2004 年 11 月 21 日 星期日 【晴】

Wake up late and keep working very hard for the TPU lamination, also arranged workmate to re-construct the bearing machine PP block to improve the chopping performance.
Supplier will send a TPU/PVC static machine for lamination the day after tomorrow.
Arrange new cutting die production, expect to meet with supplier tomorrow.


I'm Gonna Be Around - Michael Learns to Rock

It's been so long since we took the time
to share words from deep inside us
we're in our own world spinning our wheels
but you know how I feel

Well since the first time I took your hand
my love for you has just be growing
you always seem to understand
you know how I am

I'm gonna love you till the end
I'm gonna be your very true friend
I wanna share your ups and downs
I'm gonna be around

When you're alone cos I'm away
don't be sad don't be afraid
I'm gonna turn my thoughts to you
like I always do

I'm gonna love you till the end
I'm gonna be your very true friend
I wanna share your ups and downs
I'm gonna be around

Catch you when you fall
hold you when you're down
sharing every moment
I wanna show you all I do
I believe I've found a miracle in you

I'm gonna love you till the end
I'm gonna be your very true friend
I wanna share your ups and downs
I'm gonna be around

>>November 22, 2004 at 2:17:58 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 20 日 星期六 【晴】

Returned to China at 1430, arrived at factory around 1500.

Watched movie with workmates and then took a trip to 常平 with icy.

Have a nice date with icy. One day passed.

I'm simple, just give me trust and a feel of secure, that's enough.
don't wanna look back, please look into future, Ton. And believe in your future.

Feel - Robbie Williams

Come on hold my hand, I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand, this role I've been given
I sit and talk to God, and He just laughs at my plans
My head speaks a language, I don't understand

I just wanna feel, real love fill the home that I live in
Cause I got too much life, running thru my veins, going to waste
I don't wanna die, but I ain't keen on living either
Before I fall in love, I'm preparing to leave her

Scare myself to dead, that's why I keep on running
Before I've arrived, I can see myself coming
I just wanna feel real love fill the home that I live in
Cos I got too much life, running thru my veins going to waste
And I need to feel, real love in the life ever after, I can not get enough

I just wanna feel, real love fill the home that I live in
I got too much love, running thru my veins, to go to waste
I just wanna feel, real love in the life ever after
There's a hole in my soul, you can see it in my face, it's a real big place

Come on hold my hand, I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand, this role I've been given
Not sure I understand, not sure I understand
Not sure I understand, not sure I understand

>>November 22, 2004 at 2:15:32 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 19 日 星期五 【晴】

Returned from china and have lunch with 契媽 and 葉太. Afterward, came to Mr. Yip's home and fix the PC's problem for him.

Asked Dino to borrow me the digital cam for coming Fri and Sat. Gotta get it tomorrow.

Will return to China tomorrow afternoon.

I did made mistake when I fall in love with lin before. However, this will never happen again in my entire life.
過火　張信哲

是否對你承諾了太多　還是我原本給的就不夠
你始終有千萬種理由　我一直都跟隨你的感受
讓你瘋　讓你去放縱　以為你　有天會感動
關於流言　我裝作無動於衷

直到所有的夢已破碎
才看見你的眼淚和後悔　我是多想再給你機會
多想問你究竟　愛誰
既然愛　難分是非　就別逃避　勇敢面對
給了他的心　你是否能夠　要得回

怎麼忍心怪你　犯了錯
是我給你自由　過了火
讓你更寂寞　才會陷入感情漩渦

怎麼忍心讓你受折磨
是我給你自由過了火
如果你想飛　傷痛我揹



過火 (廣東話) 張信哲

＊
從沒有期望你曾內疚
我一再接受你放肆操守
人在說人在笑無重要
你的美麗如純情美酒
當你心無言的出走
當愛得仍惟恐不夠
常自替你解釋想一些理由

＃
陪著你傻下去磨下去
我根本不知有那個對手
長夜裡甜蜜裡難預算
喜歡你便靜靜偷走
只記得如此傷悲
仍只記得無可推理
談論我與你　只盼一絲都不記起

＋
其實我的要求都不多
盼你以我處境想想我
你們很快樂　瞞著去幹不要過火
其實我的要求都不多
試試以我處境體恤我
你們累了嗎　不想清楚

重唱　＊,＃,＋,＋

>>November 20, 2004 at 12:18:34 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 18 日 星期四 【晴】

