 6 月 6 日 星期日 【晴】
"很好.
可是我並不快樂.
我有很多抱負, 也有很多制抓.
問我不快的原因,我說不出口.
所以還是不要問,讓我好好的休息一下吧.
今天上了兩堂精彩的課, 吃過了美味的午餐, 甜點.
慢慢食物變成找尋快樂的工具.
自信心由打扮出發.
童心未泯 .
在主內才能看見那個真我, 那個快樂的自己.
功課要認真, 讀書要努力, 考試要盡力.
我只想沖上雲霄. 夢想會真的很遠, 但有主與我同伴.
我真的很著緊, 也許世上沒有完美的事, 我仍在追求著美麗的事.
我也許太貪心, 可是這是人生的追求...我有錯嗎?
我怕我真的太貪心.
很快便踏入 18 歲了... 到底我能完夢嗎?
我仍然要有信心~! heehee"
明天要加油!!
那麼 星期三 放學後要返工.
星期四會回 lsc, 也許會去整頭髮. 之後要返工. (北京道)
星期五上課, 之後可能要返工, 但不想返. 所以.... 如果不返的話, 不知道會怎樣呢?!
我知道 soma 有聚會吧~ 不知道了... 如果也是不齊人, 我零可不去.
反正最後也是演變成沒什麼意義的朋友聚會而已. 有時候真的會覺得心淡.
之後星期六應該中午會去聽講座, 晚上去聽leggy的表演~!!! yeah!
之後會約 shan 去 happy hour.
很想上午先去一轉許願樹才出去~
星期日會上班去. heehee~
之後星期一 要考 stat. 還可以吧.
之後 take class, 再去 stanly market have dinner with rachel , calais, perhaps joey and vincent can come =) !
我想穿上一條很飄逸的長裙或是連身裙去 stanly market 和 星期六的日程吧! ^^
Today i'm quite tired, coz i wake up early to class than before,
but Ziv hasnt back. then we dismiss, then me and rachel go to tsim sha tsui.
i buy the skin cover in body shop, after that i go to work.
almost only myself on fall today, sankie and wyane go to do another things~~~~~
wow~ so nice but tired experience...
and i'm looking for changing uniform soon.
i'm so tired today,
but i have something bad to say.
it's about my friend's days.
but i got no ideas on her way.
queenie call me today, sorry that i always let her down?
well, perhaps we would understand each
others more and more, just through the times going along.
dennis make me crazy again...oh my god... how come he's like that huh?
ai~...
calais said "u can face to him more than a month that prove u have patient already!"
and i reply "oh my god...oh man... that's all enoguh~ i dont need to take this class actually."
haha... we both laugh...haha...
silly enough, get back to my point first,
what i need is to preparing well for my tests.
they change the time for tests, so i better plan for it anew, oh no...
on Tue, we have two hard tests... oh man...
news : tomorrow i wont go there to have hair cut .
for no reasons and no answers.
>>June 2, 2004 at 5:27:12 PM GMT+8
2004 年 5 月 31 日 星期一 【雨】
Hi guys, long time havent came here back.
these few days takes me tired enough.
well, i was taking class, weekend holidays, and working also.
i feel glad on my work. coz time goes on, learn more and more.
last night, i was in mcdonald's to join the meeting, by the star group.
i get down all the notes, i wrote around 11-12 pages in 2 hrs 45 mins.
that's a great job i think. they all think i's silly to get down so much. even sankie supprised~
and i met the star co. during meeting. she's called Me.
she's just telling us how 's the marketing going on, and explain what we should do about on duty.
how to work out our best for customers and our restuarent.
nowdays, there's not any excuese anymore to lose any credits in the market.
it's not easy to be a c.a.s. or star anymore. coz if anyone got any problems on their performane,
then will get fired. it's a little bit scared.
they pay least but requried us the best. also the customers expect the best on us.
it's quite exciting~ coz during this hard conditional situation, we concentrate most and work best.
haha.... people is all like that. i feel nice actually.
and, i thought i would be quite busy with soma, coz we planed to meet guys one by one to ask
for advice for the whole group. we're doing something like reviewing for group. and
also need to plan for the coming year.
in school , i was asking help for my studying aboad. i need some advice...yeah...
and i am quite worried about the fee for studying. i know god would help me, would give me the best.
He would open the door for me.
in these days, i was thinkiing that if my studying result isnt good enough, could i be qualified to be a
professional flight attendant? of course what i mean is about the applying first step.
well, i just watch a movie just now, it's " View From The Top" it's the story about a girl
growed in the small and unknown town, but she holds a great heart on her dream.
she wants to get rid from her home then she wishes to fly on sky.
so, she starts work on... finally she gets so. that's really great .
i have to work hard for my dream too =)
well, i know the tests are coming now. * exhaling *.....
yes, i do promise to do the best on them. i promised.
last satuday, i joint the gathering from different church.
Shi hang, celia and mimi go with me. they move to there, all three girls go there.
long time havent met them , especially mim, it takes around 1/2 year havent seen her already!
i miss her much, and that day she prayed for me, actually we prayed together...
well....how nice it is... it has been long time i havent heard her vioce praying for me.
i had complicated feeling at that moment.
anyway, i'm still looking for a great church for myself. let say God is offering me chances
for me.
Here used to be called Shmoo Sassy Rowdyruff's page. It was a random name i got from The Powerpuff Girls' site. however, i am not that little girl anymore. i'm learning how to live a life now. haha! and this is the pic of my 22nd year in my life, taken in the summer of 2008.
here is like my reference, my history, my story, and the little pieces of memorries in my life. someday when i get old, maybe i would just review my life again. or i can share with my close ones... would they miss me someday? i dont know. i just wanna live my life fully and happily =) with the ppl i love on this planet.
當太陽不再上升的時候,
Hi~
"很好.
Today i'm quite tired, coz i wake up early to class than before,
Someone who know