2005 年 9 月 25 日 星期日 【酷熱】

爺爺 vs 老人院

老人院，一個老人家獻世、等死o既地方。

爺爺，一個九十幾歲，個個都想佢早o的去o既老人家。

其實o係我腦裡面，有好多我同爺爺之間o既記憶，雖然呢o的只係一o的非常模糊o既記憶。

我記得住舊屋（木屋區）o個時，爺爺帶我落街玩，抱住我落街口等爸爸收工返屋企。記得爺爺o係澳門住o既大屋，爺爺陪我玩玩具…好多好多…

佢好鐘意養雀同種花，仲有佢收埋好多好靚o既木枴杖…

o丫！仲有，紅雙喜。

當時我覺得爺爺o既手好有力（可能係我輕o既關係），著住一套灰色衫，一手拖住我，一手拿住口煙…

到我大過佐，爺爺已經搬佐去澳門定居，冇返香港。我由o的親戚口中聽返o黎，都係爺爺o既壞話，無論係爸爸、「女麻女麻」都係咁講，好奇怪，總之就係不負責任，全家由「女麻女麻」養大等等。

我唔知爺爺點對屋企人，我只係知當我過澳門接佢返o黎o既時候，佢已經唔係我記憶中o既爺爺，只係一個孤獨老人。我一對手已經可以將佢抱起，白髮斑斑，亦都甩佐好多。十幾年冇見過，一時間真係接受唔到，呢個就係細個成日帶我去玩，抱我、錫我o既爺爺。

我唔可以做到o的乜，亦唔敢自告奮勇話要承擔佢返o黎香港住老人院o既生活費。一個人老佐，成為家庭o既包伏，好慘。

我嘗試同佢溝通，但係唔知佢係咪真係認得我。雖然身體有毛病，不過佢講o野仲係大大聲，仍然好固執！係喇！呢個就係我爺爺。

或者，買「大白兔奶糖」佢食，係我唯一可以做o既o野。

爺爺，其實我知您只係貪玩嗟，您唔係佢o地所講咁差o既。我仍然愛您。

>>October 12, 2005 at 3:14:07 AM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 24 日 星期六 【酷熱】

帶你看風景
吳國敬

在客廳裡看你
沒法感覺身處山景海景
東京北京的你有多優美

換個方法愛你
用各種各色的角度去望你
伴你為你預計各種天氣

帶你看風景　記載好心情
彼此所想的烏托邦沿途亦致慶

到處有風景　記載這感情
彷彿東西方都替這愛意加簽了見證

在照片裡看你
亦要呼吸身處風沙深山
滄海冰島親吻你的空氣

在記憶裡愛你
直到海角天邊我們已遇過
往過渡過踏過了幾多公里

帶你看風景　記載好心情
彼此所想的烏托邦沿途亦致慶

到處有風景　記載這感情
彷彿東西方都替這愛意加簽了見證

帶你看風景　記載好心情
彼此所想的烏托邦沿途亦見證

到處有風景　記載這感情
彷彿山高海深也懂和諧地感應

帶你看風景　看我的心情
不管攀山嬉水趁這行程盡量的任性

到處有風景　有我的感情
彷彿一花一草也替這愛意加簽了見證

>>November 10, 2005 at 10:42:21 PM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 23 日 星期五 【酷熱】

WHEN YOU SAY NOTHING AT ALL
By Ronan Keating

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best… when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd (the crowd)
Try as they may they can never define
What's been said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best… when you say nothing at all

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best… when you say nothing at all

(You say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all...)

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know that you need me

>>November 10, 2005 at 8:43:48 PM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 22 日 星期四 【酷熱】

肥

經過o岩o岩半年o係KS o既時間，同埋返佐半年property management學之後，早幾朝見老豆拿佐個磅出o黎磅重，自己又貪得意企佐上去磅…

Ppppkkkkkkkkk！自己居然比半年前重佐15磅！！！太太太得人驚喇！我唔可以接受自己肥佐呢個事實！我已經屙清屙淨o的屎屎尿尿，但係居然會重佐15磅！我o既體重已經保持佐5年以上，而家無端端肥，真係一個好大o既打激…

或者只係之前連續幾個禮拜都有出去同Ken仔「隊」啤先搞到突然上升…又或者係上堂o個時食得太多白朱古力…mmm…冇事o既…我會輕返o既…

我要減肥！

>>September 22, 2005 at 11:55:40 PM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 21 日 星期三 【酷熱】

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU
by Glenn Medeiros

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long

With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star

I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

>>November 10, 2005 at 8:17:22 PM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 20 日 星期二 【酷熱】

A SONG FOR MAMA
by Boyz II Men

You taught me everything
And everything you've given me I always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life (Yeah…)

There isn't anything or anyone that I can be
and it just wouldn't feel right if I didn't have you by my side

You were there for me to love and care for me when skies were gray
Whenever I was down you were always there to comfort me
And no one else can be what you have been to me
You'll always be
You will always be the girl in my life for all times

Chorus:
Mama
Mama you know I love you (oh you know I love you)
Mama
Mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like tears from the stars
Mama I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul

You're always down for me
Have always been around for me even when I was bad
You showed me right from my wrong (Yes you did)

And you took up for me when everyone was downin' me
You always did understand
You gave me strength to go on

There was so many times looking back when I was so afraid
And then you come to me and say to me I can face anything
And no one else can do what you have done for me
You'll always be
You will always be the girl in my life

