2005 年 11 月 5 日 星期六 【晴】

Father, may your name be glorified!

Praise you my Lord, for walking with me @ UNI - second year.

Thanks for all the unaswered & answered prayers! Thanks for letting me rely on you moving every mountains. Thanks for providing teachers around - good ones, bad ones, handsome ones, funny ones, stubborn ones... Thanks for my groupmates, thanks for letting me study with third year students. Thanks for giving me courage with audtions and going on stage. Thanks for giving me a disciplined mind. Thanks for protecting me from emotional crises, thanks for providing me good mentor - Linda. Thanks for my full time student opportunity! Thanks for taking care my family in Macau. Thanks for your WORDS issuing my BG relationships & your wisdom. Thanks for letting me BE STILL in you, so that I can hear you, I can lead by you, I can feely your presence. Thanks for bearing with me when I am lazy with devotionals, with prayers, and feel like slacking! Thanks for the resources I have - the library, the notes, my text books, my abundance supply of stationeries - my pens, my highlighters, my 6B pencil for composition, the music score, notation software, my student-ID, which give me assess to MUSIC ROOMS, Monash Studio & after-hour assess. Thanks for giving me Yan - who confirm that my shoulder problem is not that serious, thanks for the Alexander Technique Lessons following that. Thanks for letting me visit Helen weekly in Elwood, the cafe there, the little swing there and the lessons Helen gave me. Thanks for the HI-FI & MD, my viola recordings and my notebook CD-Burner, all of these helped me in listening to music, in doing my assignments, in preparation for exams, etc. Thanks too for my 2 bearable housemates and neighbours, that they bear my NOISE! Thanks for Su, who freely helped me to play the piano and the time we had in praying & in playing. Thanks for Tony, who composed 15+ pieces for viola, and had given me a relief in my exam. Thanks for Keith & Winnie's cell, who never hesitant to support me. Thanks for my cell's prayers & support. Thanks for giving me opportunity to play with Choir in the recording. Thanks for Ham, who give me a chance to share my music knowledge. Thanks for Penny, who drove me to Brighton Grammar High Sch for the violin lessons. Thanks for Clara, who is so cheerful and active. Thanks for the digital camera & the tripod, served me during my boring practising time. Thanks for the photoshop & YAHOO, helped me to edit and publish my "music" pics. Thanks for giving me a childlike faith, an obedient heart! Thanks for telling me to accept the reality. Thanks for giving me a PASS+ marks this year, haven't failed one single assignment/exam. Thanks for the 2 recorders which I brought from Macau, helped us in group presentation. Thanks for the Panadol & medicines, safed my health during the study period. Thanks for the Wed ministry DAY, which cheer up my week every time! Thanks for my ears, having perfect pitch & being sensitive, thanks for giving me a good start in the year - the audtions to the orchestra. Thanks for my sense of belonging in Monash, the enjoyment as a music student and the enjoyment in studying. Thanks for letting me meeting lazy students, unhardworking students, letting me see things and bear things at another level. Thanks for my Mon & Wed DAY OFF, giving me rest and ministry time. Thanks for Hilario, he has always been a good friend talking music. Thanks for YSO, the posters on the wall, my past and Hoi Sir's bearning with me not returning to Macao and play in the concert. Thanks for the nice black concert dress, the 2 cardigans, my long black sockings, my black scaft, my black shoes, you didn't only give me what I need, but you have given me spares! Thanks for my long black hair = ) I love it so much and look so good =)!!! Thanks for the sales in Priceline, helping me to choose a foundation. Thanks for previous year with MUFY, learned to do make-up for concert. Thanks for my friends in Poly & my teachers in SRL, listening to my music life and sharing and their prayers. Thanks for prompting me to compose music for Linda, for you & for dad. Thanks for my arrangement skills, giving me fun, and arranging music for my friends. Thanks for letting me know there are music camps around & giving me a learning heart. Thanks for the support, financial ones from Brother Penny, Hilario & sister. Thanks for Jacky's company in Sydney. And the church in Sydney. Thanks for the ADSL, making me possible to minister, to share my feelings and chating, and my internet resources. Thanks for Derek saving my EXAM, lending me his a/c for online orders. Thanks for The Piano Shop, has my music available in 1 week time. Thanks for Jeremy, who overtime worked for my viola, and those I met in Whitehorse Music. Thanks for Liz, who understand my burdens. Thanks for Emily Ho, who gave me a box of choco and saved my life after the exam. Thanks for Jasmine, who encouraged me to go for a PERFORMANCE life. Thinks for all the reactions that I received when I tell people that I study music – there is some nice feelings in seeing their reactions. Thanks for all support & encouragement in music from everyone. Thanks for the buses & trains & my legs, bring me back & forth to & from uni. Thanks for my mobile – communication & contacting my friends, and telling me the right time. Thanks for that $250 bow and your leading to support Anna with $. Thanks for Alice going to church, and let me be able to share my MUSIC LIFE with someone. Thanks for your grace & tonight, leading me to give thanks to you. Thanks for my skills in cutting fringe, keep my eyes with clear vision. Thanks for the flute, guitar, piano, 2 violas, harmonica, the little instrument, etc in my room. Thanks for my bed and carpetted floor, helping my back pain! Thanks for Cat, Suz, Jasmine & those who are musicians as well as your diciples, I have so much good time sharing music with them! Thanks for my friends who are not music-based, they brought me to another part of the world.

