2005 年 6 月 4 日 星期六 【晴】

好驚明天的 exam 會 fail.

祈求神保守....

- 雙手唔好有咩損傷
- 雙手唔好震得太勁
- 天氣唔好凍僵我雙手
- 支弓 d 弦唔好 break
- 個琴一切安好
- 個琴唔好走音
- 對 ears 敏感每個音準
- 對腳堅定在地上


e 一刻 already 手震了. 仲喊了, 真的很怕明天的 exam. 放上了 13 個星期的 effort, d 野 unlearn 再 relearn, 5 位好好好先生都睇住我由上年的 level improve 到今日的 level. 阿 SIR 上年話 "you need enormous of work", 今年則話 "Huge improvements, keep working". 我好感恩...感恩...

擔心 if I fail...can I overcome it...

>>June 5, 2005 at 11:53:39 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 4 日 星期六 【晴】

進入最後階段了~

一向都知道考試(音樂)之前唔可以練咁多琴, 因為會有反後果的成績出現, 不過今日都拉左兩粒鍾, 今晚又拉過, 太愛音樂了 .

如果您學過琴, 都知彈 scales 是咩一回事...但對左成個 semester, 咩反應都冇曬了~ 阿 sir 話: love every note! 佢仲要講得好有 passion, LOVE every NOTE ~

>>June 5, 2005 at 7:41:24 AM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 2 日 星期四 【晴】

A big big suprise receiving a banana from Alice!!!

I remember last year, Yoyo gave me a hand cream when my performance exam approaches...

Thanks God, they are so caring! "We love because God first loved us!"


A banana from Alice.
A hand cream from Yoyo.
An apple from Daniel for my Birthday.
A red packet exchange with Ivan during Chinese New Year.
A box of herbal candies from Mentor when I am terribly sick.
A tissue, an A 4, a greeting...................................................................


Every every little gifts touched my heart. I don't know what's the reaction when you receive an apple as a gift in Macau, in HK...Sounds silly? But all these touched me very much! There is love and caring. ^.^

>>June 4, 2005 at 1:14:57 PM GMT+8

2005 年 6 月 1 日 星期三 【晴】

決定了明天早餐是 uncle toby breakfast bar & banana

Then return to uni early for a cup of coffee


Banana - enhance relaxation
Cafferine - contribute to shakiness & anxiety

What happens when both taken tomorrow morning?

>>June 2, 2005 at 11:55:14 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 31 日 星期二 【晴】

終於去左入貨喇~

e 家可以長期在屋企溫書, 因為買左好多野食啊~


PS 考音樂演奏試, 多吃香蕉會 calm down 一些的!!!



期待放假的日子, 不過其實我不喜歡放假,

交了咁多學費又放假, 把鬼咩~~

只是今個假期又可以返 church full-time 事奉兩三日 ^.^ ~

事奉神, 服侍人 ~~

仲有 7月4-15 日返學校玩 O-week!

仲有嘔返隻音樂. 早幾日寫成了的音樂,

好大可能在下學期自己演奏返呢!

一邊天幾開心, 一邊天有些怯...

>>June 1, 2005 at 10:53:09 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 31 日 星期二 【晴】

1997 年 6 月 1 日

很記得這日子

是我第一次拿起一個中提琴

那天我第一把提琴運到了琴行

>>May 31, 2005 at 11:53:02 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 29 日 星期日 【晴】

At last I can rest on a Tuesday! The concert is over and so does the rehearsal! Well, there are 2 mock exams this week, Tue & Thur. Due to my still-preparing progress, I decided to do the Thur one, so I free myself tomorrow from uni, wahahaha...


Re: Jackiekiki
您呀~ 您自己又點呀~ 有幾何探望您的家人呢~
出國不易的, 放假回國, 不無聊嗎? (以 $, 見識, experiences... )
這是 mid-year break, results 未出, 未知有冇要補考, quite risky leaving Australia at this time!

>>May 30, 2005 at 12:59:04 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 28 日 星期六 【晴】

爸爸來電...上次回澳的機票 subsidy 成功 apply 了~ sub 左 $3000+

問了我的寒假有幾長. He wants me to return ~.~

Lovely mum told me the exact date of grandma's birthday just now. She's so nice! She knows that I never never can remember lunar's calendar...Ar, we did have a nice chat this evening ^.^ ~ I often ask how's her piano studies going, coz she's my first student! She's just so cute~

Well then, picked up a few pics, letter pad and colour pens, and begun my 家書 for grandma. I really have no idea how to talk to a 長者 about the gospel. Anyway, still mentioned God on the letter. One thing really touched me - they are 平安!!! I told them it's becoz God has 保守 me & them, let me no need to worry about them while I am not with them.

Years ago before I come to Oz, Aunt left Macau and migrated to Oz, she's the smallest daughter of grandma, and grandma misses her very much. I began a mission to accompany grandma each Sunday, somewhat replacing Aunt. And at times, me and grandma are quite close. She misses me for sure...I passed the mission to my 2 lovely cousins, oh well, by sometimes they can't make it, haha. I understand...it's tough to wake up early on Sunday mornings!



Received an e-mail from a lovely sister, so happy ^.^

Wa, I don't know why...but everyone seems "lovely" to me ya!

>>May 29, 2005 at 1:06:32 PM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 24 日 星期二 【晴】

Spent 左 30+ 分鍾在 Friendster.com, 找到了很多很多 old friends. 一個又一個名, 原來在我不同的階段, 身邊有不同的知己出現, 好 close, 不過, 個"階段"過去, 朋友也離開了我的生命!


Be my friends and take my hand and tell me what your name is. (2x)
We can learn a lot together and it might be fun.
Seeing what's the world about and what the Lord has done.

Alive, alive, it's good to be alive, alive
In love, with live, and very much alike alive
A smiling face, can make the world a place,
where is good to be alive, alive, alive



母校是我最喜歡的地方 ^.^

>>May 25, 2005 at 12:09:04 AM GMT+8

2005 年 5 月 23 日 星期一 【晴】

下午一直在作曲, 1600 去了排練. 黃昏休息的一陣子, 突然有 inspiration 放落隻作品, 好心急想完成 e 隻作品呀 ^.^ ~ 仲想今晚自閉在 computer lab 作埋佢. 1900 完了樂團就到了 library 上網.

之後一個人吃飯. Campus center 很泠清啊. 後來見到 Yannie, 一起吃飯, 好自然地交談起來. 很開心 ^.^ ~

聽佢講, music degree 有 105 分, 仲差 15 分先攪到個 PR. 我估, 以我的 "姑姐" relationship 再加個 financial support, 應該唔難攪個 PR 排, 哈哈~


頭先看了屋屋, 1 bedroom/studio...

>>May 24, 2005 at 11:30:51 AM GMT+8