Supplier visit with respect to the static field processing the TPU/EVA layer for lamination. Achieved excellent result.

Carry on the process over php hacking.

Developing a long term relationship with the workmate.

Shoot 3 points over 90%. Feel very nice.

Tomorrow will return to HK, need to arrange my photo for Vicky and fix the virus problem.

>>November 20, 2004 at 2:32:15 AM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 17 日 星期三 【晴】

Joking with workmate about his girl friend issue. However, learned a lot from this.

Returned from HK and arrived factory at 1130.

Start my new stage in life. Also identified my new target in my career and life.

No best, only better. To be the man of excellent - alphamate Ton

>>November 20, 2004 at 2:34:53 AM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 16 日 星期二 【晴】

Today attend the first wedding dinner in my life. Wish they can walk hand in hand for their entire life and share everything.

chat with the China co-workmate, found that I enjoy taking with them, maybe because they are more mature and I feel warm while I talk with them.

Dress formally and experienced a little bit boring as i found there are communication problem in between us(the main source of problem in from me I suppose).

Do promise really matter? or just take the best solution provided at this stage?

Returned home at 0045. Tomorrow will fall-in at 1015.

>>November 17, 2004 at 4:58:14 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 15 日 星期一 【晴】

Reported the visits findings to head.
Had the R&D meeting with boss. Learned a lot about life, methods to handle conversations and resolve problem from him.
Ming called me and chat with her for a while.
Come back to test lab and chat with workmate for a while.
Another day passed in my life. The key issue is how to make good use of my life.
Discover a PSG-1 in the meeting room. So nice to pick up my dream weapon.
Tomorrow will return HK to attend Ruby's wedding dinner. Best wish on her marriage.

Life is discovering that you know nothing, then learn about it.

>>November 16, 2004 at 2:39:15 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 14 日 星期日 【晴】

Returned to factory at 1030, go to test lab stright.
Keep hacking the php stuff, config the server to "always on".
Make friend with someone capable to handle English well in factory.
Keep work on the cutting die, screen printing and departmental server issue.

Cultural difference sometime drive one into crazy.

>>November 16, 2004 at 2:33:45 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 13 日 星期六 【晴】

Classmate graduation at City U.
Enjoy today's meeting with classmate.

Have a nice breakfast with norika.
Chat with her for a while and move to festvial walk at Kowloon Tong.

Have argue with family about the job issue. That's my life and career. I started it since the day I left HK - and I don't think that she is possible to carry out a fair evaluation as she can't identify my actual intentions and plan.

Also she don't have any right to argue with me / justify about my salary - as I pay over 80% of my salary to family. She already used up the first chance for her - and I will not tell her anything about my raise in salary for the coming future. I must save my capital for my future.

May join a friend's game for a lunar new year's project.

I know the rules to protect my health, however, I'll lock up any information w.r.t. npc.

Tomorrow gotta carry on my database development.
Will stay in China for the weekend coming.

>>November 14, 2004 at 5:25:32 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 12 日 星期五 【晴】

Feel sick today.
Back to hk around 1400.
Can't reach lin, sort of lost.
fish have problem on her stomach, wish she recover soon.
Tomorrow will attend classmate's graduation, look forward about it.

A nice song
Angles - Robbie Williams

I sit and wait
Does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're grey and old
'cos I have been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel the love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

When I'm feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

>>November 13, 2004 at 2:10:10 PM GMT+8