2004 年 8 月 26 日 星期四 【晴】

another day in china passed, with tones of pressure. Even this is not an easy game to play with, I'll try me very best for it.

Select someone in life is never easy, take it easy ton.

Gotta switch my location from R&D towards computing department. one of my friend point out that my inter-personal skill is poor and the condition would become worse if move into new post.

Tomorrow will back to hk, who should I repair the pc for?

Miss the brothers in UK, don't have any idea on what's going on for their study.

need to arrange the graduration issue for them asap.

still have problem to forget someone in my life.

>>August 27, 2004 at 9:40:08 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 15 日 星期日 【晴】

Another day in China

>>August 16, 2004 at 8:36:40 AM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 30 日 星期五 【晴】

One month already - right or wrong don't really matter too much. As long as I'm still alive.

I'm a blue person, I like blue as well.
有人喜歡藍 蘇永康
　
　　
藍是越夜越靜越美麗 的一種氣氛
藍是越妒越恨越快樂 的一種鬥爭
藍是如迷如幻卻很迫真的某種興奮
只可意會沒法說 講不出的快感

藍是輾轉反側在午夜 想起你睡也不穩
藍是盛著寂寞釀的酒 跟星星對飲
藍是傳來流動怨曲聲音 跟你的聲線
甚相近 似幕調情戲 難掩蓋的風韻

我不清楚根本天生喜歡那樣藍
還是我已對你這種色彩太習慣
世間繽紛風景好比煙花匆匆一剎 便吹散
看盡濃和淡 還只有它不散

藍是將小小一幅天空 剪低了做你恤衫
藍是鋪開夜夜浪接浪 海水色被單
藍是纏綿完後歇息之間 淒美的感嘆
在飄散 我懷疑和你 能否再多一晚?

>>July 31, 2004 at 7:16:09 AM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 23 日 星期五 【晴】

Another week passed in China.
Time passed by - no matter right or wrong. I must go ahead.
It's sort of pain whenever I think of you - Lin. Somehow, I'll survive. Take it easy Ton.
I used to be alone in UK, now is by myself in CN.
Gotta get some note from Jackson tomorrow.
Some guys are good at playing dirty tricks. Please don't force me to take action, as this is not my primary aim in R&D.

Think of Scarborough out of sudden.


Scarborough Fair　　　Simon & Garfunkel

Are you going to Scarborough Fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Remember me to one, who lives there
She once was a true love of mine

Tell her to make me a cambric shirt
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Without no seams nor needlework
Then she'll be a true love of mine

Tell her to find me an acre of land
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
Between the salt water and the sea strand
Then she'll be a true love of mine

Tell her to reap it in a sickle of leather
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme
And to gather it all in a bunch of heather
Then she'll be a true love of mine.

>>July 24, 2004 at 6:04:32 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 16 日 星期五 【晴】

生忌快樂 - Ton

今天是我的冥辰四週年, 我是一個早應該消失的人. 四年前的今天我死裡逃生 - 時過境遷, 人/事過去了.

人生是很玄的, 沒有必然和必須.

瀟灑走一回　葉蒨文　　
詞：陳樂融/王蕙玲　作曲：陳大力/陳秀男　

天地悠悠 過客匆匆 潮起又潮落
恩恩怨怨 生死白頭 幾人能看透
紅塵呀滾滾 痴痴呀情深 聚散終有時
留一半清醒 留一半醉 至少夢裏有你追隨
我拿青春賭明天 你用真情換此生
歲月不知人間多少的憂傷 何不瀟灑走一回


Called Ann in UK and chat with her for a while. She is fine and wish she will be alright.

Job status is alright, so far ok.

>>July 17, 2004 at 7:50:11 PM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 3 日 星期六 【晴】

Start of new job, with different stuff to learn. Discovered my fatal problem - can't speak and understand Manderin. A must to solve it.

A partner can speak Cantonese need to work outside - that he can help me improve the understanding over the process in the factory.

Anyway, try my best, Ton.

戀心 -- 相川七瀨
love heart -- Aikawa Nanase

喂 告訴我 再也回不去了嗎?
hey, tell me, don't go back anmore?

遠處的漧弄聲　彷彿隱約聽見
sound of waves from far away, seems like hearing it

二人依偎的縫細間
the gap when the two hugging together

散落片片的思緒
minds falling off pieces by pieces

無法成為隻字片語 只覺莫何奈何
cannot form a word, only feeling we can do nothing

戀心 如今 有任何方向 在夜晚分外膽小害怕啊
love heart, now with any direction, I feel more scared during the nights

穿越玻璃的黑暗中 偷偷隱忍住淚水
going through the darkness of glass, hiding the tears secretly

喂 那一天的二人 Dream 不是謊言吧
hey, the two people dream of that day, isn't a lie right?

