2005 年 11 月 28 日 星期一 【晴】

1745 - 1920

原來這段時間我做了那麼多事情: 教小提琴, 教大提琴, train 合奏 & 當伴奏.

馮生教琴真的有他的一套...



Evening 與朋友傾計, 讓她說說苦水.

吾曰:"您放心啦, 今次我返左黎!"

我好似 d 人話咩幫人出義氣...她是我的 music partner, 未出國時我們 already 一起玩音樂. 當我走了, 有不少的新人進進出出, 好像個個都幾串, 又或者想當首席, 但又沒有料...攪到她都沒心機, 有時又激氣. 這悠揚樂團, 如果沒有 special guest, 當我出現時, 中提首席個位我坐的, 所以我可以幫人出義氣, 哈哈.

今日個大提琴學生告訴我知她的不滿, 說馮生一小時裡有 4個學生, 又出出入入, 沒太多的時間教她. 心想, 如果她知道我是馮生的女兒, 她會否這樣對我說呢.

不竟我是幫她伴奏...對了, 她很沒信心. 但好感恩呀, 我今日對她超有愛心, 她 comment 我好人 ^.^ ~ 而且我幫到她一步一步去 improve & 讚賞她. 教琴前祈了禱, 我深信是天父的作為啊.


回家路上我知我回復了不少歸屬感. 是音樂, 整個在澳門的生命力, 跟本就是音樂. 我不禁告訴天父, "我喜歡留在澳洲, 但 you have control!" Yes, my Lord has control!

>>November 29, 2005 at 1:02:14 PM GMT+8

2005 年 11 月 24 日 星期四 【晴】

I started my teaching yesterday, it was orchestra training for kids (primary 5-6), there were around 25-30 kids. I was tired to death when I returned home! My sister is a class teacher, she has experiences in teaching primary & secondary students. Wa...she's so 惡! Not 惡 on me, but teaching me how to 惡 to the kids and how to handle them. I did learn how to deal with kids and to keep their attention in playing the violin, but somewhat, the culture in Oz is different from Macao, my music director hasn't settle all my schedules, I am partly in STANDBY MODE for them! =) quite FUN anyway!

Thanks God for the opporunity and the pay!

>>November 25, 2005 at 1:52:45 AM GMT+8

2005 年 11 月 22 日 星期二 【晴】

2-6 Dec, got an invitation to go to Japan to perform. What's more...I have given up this opportunity! Hahha...is that silly?

Flight delayed: return date - 25 December 2005
Is that cool to take a flight on 25 December? Should be a nice nice quiet time with Jesu!

Reasons for delaying:

24 Nov - 24 Dec - offered teaching violin for kids, training violist, helping absented teachers and teaching in violin class at church. Altogether four areas to help out. I was pretty shocked with the offer - high paid + working experiences.

12 Dec - bible study & prayer meeting in the orchestra.

24 December 05 - performance in a gospel concert with S. T. Church, considered my friends in Macao, I shall give them some more time too...

Other than that, a good opportunity to stay with my family. Last by not least, Jesus asked: "Will I give myself any chance to live in Macao?" Truly, I can figure out this question won't come from my mind, friends who know me know that I dislike my family and Macau! Every of my return are quite short, and it's my control to escape from my life in Macau...



I went for lunch with my music director today, with another sister who is in our orchestra. I was amazed when I learned that a lot of the soloists/musicians that we have worked with are Christians! Ray Wang, the dad-son percussionist, Pro Chow, Homer Lee...and also there is a cell-like meeting in HK APA!!! The 24th Dec event...the conductor & our soloists will share testimony while our orchestra are performing some Christmas carols and worship songs.

>>November 25, 2005 at 1:51:16 AM GMT+8

2005 年 11 月 20 日 星期日 【晴】

Thanks everyone's prayer and goodbyes!!!
Love you all!

