2011 年 7 月 16 日 星期六 【晴】

Just re-read my last post... and found that I have the idea to QUIT much much earlier than what I remembered. I though it was last week... oh, but not, it was in June 26!

Finally... I have settled the most recent & urgent project. I have stayed for an extra 60 min in the office today, just wanna ease off my Monday's workload. But know what, I can feel that pins & needle pain when I climbed the stairs back home. Oh no! Stress & restlessness... really can cause certain pain in our body!

29 June... my last time entering this diary system... I must be real occupied.

Last evening, I told Sheng that I am not going to Zhuhai tomorrow. And he told me today that he cannot sleep until 4am. He thought of me, he thought that there must be something wrong. Somehow he has never seen me taking leave to go to Zhuhai whenever my schedule permits. We had quarreled twice the other day, so he thought it's about US. Well... none! It's becoz I had been working too hard.

Too hard that I cried.

Work is not a problem. It's about people. They grumble, they complaint, they argue, they make request, they give excuse... I often joke that 我對 yso 又愛又恨，I love its freedom, I love that this job matches my gifts & my degree. I hate when our bosses are quite harsh and is people-oriented. You know I don't mind how much I get paid...

Thank you to the Holy Spirit, I sensed that I am not right the other day, doubting if I am burnout, though I have never experienced this. Great thanks to my mentor too, reminding me about taking rest.

I started to work 8am - 5pm shift from 14th, on the first two days, I went home at 5-ish, went fast asleep, charged myself and went to rehearse our concert. I can't escape as we have a concert on 20th and it's quite important for our team. Though I am charging - then using all my energy - then charge again... I started to get a little better. At the same time my to-do-list is beginning to get back in place. Many thanks to my Lord. And to Sheng bearing my away.

>>July 16, 2011 at 4:21:46 PM GMT+8

2011 年 6 月 28 日 星期二 【晴】

星期日我不用上班, 得知 office 又有大變動. 變動的不是 HR 問題, 而是已確定的時間表...

看看 FACEBOOK, 就知同事們為了這事有多辛勞.

最近我都收到一個要求"變動"的命令, 我多麼不想 SAY yes~

那個晚上, 在聲的 facebook 留言, 問他可否帶我離開這裡

早前同前 assistance 傾電話, 說我們最麻煩就是員工平衡不了工作量及工資的問題...

聲星期二看到 facebook 留言, 即打給我問我想去邊

hehe, 他來電時, 我已忘記了我有這留言

gov department... change job... hide...

去邊, 做什麼...只要我不辛苦...聲說都沒問題

我十分感動 ;) ~

>>June 29, 2011 at 7:18:39 AM GMT+8

2011 年 6 月 24 日 星期五 【晴】

話說前天我們雙方家長見面．．．

那天仍有 typhoon 加上落緊 cats & dogs

陳生又緊張, 怕我爸媽的眼光

心急慌亂的他... 撞車！ ~

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次日他仍心情未平息．．．

下午來電告之．

因我手上很多事務，

安慰他一兩句就掛線了

後來想到昨日的次日是星期六

要趕的已趕完

仍要趕的，DHL 未送到來

我就申請今日返下午班

早上睡多一些，休息下．

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Flashback

星期五下班，恰巧媽沒空做飯

我突然決定去珠海，看看他有沒有事

bus > cross border > taxi ＞It took me 60 minutes

我成功！阿聲超 surprise & 超開心．

我 e 個大小姐，次次都不願意在珠海一個人過馬路/ 一個人坐車

這一行，阿聲奇怪為什麼我會去找他

Actually 我覺得他唔開心，我可以去陪佢，關心佢！

雖然條路又遠，我又累，

不過是值得架！

I know he has received my message - I care

>>June 25, 2011 at 5:45:14 AM GMT+8

2011 年 6 月 20 日 星期一 【晴】

Approval addiction - this is what I read this morning.

It wasn't the term that catch my attention. It's the content and all the bible verses the author quoted. It says something like we will be delighted when we receive compliments and we get distracted when complaints arise.

Two days ago someone complimented that I am a very kind person, she suspects that I am a Christian.

Yesterday I was so annoyed and upset by a person complaining our service. It's not our fault but I am taking it very personally.

Today I get similar complaints, but I am treating it like Paul, it's just a tiny issue, not worth to be concerned. Isn't it we have our compliments and approval from God? Christ has been there, craving for people approval, but he conquers it.

Thanks God that I remember what I read this morning. And applied it at work in the afternoon. The experience reminds me of Matthew 6:11, seek HIM first.

>>June 21, 2011 at 4:23:16 PM GMT+8

2011 年 6 月 17 日 星期五 【晴】

If you can and would like to pray for me, visit http://www.plurk.com/kiss_mily

If you can and will say THANKS to God for me, visit http://twitter.com/#!/emilyfonghw

Indeed, if you are not having a good day, don't visit the first link.

XXX

>>June 18, 2011 at 5:00:18 AM GMT+8

2011 年 6 月 10 日 星期五 【晴】

雖然燕窩係好野, 不過是小鳥的口水... 感覺有點嘔心！

唔知我剛剛飲的，係男小鳥定女小鳥？

話說昨天看到姊妹飲 Brand's 燕窩~

我就入左 Brand's 個 website 看看．

其中一種可幫助健康 & 養顏架！

計起上來又不太貴，所以決定買來試試．

一小樽為 MOP 36　～

如果一星期飲兩樽，MOP 73

LET'S see!

>>June 11, 2011 at 5:05:23 AM GMT+8

2011 年 6 月 7 日 星期二 【晴】

覺得自己是一個壞人, 不擇手段。 why 我要陪您一起顛？？？

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It's not Sheng making me crazy, it's someone else.

Sheng talks about opening a shop on the internet. I was excited and asked for more details. But he told me he has not done any research yet, due to a slow computer he is using. =_=''' that's not very informative.

>>June 7, 2011 at 4:49:40 PM GMT+8

2011 年 6 月 2 日 星期四 【晴】

喜歡 dad~ 平易近人
不喜歡 mom~

>>June 3, 2011 at 2:15:57 AM GMT+8

2011 年 5 月 30 日 星期一 【晴】

完成了 4/6 的 briefing．今天有的，是改良改良改良版！

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昨天收到 Sheng 的 SMS．今天聽說他買了兒童節禮物給我．
他不知道 "words of appreciation" 及 "gifts" 可以哄得我幾開心．
不過，他放下自己，做了一些不是他習慣的事．

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感覺很幸福呢！

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爸又問，對方父母有什麼表示．
我完全不明白他問什麼．
咩表示？
Sheng 一聽到就知爸在問及過大禮 d 野．
下～　同我講野，白 d 好 wor．．．我真係唔明！
又可能我們一直都想我們自己解決及負擔起婚禮 d 野．
都沒想過是”男家” or "女家" 的事．
whatever．．．

最近感覺到 Sheng 好好好體貼！！！

>>May 31, 2011 at 12:49:01 PM GMT+8

2011 年 5 月 26 日 星期四 【晴】

有一次我們碰上一些不太客氣的人．因他們不友善的態度，我們也對他們不友好．友人提醒我們不要這樣，因他們是記者，一支筆可以殺死人呢！！！何況他們來是為了我們團好的．．．

剛剛收 e-mail，其中一封 reject 了一個申請．我心裡內疚起來．有人作了一申請，我就去看看如何，寫份 report 交返比上司作決定．他們的 reject，是否因為我的 report 寫得太真實？

>>May 27, 2011 at 6:05:06 AM GMT+8