2012 年 4 月 24 日 星期二 【晴】

"法國醫學美容品牌BIODERMA革命性研發出全球首支卸妝水-Sensibio H2O深層卸妝潔膚水，免卻敏感肌膚再受礦物油、香皂等卸妝物刺激，締造21世紀卸妝新文化。"

Hubby offered to buy me a cosmetic valued at Mop100 last month. I asked for a bottle of Sensibio H2O, which is Mop 178, hehehe... I can afford and happy to afford anything under Mop 100 ma... But anything over that is a little be luxury at the moment, perhaps until my child retire? haha

okay okay... I have actually done 2 pregancy test during the past 1.5 months. The first one... I felt a nasty headache and was sick for quite some weeks. The second one... I felt dizzy and weak + sleepy for a few days. I am sensitive maybe... but don't wanna harm the baby if it is there.

Both results turned negative.

It's sort of mixed feeling. Hubby wants a babe, but have not planned how we cope with it. I want a babe so that I can do less housework, so that one day I can live in Macau again XD. Also if I have a babe, hubby will be more "my expected type of hubby".

It's also a release it's not time yet. May God leads.

>>April 25, 2012 at 2:37:21 AM GMT+8

2012 年 4 月 19 日 星期四 【晴】

剛剛寫左信去 mannings, 讚一位 staff 的工作熱誠！很久沒讚人了．．．希望多 d 位我看到別人的 good points，多加 compliment 下！

另外，一藝人未婚有 bb，office 兩位同事都講起及問起基督教的教訓．當時我未好 ready 回應．對唔住天父．．．錯失了好好機會！也是很久沒人問我福音性的問題了！

求主幫助我！

同時習慣緊婚姻生活．．．容易 focus 錯了．

>>April 20, 2012 at 9:46:19 AM GMT+8

2012 年 4 月 11 日 星期三 【晴】

Did you know how much I wanna write you an e-mail?

I miss my mentorssssss.

observing inner self... 盛女愛作戰 - everyone around is talking about this TV program.

And so I watched it tonight while I have no mood for work.

I felt that 我想吃奶. Something just like I wanna have a mentor beside me and teach me what to do now. Did I fall into the trap in imagining a perfect marriage? Or maybe a 童話式婚姻? Is my expectation too much?

In a month's time I am not feeling very good inside.

>>April 12, 2012 at 12:28:05 PM GMT+8

2012 年 4 月 10 日 星期二 【晴】

聽說有樓出售, CNY 60萬, 地點超好. 一聽就覺得唔貴, 可以買.

不過邊有 $ 呀... THOUGH 供佢唔係一個問題, 不過比不起首期呢!

一生都租屋, 可以嗎?

現在借了 $, 日後又如何?

>>April 11, 2012 at 4:29:26 AM GMT+8

2012 年 3 月 30 日 星期五 【晴】

IGNORE / NEGLECT

最近都 experience 緊這兩個字的力量．第一個係戈個飲左酒攪 damage 的人．因為佢我地失去左 2000大元～　我婚禮前一晚的好心情，仲有我心血少左．．．第二個係老公．昨晚出去玩到 4am先回家．佢去玩 okay~ 不過佢 promise 1am 回來．返唔到黎都 okay, 不過可唔可以打個電話比我呢．昨晚佢有 friend 來了～　我差點安排 beddings, 昨晚的 late snack, 今早的早餐，如果我 prepare 左，我真係 wanna die～　d 心血又 waste 了！

>>March 31, 2012 at 1:57:28 AM GMT+8

2012 年 3 月 28 日 星期三 【晴】

昨日頭痛, 沒人有 panadol, 不過同事請左我一粒"沙利痛"~ 沒多久就眼腫了~ and then 出現左過敏的情況 >.< ~~~

姑娘話藥物過敏從眼裡發出來。在急診等左一小時都無人被叫入去。老公收工就帶我返國內睇。不過過完關，之前又等左一段時間，感覺消腫左，最後回家等佢慢慢退~

>>March 29, 2012 at 4:58:07 AM GMT+8

2012 年 3 月 27 日 星期二 【晴】

上星期因經期快到, 眼角神經痛了起來. 戈晚老公送左我去急診~

今日又頭痛, 攪咩呀 =_=''

因 trying to 有 BB, 我唔係好敢吃藥啊...

>>March 28, 2012 at 6:29:13 AM GMT+8

2012 年 2 月 22 日 星期三 【晴】

在我婚禮上會出現的音樂:

係有意思架！！

G弦上的咏叹调 ~ 人生不管在多困难的时候，都可以完成最动人的乐章。
http://zhidao.baidu.com/question/121950757

Pomp & Circumstances
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pomp_and_Circumstance_Marches

Lover's concerto
http://paulinemu.pixnet.net/blog/post/11519613-%E5%B7%B4%E5%93%88---%E5%B0%8F%E6%AD%A5%E8%88%9E%E6%9B%B2-v.s.-%E6%84%9B%E4%BA%BA%E5%8D%94%E5%A5%8F%E6%9B%B2-a-lover%27s-concert

>>February 23, 2012 at 1:08:07 PM GMT+8

2012 年 2 月 15 日 星期三 【晴】

第2次有 e 種超想喊的感覺

聲又買了一套汽车凉垫, 超大陸
明明我地架係 Europe 車
e 家, 樣衰

so ugly lor~

第一次佢買後
我見到, 超唔喜歡
凉垫好硬, 對於我 e d thin 都乜咁 ge 人...
個 pat pat 係會痛架!
and then 佢媽又加 d 咩利是呀, 吉呀係架車到
頂頂頂...

and then 我唔開心左一日
佢買左另一套比架車
soft & with feather
but he feels too hot
and take it away

this afternoon he torn his seat with a broken zip
and demands to buy a new seat cover asap
it is those 汽车凉垫 once again
why can't it be cotton?

i don't like it lor

>>February 16, 2012 at 11:23:40 AM GMT+8

2012 年 2 月 15 日 星期三 【晴】

hehe... sorry to disappear!

Very grateful that I have not visited any clinic for 3 months!

>>February 16, 2012 at 7:08:16 AM GMT+8