2005 年 4 月 15 日 星期五 【晴】

graduation of LA course.
With many unforgetable memories.
Again, missed the most important moment, however, that's life mean to me.

Returned to MKC for the MKCAA, sound off with people / old classmates, of course, took photos.

Learned that hin will return to hoi nam by tomorrow, good luck.
Also he will come to Japan on 19th May, wish he can enjoy the trip in advance.

Welcome got a nice job with excellent salary now, wish he can have a nice start.

Sound off with old friends, remind every moment in life that we shared in the ages.
Are we older and no wiser, maybe, do this really mean something?

Gotta pray to my 契grand mon tomorrow.


風雨同路 - 徐小鳳
作詞：鄭國江　作曲：筒美京平　編曲：梁基爵

* 似是歡笑　似是苦困　怎可分開假與真
恩怨不分　愛亦有恨　明亮背影有黑暗*

@ 往事不記　往事不理　一生幾多苦與甘
珍惜今朝　盼望以後　同渡困苦與厄困@

# 今天且雙親　那知他朝不相分
地老天荒轉眼恩義泯
不必怕多變幻　風雨同路見真心
月缺一樣星星親 #

Repeat * # @

珍惜今朝　盼望以後　同渡困苦與厄困


When You Say You Love Me
Like the sound of silence calling,
I hear your voice and suddenly
I'm falling, lost in a dream.
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,
You say those words and my heart stops beating.
I wonder what it means.
What could it be that comes over me?
At times I can't move.
At times I can hardly breath.

When you say you love me,
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me,
For a moment, there's no one else alive.

You're the one I've always thought of.
I don't know how, but I feel sheltered in your love.
You're where I belong.
And when you're with me if I close my eyes,
There are times I swear I feel like I can fly
For a moment in time.
Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth ,
And frozen in time, Oh when you say those words.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment there's no one else alive.

[bridge:]
And this journey that we're on.
How far we've come and I celebrate every moment.
And when you say you love me,
That's all you have to say.
I'll always feel this way.

When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
In that moment I know why I'm alive.

When you say you love me.
When you say you love me.
Do you know how I love you?

>>April 16, 2005 at 1:02:44 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 15 日 星期五 【晴】

1. wake up 0630, 0930 arrive at Au Tau Kwok for 2nd Interview. Success. New job for QC supervisor start from tomorrow.

2. help 契媽for a while.

3. Returned to MKC and chatted with my teachers. Hugh change in MKC. Including myself

4. Attend the annual dinner of Ku Ma for her birthday and marriage 60th annual.

We are changing, today is the first time I speak for my family toward ku ma's family, at that moment, we are finally group up and have the courage to say "thank you" to ku ma and ku cheung.

5. Got use to the feel of emptiness - will she change my future, for sure, ton.

We are the champions　　　Queen

I've paid my dues time after time
I've done my sentence
But committed no crime
And bad mistakes I've made a few
I've had my share of sand kicked in my face
But I've come through

We are the champions - my friends
And we'll keep on fighting till the end
We are the champions
We are the champions
No time for losers
'Cause we are the champions of the world

I've taken my bows and my curtain calls
You brought me fame and fortune
And everything that goes with it
I thank you all
But it's been no bed of roses
No pleasure cruise
I consider it a challenge before the whole human race
And I ain't gonna lose

>>April 15, 2005 at 4:52:55 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 13 日 星期三 【晴】

2nd Interview tomorrow, go ahead, Ton.

Carry on MySQL / php hacking.

Feel sick.


Run away　　　　　　　Del Shannon

As I walk along
I wonder what went wrong with our love
A love that was so strong
And as I till walk on
I think of the things we've done together
While our hearts were young

*I'm a walking in the rain
Tears are falling and I fell the pain
Wishing you were here by me
To end this misery
And I wonder, I wa-wa-wa-wa-wonder
Why, why why why why why she ran away
And I wonder where she will stay
My little run away (*)

A-run-run-run-run run away (*)

>>April 14, 2005 at 11:54:28 AM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 12 日 星期二 【晴】

web page design for billy in process. need advance preparation for the php with mysql e-commerce research.

wake up at 0930
came to 契媽office for name card issue afterward.

read a nice page about snapshot.
with nice article.

來到今天
歌手：李克勤, 黃伊汶 | 作曲：謝杰
填詞：陳少琪 | 編曲：劉祖德

我路過　行李藏著太多的傷痛
那會為誰逗留盛放我笑容

＊我也路過　既已能被你感動
　你都失重　為可將言詞
　都鎖進在眼中

　年紀小　不等於我是錯
　盡情活著　為何代表闖禍
　請別來愛我　我沒法親手
　又再寫多一首昨日悲歌＊

＃來到今天
　就當做記念趁著我們能避免
　我會勇敢　跳進你的空白點
　為何像隔開一光年
　今天我又再失眠
　今天以後更驚險　都一起脫險＃

＠來到今天
　別了別掛念趁著結局能預見
　我不怕雨天
　預備共你的愛用血與淚提煉
　如若肚餓了願你細心點
　找到合適餐店＠

REPEAT＊＃＠

只貪溫暖終於只有更加混亂
如沒有缺陷誰會堅決絕緣
明明是愛著要扮到隔開很遠
若愛燒光耗損
世上都繼續轉　世上不必轉圈

REPEAT＃

來到今天
別了別掛念趁著結局能預見
我不怕雨天
預備共你的愛用血與淚提煉
不可並肩
如若雨未過　就算濕透身
亦要再遇見　請等晴天


an article from the site
復仇記(18/01/2004)

