2006 年 9 月 9 日 星期六 【晴】

音樂會 TRIUMPH OVER TRAGEDY

9 月23 日 @ Robert Blackwood Hall - Clayton Campus

晚上 8時

票價... $26, $22, $19, $12

>>September 10, 2006 at 1:47:40 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 9 日 星期六 【晴】

Watched "THE ROOM" yesterday, I have captured one of the sharing of Yoyo's testimony... "PRAY, and see if this guy is God's will, why ask someone/yourself to wait when you are not determined, it just waste time"... I wanted to have a chat with "this guy", I don't want to waste his time... but so far I have nothing much from God? Ai ya~ why suddenly silent jor?

ANSWER: NOT YET?

>>September 10, 2006 at 2:00:56 AM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 9 日 星期六 【晴】

Have to start a new DIET:



Good Morning my Jesus:

1) My Utmost for His Highest Daily Devotional

2) http://www.baptist.org.hk/b5_info_everyday.asp



Good afternoon my Jesus:

1) Proverbs of the day



Tea time/breaks:

1) OT continuation

2) Psalm continuation



Sunday EXTRA:

bible study 7 chapters @ Isaiah



Very glad the cell is starting a READING CAMPAIGN togehter ^.^ ~ I will treat the require material for my bible study at the moment, coz I am reading too much, but nothing much in depth lately. Seems overwhelming? Maybe, but I don't know... when I enter the workforce... what will happen to my spiritual life...? I know many bro & sis found it difficult to maintain a healthy spiritual diet, I don't stress now~ But put more effort to be equipped & stay well ontrack for the battle!

Tomorrow (Monday's evenings) will start my MMTC course on OT. I think it is quite tough as well! But since I have the chance to finish my YOBE, and the time to study Foundation of Theology, why not keep going?

I LOVE MY BIBLES! I LOVE GOD'S WORDS!

>>September 10, 2006 at 1:40:18 AM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 8 日 星期五 【晴】

It's my holiday at last!!!

Coming week - one assessment postponed, this gives me a little break and a more relaxing practice schedule for viola. Been having many assessments last few weeks... GEE~

Many thanks for my Father in the Hevenlies~ I cried today during the cell time. I wanted to cry in early August, but there were no tears at all. After that the physio pain caused me many tears, but they are physical pain. Today's... sorrowful tears.

1:25AM...just returned home after a movie, a farewell & today's church event. Pretty tired, but I am so fresh, coz I can rest tomorrow for awhile (maybe 30 minutes!) So lazy~ dressed up today, but don't want to put my clothes & skirt to wash - coz need to iron them next time, then also don't want to wash my face to remove the make-up...

Someone said I am pretty today. I wonder, did I by purpose go and see him? and show him how I look in skirt? I have given up my skirt for awhile since 05 Dec... Last year I have dressed up every Wed, coz I wear skirt when I am happy. I reserved not to wear it on Saturday, since Sat is always a church event, and I don't want to make any fuzz for any brothers.

Tonight's farewell - pretty "give face" sort-of event. It made me think...

are we GIVING, ACCEPTING, ENJOYING in the same level?

I have given a lot to someone, is this someone also giving me at the same level?

What if I accept someone at a degree of 2 out of 3, and he accept me at a degree of 3?

That would be an issue...

I can rest at last, issues start coming back and I have to think & solve them?

If he is not the one, it is not fair to let him wait. When will I be confirm if he is or isn't? Father, I don't want to waste any time of anyone, especially this guy! Father, I don't want to hurt him and waste his energy as well~ even to his expectation & disappointment, I ask in the name of Jesus to bless him! Grant him & me extra wisdom to choose, to decide and to make decisions! Let us get close to you forever, be oneness with you and know your will! Keep us on your track & in tune! Father, we are both godly bro & sis, lift from us our own desire and lust! Our ideal BGR, but replace with all your goodness! Lead me to think Lord, lead him too! AMEN!

>>September 9, 2006 at 3:35:55 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 8 日 星期五 【晴】

我從來都唔覺得做 part time 會有更多錢... 多左收入, 支出都會容易地多了, 洗錢更容易地豪了.

要有更多錢, 對我來說 - 放 $2000 或以上在 HSBC 收利息, 另外一個就是用小一點支出. 不過因為我有 online shopping 的時候, 基本上收到多多的利息, 最後都是落入了 banking 的 service charge.

錢...

唔係好開心. 昨日提過的 child sponsorship 大約 $33 一個月. 我是因為打算暫時唔買屬靈書籍而覺得自己有能力可以去幫助他們. 當然, 最近幾次的物理治療 ($45@), 我個琴幾個月/半年一次的護理 ($165), 其實都有幾大的開支. 今天要交班會, 覺得好貴, 小組多左人, 要攪的生日都多左. 有時想 catch up, 想 social, 出去食飯又用多左. 想做好 caring, 我覺得都是需要 $.

e 排一日三餐都開始穩定, 食量都多左小小. 大多數我第一個 save $ 的方法就是唔食早餐, 或者三餐食 cereal/bread. 希望都唔好返返去以前的 habit 啦.

我知道天父是 Jehovah Jireh, 他會供應. 暫時的 frustration, 又是否小小的試練呢?

Dear my Lord, the Jehovah Jireh

I am sorry for my frustration! I want to TITHE, to offer, to sponsor in respond to you!

May you strengthen me with faith that I am always trusting you! It is you who sponsor the child, it is you who donate to different org. Not me, not my ability.finance! Father, remind me of George Muller, of Alex, of all those good examples you have shown me. Let me learn from them!

I am so rich spiritually, it is becoz of your blessing. Make me a channel of your love.

Your daughter.

>>September 9, 2006 at 1:00:36 AM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 7 日 星期四 【晴】

阿 SUN ...