明月皎潔 無處可去Silence
the moon is bright, we can go nowhere, Silence

影子沉重地交緒重疊在一起了
the shadows coincide together

那時無論怎樣也總是以微笑相對
that time, we always looked at each other with smiles

現在郤覺得如此遙遠
now it becomes so far away

戀心 如今只利孤獨寂寥 黑夜裡與你離散
love heart, now only loneliness remains, separate with you during the nights

迷惘沉淪於時光輸迴中 找尋真愛
inside the temporal cycle, finding true love

戀心 如今只剩孤獨寂寥 在夜晚分外膽小害怕啊
love heart, now only loneliness remains, I feel more scared during the nights

穿越玻璃的黑暗中 偷偷隱忍住淚水
going through the darkness of galss, hiding the tears secretly

戀心 如今只利孤獨寂寥 黑夜裡與你離散
love heart, now only loneliness remains, separate with you during the nights

迷惘沉淪於時光輸迴中 找尋真愛
inside the temporal cycle, finding true love

>>July 10, 2004 at 6:28:25 AM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 2 日 星期五 【晴】

Elite unit in the society - University graduate.
Signed the first contract in life.
Installed the software for a friend.
Chat/communicate with the boss for more than 1/2 hours. Learn a lot from him. In fact, I know this boss is someone have high requirement todward his co-worker. That's a great news to me, as he can motivate my pace to work harder, learn better. In the world of communical, just like term in biology - natual selection. Only the individual adaptable to the world will survive.
Went to Sha Tin to meet 姑媽/姑丈. Chat with them and listened to some of their life experience. 姑丈 said something really impressed me."人搵錢有限 錢搵錢無限", he adviced me that only investment can make someone rich.
Came home and pack up my belongings, later on have dinner with family at SS.

一萬年

作曲： John Laudon 填詞： 陳少琪 主唱： 陳曉東

聽海風擦身過 你說是上帝的歌
讓呼吸去親我 眼裡白浪正湧過
你那樣情切 調和著我的強烈
你那樣情切 長途跋涉 墮入這刻的熾熱
從天邊 飛萬年
遙遙萬里 只等今天的一個你
相交點 最後都相見 無聲碰見
從海邊 飄萬年
無涯視線 只等今天的一個我 (終於跟我見面 找到我)
相交點 歲月怎改變 最後都碰見!
像早早結識你 過去住在你心扉
熟識所有的你 再次混合我憶記
終於此生有些驚喜
終於可將愛放於天地
終於可跟你相擁中 又尋回自己

>>July 4, 2004 at 1:14:57 AM GMT+8

2004 年 7 月 1 日 星期四 【晴】

Moon came round again.

Confirmed my job, need to start it on the coming Monday.
Met Mrs Ngan at SS, have a tea with her.

Met Lau Chung Kit at SS, he is working in a mobile shop.
Met Lai Hom Sang and Lei Man Ho at SS as well, gather some info with respect to person I know.

Became the computer technician at all time. 24 hrs standby.
Birthday of someone mean a lot to me. However, learn a lesson. Take it easy ton. Life is never easy and you will never expect everything run alright and under your will. Chat with this person's mother and received more backgound information.

Chat with some of my best friends in UK, learned (recalled) that yesterday is Rich's birthday. Happy birthday Rich.

Chat with Tammy on my way home - a true friend I can trust with.

Need to hand in a draft report with respect to linux issue.
Going to sign my first contract in life tomorrow.

Ton 語錄
冇話開心同唔開心, 凡事相對

又如何呢 - 說真的, 就算我會當你為朋友, 你又對我如何?

你知道我很多事情, 不過有更多事情是你不知道的.