這是發生在超級市場的一件小事。那天我到我家樓下的百佳超級市場買MD，拿了一包後便走到收銀處準備排隊付款，正要走到一位婦人身後時，一位年約四十多歲的男子竟藉他的手推車碰我，雖然力度不算太大，但卻感到他是刻意的：他想比我快一小步入隊，最終他也得償所願。

排在這男人後面的我當然心心不忿，要是從前的我可能會扒走他身上的東西，但今天我沒有這樣做，相反我還送他一些東西。在我手中的MD背面貼著一片防盜磁片，我以指甲把它刮起，然後黏在那男人的毛衣上。心想他離開超級市場時必會惹來出口的偵測儀咇咇作響。

然而，被刮下來的防盜磁片並不能完全平穩地貼於毛衣的毛線上，很快便丟了下來。就在我失望之際，那男人竟踏中那掉在地上的防盜磁片，由於防盜磁片的黏貼面向上，當男人再度移步時，地面的防盜磁片已消失：它已牢牢地貼於男人的鞋底！

終於到他付款了，他把手推車中的一大堆貨品交到服務員手中，花了一陣子時間，相比之下，我只是買一包價值四十四元的MD，過程十分快捷。當我付款過後，那男人還在整理他的貨品。

我飛快走到出口處，剛巧有一位店務經理站著，我走向他，故作神秘及認真地說：「那位先生高買，我親眼見的！不信的話請留意他出門。」

我留意到經理那認真接報的表情之後便飛快離開，免得他要我留下來做甚麼證人之類。

由於這所百佳超級市場是位於商場的最頂層，一離開便要乘自動電梯直達下一層，因此我不能找到一個地方遠望事情的發展，只得在樓下待著，聽著。

偵測儀的防盜鈴聲終於響了！我便快步離開﹙好像做壞事的是我自己般﹚。那位認真的經理應會抓著那「可惡但無辜」的男人吧！當然他肯定不會因此而被捕，但令他惹來一陣子的麻煩、惹來一陣子的不信任目光也是好的。

就算是一種「對我不敬」的懲罰吧！

http://www.mandom5354.com/photo/2005/d10helpness3/d10helpness3.htm

>>April 13, 2005 at 5:32:21 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 11 日 星期一 【晴】

Nosal bleeding......
that's life mean to you, Ton.

take a look at the old photos, trigger so many memories.
wake up at 0730... prepare for the interview.
Interview at Kwun Tong, last for an hour. Will be a project engineer soon if nothing special.
return to fanling by 1230, came to have lunch with 契媽 and help her with some admin stuff.
Have dinner with mooncake afterward.
Met fung shui lun and ho kai chun, mentioned about someone I missed since secondary ages - ka fai.
as they know about how I feel about her for a long long time, especially mooncake and shui lun. Of course, kai chun know this as well since last year I return to HK.
I know her number for a long time since F5E ages, however, I never call her - because I don't have confidence about myself to her. Well, I think that's harmless to be friend first.
So asked for her details afterwards.

Then have a review on the course I took last week later on, just share views with the classmates.
Met F.5D old classmate Chao Ngai Ying on the way to dinner with classmates. Chat with her for a while.

Chat with the classmate while having dinner, share some views with them, learned a lot.

ICQ Chat with ka fai when return home, of course, scarified by my strange request. Well, I would say she misunderstand about what I mean. Maybe she will know better later.

Billy Cheng called me and asked me for e-commerce development for him, sorry about can't help him about the paypal part because lack of experience. Even I know how to implement, I'm not affordable on the risk at the moment.

Chated with Mr. Yip for a while.

The Phantom of the Opera
CHRISTINE
In sleep
he sang to me,
in dreams
he came . . .
that voice
which calls to me
and speaks
my name . . .

And do
I dream again?
For now
I find
the Phantom of the Opera
is there -
inside my mind . . .

PHANTOM
Sing once
again with me
our strange
duet . . .
My power
over you
grows stronger
yet . . .

And though
you turn from me,
to glance
behind,
the Phantom of the Opera
is there -
inside your mind . . .

CHRISTINE
Those who
have seen your face
draw back
in fear . . .
I am
the mask you wear . . .

PHANTOM

It's me
they hear . . .

BOTH
Your/my spirit
and your/my voice,
in one
combined:
the Phantom of the Opera
is thereQ
inside your/my mind . . .

OFFSTAGE VOICES
He's there,
the Phantom of the Opera . . .
Beware
the Phantom of the Opera . . .