I LOVE YOU JESU!



+ Did anyone read the above? hahha

Truly, truly, I thank you my Father in Heaven!

>>November 5, 2005 at 11:37:54 PM GMT+8

2005 年 11 月 2 日 星期三 【晴】

身體小了血!!!

Settled home by 13:15, but my nose bleed before I fully settled down. One of my hand was clicking on the e-mail, coz it says "URGENT PRAYER REQUEST", I have to read it! My other hand was busy handling the tissue. It was bleeding like mad!!! At some point I glanced at the time, perhaps, as Joe, my beloved First Aid Teacher said, less than 15 minutes won't harm you. It's Nov...last year around this time, I was bleeding too...at church. so awkward! And Ying Ying bursted out "That's definately HAY FEVER!"

Today's raining like cats & dogs, is it Hayfever? I only can admit that Monash Clayton Campus is really very windy! Ai...lost energy la~

>>November 3, 2005 at 3:00:03 AM GMT+8

2005 年 11 月 2 日 星期三 【晴】

Highly recommended for GIRLS

http://teenpower.rthk.org.hk/program/sexyline/

There is a topic about BRAS, please ue the 倒後鏡 to retrive past topic!
Hehehe, realized that I am not the only one on earth who doesn't know much knowledge on BRAS! I got a lot from listening to this radio station.

>>November 2, 2005 at 7:43:43 PM GMT+8

2005 年 11 月 2 日 星期三 【溫暖】

6am, the earliest waking time of the YEAR!!!

Ar...have not 開晚車 since I this year...and have not been waking up so early! Early 5am something, it rains like cats & dogs, which wake me up. The weather was so hot yesterday, burning everyone out! Poor those studying the exam!!!

But thanks Father, for waking me up!!! Exam@ 10am.

>>November 2, 2005 at 7:35:27 PM GMT+8

2005 年 11 月 1 日 星期二 【清涼】

XD So happy this afternoon, done all my bank in stuff & went to the post office. I have finally sent the $2041.5 to Sydney, it was a bit upset, I need to make a bank check since the amount exceeds $1000, if not I can buy a money order, which is cheaper. This amount is for my camp in January, actually I can make it to like $1500, but I have requested a single room. Hhehhe...will earn back the expenses! I was afraid that I can't bare to share a room with others, my time with God will be spoil. Last year I get so emotional becoz I was having music lessons from 9-4pm, it was damn tired. The Jan one will be from 8am - 8 pm, I can't imagine what happen to my emotion!

And I was happy this afternoon too, thanks God and Alice ^.^ ~ never imagine I can go shopping during exam times, this is the second time of the week, and last week I even went to watch movie! To be honest, this Second year in Uni...I was so so blessed! Thanks be to God! This is my frist time shopping for Bras and stuff with Alice too =) ~ must remember this date! Well~ I have bought a night wear, it was so cute!!! I don't know what to wear in Jan during the camp, though I should be in my room, but I don't want to bring my old old T-shirts to sleep with and hang around the corrrdors at night, haha! Look forward to Jan =)

>>November 2, 2005 at 7:32:30 PM GMT+8

2005 年 10 月 30 日 星期日 【晴】

生日快樂 ~ DEAR Jackie!

昨晚體溫 37.2C, 有 potential 發燒...

>>October 31, 2005 at 12:07:39 AM GMT+8

2005 年 10 月 26 日 星期三 【晴】

下星期的樂理 exam~ 題目在我手

溫習裡面我們要分析二三百首巴哈的<讚美詩歌> (Bach Chorale), exam 會出其中一首咁多啦~ 都幾開心架~ 見到 Bach 咁偉大, 而且上 music 成日都有機會接觸到 church music!

三百...到今日為止我 analysis 了兩大首 Numbers is not a matter mate!

Ach Gott, wie manches Herzeleid
Als der gutige Gott

>>October 27, 2005 at 5:34:31 AM GMT+8

2005 年 10 月 26 日 星期三 【晴】

Where is God when it hurts?




NO, not a point of suffering



Where are you when it hurts? How are you responding?



But the point is faith!

>>October 27, 2005 at 5:33:41 AM GMT+8

2005 年 10 月 25 日 星期二 【晴】

咩事!?

回家不久, 看到了母親大人的 e-mail, 說會過香港探病, 她的 cousin 病危...頭先在祈禱會知道 Becky 父親有事, 仲有 2 other sisters, Linda's auntie...

第一個反應真的想問...what's happening!?

下午出門之前看到了 Disappointment with God, 前一個 post...或許是神的預備~



喊了~ e 個時候, 有邊個得閒支持下我 ~
想打電話, 又唔想打去煩到人, 嗚嗚...
安仔哥哥 e-mail 我~ 咁奇妙~
不過都感謝神, 我 exam 完最難戈科,
而且仲有一個星期先 exam the other one,
有時間比我有情緒...

>>October 27, 2005 at 5:34:06 AM GMT+8

2005 年 10 月 25 日 星期二 【晴】

I love you Jesu


I was a fool

But You're so cool

To took away my foolishness

And clothe me with righteousness


Peace, joy, love and hope are granted by You

My days are being highlighted because of You



------------------------------------------------------ Emily 1152

>>October 26, 2005 at 1:56:25 AM GMT+8