2006 年 8 月 1 日 星期二 【晴】

Quite enjoyable to have lunch with a sister + my classmate this afternoon. I had fish & wedges this lunch break @ The Den. Then sausage roll & fish fingers & Pumpkin soup for dinner. I normally don't like meat pie, sausage rolls and stuff, they are so MEATY! I hate that! I like vedgies. By anyway, they are handly, and not even needed to cook, so why not for a night or so?

The sister commented I am quite happy this weeK. Thanks God for that! I did have some issues in my mind which aren't that FINE enough to be cheerful. But John 16:33 says "Be of good cheer". On the other hand, 得時不得時都要讚美主. I think this is the first time I am consicious to praise him in my bad times! Good expericing God!

>>August 2, 2006 at 9:06:55 AM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 31 日 星期一 【晴】

Oh dear! Can't imagine it's already WEEK 3 !!!

I have a test in week 4 and also week 6 and then assignments are bombing in week 7 !!!

Man~ I just feel I am in the start of the NEW SEMESTER! Enjoy my long FREE hours and the FRESHNESS to be in this new semester!!! =_= ~ I usually have school 12-2 or 11-2, then the whole afternoon/evening/night are all MINE!

That's why I've got whole lots of time studying my bible, praying, puting time in ministry & stuff!

But I need to put them down now and concentrate much more in my studies la~ hahhaha~

Although I am literally already working quite hard, I must work harder!!!

NO PLAY!!!

NO DATE!!!

>>August 1, 2006 at 2:56:03 AM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 30 日 星期日 【晴】

摘星 - 陳百強

朋友心 - 許志安

I want the above 2 songs mp3 ar!!! Normally I don't download mp3, but I love these 2 songs very much~ many memories there~ can't find the mp3 though :( ~~~ I have the chords of the first one and I can dictate the melody of both~ but I am lazy, hahah~

This morning, after the train left Murrumbeena station, I suddenly noticed that I have fogotten to bring my viola! Thanks Holy Spirit's voice!!! I took the next train from the opposite platform and return home to get it, coz I have my private lesson~ 沒有琴 - 點上課? Yes, I can learn or sing some theory in the lesson, but it's not fully utilize then!

I still have many things that I do not understand.

But God is telling me:

1> For whatever, whenever, wherever happened, keep praising HIM! Keep making joyful noises!

2> He didn't command us to ask WHY, did He ever? NO! Just follow HIM! Just WALK with Him!

I am reading many books at the moment, 陶傑's literature, Max Lucado , Billy Graham , , , using <啟導本>, & . These are all around, near my desk, some in my bedside. I pick them up randomly and read. Lunch~ dinner, breakfast~ train ride, boring, killing time, relax, hahah~ Is that too MUCH? Am I balancing here? There is one English bible in my house that I still haven't use it~ shall open it after my 4th time BIBLE reading ^.^ ~

Bille Graham's book is SUPER basic!!! All those we learn when we were born again the first month - bible reading, studying, praying, how to walk with God, how to be holy... But he has super deep insights in his sharing!

>>July 31, 2006 at 10:13:04 AM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 29 日 星期六 【晴】

My Jesus, what are you telling me? What are you teaching me?

I don't get it >.< ~~~~

???

Question marks on top of my head!!!

>>July 30, 2006 at 1:15:41 PM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 24 日 星期一 【晴】

今日聽到一句說話好攪笑

"食生野 (eg 生魚 sashimi) 是很不文明"

我會食生義粉, 生菜, 生 mushroom, 生出前一丁~ 我那麼不文明啊...哈!!!

>>July 25, 2006 at 3:52:36 AM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 23 日 星期日 【晴】

I met Y & A in MSN on Saturday night!

Then I have another chat in MSN last night~ N, A1, N1....

Oh suddenly many friends popped onto MSN! And suddenly I feel that they are all so caring! LOVE YOU GUYS!!! I've got a new mission this year, and have to put all my CLIENTS in CONFIDENTIAL mode! So their names were replaced with a letter, hahah~

Last night & tonight - I've stomache! I don't know why! More or less the same time too! I have good dinner these 2 days! And just get no idea wat's wrong! I bet might be STRESS? Um... decided to back off from UNI tomorrow. Try and see.... get a rest ya!

Oh yes, this's only the 2nd week, and I am terribly hardworking >.< ~ partly my style, and partly don't know what, hahaha~ I just love to WORK HARD! And just like to starve myself and work, hahah~

No, I have meals! I do!!!

>>July 24, 2006 at 2:15:22 PM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 21 日 星期五 【晴】

Went to a place that I never like going, somewhere that I am not meant to be there.

I wonder why they didn't go to the casino (the actual gambling area), is it becoz of my presence?

A brother in Christ called me when the other day he was outreaching his friends, these guys booked a slot to play bowling in Crown. Yes, surely understand that this brother doesn't like to enter Crown...

I was in Crown last night, with 2 brothers, a new friend & a sister. OK~ I've got Sunday OFF, and it was still early after dinner, I asked if I can join them and not go home. Oh yes~ for the past 6 days, each night/evening was nearly the same - play viola, bible study, reading, chating, checking mails, and keep tracking any new schedules... Wanna something different! hoohoh

One of the brother paid for our ice-cream! He's very generous!

And we head off to the Game Arcade too!

Yes, I did wonder, what will their agenda be if I were not there... The ice- cream brother said becoz of Jesus that we didn't enter to the gambling area. He's right somehow. But I doubt if he was telling the truth or just fooling me. I asked if he was indeed, hahha~ so curious & innocent me ya!