Arrived HKIA safely.
Watched 3 movies during the flight, but I felt asleep for 2 movies =_=
Enjoyed my supper in the flight. Coz I didn't eat much with the cell farewell dinner.
Next time...don't treat me with spicy food ar >.< hahahah

Arrived HK-Macau Ferry safely.
Many many thanks for my brothers explaining the E11 route and how I get off the bus.
I did recognize what you guys told me, and also reconfirm with the driver.
But one silly thing, I stood infront of the driver for some time,
I thought I shall give the $21 fares to the driver...
but the driver asked me to pop them in the fare box.
What energy had God give me...I have 1/2 day in HK with my cousin,
and met an auntie and her son. This auntie brought me up for a year or so,
but all I remembered is her voice and her existence on earth.
Not bad...shopped a gift for my sister, she likes it ^.^ !

Arrived Macau safely.
Seems fine chating with mum & sister.
Have my lovely warm shower by the evening.
I met grandpa for dinner, he said he delay his birthday dinner,
coz fearing that my flight might delay! So smart! (if so, may coz disappointment for him)
Dad arrived home by 10pm. His first sentence:"Have you tried the viola I bought you?"
Second last sentence "You must play scales, practice them each day."
By 11pm, sister helped me, he asked dad to understand me, for my tiredness.
Well, I wanted to cry too, is that all we can chat and understand is MUSIC?

TODAY 21 Nov, return to OZ soon - 8 Dec, hahah
I promised to call a friend when I wake up.
But my first thing this morning was to switch on the PC and wash my face after that.
The next thing...Holy Spirit reminded me to return to my room,
missed a "Good morning" for my Heavenly Daddy!!! oh!!!
I guess I miss my CCBC buddies more, as Jesus is with me anywhere!
haha~ I am visiting Tom Lee Music Center,
Hopefully my dad doesn't know that.
He has his music shop indeed...but I love Tom Lee, more stocks!


PS MSN in this PC isn't working, gor a clash I guess...
but I can online daily (I will make it!)

>>November 25, 2005 at 1:46:53 AM GMT+8

2005 年 11 月 18 日 星期五 【晴】

主, 女兒要讚美您的慈愛!!!
求主赐福比送我來回機場的兄姊.
主, 我知, 在我未回到澳門之先, 您 already 去了澳門, 為女兒 prepare 一切!
天父, forgive me for ignoring my family on earth.
求主給女兒有愛心對待屋企人.
求主給女兒有智慧去與他們說話, 有耐心去聽, 去溝通.
求主給女兒有休息的時間, 放下事奉.
求主給女兒有智慧去用時間 - 教會 - 家人 - 朋友.
求主祝福女兒回母校, 帶住喜樂的心情見我的老師.
求主讓我兩個樂團上上(directors)下下(colleagues)明白, 體諒我.
求主讓 grandma & grandpa 在我身上看得到基督.
求主記念姐姐, 求主使用那本書, 打開姐姐的心, 感動她.
求主都比我有智慧分享我的經歷.
求主叫女兒不 dominant, 不 being proud, 不 criticize!
求主祝福我 & 安仔哥哥一起的時間, 叫女兒仰望神, 不要在愛情上跌倒.
求主祝福我 & Jackie 的 friendship, 教女兒珍惜她.
求主保守女兒的靈命, 沒有 mentor, 沒有兄姊在身邊的日子...
求主祝福女兒完成 MMTC 靈修生活的 materials, 及在當中有得著.
求主祝福女兒在澳門的靈修生活, prepare a quiet place for 女兒!
主, 女兒選擇不帶部 MD & worship CD with me back to Macao,
女兒求您讓我能夠更清楚聽到您的聲音.
天父, 記您到在我屋企的兄姊, 他們去 prepare 音樂會的當中, 有您的同在.
祝福他們的合作, 時間, 也叫到您的屬靈 atmosphere 在當中!!!

保守 LIFE 能夠 settle 下年的安排.
求主您都給 Alex 有well-being, 有時間, 體力去與 LIFE 開會.
記您到 Aeronica, 大大的祝福她, 給她智會去 handle d projects!
求主祝福 Carman, 讓她 can smoothly 幫手做 prayer news.
祝福在祈禱會帶領敬拜的兄姊, 能帶出敬拜者的心.
祝福 Thailand Mission Support Team 每位 member 有共通的時間, 一起開會.
祝福 KFC 的人手不足~ 仲有比智慧女兒去在當中事奉小朋友.
祝福 Choir & MM, 天父, 兩個 team 都有您的同在, 我感謝您!!!