Chorus:
Mama
Mama you know I love you (oh you know I love you)
Mama
Mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like tears from the stars
Mama I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul

Never gonna go a day without you
Fills me up just thinking about you
I'll never go a day without my mama

Chorus:
Mama
Mama you know I love you (oh you know I love you)
Mama
Mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like tears from the stars
Mama I just want you to know
Lovin' you is like food to my soul
Lovin' you is like food to my soul
You're the food to my soul

>>November 10, 2005 at 8:16:19 PM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 19 日 星期一 【酷熱】

完完全全為你
許志安

未能抱著睡
仍然夜夜入你夢
但願別驚恐
在你身邊這刻多了道彩虹
滿天的色彩柔情代我湧
遠方的心對你仍在乎

當我不知蹤
無聊寂寞在煽動
別被受戲弄
合上兩眼平和來靠近心胸
隨時有我　沿途相擁

人隔多遠只隔著個夢
別孤單不去睡
離開始終也相通
離你雖遠心也為你動
讓這一刻叫喚
下一刻飛撲回到你心中

願陪你做夢
從前浪漫未夠用
但願別驚恐
渡過一番沖擊　一切未相同
你想的完完全全被愛寵
我的真心多想你聽得懂

Wooh...
人隔多遠只隔著個夢
別孤單不去睡
離開始終也相通
離你雖遠心也為你動
讓這一刻叫喚
下一刻飛撲回到你心中

未能抱著睡
仍然夜夜入你夢
但願別驚恐
在你身邊這刻不再現彩虹
已親身回來柔情為你擁
你的心完完全全被愛寵
我的心完完全全為你瘋

>>November 10, 2005 at 6:22:50 PM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 18 日 星期日 【酷熱】

McQuay

一個冷氣機o既牌子，新翠部3號機，爸爸做緊o個間公司。

個場部機好唔掂，自從裝好之後，可以話係冇乜邊日係正常運作，唔係電子板有事又話風扇有事，種種問題，令我o地失去信心。

因為係爸爸做緊o既公司，身為仔o既，梗係話係好o野，但係出o黎係outcome卻係相反，個心都幾唔開心。事關o個個係自己爸爸，梗係唔想人o地睇衰佢，但係偏偏效果係強差人意，到而家我都已經無話可說。

爸爸話o黎新翠整機o個兩條友係廢人，但係佢唔會插手呢件事。可能係o的工程佬做o野原則o既關係，佢o地慣佐唔會隨便插手其他師傅做緊o既o野，唉…我都唔知點講好…

爸爸愛理不理，只係我間唔中問o下佢問題。部機又唔生性，公司o的人對呢個牌子失晒信心，矛盾！

>>October 1, 2005 at 1:56:51 AM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 17 日 星期六 【酷熱】

大名： 被騙者
電郵： [email protected]
說： 亞力~好耐無過嚟啦~因為我日日係咁為handover而開OT...忙到咩咁,加上d幫得手o既同事(咖啡仔)要走,而家10日就有47單handover,你話係咪癲先?就連咖啡仔o既farewell飯局,我都無去...
睇返你呢排真係好鬼忙喎~但咁充實o既生活又好似幾適合你~幾時我哋出去聚一聚呀?懷念被你串o既日子...哈哈哈~~~
>>2005年05月08日 12:28:59

大名： 被騙者
電郵： [email protected]
說： 本來都想知esther個bf咩樣~但你一咁講,即係唔想知...
Nick~我呢度好多箭呀~HELP!!
>>2005年03月22日 13:26:08

大名： 被騙者亞Wing
電郵： [email protected]
說： 你個死仔包!~尋日真係好嬲架~你要用我部腦唔係問題,但要出聲嘛~又close左人地d file...
但我呢d訓醒覺就咩都唔記得,我唔係小氣鬼!~你見我成日俾你串,都無嬲你就知呢~
anyway~多謝你d糖糖~但...你怕我唔夠肥麼?
>>2005年01月29日 08:21:15

大名： 暈暈o地
電郵： [email protected]
說： 諗返最初真係唔係好鍾意你老細,覺得佢咩都唔識,又唔理d細~但慢慢又覺得佢有改善,識走上o黎睇o下喎~
雖然依家唔係跟佢,但可以抽個身出o黎,睇清楚個勢,有時都幾替你老細不值!
所以同你老細講:如果要幫手,搵我啦~(當然要我得閒啦~當我俾個roster攪到頭昏腦脹時搵我,只會俾我剷!)
>>2004年10月31日 12:40:17

>>November 10, 2005 at 12:38:26 PM GMT+8

2005 年 9 月 16 日 星期五 【酷熱】

Shape of My Heart
Backstreet Boys

Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here
Don't put out the glow

Hold me now
Don't bother
If every minute makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become
Oh yeah...

Looking back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone
Play my part
To get you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Sadness is beautiful
Loneliness is tragical
So help me
I can't wait this long
Oh no...

Touch me now
Don't bother
If every second makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become...

Looking back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone
Play my part
To get you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

I'm here
With my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you
The shape of my heart...

I'm looking back
On things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
Keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart...

Looking back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone
Play my part
To get you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Looking back on the things I've done
I was trying to be someone
Play my part
To get you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of...
Show you the shape of my heart....

>>November 10, 2005 at 12:36:06 PM GMT+8