2011 年 12 月 7 日 星期三 【晴】

車主 - are we going to own a car?

Last Sunday we visited Chevrolet. Sheng were told that there are huge discounts on that day. We have the knowledge that we do not have much money to pay the first installment. However, the agent says we could pay the deposit first and settle the first installment later on.

He picked up CRUZE. It was not the cheapest one. He bargained further discount on the car. The sales talked with her manager and managed to get it for us. But there is a deal - we need to pay the 1st installment by December 31. And the 2nd installment by February.

I didn't ask a lot of questions when he made the decision. And was not much involved in the decision either. Certainly I doubt if we could have enough to pay on the due dates. I did used a trick to let him make the decision, so if there is something wrong, I can always blame him.

We can buy a cheaper car. But Sheng thinks that this is a safe one to buy (esp the brand) and it has great discount to the original price. Well, but we are feeling tight with the budget now and considering if we should give it up.

To own a car is my wish, as I don't want to can't commute in China with the bus network. No queues, no politeness... I am certain that I can save up a certain amount for the car, but not now, not that early...

I feel that I am selfish to let him make the decision and then to blame him not to make a wise choice.

Is it a wise choice?

Indeed we are not too far from the payment. And most of the time when I am in trouble with money, there is always a way out, like a bonus from violin lesson/ gigs/ extra saving for the month. I hope that God opens the eyes of Sheng, and let him not to worry. And have trust.

>>December 8, 2011 at 3:31:18 AM GMT+8

2011 年 11 月 25 日 星期五 【晴】

Are there any secrets between a couple?

Yesterday Sheng asked my password for my MSN account. There's nothing to hide in the account but there is something hidden in the password. I have used the password since 2002 right before I leave for Australia. And it is "love" + "a person's name". This name has another meaning which I can easily alternate the true meaning if Sheng were to ask about it.

I told him my other password (to which I lied). He tried it and didn't work. In between, I logged on to MSN and changed the password as quick as the internet permits.

Well, to that person... the 好感 is still there. Perhaps this is a chance to slowly dissolve the feeling? One of my mentor has asked if he is a Christian, will I go with him. Until today, I would say no. The feeling is so deep that I don't want to spoil our friendship.

Right, sometimes I meet guys in my dream. You won't share it with your lover, right?

Thanks God that I managed to change the password to the one I told Sheng. And I blamed the internet or the a/c. He doesn't have any question about that.

That person and 4 others were put in my "A" category in my MSN. Sheng picked one up and asked about that group afterward. He can't read English so he spelled it and asked me who is "L-I-XXX". When I told him that this "L" is an important person from Australia, he didn't ask about the others anymore. There are 2 more guys in that list which I have considered them as 知己.

Don't know if one day Sheng will read this post. But who knows, God is preparing me to solely be "in love" with one single person?

>>November 26, 2011 at 1:35:03 AM GMT+8

2011 年 11 月 18 日 星期五 【晴】

幾時加工資啫？

I heard you say the other day that you have idea to renovate the office, also to buy a new computer for you to work efficiently. Did you know that, if you raise our salary, we will be more happier...

You PROMISED and AGREED to raise our salary in February! But I have not seen you do anything!!!

Everyone here on earth raise me up, but I don't think you are one of them. Leadership? Nope.

very disappointed. if you don't raise it, that's fine. but you promised to raise and you didn't raise, that's the point.

you know well, all the sponsors... you are putting them to the concerts, to the students, but what about your staff? i never ever see you treat us accordingly.

>>November 19, 2011 at 2:41:11 PM GMT+8

2011 年 11 月 15 日 星期二 【晴】

Habitat @ YSO!

Very happy~ 安仔哥哥上星期來了，傾好為我們做維修！

>>November 16, 2011 at 3:16:11 PM GMT+8

2011 年 11 月 11 日 星期五 【晴】

頂！someone said I am impolite~

I smiled to you, I have already greet you~

Your way of greeting must say your "title"?

you are not the boss~ even I don't do that to my boss!

>>November 12, 2011 at 3:48:40 PM GMT+8

2011 年 11 月 7 日 星期一 【晴】

Rubbish~~~

Sheng's income might be lowered by his company to CNY 18xx. Stupid ga~~~ and then boss promised to raise our come, there's nothing done since Feb lor~ stupid again~~

So tired today~
Yesterday 0900 office/ 1030 meeting/ 1300 lunch/ 1700 meeting/ 1800 preparation for today/ 2030 cleaning

Today~ not too bad~ 0800 hotel pick-up...... until 1720

But I went fast asleep coming back home. Also worry how would I survive if I need to cross the border.

>>November 8, 2011 at 12:55:02 PM GMT+8

2011 年 11 月 5 日 星期六 【晴】

Were annoyed with the date-picking thing, as they keep on changing their mind.

Finally... 3 fortune-telling people suggested 9 March for us. So uncle & aunt have NOTHING to say. Uncle is troubled by the "hour" now~ 時辰... I see that he is very serious...

>>November 6, 2011 at 3:58:09 PM GMT+8

2011 年 11 月 5 日 星期六 【晴】

好想返澳洲。好想 marriage course 由 Alex 主講，好想好想係 CCBC 行 ceremony.

２０１２年，我再不能任性，任意用 $ ~

freedom after marriage? or more limitation?

-//-
Have been thinking what songs to be used in the ceremony. It's quite strange that a few unrelated titles come up in my mind throughout the week, is there something behind? One of the songs is my favourite, I desperately wanna it to be performed on that day, and to dedicated it to a special one. But now I noted that I am wrong, it's not about this person, not about us, it's about my Lord. God raised me up.

I have rehearsed to acknowledge this person in my wedding at least 4 years ago, even before I am dating. And still rehearsing. I struggled as I have to much to thank this person, but not much for my parents. That would be very strange in pubic, right?

>>November 6, 2011 at 5:13:24 AM GMT+8

2011 年 11 月 4 日 星期五 【晴】

hehe... I now understand why I am so stressed during July. But when I am facing similar incidents, I am handling them quite okay this Nov.

Guests are arriving Monday & Tuesday next week. Normally I will FINISH all the things before their arrival. However, I am realizing that this is not a MUST, I still have chance to tidy things for Dec and later of Nov... why rush it, hahaha...

RELAXING~

>>November 5, 2011 at 3:41:42 AM GMT+8

2011 年 11 月 2 日 星期三 【晴】

Thank you God for drying my tears.

I think the most irritated incident was that his mom thinks I am TOO QUICK to pay the deposit. How come she now wanting her son to get married in 2013 instead?

And by the way, it's Sheng. He has proposed unofficially in 2009 when we have dated less than 3 months! Madame, it's your son who wants to get marry early, not me lor!

Sheng doubts I am still upset after so many hours (last night's conversation). I tried to be clear and tell him how I felt about that "TOO QUICK" comment. He said he will tell his mom it's not me being quick, but it's himself desiring it quickly.

>>November 3, 2011 at 3:30:02 PM GMT+8