今日天氣報告說會 cloudy, 不過放學回家時有太陽. 回家收到信, 是 SAO 寄來的. 我參與了他們的兒童贊助計劃, 讓沒能力上學的小孩有 $ 上學. 而被我贊助的女孩... 她的名字... SUNEETHA GARNEPUDI, 雖然我 speaking 能力都唔錯, 不過真的不懂讀她的名字了, 正因為頭 3 個字母是 SUN 所以就... 阿 SUN 吧.

祝福阿 SUN !!!

>>September 8, 2006 at 5:15:45 AM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 6 日 星期三 【晴】

If I am not wrong, I have been serving in the Prayer Ministry (mainly Prayer News editing) since 04 March. It's 06 Oct by now. So overwhelming today. Feel so sorry today. Some pastors passed me their prayer requests of their zones, but I have made several decisions this morning to delete this or that. The prayer news is getting overwhelming with prayer requests! It's a good thing, but to me - deciding what to DELETE and what NOT TO is so so so emotional! Hahahh~

I am serving in Mission as well~ just noticed that there are BUNCH of prayer requests from Mission (some written by Alex, some by me). I'm happy though - coz Mission in CCBC is blooming... but on the other hand, I hate that, I need SPACE for other zones. Wanna cry while I edit. Editing the prayer news give me the knowledge of what's happening in every corner of CCBC. From finance to counselling, to overseas bro & sis... How does Alex feel when he physically and mentally as well as spiritually taking care of the whole church? I am here, using my computer to monitor & take care of all the prayer requests of the church - already feel so tired!

Perhaps it's not becoz of the overwhelming prayer requests, it's me, I am feeling tired & I am feeling a bit lacking of faith.

Recalling my physio experience, I have not blame a word on Father, I know he loves me and I belived that he planned that to be happened on me.

Previously (just yesterday), finished few assignments and not even a break, some more assessments are coming. I wanted to achieve my very BEST, but I wasn't able to. So sad.

I am very tired though.

>>September 6, 2006 at 11:44:49 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 5 日 星期二 【晴】

Thanks dear cell leader - woke me up at 2am!!!

I was still half asleep, but were able to lead myself for a shower before starting to work again. I don't why it took me so long to complete a 2000-word essay tonight. I though I have all the resources & information I have on hand, which shall be pretty easy to finish off, but I was wrong.

I was also reluctant to work faster. Just to count, I may not have much essays left to write for uni, if I were to be leaving Monash soon... hahahaha.

It's raining, thanks Father! Melbourne needs rain! I've already heard that Ballarat has only 4% of H2O left in their tank, Melbourne has 44%. Have mercy on Ballarat my Lord! Give them rain! Let the tank function probably and absorb as much water as you would give!

OK, actually I was surprise at the essay I am working tonight, I found so so so much information on the internet, though most of them are similar... hahah~ but I think, in comparing to Schindler's list, the things to be discussed are more obvious and easy! I love to work on Schindler's list, but my friend insisted to work on To Kill A Mockingbird. If you have no clue - I am working on a Film Eassay, yes, where I need to watch the film again and again and pick up the elements in the film, also to be EXTRA alert with every music, noise, sound I heard from the film. Pretty tough ya?

Some changes these days:

1) http://www.baptist.org.hk/b5_info_everyday.asp was made to be my IE brower's homepage! Whenever I click for a new IE broweser, I will be seeing the bible verses & devotional materials. Previously I made HOTMAIL to be the homepage, coz I really love to check my HOTMAIL account & I love e-mailing! But the latter has more good for me! I haven't count how many browser I open each minute, but definately I found that very useful in reminding me the bible verse of the day & also to memorize them, although this devotion is my dessert only...

2) Stopped to buy/read Christian books for awhile, party to take a break & partly nothing much intersted me to this day. In addition, I am aiming to study the bible more at the moment. I can now save a bit of $ on books & this prompted me to sponsor a child. It's pretty cool! Thanks Father that I can afford to do so, and thanks that the money from God can be used on a child in His glory!

>>September 5, 2006 at 6:43:42 PM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 4 日 星期一 【晴】

Dear all

Many thanks for all your prayers & advice.

I've finished my 3rd treatment today, although I still not dare to ask how long the treatment will be...

My physiotherapist didn't push my rib today but said that the right and left side is now balanced. He will see me again in 2 weeks time, and if everything's ok, I can be discharged from the Physio.

He was pretty much happy with the progress. Praise God.

I think without him monitoring my condition, here comes the difficulties for me - tempting not to take as much rest as I needed and lazy in doing warm ups & downs.

Anyway, what a spead recovery God has given me ^.^ ~

Thanks again!
Emily

>>September 5, 2006 at 7:27:24 AM GMT+8

2006 年 9 月 4 日 星期一 【晴】

星期一那份功課很不夠時間做, 我想 blame 自己 lazy 呀~

不過左想右想, 我都沒有 lazy 過 ~ 真的, 我的時間...沒東西幹的, 就看神的話語, 身體 ok 的, 就狂拉琴, 其他 - 煲 readings. 可能是 priority 出錯吧.

明天交電影音樂文章, 過去一個月在學校花了很多時間看電影. 平時我覺得看電影最多的時候是在坐機來回澳洲 & 香港, 今年, 為了這電影音樂課, 就讓我看電影有了新看法.

Schindler's List
Taxi Driver
To Kill a Mockingbird
Citizen Kane
Blade Runner
Like Water for Chocolate
Aliens
Alien
Kiss of the Spider Woman
Apocalypse Now, Redux
Pale Rider
Ran
Remains of the Day
2001: a space odyssey
Aleksandr Nevsky

15 套...原來看了 15 套....有一些是課堂上看的...

>>September 4, 2006 at 11:17:10 PM GMT+8