2004 年 11 月 1 日 星期一 【晴】

Sick and rest for entire day - sleep, sleep and sleep.

>>November 3, 2004 at 3:34:11 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 31 日 星期日 【晴】

Returned factory at 1030
Deal with different issue cutting die, printing, quoation, purchasing....
Rapid learning, that's my life.

Received call from a friend to request for fixing virus in his pc. gotta back to HK in the coming Sat.

Chat with a friend in UK, really enjoy about it.

life is never easy, the only way to live better is take it easy.

>>November 1, 2004 at 3:55:56 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 30 日 星期六 【晴】

Returned to HK by 0830.
Dating with JPC member cancelled
Visited 姑媽 later after a full breakfast at McDonald.
Chat with them till 1400
Visited Wing Hung at Lok Fu till 1500, talking to myself for 30mins.
Visited C0 at Tsim Sha Tsui and chat with her for entire afternoon. We are older but no wiser, still "inch" each other as if days in 5D.
Return home at 1930 and have dinner with family.


Last Waltz - Rasmus

Make me blind
Cover my eyes you can do what you want
I'm paralyzed by the perfect mood
When we're dancing with blindfolds on
You make it easy to love you and hate you
I can't explane it I feel insecure
You say it's simple "you die just to live again"
You say we're waiting for the last waltz

Chorus:
Another you and me
Another revolutionary heavenly romance
waiting for the last waltz
And so it seems
We won't find the solution
confusion leads the dance
We're waiting for the last waltz

Praise the wine
So divine and it stings like a rose
Allow the night to flow inside open the window
and let the wind blow
Highlight of the night is the unhappy ending
You keep refusing to answer my calls
Drop the bending and stop the pretending
You say get ready for the last waltz

I believe that no one this world has the anwers for me
But still I hope that someone has heard.

>>October 31, 2004 at 1:58:30 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 29 日 星期五 【晴】

Today happened a lot of issue mean a lot to me.

Attended a course for IE
Elected as the team leader
"play" and present everytime
Stay in China again

Poor Ton - you are just too smart to reveal the truth - again, you got hurt again, don't worry, you will survive. Identify your target and eliminate / radicate these people. Make sure survive is your first pirority. Surely, if you collect enough evidence, then you can make a nice and sharp shoot.
"Sniper on your target"
"Target in sight"
"Sniper Go!"
"Tango down"
Let's wait and see.

Tomorrow will be Wing Hung's birthday, gotta visit him. I learned a lot from you - my dear friend. Hope you can by my side and lead me the way to future. Wish you enjoy life in paradise. Well I belong to hell - so we may not ever meet again, however, you are everlasting in my life - always young, always simple and always the one reliable.

Ton's in his Hell, all right with his world.

gotta wait unitl 2008 Aug, 21. 4 years time, wait and see what's going on in our life.


I swear
By the moon and the stars in the skies
And I swear
Like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure
I know my part

'Cause I stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

And I swear
By the moon and the stars in the skies
I'll be there
I swear
Like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there

For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you
With every beat of my heart

And I swear
Ooh, ooh, ooh

I'll give you everything I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories
On the walls

And when (And when) just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
'Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

And I swear (And I swear)
By the moon and the stars in the skies
I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (And I swear)
Like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you
With every beat of my heart (Beat of my heart)

And I swear (Hey)

I swear (I swear)
By the moon and the stars in the skies
I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (I swear)
Like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse (Better or worse)
Till death do us part (I won't)
I'll love you
With every beat of my heart

I swear (I swear)
Oh, oh, I swear

>>October 30, 2004 at 6:39:06 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 28 日 星期四 【晴】

Tomorrow will attend a lecture related to Industrial Engineering. Hopefully can return to HK around 1900.

Received new quotation from a company, capable to save 20 - 40 RMB per cutting die.

Developing new approach to solve different problem. I found that I'm rapid learning, so great. I'm glad that I got freedom to develop what I want and whatever to achieve better outcome.

Impossible is the words for people claim impossible.

Am I mature enough to love someone?
Feel so sorry for missing the office opening ceremony for a good friend.

Started to re-pick PC related issue. Also become a regular reader of CNN again.

University Graduate = Elite Unit within society.

On chatting with some co-workmate tonight, discover that we are really different. I learned the difference in culture, methodology to solve a problem, attudies towards job/ careers, family aspect. One of them claimed that I should have a dozen of girl friend because I'm good at speaking tactfully, then I smiled and reply - if I were that great, I should not miss the one in my life, also my girlfriend post should not be empty now.
命裡有時終需有, 命裡無時莫強求.

>>October 29, 2004 at 2:39:01 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 27 日 星期三 【晴】

A hard day's night - play basketball in another factory in Dai Long. Our team win easily for over 20 marks.

Carry on the research for cutting dies and silk screen printing.

The sum of 5K replacement buget for stolen PC arranged and authorized, gotta receive new PC soon.

If you need to make up your mind, you need to hurry and go ahead without doublt.

A must for new start in life - for next state.

Arranged to attend the Industrial Engineering lecture on Sat. May not possible to attend the opening ceremonry for Mr. Yip's office.

If you learn too much about the truth, you must learn to adapt and take it easy. Life is never something easy and filled with darkness.