PHANTOM
In all
your fantasies,
you always
knew
that man
and mystery . . .

CHRISTINE
. . . were both
in you . . .

BOTH
And in
this labyrinth,
where night
is blind,
the Phantom of the Opera
is there/hereQ
inside your/my mind . . .

Sing, my Angel of Music!

CHRISTINE
He's there,
the Phantom of the Opera

>>April 12, 2005 at 5:21:43 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 10 日 星期日 【晴】

wake up by mother's call - because of the restiction area permit problem.
so came to Fanling at once. Took me more than 2 hours to solve the stuffs.
Afterward have lunch with the relatives and mother at Sheung Shui.
then came to Sham Shui Po for the Mr. Yip's PC.
Got a nice book on PHP, MySQL with the cost of 360 HKD.
Came back to joyfullong later, re-install the PC and learned that will have an interview arranged by Mr. Yip tomorrow.
Time to effort, be elite, Ton.
Thanks, Mr. Yip

Chat with Leung on the way to kowloon bay, a brief review to myself, and ask for his advise.
A friend from la-te 21st added me.
Take a look at his diary, discover that he changed a lot, that's nice to him and wish he can be more happy in the days coming sincerely.

Called C0 on my way home, learned that the trip to ocean park is cancel already, whatever, maybe next time.
Called Tammy Cheung afterward, and she told me that she will be the boss of a tutorial school soon, so best wish for her in advance.
Came home and print out my CV and tidy up my resume for tomorrow.

鐵窗 許美靜

詞:陳佳明 曲:陳佳明

我的心早已經一片黑暗 再沒有什麼是可以點燃
我只剩眼角的一滴淚光 怎能把這世界照亮
對你的恨已經慢慢變少 對你的愛依舊無法衡量
在原諒與絕望之間游蕩 唯一的感覺是傷 傷 傷

我以為你給了我一線希望 我伸出手卻只是冰冷鐵窗
若現實它總教人更加悲傷 就讓我在回憶裡繼續夢幻
我以為我從此能快樂飛翔 在夢醒後卻只是冰冷鐵窗
若現實它能教人更加勇敢 就讓我在地獄裡等待天堂

>>April 14, 2005 at 12:58:50 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 9 日 星期六 【晴】

course complete, with nice experience.
Share some special moment with friends, as well as my mon, Mr. Yip.
A night that worth to remember.


Just to Hear You Say That You Love Me
If I could win your heart
If you'd let me in your heart
I'd be so happy, baby
Just for these arms to be
Holding you close to me
There's nothing in this world I won't try
No limit to what I'd do to make you mine, 'cause

I'd climb right up to the sky
I'd take down the stars
Just to be in your arms, baby
I'd go and capture the moon
That's what I would do
Just to hear you say that you love me
Just to hear you say that you love me

If I could taste your kiss
There'd be no sweeter gift
Heaven could offer baby
Oh, baby
I want to be the one
I want to be the one
Living to give you love
I'd walk across this world just to be
Close to you 'cause I want you close to me, yeah

I'd climb right up to the sky
I'd take down the stars
Just to be in your arms, baby
I'd go and capture the moon
That's what I would do
Just to hear you say that you love me
Just to hear you say that you love me

For the rest of your life
For the rest of your life
Love me for the rest of all time
Oh baby, baby
Just say the word
And I'll give you my world
There's nothing I won't do
Baby, just to be with you

I'd climb right up to the sky
I'd take down the stars
Just to be in your arms, baby
I'd go and capture the moon
That's what I would do
Just to hear you say that you love me
Just to hear you say that you love me
Just to hear you say that you love me, baby
Just to hear you say that you love me
Oh, I need to hear you say that you love me, baby
Just to hear you say that you love me
Just say you love me
Just say you need me

Just to hear you say that you love me

>>April 16, 2005 at 1:04:23 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 8 日 星期五 【晴】

day 2 for the course, nice experience.
Life is a game mean to me, with different rules to play with.
Naive is a sin.
Proof that I'm really someone hard to turn down.
Take it easy, ton.

Ton's 十四條關注組
01. 物競天擇, 適者生存
02. 己所不欲,勿施於人
03. 夫人必自侮,然後人侮之
04. 修身齊家治國平天下
05. 君子不器
06. 機會由自己爭取/製造, 不是等候機會來臨
07. 追求智慧, 運用知識的知識
08. 人生有限, 及時行樂
09. 施比受更有福
10. 世間不存在公平, 只有時間例外
11. 小不忍則亂大謀
12. We'll not know about tomorrow; we can't change yesterday; but we can do something today, that's life.
13. No pain, no gain.
14. Think different.

>>April 12, 2005 at 5:20:18 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 7 日 星期四 【晴】

J2EE
attend a course for personality. However, discover that there are no really that useful mean to me. Take it anyway.

>>April 8, 2005 at 4:20:17 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 6 日 星期三 【晴】

Keep hacking for J2EE
Nothing special today.
Confirm course details.

>>April 7, 2005 at 4:19:43 PM GMT+8