2004 年 11 月 11 日 星期四 【晴】

Visited Hau Jia show today, retrive tons of useful information.
today's show is better and enjoy it quite a lot.

A friend is leaving and I learned a lesson again. Reveal truth again.

Vicky have problem with looking for 12-in-1 USB card reader driver, maybe I need to solve it for her.

Looking forwards for classmate's graduation on sunday.

To Lin, someone passed in my life.
還是覺得妳最好 詞：劉卓輝　唱：張學友

﹡即使妳離開　我熱情未改
這漫長夜裡 誰人是妳所愛
花不似盛開 愛漸如大海
假使妳懷念我 為何獨處感慨 ﹡

但我不懂說將來
但我靜待妳歸來
在這心灰的冷冬
共妳熱烈再相逢
全是我的美夢

# 但我不懂說將來
但我靜靜待妳歸來
就算春風秋雨中
共妳願望已不同
還是有點故夢想傾吐

一切事情驟似一絲苦惱
回看妳我的路
是情是愛是緣是痛
今日我卻竟都不知道
我依然而我竟然
還是覺得妳最好 #

Repeat #

即使妳離開 我熱情未改
這漫長夜裡 誰人是妳所愛



最愛是誰 詞：潘源良 唱：林子祥

在世間尋覓愛侶

尋獲了但求共聚

然而共處半生都過去

我偏偏又後悔

別了他原為了你

留住了愛亦留住了罪

誰料伴你的心今已碎

卻有他在夢裡

為何離別了 卻願再相隨

為何能共對 又平淡似水

問如何下去 為何猜不對

何謂愛 其實最愛只有誰

任每天如霧過去

沉默裡任寒風吹

誰人是我一生中最愛

答案可是絕對

為何離別了 卻願再相隨

為何能共對 又平淡似水

問如何下去 為何猜不對

何謂愛

誰讓我找到愛的證據

>>November 12, 2004 at 11:45:12 AM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 10 日 星期三 【晴】

Dressed formally because of the visit is on behalf of my company, however, everyone in factory treat
me as if a monster (because they have never seem me wear like this).
We opened the view to new issues, however, this trip don't bring too much benefit for my company as in major, the show concern with the raw material rather than the read to use ink.

Contact == 13712648297
Chat with the friend who is leaving. 3 years time - we shall change, and promises mean nothing - as I know it too much. I'll play my part - and I don't worry about my future. As I know that I gotta be one of the elite unit who is capable to surrive in dynamic environment.

>>November 11, 2004 at 1:12:00 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 9 日 星期二 【晴】

Learn that a friend is leaving - feel blue.
Tomorrow gotta come to Gong Zhou for a show for ink. Look forward.
Keep hacking the php with some progress.

Don't have hot water for bath - so horrible.
I'm changing, the world is changing as well.

Receive the contact of Tang Sau Na.
Chat with Kiu for a while.

>>November 11, 2004 at 1:05:12 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 8 日 星期一 【晴】

Nothing special, keep work on my server setting and database development.

Chatted with Raymond about changing the life style - a nice conversation in between us.

work on the water based ink development with the supplier.

Keen to learn and develop wisdom.

>>November 9, 2004 at 12:57:17 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 7 日 星期日 【晴】

Keep hacking the web. With great improvement.
play a hard joke with someone from factory - a hard joke.

keep developing the cutting die, silk screen printing and whatever related to R&D.

思
忍
恆
恕

>>November 8, 2004 at 1:44:59 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 6 日 星期六 【晴】

Stay at home for entire day - relax.

Enjoy the nice firm at ATV world.

Want to call people I missed, however, give up at the end as I need some personal space.

>>November 8, 2004 at 1:38:41 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 5 日 星期五 【晴】

Keep hacking php for the department web server.

Returned hk followed by fixing a friend's PC virus.

Meet Ling and Ting at Luen Wo Market, passed the mobile to Ting and let Floria talk with her for a while. However, her face became red because this is really out of sudden.

Visited Floria later on, haven't came to her home for more than 2 years. Her grandmon is just fine and of course, forgot me already. Her PC have problem as well, can't fix it without enough equipment.

Chat with some friend for a while.

Reading till 0330.

Relax and take it easy.
No pain, no gain.
Work hard, play hard.

>>November 7, 2004 at 1:46:15 AM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 4 日 星期四 【晴】

Reported the status of projects running to the head. Also the trips to supplier.

Hacking for the phpmyadmin also setup the database for ball test.

Teammate conflict while play basketball. Out of luck, the game just over without further conflict.

>>November 5, 2004 at 1:31:30 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 3 日 星期三 【晴】

Head sick leave.
Visited two supplier - one for Ink and another is a PU factory.
Open view to the Ink issue on lab visit.
The water-based ink still have room for further improvement, need to push them up asap.
Received the quoation form the PU factory for RMB 1000 mod making.

