2014 年 3 月 9 日 星期日 【晴】

Oh well, finally we quarelled.

Sheng slept until 4-ish. And when I called him, I heard a man’s voice. I don’t like him to invite friends to stay overnight without letting me know before hand. Though I questioned, he didn’t like to make a respond for getting into more toubled/ annoyed by me.

He knows I am upset. And he tried to be nice to me today.

Overall it’s our anniversary and Ella’s birthday!

In the evening we visited Kid’s Cavern. I enjoyed very much. But what a shame that we only have around 2 hours there. I’d love to spend more time. And there are so many goodies that are so attractive yet expensive.

We had dinner at Galaxy. I thought it would be spacious so Ella and us will be comfortable.

I don’t feel good today.

>>March 10, 2014 at 8:59:29 AM GMT+8

2014 年 2 月 25 日 星期二 【晴】

開心，今早的 production 已有3安 milk :D

>>February 26, 2014 at 7:44:17 AM GMT+8

2014 年 2 月 10 日 星期一 【晴】

lunch time 行去食店，哭了

應該是昨晚開始感受到一種 emotion
是什麼，我仍沒停下來想深一些
只是反常零時零分飲apple juice 及吃了個 cup noodle

basically I was feeling sleepy yet there was my daughter to look after
super sleepy this night

called hubby for some comfort, but he was enjoying the heater and ready to go to bed
what the hxxx

to have cup noodle at midnight, was it for more milk production?
or for a short me-time?

路是難走

>>February 11, 2014 at 9:03:49 AM GMT+8

2014 年 2 月 2 日 星期日 【晴】

30 January
Left the office at 1700, did some last minute shopping, went home to pick up Ella and return to Zhuhai home. The dinner tonight was super fast - started to eat at 1830 and by 1930, we have already cleared the table. Sat down for tea, then return to Nanping for the evening.

*well... anyway we need to be in Nanping tonight, I just don't know why in-laws and my hubby thought that it's comfortable to have the dinner in our apartment. They need to bring the food here and there. And a waste of petrol...

31 January
Up early and get back to Macau. The lunch hour was spent at grandma's place as usual. Hubby request to give the red packets to the kids but I insisted that we have different cultural like theirs in zhuhai. In the afternoon, we pick up in-law and have a family gathering in a restaurant.

Ella was supposed to take a nap but in-law just pull her around those 6 tables. What the... At one time there were 5-6 relatives gathering around and Ella cried. I tried my best to let her feel comfortable by cuddling her myself. I understand in-law would like to bring her "granddaughter" to meet relatives, but it's not a good time.

I took the approach that if Ella isn't welcoming people to pick her up, I will respect her choice. But it's really annoying that in-law and other relatives were forcing it from the hands of in-law and mine.

Around 2000 ish. It's time to go, I insisted that we shall go home. But in-law just ignore it and JUST remember her CONGEE!!! Every time is about feeding! Hubby thought that going home and staying for another while in Nanping is the same. Well, I let him make the choice. But I get hold of Ella all the way.

She slept for almost 2 hours. As predicted. Poor babe.

Then in-law feed her congee. It was ridiculous. From time to time, she would come over and try to wake up Ella. Lucky she is in my hands. She would say that the congee is not warm anymore. Well... the congee shall be reheated or she shall think about Ella's tiredness. Right?

She has presented all signs of sleepiness but were ignored by in-law.

1 February
Uncle called us around 11-ish. And make us go to his home at once. Well, I haven't yet recovered from the night before lor!

We had lunch and dinner at uncle 2 and aunt Fan house today. Their floor is suitable for crawling and so Ella has all her freedom today. She was so happy about it. We have KFC & starbucks for tea :D

Around 2-ish, Ella rubbed her eyes. In-law intervened and ask me to cuddle her to sleep. I ignored her this time XD. Coz the place is not as crowded and she needs not to interact with numerous of people this afternoon. I let her fall asleep naturally.

Today marked the first time that I bath Ella.

2 February
Well... before we head to Doumen in the afternoon, we had lunch at Nanping. As always, in-law prepared congee for Ella. But I was so... XP ~ that Ella didn't want the congee after some spoonful. Oh well, in-law never ask when was the last feeding. And she only thinks that congee is needed everytime they meet.