>>July 23, 2006 at 1:55:44 AM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 20 日 星期四 【晴】

今朝 d 火車死曬~ 11點上堂, 我好準時等 10:22 的火車, 基本上是會早到校園. 點知 d 路鬼定火車有事~ 10:45有車, 不過車 not taken passengers =_= ~ FINE! 最後我 call 的士.

放學買左件 Monash Hoodie ^.^ ~ 黑色的, 很開心有新衫啊. 之前有姊妹話過我經常穿一些沉色的衫... 有時"外人"見到我們"音樂學生"經常穿黑色, 又感到我們是 goth 一類 (文化破壞者). 所以上次媽媽買比我的 Emily The Strange, 黑 & 紅色, 我都怕被人話...

黑色... 我知在我媽媽的眼中是不好的, 咩 sexy~ 咩 immodest...

但我經常穿黑色, 是因為 anytime 我想準備自己 - 都在舞台上. 黑色, 是 elegant! 是 professional 樂手會選擇的 colour...

i love monash!

>>July 21, 2006 at 5:46:26 AM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 16 日 星期日 【晴】

心情很難受. 只可以 admit 自己喜歡上了弟兄.

不想是這樣. 不想.

>>July 17, 2006 at 1:40:21 PM GMT+8

2006 年 7 月 15 日 星期六 【晴】

Day 1
Being sick, landed in Macau safely, went to the doctor. She gave me some Panadol =_= ~ vitamins & some form of anti-vomitting medicine! Well~ she said I have not fully recovered from my flu and that's why I got this terrible headache on the flight.

Day 2
Yum Cha with grandparents being cancelled, due to my weak body and need lots of rest.

Day 3
This is the first Sunday, no matter what, I am not stopping to go to church to worship my Lord, heheh~ yes, I go out today!

Met Jackie & Joyz at 8pm for dinner. They were my best buddies back in 2002. Jackie's working at casino & Joyz in Hotel/Tourism field.

Day 4
Finally I met my grandma! She kept asking for her daughter, when's her return and asking me when I will leave again. I hate that... doesn't like to upset her indeed! Didn't eat much... still not totally well

Had my haircut afterwards~ My hairdresser is KIM. He has been fixing/cuting my hair for 9 years already! How loyal I am as a customer! hahahhaha

Sister accompany me to get a new pair of eyeglasses this afternoon ^.^ ~

Return home and feel terribly weak! Is it the weather or my body?

I had nose-bleeding for more then 20 minutes +_+

Day 5
An aunt from HK came and we went Yum Cha. She was my badysitter, I have no memory of those time, but just get the idea that she's very kind & love me dearly! She's those feel close people who call me "Hoi Wa", it feels very close indeed! Hope she will come to Christ soon!

Day 6
2:30pm went to Singing Bean with Gloria. This lady went to the US 9 years ago and this was her first time to re-enter Macau. We were complaining Macau together, and saying this and that weren't good. Yes, coz both of us have been to overseas and experienced what a BIG BIG world outside of Macau! It was FUN!

Before meeting her, I went and get my return ferry ticket, I still feel not well while taking the bus, so I decided to see a doctor once again.

Day 7
Been at home all day. I have this online ministry for church and had to do it. Feel so good~ in my mist of sicky times, I can still serve him =)~

10pm, Gorilla dated me for a drink. I went and mom said something very annoying. I dearly want to leave~ no much freedom in Macau!!! >.< ~ I am already 23 and mom stills...

By 11:20, Gorilla asked if I would like to go to Taipa (an island connected to Macau, but it is part of Macau too!) ~ I wanted, but he warned that we won't be back by 12am. He knows well, I am those "Cinderella"...be back by 12am!!!

Day 8
Went out...for buying some stationery. Staying at home for rest. Dad listened to me playing Bach.

Day 9
Mom went with my to the Macao Potestant Cemetry, but it was closed! Yeah~ at that time it was 5:30, I knew we were a bit late~ but earlier in the afternoon was very hot that I can't stand to go out!

Mom leave me and return home, she has all this passion looking after the 5 turtles that dad bought home!

I went to visit my grandma. Yes, this was my mission and my aim to return to Macau in the middle of the year! I don't usually do that.

We had dinner with her too!

Day 10
My cousin wants to sleep and so I didn't wake her up for church. No worries, I will go myself!

5:30pm, dated my 3 viola students, we went for shopping, dinner & photo-taking. They demanded me until 10:30pm. I told them that I wanted to rest more. Somehow I am afraid I will experience the headache and vomitting once again... but are they too young to understand me? Well, maybe my NO doesn't work...

Mom scolded when I return home by 9pm. I can't sleep this night, I said something rude to her and protested. Bad temper...Being good for 9 days, I failed on the 10th day... so sorry for my Lord. Yes~ praise comes from my mouth, but coarse language can come from the same mouth as well. Guard my tongue!!!

Day 11
I went to the Potestant Cemetry once again myself, saw the grave and on them are verses and words like VICTORY, JOYFUL DEATH, etc... I feel so cheered up there! Later I went to church to meet the bible reading group of my orchestra. However, my music director didn't came, neither do the other members. I just met the co-worker, who was formerly playing violin in YSO. OK~ we had a nice sharing for an hour ^.^ ~

11:15pm, I was already in HKIA, waiting for my return flight to Melbourne! Grabbed my medicine for motion sickness. Um..received a few SMS from a fellow brother. This brother in Christ had called me 3 times while I was in Macau~ and several SMS + 7 e-mails in 7 days. His caring made me wonder...

>>July 16, 2006 at 8:43:30 AM GMT+8