2004 年 5 月 9 日 星期日 【晴】

Count down 12
You walked into my dream again - said nothing at all, just smiled to me.

文盲
我是一個文盲
中文字寫不對
英文字串不對
不懂中文輸入
不懂英文輸入
廣東話說不正
英文夾雜中英
國語更是聾啞


Can you feel the love tonight
Elton John

There's a calm surrender to the rush of day
When the heat of a rolling wind can be turned away
An enchanted moment, and it sees me through
It's enough for this restless warrior just to be with you

And can you feel the love tonight
It is where we are
It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer
That we got this far
And can you feel the love tonight
How it's laid to rest
It's enough to make kings and vagabonds believe the very best

There's a time for everyone if they only learn
That the twisting kaleidoscope moves us all in turn
There's a rhyme and reason to the wild outdoors
When the heart of this star-crossed voyager beats in time with yours

>>May 10, 2004 at 8:15:12 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 8 日 星期六 【晴】

Count down 13
Today retrieved my Cert. of CE and school's result from the corner of my room, so happy.
Working on last assignment in full gear. Effort Ton.


Time in a bottle　　　　　　Jim Croce

If I could save time in a bottle
The first thing that I like to do
Is to save everyday till eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you

If I could make days last forever
If words could make wishes come true
I'd save everyday like a treasure
And then again I would spend them with you

But there never seem to be enough time
to do the things you want to do
Once you've found them
I've looked around enough to know
That you're the one I want to go through the time with

If I had a box
just for wishes and dreams that had never come true
The box would be empty
Except for the memory of how they were answered by you

Classical Song of Mother's day
真的愛你
作曲:黃家駒
作詞:小美

無法可修飾的一對手　帶出溫暖永遠在背後
縱使囉囌始終關注　不懂珍惜太內疚
沉醉於音階她不讚賞　母親的愛卻永未退讓
決心衝開心中掙扎　親恩終可報答

春風化雨暖透我的心　一生眷顧無言地送贈
是你多麼溫馨的目光　教我堅毅望著前路
叮囑我　跌倒不應放棄
沒法解釋怎可報盡親恩　愛意寬大是無限
請准我　說聲真的愛你

無法可修飾的一對手　帶出溫暖永遠在背後
縱使囉囌始終關注　不懂珍惜太內疚
仍記起溫馨的一對手　始終給我照顧未變樣
理想今天終於等到　分享光輝盼做到

>>May 9, 2004 at 3:07:30 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 7 日 星期五 【晴】

Count down 14
人是活在各種期望之中
活在別人寄予的期望中
活在寄予自己的期望中
由各種期望主宰成與敗

Always　　　　　　　　Atlantic Stars

Girl you are to me
All that a woman should be
And I dedicate my life to you always
The love like yours is real
It must have been sent from up above
And I know you'll stay this way, for always

*And we both know, that our love will grow
And forever it will be you and me
Ooh your life is sun
Chasing all the rain away
When you come around you bring a brighter day
You're the perfect one
For me and you forever we'll be
And I will love you so for always

Came with me my sweet
Let's go make a family
And they will bring us joy, for always

Oh boy I love your soul
I can't find enough ways to let you know
But you can be sure of course, for always (*)

Ooh your life is sun
Chasing all the rain away
When you come around you bring a brighter day
You're the perfect one
For me and you forever we'll be
And I will love you so for always

I will love you so, for always

>>May 8, 2004 at 8:56:29 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 6 日 星期四 【晴】

