2010 年 12 月 10 日 星期五 【晴】

已經落實了 Melbourne Retreat 的 accommodation & flight ticket．Set 返 d 錢坐車坐船 + 食下野，就可以 budget 下可玩幾多買幾多．

First six days will be staying in a studio, where I could cook, have my private room & do a lot of sleeping!!! For the final six days, I will, for the first time stay in a dorm. A 4-bed dorm with ensuite. It's also a week for meeting friends.

>>December 11, 2010 at 2:30:39 AM GMT+8

2010 年 12 月 8 日 星期三 【晴】

=_= ~ office 的新 workmates

~ 感覺好奇怪, 一個阿叔一個阿媽...

@_@ ~ i miss you Mr Yu & Tom! The dynamic in the office has gone >.<

>>December 9, 2010 at 7:55:32 AM GMT+8

2010 年 11 月 29 日 星期一 【晴】

Received 安仔哥哥's SMS. very warm ^.^ ~

>>November 30, 2010 at 1:38:54 AM GMT+8

2010 年 11 月 26 日 星期五 【晴】

Tired, tired, tired.

Mom, my sister and Sheng keep asking me why am I home so early. Perhaps all of them are not used to have me being home at 6pm that early! I found that Sheng & I have difficult in knowing the schedule of the other party. Like I asked him where he had gone the evening, I just totally forgotten he has fellowship on that day. One time I told him that I had dinner with boss and he thought I was at church.

Is knowing each other's schedule important?

Sometimes I feel that marriage could be a solution, like if we are living together, we should be going out or staying home together. So there won't be so many confusion. I don't know what word to use, maybe... insecure? As in we don't know what the other party is doing...

>>November 30, 2010 at 1:37:32 AM GMT+8

2010 年 11 月 19 日 星期五 【晴】

我好累。

I tried to see if I can book a hotel for tomorrow. Really, I am tired by now after crossing the borders of mainland & HK after work... It might be more comfortable not to rush home after two gatherings.

I must admit, I am doing very well comparing to last year and the first half of 2010. I managed to get back to the unanswered calls and I made many impossible things happened!~ Grateful to God and to Sheng. Sheng has been giving much physical support especially I would like a pat on my forehead when I am dead tired.

I am thankful to have Eleanor, she's a gently lady. I worked with her for a few days, walked with her for 30 minutes from one centre to another, last by not least, she loves coffee. She had been drink MY coffee!!! This is a satisfaction!

>>November 20, 2010 at 2:42:32 PM GMT+8

2010 年 11 月 17 日 星期三 【晴】

剛約了 Sheng 明晚吃飯，他感到 surprise，因為我們前天先見過面。

現在一星期都會約會兩次，星期日出黎行山 & dinner，weekday 再多一日吃飯。

他話我 lazy... 終於被他發現我已一陣子沒去團契了。問題不是 lazy。是我不喜歡他們長長的時間，次次都 9 點幾開始，攪到 11, 12 點先完。我又好不喜歡台山，一個好 dirty, 感覺很不安的地方。牧師有次提過，新堂的 location & expensive renovation，某程度上是因為一班家長．．．得知他們不想子女去某些地方。我，可能，都跟那些家長一樣，有 d 地方不想去。

要「起來」，why I feel so hard？

兩個星期日沒返教會了，一個　sick，　另一個 overslept；而星期三呢，補左一次，另一次 sick。牧師想我返 Sunday Service，不過我一返星期日就 collapse，就會無拉拉有 d 原因合理地叫自己不用返！今年，so far 返星期三都好 stable，可能，因為三月的時候，牧師說了一句，「要事奉最小要有 75% worship service attendance」。而我不努力使自己星期日出現，deep down，我覺得，是因為我不想 fellowship。

but why?

>>November 18, 2010 at 3:32:55 PM GMT+8

2010 年 11 月 17 日 星期三 【晴】

Made 2 appointments this morning. One was this evening, visit to Dentist Lao and the other will be on Saturday, a facial treatment.

I went to buy some clothes after the dentist thing. So cool~ $500 bought me 4 pieces... one of them was for Sheng. Hope he likes it! I like the sales very much, she is very nice & friendly. And always telling the truth.

YAY! Got some new clothes la~~~~

>>November 18, 2010 at 2:50:31 PM GMT+8

2010 年 11 月 17 日 星期三 【晴】

出差了兩三日, 今天 morning shift 終於回到自己的 office.

好累.

由本月9日起, 我的上班時間已調到 0745 - 0615.

今早起來時身體沒什麼事. 可能昨晚我擔心會太累, 再病就真係唔知點算! 先小心 d ~

This will last 'til 11 December. Hope all's fine!

>>November 18, 2010 at 12:45:23 AM GMT+8

2010 年 11 月 16 日 星期二 【晴】

Thank you. This evening Sheng commented that I am very 慘。Last night we had dinner & a scroll in the supermarket. When I got home by 9-ish pm, I fell asleep for 2 hours. I wanted to sleep 'til the morning but remembered that I have some work unfinished. So I got up and worked on it.

After work today, I was busy packing my room. As dad is going to paint our bedroom, I need to clear as much stuff as I can. Sheng finds that I am very occupied these days...

I was getting ready to go to church tonight. But just as I get changed, I sneezed.

I gave up. I haven't fully recover from my cold. And I am afraid if I will get worse more. Did I protect my work too much?

>>November 17, 2010 at 2:32:36 PM GMT+8

2010 年 11 月 10 日 星期三 【晴】

Marvelous!

Tonight I shared with mom what happened at work. I felt I have so much to talk about a few incidents this week.

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As expected, while my facebook status showed "engaged", there are numerous feedbacks. Thank you my friend, especially some old friends which we seldom contact after I went to Australia. Actually the engagement wasn't happened yesterday, I was afraid that if I suddenly post up something about "marriage" later on, everyone will feel strange... so this status is giving my friend an expectation. You know, engagement can be however long~

A close friend has advised me not to think about marriage until we passed our 2nd year of dating. I tried to stick on this "rule", yet I sensed that we are ready. Today I wrote something to Sheng. He didn't know what I have written. He told me something later and this "something" matches to what I have written to him.

Bless us 同走天路!

>>November 11, 2010 at 2:54:32 PM GMT+8