After the Doumen visit, we were discussing about dinner. Mom & dad initiated to have dinner together. I know well that it's because of my birthday. But Hubby invited in-laws to come, and more, to have dinner in a Chinese restaurant.

First, I never ask for Chinese food in my birthdays.

Second, with in-law? hey, if it's for me, can I only have mom & dad. Who doesn't know there will be a fight when both in-law meets? So who will cuddle Ella? So if one say yes, how about the other no? Conflicts & cultural differences...

Hubby commented that I am selfish and thought that both parents are good to meet up at this Spring festival. Coz I also ask to have a TV/ film session before or after the dinner.

If we follow his plan.

1. We stay at Nanping from 1530 to 1800.
2. We went home, then head back to Nanping, then go to the dinner venue.

Not to mention that we need to drop in-law back.

Hubby has suggested we go to Tap Seac today. Gone.

I replied that if I am selfish, I would spend time and go for a haircut (my fringe are due!)/ a spa or massage treatment. I am just trying to protect our time, we two/ we three. We have spent quite a lot of time with the big big families la.

Finally we droped in-law and return to gongbei, got bb a bath and watched TV together. Enjoyed the chips and choco :D~

>>February 3, 2014 at 3:28:44 AM GMT+8

2013 年 12 月 27 日 星期五 【晴】

Sometimes I think I am living like a single mama. Earning & taking care BB on my own.

Sometimes I doubt why my income needs to contribute to his entertainment & daily expenses. If they are all mine, I could be more relax.

:D you call this love?

>>December 28, 2013 at 4:47:31 AM GMT+8

2013 年 12 月 27 日 星期五 【晴】

Sent a greeting message to a friend, I know he uses whatsapp but bet he prefer to shut down our conversation? Or to avoid any further connection?

May God bless your business and your work. I will always treasure your kindness & care. And as you and I are certain, that our experience will turn to be a blessing to others.

All the best M!

>>December 28, 2013 at 4:41:17 AM GMT+8

2013 年 12 月 10 日 星期二 【晴】

Dad asked Sheng to take a step further for the apartment. I am glad he asked and 62 shall pay for the "誠意金" first.

150 K
3 bedroom
2 balconies
2 toilets

in the midst of uncertainly & burden...

Dad reminded that now is not the time for 享受 -.-

I guess this is the biggest thing I am ready look out.

>>December 11, 2013 at 4:02:14 AM GMT+8

2013 年 11 月 18 日 星期一 【晴】

I met two difficult clients these two weeks.

One parent wasn’t happy with our arrangement and visited our office. He threw some coarse words and has his finger pointing at me while he talked. After he left, I can’t stop my tears.

The other one is our colleague from the head office. Quite a demanding person. She has an operation on her foot previously. So here I assisted to buy her take-away, let my assistant give her a lift after work... I am already very organized but to this lady, I gave her more attention & extra tentative care.

However, she takes things for granted. And send complaints to me daily. =_=~ she even blame me for not reminding her this or that.

I keep asking if I have done anything wrong or if I have missed out anything to serve her. She was a bit emotional and to a point that one day I withdraw from meeting her. I just let our team continue as usual but I would escape.

The people we met before named me The 5-star Emmers. And we always get 9 or 10 out of 10 in our work. On the first working day of this lady, my colleague said that I looked so nervous and frightened. Yes I were.

>>November 19, 2013 at 2:31:43 AM GMT+8

2013 年 8 月 30 日 星期五 【晴】

okay~ 如果佢唔想寫, fine. 都唔使加多句, you ask your steward to be extra careful.

好 hurt.

係...我冇提佢地...我錯 lor!!!

>>August 31, 2013 at 3:23:42 AM GMT+8

2013 年 8 月 30 日 星期五 【晴】

頂~ 第一次被 examiner 發我脾氣!

最衰係 martin 啦! 佢話 d 名錯左, 佢地要 rewrite.

以前我地自己想方法 or send back to 總部.

今次比佢 rewrite, 佢冇野, 另一個就好嬲話唔係佢錯.

的確, 我都嬲 lor~ 今日一 check, 錯左最少 6-8張 =_=

我戈邊 ExAM 錯左一個 INT, 其他都好完美.


我最唔開心係整嬲左佢 LOR~ LAST DAY wor... 要開心走埋. 佢發我脾氣, 好似係我錯咁.

頂.

>>August 31, 2013 at 3:21:38 AM GMT+8