Count down 15
新聞媒體
上網閱讀新聞的好處是不用看一幅又一幅渲染血腥暴力的嘔心照片
很久以前(since 1997)對報紙這個媒體已經感到失望, 尤其是東方, 蘋果, 太陽三份所謂主流報章的報導手法簡直令人為之側目. 而明報這份所謂公信力第一報導的質素也每況愈下.
新聞媒體存在價值是為大眾提供資訊. 本人認為新聞自由是十分可貴的, 不過如果濫用新聞自由/ 言論自由去侵害別人的私隱是可恥的行為.
其中以有關法庭風化案的報導尤其使人感到過份和嘔心. 受害人本身受到傷害後還要面對法庭上種種壓力和質詢. 該類報導簡直形同一篇又一篇的色情小說. 記者有必要巨細無遺地將整個受害人被侵犯的過程以繪形繪聲, 圖文並茂的手法去報導嗎? 除了對受害人做成更大的傷害和侮辱外, 該類報導更會使被告不可以收到公平/公正的審判. 法官是人, 陪審團是人, 律師也是人, 在渲染情緒報導下是不可能維持法律平等. 就算法庭最後判決被告無罪, 周遭的人也會一致先入為主地認為被告曾經犯罪.
在商言商, 有人會辯稱報導手法是為了悍衛"新聞自由", 迎合市場口味和讀者需求. 不過, 本人認為出色的新聞媒體是可以創立和主導讀者文化, 不必以嘩眾取寵的方式爭取讀者.
從前增廣見聞, 改善閱讀和寫作能力的最佳途徑是閱讀報紙. 可是現今報導質素之差勁實在令人不敢建議學生多閱報. 主因學生通常普遍缺乏足夠的知識及經驗去衡量和判斷事情的對錯. 對報導內容很容易便不假思考地去接受和認同. 潛移默化下會產生種種錯誤的概念. 典型例子便是以自殺去逃避問題. 每天報章內五花八門的自殺報導使學生以至成人慢慢認同自殺是可以"一了百了"和"學習"到不同形式的自殺方法.
本人認為新聞媒體在社會上有其義務和責任. 除了應該獨立於政治外. 也應該訂立一套良好的專業守則供業界同人共同遵守和監察.


大約在冬季
作詞作曲/唱：齊秦

輕輕地我將離開你
請將眼角的淚拭去
漫漫長夜裡 未來日子裡
親愛的你別為我哭泣

前方的路雖然太淒迷
請在笑容裡為我祝福
雖然迎著風 雖然下著雨
我在風雨之中念著你

沒有你的日子裡
我會更加珍惜自己
沒有我的歲月裡
你要保重你自己

你問我何時歸故里
我也輕聲的問自己

不是在此時 不知在何時
我想大約會是在冬季
不是在此時 不知在何時
我想大約會是在冬季
　

輕輕地我將離開你
請將眼角的淚拭去
漫漫長夜裡 未來日子裡
親愛的你別為我哭泣

前方的路雖然太淒迷
請在笑容裡為我祝福
雖然迎著風 雖然下著雨
我在風雨之中念著你

沒有你的日子裡
我會更加珍惜自己
沒有我的歲月裡
你要保重你自己

你問我何時歸故里
我也輕聲的問自己
不是在此時 不知在何時
我想大約會是在冬季
不是在此時 不知在何時
我想大約會是在冬季

　
沒有你的日子裡
我會更加珍惜自己
沒有我的歲月裡
你要保重你自己
你問我何時歸故里
我也輕聲的問自己

不是在此時 不知在何時
我想大約會是在冬季

不是在此時 不知在何時
我想大約會是在冬季

不是在此時 不知在何時
我想大約會是在冬季

>>May 7, 2004 at 12:29:06 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 5 日 星期三 【晴】

Count down 16
nose bleeding again ... really need to hav body check asap.
The air ticket arrived, so nice.
Looking for a new job in HK in serious. A contact around 6 months / 12 months is perferable. Should get perpared my additional skill sets afterward / come back uk for MSc. / MBA (wish to get it from Hull Uni CIC)

flash back to 3 years ago ... days that concurrent handled AL, business, volunteer services, love issues. Slept 4 hours at home and nearly all the T.Wong lessons. Feel so sorry to T.Wong. Somehow, these hard days trained up my survival skills.
The first year's emotional impacts, such as cultural shakes, home-sickness, failure to catch up with studies / handle communications well, overloaded in work and study, etc. Despite difficulties came simultaneous, I was still alive by adaption - with sacrifices.
Without the supports from family and friends, I must have give up already for a long time ago. Another challenge in my life is coming. No matter what, try to get it solved Ton.