The cutting die are received and appended for further analysis.

Received the new PC P4 3.0GHz with 512 Ram - more than enough.
How long will this PC stay alive, I really concern about this.

A long road in life to walk through.

>>November 5, 2004 at 1:19:19 PM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 2 日 星期二 【晴】

In memorial of 2001, Nov. 3rd
Same day, I left HK on my own to open my road for my future overseas study in UK - I gave up so many things that day. When I stepped on the plane, I clearly know that she became history in my life, and I proof it after one year. No matter how hard I tried in the year, I still received the same sad ending from her.
Heartful speaking, the UK study really bring me a lot - joyful days and the hardest days in my life - I was strength my personality and proof myself. Despite the everlasting hurts that burns myself for entire life. I have no regards on my decision, as this will never turn back the clock.
I sincerely thanks to the people who helped me a lot in my life, especially to Mr. Yip, my family, my friends, my tutors and the one in my life - Lin. Also to the people who sold me out - they gave me a meaningful lesson that I can't receive from the education system.

壯志驕陽

今天不怕路遠　來為我一生打算
這一刻你別心酸　和你兩心分開不遠
天空光線耀眼　來預告光陰璀燦
這一刻遠赴他方　容我揭開新的界限

＊
引來驕陽　伴我心高飛編織理想
像片風孤單飄身遠洋
憑你眼光照路途上　哦
願某天一起編織理想
願某天彼此心中太陽
仍似這刻熾熱明亮　哦

＃
天空廣闊萬里　浮現我思海的你
再叮囑歲月風飛
仍要我等他鄉某天再會你

重唱　＊

飛機將降落了　全沒法掩飾的笑
我手中你贈的錶　提我愛惜一分一秒

重唱　＃

再叮囑歲月風飛
仍要我等他鄉某天再會你


Be Elite Ton.

Ups and Downs just a passed-by in life, you will get it through.

Chat with different people and learn from different aspect.
Judge right and wrong - two ties relationship that depend on people's view.
Chat with many friend over ICQ / MSN.
A friend will attend MCSE, wish him success in advance.

Na Na Chi? A name haven't mentioned for a long time since 2001.

I'm not the best, however, I will not be the worse one.

Who will be the one in my life? I'm open at this state, however, later on there will be no room for other girls. (once I got the one mean a lot in my life). My friend in UK, I believe in your sight and abitily to evaluate other. So I need your help. The golden rule is "the more hope you have, the more disappointing you receive" however, take it easy Ton and you chance will come to you one day.


不以物喜, 不以己悲.

人活存已經是一種幸福 -
不要將別人的價值觀強加在自己的身上.
沒有失去, 是不會學會珍惜.

人會自然的選擇以逃避暫時放棄問題,
可是問題是永遠不會因此而解決. 逃避是一個不錯的方案,
特別是我們不冷靜的時候,
可是只有相信活下去問題終可以解決,
我們才有動力去為人生努力. 最終解決問題.

離開是不會解決問題, 重要的是你有沒有學到了什麼.
不要說我不明白你 -
我說過我知道的遠比你可以想像的更深刻,
更多,同時更不可思議.

朋友是不會輕易的丟棄朋友走去 - 至少我這樣認為.
很多時別人都在等待幫你,
可是問題是我們放不下自己的面子, 尊嚴. 說真的,
這是很無謂和無知. 因為人需要亙相幫助,
每一個人也會有人生的低潮, 所謂"人生不如意事十常八九".

不要對我說什麼公平不公平 -
因為我經歷的事讓我絕對比你有資格說"人生是不公平"的.
可是不公平我們可以怎樣? 我們還不是要過日子.
人生是很苦的, 也很短 - 只要我們覺得無憾便可以了 -
莫負此生.

人生從來不會回頭的, 可是今天所做的便會變成明天的歷史.
人只要活在當下, 好好的生存下去便可以.

我們的確不是來自同一個世界的人 -
可是這不表示大家不可能做一個交心的朋友.
我有不同層面的朋友, 可是我便是我, 他們便是他們,
不管他們是好是壞, 他們都不能輕易改變我的理念 -
因為我只對自己的良知負責.

人生只要想得簡單一點便可以了,
不用常常的想自己不可改變的問題 - 浪費精神和時間,
更會錯誤的打擊自己的自信和心情.

你也許會認為我沒有經歷你的不愉快事情是不會明白你的傷痛.
可是我可以跟你說 - 我明白的, 而且我早已不在乎了,
因為太多太多痛苦回憶了.

活出自己的路吧, 不過不要忘記你的朋友正在默默的守護你.
No Pain, No Gain - 沒有傷痛, 沒有增長.

Ton's in his Hell, All right with his world.

>>January 12, 2005 at 8:36:29 AM GMT+8