3年前的我與今天的我是很不同的


Mrs. Robinson　　　Simon & Garfunkel

*And here's to you, Mrs. Robinson
Jesus loves you more than you will know
God bless you please, Mrs. Robinson
Heaven holds a place for those who pray
(Hey, hey, hey...hey, hey, hey)

We'd like to know a little bit about you for our files
We'd like to help you learn to help yourself
Look around you, all you see are sympathetic eyes
Stroll around the grounds until you feel at home (*)

Hide it in a hiding place where no one ever goes
Put it in your pantry with your cupcakes
It's a little secret, just the Robinsons' affair
Most of all, you've got to hide it from the kids

Coo, coo, ca-choo, Mrs. Robinson
Jesus loves you more than you will know
God bless you please, Mrs. Robinson
Heaven holds a place for those who pray
(Hey, hey, hey...hey, hey, hey)

Sitting on a sofa on a Sunday afternoon
Going to the candidates debate
Laugh about it, shout about it
When you've got to choose
Every way you look at it, you lose

Where have you gone, Joe DiMaggio
A nation turns its lonely eyes to you
What's that you say, Mrs. Robinson
Jolting Joe has left and gone away
(Hey, hey, hey...hey, hey, hey)

一生何求　詞：潘偉源　唱：陳百強

＊
冷暖那可休　回頭多少個秋
尋遍了　卻偏失去　未盼卻在手
我得到沒有　沒法解釋得失錯漏
剛剛聽到望到便更改
不知那裡追究＊

＃
一生何求　常判決放棄與擁有
耗盡我這一生　觸不到已跑開
一生何求　迷惘裡永遠看不透
沒料到我所失的　竟已是我的所有＃

重唱＊＃

一生何求　曾妥協也試過苦鬥
夢內每點繽紛　一消散那可收
一生何求　誰計較讚美與詛咒
沒料到我所失的　竟已是我的所有

重唱＃

>>July 2, 2004 at 5:58:11 PM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 30 日 星期三 【晴】

Wake up 0730, played basketball for a while. Visited Grand-uncle with Ka Wo and father. Of course, these "relatives" meeting really some "show off" meeting to me. i.e. how excellent their son, grandson, and so on. Well, I'm glad that I can demonstrate confidence and reply in a nice mannar. The only person under embrassment is father, as he can't show off in front of us. That's not his fault, I understand, and I will never expect anything from him and his support for Ka Wai, Ka To and Ka Wo. If he don't behave like our father, I'll still respect him, however, he will not receive any benefit form us later on in life as he never constribute to our personal development.

Visited Sham Shui Po for the software issue. Got some software for ka wai and gotta dump it into iso image for download.

Installed the card reader for a friend.
confirmed a meeting with a friend.
Gonna receive the interview result tomorrow.

情深的一句 劉德華
電影"烈火戰車"主題曲
作曲：陳子鴻 填詞：劉德華 編曲：屠穎

冷風吹 心裡空虛
車飛向遠方
在無力傷心的人是誰
人漸累 情也漸累
停住了的心偏卻是醉

＃
咀邊濕透是淚
沒有勇氣說再會又伴隨
推不開心中的罪
留住妳我放棄了負累
再拚命追

渡過的從前 今天過去
明瞭原來曾令妳真的太心碎
明白到心死不可再追

☆
面對當年情 真心說句
祈求完全原諒我當初的不對
在妳離開的一刻說出
情深的一句
（唯一的一句）

Repeat ＃☆

You're the only one

>>July 1, 2004 at 12:13:56 PM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 29 日 星期二 【晴】

Received call from 契媽 concerned about the software licence problem. Visited somewhere to get it solved. Worked for this issue untill late at night. Please don't waste my time as this is really none of my business, however, because of this is my friend's issue. I must get involved upon request.

Tomorrow need to solve the software problem and visit Kwan Dei for my grand-uncle (叔公).

Too simple, sometime naive.

我甚麼都沒有

作曲： 陳偉 填詞： 林夕 主唱： 陳奕迅

我沒有我沒有沒有 從運氣到信心到天空宇宙
全屬某某 未明何處有售
我沒有理會有沒有 連伴侶也要花費多幾倍力才望個夠
但仍然難擁有
曾愛惜的總要放手 難接手的又來等候
如我愛你你愛的他都要走 同樣犯不著哀求
遺憾夠 還要去張開笑口
連夢裏也會覺得快樂難求 連淚光都光不過黑夜盡頭
不過 不過我不用難受
像我對你也不敢講永久 連天都知這瑣碎悲哀背後
一切都不算得罕有 （其實我跟你都不算得罕有）
我沒有我沒有沒有 從樂趣到痛苦到悲歡愛恨全被折扣
亦沿門去聽候
我沒有理會有沒有 連玩意也要花費多幾倍力才玩個夠
命途無奇不有

As if what I said few years ago - you are the one.

>>July 1, 2004 at 11:58:10 AM GMT+8