Meaning of life is trying to squeeze out happiness form sadness.
To my family, friends and my love one.
Through the years　　　　Kenny Rogers

I can't remember when you weren't there
When I didn't care for anyone but you
I swear we've been through everything there is
Can't imagine anything we've missed
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do

Through the years
You've never let me down
You turned my life around
The sweetest days I've found
I've found with you
Through the years
I've never been afraid
I've loved the life we've made
And I'm so glad I've stayed right here with you
Through the years

I can't remember what I used to do
Who I trusted whom, I listened to before
I swear you've taught me everything I know
Can't imagine needing someone so
But through the years it seems to me
I need you more and more

Through the years
Through all the good and bad
I knew how much we had
I've always been so glad to be with you
Through the years
It's better everyday
You've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay
I'll stay with you
Through the years

Through the years
When everything went wrong
Together we were strong
I know that I belonged right here with you
Through the years
I never had a doubt
We'd always work things out
I've learned what love's about by loving you
Through the years

Through the years
You've never let me down
You've turned my life around
The sweetest days I've found
I've found with you
Through the years
It's better everyday
You've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay
I'll stay with you
Through the years

>>May 6, 2004 at 5:36:22 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 4 日 星期二 【晴】

Count down 17
收到銀行戶口結餘發現近來用錢速度真是"車如流水馬如龍" . 真是擔心可以留下多少給嘉威和嘉濤.

They will have presentation tomorrow, wish everything alright. Must carry on my Server Side Application assignment. Hopefully this unit will gain another 1* classification.

Nothing but the radio on Dave Koz

Life, shades of blue,
Love was bittersweet till I found you,
Time, after time,
Feelings disappear...

Friend, when we met,
Life was like a joke I didn't get,
But when you're holding me,
You make me understand,
What this heart is for...

Now we've nothing but the radio on,
We are dancing to a new emotion,
We've got nothing but the radio on,
We're making love in slow motion...

Ooh, one night like this,
Can melt away the lonely emptiness,
Each perfect kiss,
Answers every wish I wish...

There in your eyes,
I can see the years of tears I've cried,
And though the waiting game,
Is all I ever play,
It's time to let love in...

Now we've nothing but the radio on,
We are dancing to a new emotion,
We've got nothing but the radio on,
We're making love in slow motion...

Hey girl, oh...

When nothing is right,
We can't go wrong,
And so tonight,
They're playing our song,
We're kiss to kiss,
And heart to heart,
And the music never stops,
Once the love starts...

We've got nothing but the radio on...

Hey baby,
Nothing but the radio on,
Ooh... Love in slow motion,
Ooh... Nothing but the radio on,
We are dancing to a new emotion,
Hey baby, nothing but the radio on,
Making love in slow motion,
We've got... Nothing but the radio on,
Don't you know we've got,
Nothing but the radio on...

(fade)

>>May 6, 2004 at 5:35:53 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 3 日 星期一 【晴】

Count down 18
ka wo is 18th years old now, so called a "human being". One more assignment and two exam. left behind, effort ton.
Rich invite me to visit Chesterfield next week.
Ton: Rich, When I speak to you, how much in percentage you can get form what I said.
Rich: If you speak to me, I can get 90%; If you write to me, I can get 70%.
Ton: Why?
Rich: Because you voice is just lack of intonation and you writing is bit of strange.
Ton: How strange I am?
Rich: For example, we write "How are you/ what are you doing?" but you write "status".
Ton: Oh I see

Get prepared to fish for job in HK.


Greensleeves

Alas, my love, you do me wrong
To cast me off discourteously
And I have loved you oh so long
Delighting in your company

*Greensleeves was all my joy
Greensleeves was my delight
Greensleeves was my heart of gold
And who but my lady greensleeves

If you intent to be this way
It does the more enrapture me
And even so
I still remain a lover in captivity(*)

Greensleeves now farewell, adieu
God I pray to prosper thee
But I am still thy lover true
Come once again and love me(*)

>>May 4, 2004 at 4:39:33 PM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 2 日 星期日 【晴】

Count down 19 (37)
Find a IQ test screen dump...
http://free.hostultra.com/~toni_car/image/iq.jpg
認錯

