2014 年 11 月 17 日 星期一 【晴】

Thursday last week I sent my testimony to Rev wife. She made a few suggestions which guided me to further share my walk with God. Shared it on Sunday 16/11. I have benefited from preparing the testimony. Reflected and recalled quite a lot of incidents.

Once I have said,
Walk with God is the solution.
It's so good to be a Christian.

I will work hard to get plugged 24/7 again!

>>November 17, 2014 at 4:11:20 PM GMT+8

2014 年 10 月 15 日 星期三 【晴】

“Plan and it will be
given to you.” “You will get anything you work
for.” Those words are not in the Bible. But these
are—“If you remain in me and follow my teachings,
you can ask anything you want, and it will
be given to you” (John 15:7 ncv).
Jesus gave stunning prayer promises.


A sister asked my today the difference of a disciple, an apostle and a believer. With joining the prayer challenge yesterday, I felt that I am at the moment trying to return to the believer's routine. Frankly I am somewhere else. Yes, too much planning but not anywhere nearer to God when praying.

>>October 16, 2014 at 9:57:30 AM GMT+8

2014 年 9 月 10 日 星期三 【晴】

婚禮之後去了 hubby's hometown, 同行的有 99 + 1位同香, 回程時仲多左兩個人. 超唔 romantic, 車又坐得不 comfortable. 三個月之後發現有了 BB, 更加沒機會出門.

好不容易 bb 大了一些, 今年6月我們去了香港. 上星期去了中山. 其間最多入去 doumen 走走. 樓開始供... 多得一些 bonus, 政府的 support, saving 先穩定下來. 很久之前已說要探探偉哥, 也說過去 zhuhai chimelong. 一次又一次因種種的問題沒去到.

上月底我申請了13/9 放半天. 約好要去旅行. 因偉哥已回珠海. 老公說想去廣州.

>>September 11, 2014 at 8:29:45 AM GMT+8

2014 年 5 月 1 日 星期四 【晴】

4月30日 這天因囡囡要到醫院檢查，使用了一天年假。順利的黃昏前回到珠海，排隊過關時我跟老公說買外賣好了，又煮又洗又有囡囡，都沒太多時間在一起。他回應想我健康，堅持煮。

正式吃飯已是９點。我吃了1.5 bowl ~ １１點囡囡睡著了我話 hungry。老公覺得奇怪。

>>May 2, 2014 at 2:41:51 AM GMT+8

2014 年 4 月 22 日 星期二 【晴】

Sold a made in korea dress to a mama for Mop 40. I know the original cost could be Mop 200. never worn. My aim is to clear the wardrobe and perhaps get myself a reward for a decent meal.

Hubby said I sold them for too less and that I can reserve it for his sister. Pardon me, I have complained about the clothes passed on to us previously. He said he can ask if anyone from his hometown wants it and also his 2nd sister.

But there is no action. Mom and 99 ask me to reserve the clothes for our 2nd child. However, we do not have a dehumidifier at home. The clothes just sucks after the humidity level rises.

>>April 23, 2014 at 3:48:12 AM GMT+8

2014 年 4 月 16 日 星期三 【晴】

Sent Hubby's Seiko watch to the repair centre. He inquired a day before that it would take 2 - 3 months to get the repair done.

We both think it's unreasonable.

Having 1 year warranty, having the watch being purchased only on 3 April, he cannot wear it for 3 months? And that the warranty is not expanding?

I took two steps further, checked the repaid service centre in Hong Kong, plus called directly to the repair centre of City Chain in Macau. The lady who answered my call is quite nice and understanding. Though the sales at City Chain isn't very sympathetic.

Well, having my eye glasses replaced and the ATM being on hold for two weeks. It's not a good sign to now have the watch broken...

>>April 19, 2014 at 4:49:42 AM GMT+8

2014 年 4 月 15 日 星期二 【晴】

Hubby expected me to pay for the pizza dinner on Tues evening, then the lunch yum cha last Sunday. He called this lunch time and said Sister Peng is getting married. Asked we are giving $ or gift.

And expect we shared it.

I rejected.

>>April 16, 2014 at 8:36:15 AM GMT+8

2014 年 4 月 15 日 星期二 【晴】

Ella finally went to bed around 1am. I was sitting on the floor, try to avoid Ella going to the sitting room. Plus staring at hubby who could still go to bed.

Oh mine.

Was it because that hubby is here and Ella is not comfortable? Plus the conversation between him and dad disturb Ella's sleep?

I felt bad and wanna be mad at him. Coz normal days we are fine to get through.

But I didn't do anything, just keep it in my mind. Not bad. Peace here.

>>April 16, 2014 at 8:22:07 AM GMT+8

2014 年 4 月 13 日 星期日 【晴】

period

on sunday, in-law mentioned about having 2nd bb. Then something about stopping breastfeeding. the more I think about having a 2nd child, the more I am not at ease.

this am a lot of memories and experiences pop out. G6DP... when hubby returned to his hometown. How hard it is for the first year... SLEEPLESSNESS... hubby said in-law could come over to take care Ella, but this is not the major reason why I resist to have a 2nd child. It's because of the absence of a husband and a father.

I don't want to suffer, that loneliness, that hardwork by myself.

I called hubby twice tonight. He later called back and asked what happened. Coz I only say I miss him.

Well, I am upset, and he is sensed it, just doesn't know what happened.

haha

I miss u is a good phrase to replace any anger and bad words...

>>April 15, 2014 at 10:28:38 AM GMT+8

2014 年 4 月 2 日 星期三 【晴】

就是老公放 aeroplane 好好好幾次, 我都已經唔係好敢約佢.

今日約左 lunch & dinner.

可 lunch 吵架了.

又是 $ 問題.

p.s. bought a seiko watch for hubby; had thought about this for a long time lu... I think... this is ask for forgiveness. And also... maybe, perhaps, but it before I am in debt T_T for the mortgage.

>>April 3, 2014 at 10:22:25 AM GMT+8