2005 年 10 月 11 日 星期二 【晴】

讀書溫習~上星期大家講開讀書的 struggles. 朱仔 comment 左我一句..."您是一個 discipline 的人！" er...或者我真係唔明白他們的 struggles 啦~ 對我來說, 讀書~ 難唔難都好, 我好 enjoy 架~ 學校比的功課, 都是為我們好, 做多 d, 先 master 多 d 野. 而且最後得益的是我們啊.

開開心心上學. 最緊要是 love my school, love my subjects!

音樂都有唔 enjoy 的東西, 咩 3 octave scales, contemporary Galamean Scales, 永遠沒有人 perfect 到的弦樂雙音...有個教 Jazz 的阿 sir, 上堂不段 repeat 3 個字 "Love every note", 愛每一個音符. 我們聽了感到有些 offence, "您想點呀 =.="

愛...有愛先有享受, 有正面的思想, 有投入感.

>>October 12, 2005 at 1:22:53 AM GMT+8

2005 年 10 月 9 日 星期日 【晴】

星期日去了 post office 取信, 很開心~ 今次有好多信呀, 除了 bank statements, 收到 Joyce Meyer 的 megazine, 好朋友的信 & music camp 的信.

String academy confirm 了收到我的 application, 仲出埋 receipt, application fee 是 $75, 預計下星期初會知我的 scholarship application success or not.

發現有朋友下星期生日, 更發現好快會到十一月!!!就快回澳門了~

>>October 10, 2005 at 2:55:06 PM GMT+8

2005 年 10 月 8 日 星期六 【晴】

Back to my church visit this morning @ WCF/City Life Church...I experienced another authenic worship & encountering with the Lord. One of the brothers shared what he did in a restless night, namely from A - Z what was sad in his life, I only remembered a few...F for forgetful, E for extremly ugly, etc. He got stucked at "Q". The following morning, he told his wife what he did and his wife came out with "You are a "Quenchable" idiot!!!" for "Q".

I used 16 minutes tonight to think of my A -Z thankful list. I am happy tonight, coz I didn't planned anything, just a rough idea that I will spend the night fasting, reading, and anything to do with God. Moreover, a bit disappinting after the list was completed, I feel that my vocabulary is deteriorating

Thankful to God A-Z

Alive today
Believing God
Confession available
Devoted to God
Elastic mood
Food provided
Growing
Holy Spirit
Intimacy with Him
Joy
Knocking God's door
Learning
Maturing
Non financially burdened
Options
Protection
Quadrennial full time student life
Renew
Sufficient
Tonight
Ultraconservative bahaviour revealed
Victory in each fight
Waiting me to renew
X + VIII years of patience
Your grace
Zzz each night

>>October 9, 2005 at 12:03:41 PM GMT+8

2005 年 10 月 5 日 星期三 【晴】

不為也,非不能也

昨日想起這句"不為也,非不能也", 是中五那年好 hit 好常用的句子. 有朋友經常說...d 事講就易, 做就難. 哈, 這一個真合適她呢! 而且 we WON'T 不是 we CAN'T 啊!!!

>>October 6, 2005 at 8:22:58 AM GMT+8

2005 年 10 月 2 日 星期日 【晴】

現在又緊張又興奮 - 星期五是音樂教育的 mock exam!!!
要去 demonstrate 一些小提琴技巧, illustrate 點教學生.
有什麼 strageties, 教學生之中會碰上什麼的問題...

上星期的假期, 比任何一個 school days 更沒時間.
7 日裡頭有 6 日都要出去 - 感恩其中一日可以自閉在屋企煲聖經!
有兩大半天都返左教會, 只有 35 - 60 分鍾練琴,
overall, 整個星期比平日練得小時間.

但 Heavenly Daddy so 奇妙啊! 有限的時間裡, 不得不讚嘆祂的大能,
這星期的 progress 好快 & 好 efficient!
今日再與阿 Suz 一起夾琴, 開始可以擦出 d 火花喇 =)


Psalm 37 4 又 要 以 耶 和 華 為 樂 ， 他 就 將 你 心 裡 所 求 的 賜 給 你 。

5 當 將 你 的 事 交 託 耶 和 華 ， 並 倚 靠 他 ， 他 就 必 成 全 。

>>October 3, 2005 at 11:59:18 AM GMT+8

2005 年 10 月 1 日 星期六 【晴】

學校推愛國愛澳活動成績滿意 ．．．

嘩～　超感因這時的文-ly不是澳門其中一個中學生！！！　
唔知道一班師妹接受不接受這些活動呢．


姐姐 send e-mail 黎, surprise 她說想我回去, 想一起過"有姊妹同在"的日子.
基本上，我是那個光明正大離家出走的女孩，（掛名去留學．．．）

>>October 2, 2005 at 2:28:39 AM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 29 日 星期四 【晴】

1 Oct - Deadline for applying scholarship

Prayerfully hope that my application has arrived in Sydney. Leave it to God la~ if he wishes, I surely can get the scholarship. If it's not his will, that's ok =)

>>September 30, 2005 at 4:05:50 AM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 24 日 星期六 【晴】

撞啱時間~ 我得閒, 加拿大那邊又不是太夜　＝）太好了, 打左個 IDD 過去比 << 您 >> =)

對了, 我好似 MAKE 左個 ASSUMPTION - 5 年後結婚 ~.~

好幾個 Close d 的朋友仔都話過想/會來澳洲探我, 而我就請他們用 5 年來 save $, visit me 5 years later in my wedding ^.^ ~ I haven't fall in love (again) yet!!! NOT YET! My ideal hasn't been around, at least I have not seen an 90% IDEAL yet!!! But I feel pretty sure God will let me see him soon!!!

>>September 25, 2005 at 2:55:42 PM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 21 日 星期三 【晴】

I did something tonight - apply for scholarship!

XD visited the website for the ASA camp tonight and realized that we can apply for scholarship. My possibility to get the scholarship is very low, but since it's free to apply, not a bad idea to give a TRY!!! Well, I recorded my playing as well, there are quite a number of mistakes, but that is my real performance, no matter how many more times I practice tonight, the mistakes will still be there. They are professionals, they know my level anyway~

Two things I am confident for their selection: early application sent & playing viola. The greatest thing to play viola is that I can have more opportunity~ Have you got many friends playing the viola, but not the violin or the piano? =)

This ASA camp, indeed is very stressful for me! It's very tough! But I need to grow, need to upgrade my skills and not enjoy the FUN among lower grades musicians.

God blesses.

>>September 22, 2005 at 3:00:43 AM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 20 日 星期二 【晴】

Been thinking about the camp this evening, had a chat with mentor. She reminded me that I am very 單純 with money~ And asked me to inform my parents joining the camp.

Estimated the whole expense for the camp - Aus $2000.

Option 1: inform my parents (although there is enough money in my a/c)
Option 2: work and earn it, compensate the expenses.

Ai...'til now haven't apply for a working visa, and had not authenically worked as a part time worker. Just did a bunch of volunteer works in uni and church. I don't want to work ~ since I have the opportunity to be a FULL TIME student for 4 years, I like my time to be devoted to God, to ministry and volunteering.

I was thinking my old way of living, back in 2 years ago...bread for breakfast, lunch & dinner. Water only, no ice tea & coffee. Hhhaa, I am ok for that! But this body belongs to God =.= ~ need better quality.

Shall I work?

The $2000+ in my a/c...if I use them for the camp, I will have nothing left!!! They are my living cost if I have no income when I apply for PR...

>>September 22, 2005 at 3:00:01 AM GMT+8