I DON'T BELIEVE IT　是我放棄了妳
只為了一個沒有理由的決定
以為這次我可以　承受妳離我而去
不必讓妳傷心 刺痛自己

＊一個人走在傍晚七點的台北CITY
等著星空就像黑夜一樣的來臨
I HATE MYSELF　又整夜追逐夢中的妳
而明天只剩哭泣的心

＃怎麼才能讓我告訴妳　我不願意
教彼此都在孤獨裏忍住傷心
我又怎麼告訴妳　我還愛妳
是我自己錯誤的決定

我要告訴妳　我不願意
教彼此都在孤獨裏忍住傷心
我又怎麼告訴妳　我還愛妳
是我自己錯誤的決定

重唱　＊,＃,＃

是我自己錯誤的決定

What Becomes Of The Broken Hearted

As I walk this land of broken dreams
I have visions of many things
But happiness is just an illusion
Filled with sadness and confusion

What becomes of the brokenhearted
Who had love that’s now departed
I know I’ve got to find
Some kind of peace of mind, baby

The roots of love grow all around
But for me they come tumbling down
Every day heartaches grow a little stronger
I can’t stand things pain much longer

I walk in shadows searching for light
Cold and alone, no comfort in sight
Hopin’ and praying for someone who’ll care
Always moving and going nowhere

What becomes of the brokenhearted
Who had love that’s now departed
I know I’ve got to find
Some kind of peace of mind, help me, please

I’m searching though I don’t succeed
But someone look, there’s a growing need
All is lost, there’s no place for beginning
All that’s left is an unhappy ending

Now what becomes of the brokenhearted
Who had love that’s now departed
I know I’ve got to find
Some kind of peace of mind
I’ll be searching everywhere
Just to find someone to care
I’ll be looking every day
I know I’m gonna find a way
Nothing gonna stop me now
I’ll find a way somehow
And I’ll be searching everywhere
I know I’ll find it somewhere

>>May 3, 2004 at 9:15:27 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 1 日 星期六 【晴】

Count down 20
幸福是一種感覺,
感到有人給予關懷與重視.
感到有人可以付託與信任.
喜歡一個人並不等於幸福.
而愛是將幸福無條件給予.
在生命的過程中迷失不一定是壞事.
只有在失落中才可以見證真誠友誼.

亦師亦友亦親亦愛
亦導亦助亦勸亦護

一句錯誤說話足以悔恨一生

你的名字 我的姓氏
詞： 林夕　唱：張學友

曾經說過 尋覓愛情
就像天與地別離和重聚過程
而我跟你 平靜旅程
並沒有驚心也沒動魄的情境

只需要 當天邊海角競賽追逐時
可跟你 安躺於家裡便覺最寫意
只需要 最迴腸盪氣之時
可用你的名字 和我姓氏
成就這故事

從此以後 無憂無求
故事平淡但當中有你
已經足夠

如果要說 何謂愛情
便是跟你動盪時閒話著細情
和你走過 無盡旅情
就是到天昏髮白亦愛得年青

不相信 當天荒不再地老不合時
竟跟你 多相擁一次便愛多一次
只相信 最迴腸盪氣之時
可用你的名字 和我姓氏
成就這故事

從此以後 無憂無求
故事平淡但當中有你
已經足夠
從此以後 無憂無求
故事平淡但當中有你
已經足夠

快樂同樣像你我一對
已經足夠

>>May 3, 2004 at 7:12:14 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 30 日 星期五 【晴】

Count down 21
Will receive the ticket by this week. Direct flight to HK for 318.40 pounds. Total saving dropped to 650 GBP. Need to book advance ticket to London next Tue.
The ages of separation change us a lot, the culture difference, the information/ education we received, the norms, etc. However, I believe in we can understand each other and share our vision to future.

愛妳是我一生中理想
作詞：向雪懷　作曲：黃尚偉　編曲：Gary Chan

是妳賜　我生命愛一趟
迷糊夢裡　妳來到推開一片窗
令我再有希望　重拾情深一往
為何讓你　為何讓我　受過傷的今天更傷

無援地傷心一場　沒法知一些感情真相
餘情未了　卻不敢夢和想
無援地傷心一場　沒法可走出痴情方向
情懷如雨　永遠沒晴朗

面對愛妳不懂去收放
如能為妳　我願賠上今天的創傷
令我再次失望　還是情深一往
愁時共妳　笑亦和妳　是我一生中的理想

情懷如雨　怕再度回看
I don't care anything, just love you in the way the first time I told you what I think about you.

>>May 1, 2004 at 10:50:53 AM GMT+8