今日 send 過 message俾 benny, 係 take break 既 last min啦. 好忙...
之後都無時間再回覆佢既 reply.
之後我走之前, 係 star room 做緊野, 做埋d手尾, 咁諗住話佢知我今日好開心啦, 同埋d得意野佢知.
點知佢竟然無聽我電話wor~ er...
之後我走左啦, 係火車試下再打電話俾佢. 佢都係無聽.
咁算啦~
下星期二開課了, 有d驚...緊張.
比起以往的擔心, 認真.
也許已經知道大難臨頭吧~!!
er... pray hard man.
>>August 30, 2004 at 7:13:45 AM GMT+8
2004 年 8 月 26 日 星期四 【晴】
Today, i've to been LSC.
that's the great lesson i've never take before.
i would know how to glory him by the telented from him.
how to give effort, but hang everything on him.
it's the matter on "the heart".
how much you know, how much you prepared, how much you could take.
what's the faith in him. i have to know more. i've to tell him more, i've to pray more, read more.
oh lord, you're the best, great in my life.
the song--Only Hope.
today, i've lunch with my workmates.
i've got the message from benny. nice to hear him.
chong jie questions me today. i've to takre care well of the problems.
there're too much stuffs affecting me everyday.
i would just make promise for the things that i get sure in 90 % above.
that i'm giving all i am to glory in front of god.
no one , nothing could stop.
my strength 's all from him. i come, coz he does.
i wanna share my life, my story with people who with me.
i share, coz i love you.
who's my boyfriend isnot the problem for me right now.
the first, must be on how to develope , to work out the effort.
at the right moment, he would appear in front of me.
=)
>>August 27, 2004 at 3:13:36 PM GMT+8
2004 年 8 月 25 日 星期三 【陰】
tomorrow i will go to take the measurenment for new uniform in Oct.
we gonna change to be new . uniform changed.
today, jospeh told me. then star team tell me also. sankie said the new one is quite nice.
it's a bit like the flight attendent dress. really? oh~ fine.
today, working so bored, moody. that crew, Sum tricks me in front of the customer.
i was servicing, then he stayed behind, tricking my hair suddenly.
he interupps our conversation. conversation stoped by him.
today, i've been to school.
they told me i will be late to get my degree, coz i fail one sub already.
i'm so tired... tired.
C: coffe or tea?
B: coffe, tea and you.
sweetie.
>>August 26, 2004 at 10:31:48 AM GMT+8
2004 年 8 月 25 日 星期三 【晴】
MANDY MOORE LYRICS
"Only Hope"
[Written by Switchfoot]
There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope
Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
--that's my only hope.
>>August 25, 2004 at 4:26:00 PM GMT+8
2004 年 8 月 24 日 星期二 【晴】
Hello.
Today, i go to work, i've seen the sunrise on train.
i've made a friend today. he's from U.S. the Louisiana State University.
he's the tourist from there.
we exchange the e-mail address. he's very nice.
by the way, it's nice to know about how tourist feel on us. it's very nice.
hoho~ ^^ he says my name is a pretty name~
i know maybe it's just coz of the politeness... but, it's kindda true i think~ haha.
thx, john.
erm,... i've tried to contact my friends in these days, who 're from other countries.
coz it takes long time havent recieve their news. i miss them, i love them.
especially some of them.
plx contact me, when you got my messages. i miss you so much.
last night,m i've chated with my aunt.
i think she expects me to come over on Jan. but i'm shocked.
Jan? is it too early? actually i wanna go there as soon as possible...
but you know, my economic and accadamic sistuation. i think my dad may not be able to afford the fees.
it's the very serious problems. even though i 've the sponsor support by the school, the scholaship,
i still have to pay around $ 6500 hkd / month. just for the school fees only.
i'm very very worried about it. from my heart, really really really.
it's not the difficulties of the courses to scare me... it's the fees.
i just wonder that god would give me hand.
he asks me to wait... have to be brave, have faith in him. yes, i have.
i'm waiting to hear my aunt's. wishing that she would bring me good news.
by the way, i wouldnt give up my dream.
i have to get the total gpa around 2.5 , and the tofel have to be reached upon 200.
that means, the coming term, i 'll just focus on my studies.
i'd not be affected by any other stuffs lar...
this time is very very serious. cant give up. cant lose again. this is the last chance.
ai... but what to do ?
pray to god.
"God ... plx arrange for me. I just can wait till you make the compomise."
"i cant stay along without your guidance, you're my destiny."
"i just try to make my dreams, the wishes, that may be able to me, by the strengh from yours."
" i 'vent mean to be proud of the strength, i just feel like i may be able to do it."
"i want to use the strength to glory. you know... when i feel the telented inside,"
"but i couldnt do anything. maybe it's not from god? i dont know. i get confussion."
" plx... let me know i could or not. i'm total trust in you. you know me. "
"plx... i've to be patient,,... and now. it's a big test for me. "
"faith."
Love is like the wind, you cant see it, but feel it.
from the movie, " A Walk to Remember "
i could feel the love from God.
He leaves me the best.
i could feel the wonderful , "auwlsome" things. ( i forgot the spelling)
Together, here go both of them a walk, in their life, to remember.
好感動.
不要給自己借口去doubt what god makes for us, 所以去要好好珍惜一切現在所擁有的.
捨棄 -ve, 選擇 +ve .
最後都可以用自己的生命去感動生命, 為神作見證.
男主角啊男主角, 你一定要加油啊~ 女主角的離去, 正正是神的見證.
她說了一句讓我好感動...
"我在想, 或許他就是要讓我得上 這cancer, 然而你的出現, 讓我死而無憾 .
what he plans for me, be better , bigger than mine, always."
借口,我給自己借口去懷疑神嗎?
我好像並未去捨棄負面的思想, 我選擇了當初的決定, 傷得深又如何?
我現在不是好好活著嗎?
為什麼還要執著下去呢?
god is always in my mind. he'd never left me.
神的心意, 今天我看懂了.
希望...我會謹記.
Here used to be called Shmoo Sassy Rowdyruff's page. It was a random name i got from The Powerpuff Girls' site. however, i am not that little girl anymore. i'm learning how to live a life now. haha! and this is the pic of my 22nd year in my life, taken in the summer of 2008.
here is like my reference, my history, my story, and the little pieces of memorries in my life. someday when i get old, maybe i would just review my life again. or i can share with my close ones... would they miss me someday? i dont know. i just wanna live my life fully and happily =) with the ppl i love on this planet.
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Today, i've to been LSC.
tomorrow i will go to take the measurenment for new uniform in Oct.
MANDY MOORE LYRICS
Hello.
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