Carried out a SWOT analysis for my new chance. Somehow, we can't control everything with our own set of knowledge.

>>October 28, 2004 at 11:32:05 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 26 日 星期二 【晴】

There are problem with the Internet access, result in missed appointment with a friend. So sorry about it.

Played basketball at a crazy level - 0-4 at first, then got 5 shoot to win at 5-4 in 5 mins time.
Try to reduce weight in order to achieve better physical strength and jump higher. 1-2 kg will be fine.

Working on new cutting die development and still encounter problem with the new diadora pentagon / triangle cutting. However, there are great development for the joint-hex cutting die. Arranged 5 cutting dies production. Urging the supplier to reduce the production costing for individual blade for 25% off.

Had a nice dinner with someone look alike Lin and some friend in factory last night, even they are alike - I pointed out that they are individuals. Take it easy Ton. We are from different world in past, but we share common space at that moment, that's life.

Afterwards, because of one can of coke, I was "picked" by one of my boss to drink "XO" - even the wine is diluted by water, it was so dry for me..... the sad story is because I had lot of concentrated Chinese tea before, I was really sick as my brian developed two signals - stay awake and asleep. Result in sleepless night again.

>>October 28, 2004 at 4:08:16 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 25 日 星期一 【晴】

Today chat with Kiu for quite a long time. Learned that she a got a boy friend now. Wish she can go on with this nice man in the coming future.

She used to be someone in my mind when I was young - before I met Lin. Those were the days in JPC. However, I didn't tried to make her mine because by that time she was just too young to know what's love. Now, she's 19 years old, and she fall in love with someone nice (in fact, I have no idea about her man). I proof something again - chance will never come back.
Somehow, I should admit that Lin still weight a lot in my soul. With the time passed in between us, it's should be very normal for me to fade out my love for her, sadly, this is not apply on me.

Looked at their photos and discovered that all of us changed a lot through the years.

Rich got a job in school as a Technical support officer, that's great news - he told me that he'll further MCSE in order to get a better job in the coming future. Wish he can enjoy his new start in his life.

Working is part of our life - but not all of it. I will demonstrate our difference in 10 years - and I'll always remember every words you told me before.

Trying very hard to calculate the cutting die and arrange the panels silk printing.

To someone in factory:
I notice you for a while (nearly 4 months), however, I'm not easy and please don't over react and trying to express / trigger my attention all the time. What I want is a feel of secure in life - especially for someone in my life. What you're doing is just pushing me to feel disappointing over your personality.
If you take it easy, you may get a chance in the future - not now.
That's

>>October 26, 2004 at 2:51:26 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 22 日 星期五 【晴】

Attn : Ton

你相信公平嗎?
付出了多少與得到的永遠不合比例,
可是不去付出是不會有得到的機會.
人是站在不同的起點去開始生命,
人也是在不同的終點去面對死亡.
過程中有些人會經歷多一點, 面對多一點挫敗.
有些人會平平凡凡的過一生, 一生中衣食無憂.
我不曾放棄自己的理念 -
因為我深信生命的意義是看到努力後得到一點點的改變.
我不是一個懂得戀愛的人,
不過我是一個尊重生命與人性的人.

人生是太短也是太長, 不是嗎?

From : Ton

Stereotype Life for Ton's day off
1. 0300 Sleep
2. 0715 Wake up
3. 0800 Arrived at check point one to pick up Installation CDs
4. 0900 Arrived at check point two to install software
5. 1100 Breakfast
6. 1300 Sham Shui Po to replace broadband router
7. 1500 Pick up PC
8. 1630 Reinstall PC
9. 1730 Networking
10. 2300 Install the fixed PC
11. 2400 A hard day's night
12. 0139 Mail and Diary writing
13. Reading / Revision

>>October 23, 2004 at 5:38:49 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 21 日 星期四 【晴】

Had dinner with my friend after setup the network.
Back to HK around 1400
Visited Tom and received his kindly help for the networking issue

Feel lost about the one in my life.


此情只待成追憶

曲：D. Foster / L. T. Jenner
詞：卡龍
編：倫永亮


為何思想昨天 仍然心中眷戀
時候換過了 但情未了 仍似永遠未完
為何跟你結識 如苦苦的壓迫
曾熱烈愛過 亦平淡過 長途有你共我

但我相信 愛是燃盡所有
就算今生不可永久
若你需要 我願陪在咫尺
但我知道情緣盡了

從未信相戀到白頭
沒有永遠的伴侶
若愛要犧牲 也要甘心
無人能妄說自由

為何思想昨天 (相信可永久)
仍然在心中眷戀 (只有情義)
曾浪漫愛過 也有風波
長途有你共我 (長留你我心窩)
沒有 (沒有)
虧欠 (相欠)
愛是原諒寬恕
就算所愛不可結果 (永不說為何當初)
願我所愛 (但我所愛)
如夢想中所愛 (卻己不再似夢裡所愛對待我)
或許你心從未屬我

茫茫心境似水 柔情不可再追
時候換過了 熱情未退 誰是最愛伴侶
你的心可會知 我的心未可制止
沉默地嘆氣 未忘掉你 卻一生都想你
無論在那裡 願仍可以 會一生記念你
無論在那裡
願仍可以 會一生挂念你

>>October 22, 2004 at 6:58:48 PM GMT+8