2005 年 3 月 31 日 星期四 【晴】

與 TSO 合作五個星期了, 這兩次排練開始擦出了火花, 各人的音樂感...大家的動作...溝通...眼神接觸...最後我想講, 我唔捨得提出離開他們! 在第二之排練時, 就知道了樂團指揮是一位基督徒, 昨日回家, 又看到他們其中一架車上有"魚魚"的記號...那我可以安心離去嗎?

不知道...


下星期他們有個 day trip, 因為教會的原故, 推了.


今晚演出地方是 Doncaster Secondary College, 7:30~ 嘩哈哈~

>>April 1, 2005 at 5:00:45 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 30 日 星期三 【晴】

Psalm 68:5
A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling.


Received Fiona McGuigan's e-mail yesterday, really happy to get her reply! Remember her ma? The teacher from Embassy, my first course in Oz (2002)! A bit shocked when she told me that the second 1/2 of last year was tough for her and her family. Her dad passed away, quite painly. I wish I know it at that time, so I could have prayed for her.


Tomorrow will be my concert with TSO in Doncaster. Wish you would come.

>>March 31, 2005 at 12:26:53 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 28 日 星期一 【晴】

5 月6 日有 conducting assessment.

今天完成了 75% reading on Conducting. 好似不太難, 有一部分講作位一個指揮點 transpose d 音, 另一部分則是作為樂手點做 transpose. 始終我未學過 c 調以外的樂器, 有些困難 >.< 看 notes 時, 佢又講得好清楚, 我又好似 ok ....奇怪~

或者好似彈返一隻3年前覺得好難的作品, 今天不覺得難了~ 在音樂界裡打滾了不少日子...

>>March 29, 2005 at 4:40:03 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 28 日 星期一 【晴】

上上次回澳門取了爸爸一支長笛,
上次取了爸爸兩本私人珍藏的音樂理論書.
下一次想取爸爸的指揮棒走, 嘩哈哈~

很快要學指揮了. 很想有支指揮棒玩下~

一支指揮棒要...
- 12 inches long
- made of holly wood (light wood)
- pear-shaped
- white in colour is recommended

>>March 29, 2005 at 3:07:20 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 26 日 星期六 【晴】

Well, back to my emotional stuff...

24 March
God told me that victories are given by HIM, not gained by myself.

25 March
God reminded me that life on earth is temporary. Nth really matters beside eternity.

26 March
God made me think over the word "Sabbath". Recently I have rested, but I have forgotten to look back on what I have accomplished, on whatever I have done during the week. On his creation, the 7th day, He rested, enjoyed his work...so do I must enjoy and appreciate!!!



A few names appeared in my mind while I was thinking of any partners for that volunteer thing. Hhehe...will you be one of those?

>>March 27, 2005 at 4:37:04 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 26 日 星期六 【晴】

Today will be my 2nd last rehearsal with Taiwanese String Orchestra, perhaps I may leave them after the concert in Doncaster next Friday.

So most probably, after this Easter break, I am back to normal - no orchestras on Sundays :( ~~ only school and church and school and church ~~

I went into the website for volunteers just now. I was amazed at the many many ads for music volunteer! I am so eager, I wanted to apply!!! One of the ads seek for volunteers to perform instruments in an aged & community care hostel in North Melbourne. An hour each performance, and 3-4 times a year. That sounds fine (schedule)! Well...a few things rolling...shall I go alone, shall I seek some more partners (church, school, music friends)? Last but not least, does Heavenly Daddy want me to do so?

It's my character, I like volunteering ^.^ It's not fun after all, as it takes energy off. However, it is encouraging and joyful! Meaningful, man!

These few weeks have been wondering what's my future like. I met my viola teacher, who is a freelance, really admire her life! What about me?

>>March 27, 2005 at 3:56:31 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 25 日 星期五 【晴】

Have my Guitar Lesson 2 15-minutes ago~ wahohoho~

Remember that my guitar course has been cancelled? Anyway, I have found several resources from the net, which can teach me to play guitar! As I have learned it long long time ago, I still got some knowledge of it, not that difficult ya! Plus, I am learning it to gain extra musical knowledge, and for fun~ ^.^

>>March 26, 2005 at 1:42:09 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 24 日 星期四 【晴】

Many things rolling in my mind, what's the main cause of my emotional ups & down? I am eager to know, I am eager to sort it out!!! This March is like a disaster! Have been putting efforts on emotional issues, it really takes my energy off! I did another brain storm last night, got 5 areas which caused me to feel upset this week. Not sure if they are the right ones, as I am still wondering.

Yelled to Lord, to Brother On, to mentor, to this blog, keep yelling...



"ALIVE, ALIVE, it's good to be alive!
A smiling face can make this world a place, where it's good to be alive."

The above is a chorus from my primary school song, I was signing it yesterday while going to CCBC, as I was so weak! Probably 1/2 dead.

>>March 25, 2005 at 5:28:08 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 24 日 星期四 【晴】

Chicken Pasta Salad ^.* yummy!!! The first time I made it after returning to Oz, and today I have piled up 4 boxes of this salad thing. The following 4 dinners will be Chicken Pasta Salad, mate ~_~ !!!

Well, it always nice for me, staying in my room, with my instruments, my lovely pics & Heavenly Daddy. I hope I can maintain this quiet pace during Easter!

Taylors 的一位音樂先生講過, this world can end, but music never stops! 好一句"音樂唔可以停"...

雖然放假, 不過下星期依然要到先生屋企學琴. 算啦, 反正戈日都出 city. 今早同先生傾電話, 讚我今期的 journal 寫得好呀 ^.^ ~~

>>March 25, 2005 at 5:27:15 AM GMT+8

2005 年 3 月 23 日 星期三 【晴】

告訴我的心

請不要哭泣

但我眼淚總不懂停止

告訴我





下午在 Pslam 44:4-8 得到小小 insight...

You're my kind & my God
You command victories for your people
Only by your power can we push back our enemies
Only in your name we trample on foes
I do not trust my bow
I do not count on my sword to save me
It is you who gives us victory on enemies
It is you who humbles those who hate us
O God, we give glory to you all day long
and constantly praise your name


看了幾次, 就 fallen asleep ~
是衪給予的平安~ gave me peace in HIM!

>>March 24, 2005 at 10:52:13 AM GMT+8