天父, 讓女兒與您同行, 去成長, 去學習.
感謝您給女兒很多前輩, 去教訓女兒, 去引導我.
主呀, 女兒個好心愛的琴呀, 放左入 storage, 沒有 insure 架~
女兒求您看守我個琴! 保守他的身體 (木) 不受到氣溫的影響.
給女先智慧去選舉用 pick up 定係買過一個電提琴!

>>November 19, 2005 at 12:02:20 AM GMT+8

2005 年 11 月 16 日 星期三 【晴】

後記, 怪癖就當然是怪的啦~ 哈哈

1. 喜歡食藥多過食有 nutrition 的食物.
因為"快", 我都不喜歡 use my time 在吃方面...


2. 買公仔要買兩隻相同, 因為擔心一隻公仔被帶回家後會 lonely. 不買一對公仔, 因為我未拍拖.
我太多時間返左學/教會喇, 返到屋企就 ZZzzz, d 公仔真係好慘...


3. 不吃有骨 & or 有殼的東西. (eg chicken wings, fish), unless 有人幫手去骨
因為儀態問題, 而且食完野 d 骨夜係張 dinning table 上好不雅!!!
但講真, 我經歷過有男士好 gentleman 幫我去左 d 骨!!!


4. 不喜歡交談, 喜歡用 pen & paper or e-mail 溝通.
唔知, 性格問題....!?

>>November 16, 2005 at 10:34:02 PM GMT+8

2005 年 11 月 14 日 星期一 【晴】

奉命把自己的怪癖寫出來...

1. 喜歡食藥多過食有 nutrition 的食物.

2. 買公仔要買兩隻相同, 因為擔心一隻公仔被帶回家後會 lonely. 不買一對公仔, 因為我未拍拖.

3. 不吃有骨 & or 有殼的東西. (eg chicken wings, fish), unless 有人幫手去骨

4. 不喜歡交談, 喜歡用 pen & paper or e-mail 溝通.

>>November 15, 2005 at 10:42:28 AM GMT+8

2005 年 11 月 13 日 星期日 【晴】

Following are the Flight Details for QF83
from Melbourne to Hong Kong.

This flight has a total journey time of 9:11 Hrs Flight:QF83
Operator: Qantas Airways
Departure:
Date:
Time: Melbourne
Sat 19 Nov, 2005
23:59

Arrival:
Date:
Time: Hong Kong
Sun 20 Nov, 2005
06:10
Flight time: 9:11 hours
Aircraft type: Airbus 330-300

>>November 13, 2005 at 10:20:52 PM GMT+8

2005 年 11 月 12 日 星期六 【晴】

Dad mentioned it is difficult to have PR in Australia...haha I then tell him that that's why I am visiting Macao for such a short period!!! Make sense? What if I can't get my PR by 2007...

Things throwing to my luggage:
Mobile charger
Sermon notebook
Bible
Skirt x 2
long sleeves clothes x 2
bras, undies, sanitary towels
black shoes
mum's ordered sovenirs
book - sister's gift, my devotional materials & books
gospel gifts
medicine

With me to the plane:
book
unwanted viola
camera
Notebook


Things throwing into my storage:
Super precious CD & Stuff
Lovely Viola
luggage (by Sat morning)
Unwanted Viola

Things planning to bring back:
My lovely snoopy 音樂盒...
(for 3 times that I wanted to 偷運 to Melbourne!!! But unsuccessful)
Sister's unwanted skirt XD
good news about my spiritual planting

>>November 13, 2005 at 12:49:27 PM GMT+8

2005 年 11 月 12 日 星期六 【晴】

Psalm 42:11

Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.

>>November 13, 2005 at 4:17:06 AM GMT+8