2004 年 6 月 8 日 星期二 【晴】

Received a call about the PC /Network quotation over software. Gotta hand in a draft report tomorrow.
Returned SSPO to changing power supply, got two books as my awards - J2EE and JSP. Collapsed for entire trip - so tired. Re-installed the PC and sent the pc back to the friend. 番薯 told Ching Yee my nickname in F5D...... >.< too bad.
Chat with Chong Mei Hing for a while at the place she is working right now. For unknown reason, by the time I reached her, she seemed to cry for a while before; as she refused to tell, just leave it, learned some news with respect to my primary school classmates. Learned that she had been working in same place for 5 years.
Afterward, moved to Luen Wo Market to invite Lung Fung Ling for the F.5E ex-student meeting. Found that Yeung Shui Hung insider the shop as well. So just invite her together. Sadly, Shui is busy with her exam at the moment, so just leave it. p.s. Shui Hung changed a lot - become a little bit slim now.
When I left the shop, I met Chui Hung in suprise, and she was on her way to Fung Ling's shop. So I joined her. Afterwards, I visited her shop and "sound off" with her. She got some flu at the moment, wish she can recover soon. We mentioned many funny things through out the years. On the other hand, it is seemed that they (番薯/Cindy) are very "concern" about what's going on in between me another friend. They'll never know the truth. ^^
Met Chan Ka Hung at Cindy's shop and sound off with him for a while, found that his girl is also a member of MKC, who is younger than us for 2 years. He is getting sharp and handsome now. There was something very funny that his mother mixed up me and him while we were F1. 11 years passed.
Her mobile is offed, anyway, let it be.
Picked up a kitty from Luen Wo Market and brought her home. Wish that I will give a better life to her. Washed her for nearly an hour with Dettol, shampoo, KMno4, and my hand is accidently stained with Potassium Permangate KMnO4.
Ka Wo is complaining about mother "or" him because of my problem. Maybe I need to have dinner at home for the coming week, so the chance of friendly fire to Ka Wo will reduce.

Words　　　　　　　　　　　Bee Gees

Smile an everlasting smile
A smile could bring you near to me
Don't ever let me find you gone
'Cause that would bring a tear to me

This world has lost it's glory
Let's start a brand new story
Now my love right now
There'll be no other time
And I can show you
How my love talk in everlasting words
And dedicate them all to me
And I will give you all my life
I'm here if you should call to me
You think that I don't even mean a single word I say

It's only words, and words are all
I have to take your heart away
You think that I don't even mean a single word I say

It's only words, and words are all
I have to take your heart away
It's only words, and words are all
I have to take your heart away

>>June 9, 2004 at 6:09:45 PM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 7 日 星期一 【晴】

Visited Tsin Sha Tsui East at the afternoon to "date" with Ching Yi. Witness the 金星凌日 with her.
Then visited Dinasor, found that I'm really weak in locating myself in the urban area. Received some calls to confirm my address and meeting date/ time. Dinasor invited me to have a morning tea with him for the coming Sunday.
Afterward back to Tsin Sha Tsui joined Ching Yi and back to SS. Someone shut my name out of sudden, stared at her for 15-20 Seconds finally retrived her name "chong mei hing" from Long Term Memory. Both of us changed a lot, also found that she is married. After chat with her, Ching Yi passed me her phone and asked me to guess who the lady off the phone. My De factro answer is C0, however, I took it wrong. The one off the phone is 番薯, so suprise about it. She asked me to build a pc for her, my answer is no problem again.
High speed running = catch the last mini-bus to Ta Kwu Ling
三失中年Ton De Lin - 失學;失業;失戀 yeah....

合久必婚 李克勤
作詞：林夕　作曲：伍樂城

我大概未算學懂保護別人
才無名無份以致我們拖拉至今
令你未放心全程做我一世情人
彷彿還未夠相襯

大家忙　多麼漂亮理由
愛不夠　只不過是借口
憑我愛你這麼久
亦沒信心走出教堂　沒理由
為何未夠好　請聽我預告
就算跟你未遊盡花都
可給你的都會做到
並未求甚麼
惟一志願想你安好

誰能及我好　我也想知道
（為何未結婚　我也想知道）
就算這相貌從未討好
總可當跟椅墊共老
任地厚天高
回家也都想得到擁抱
除非這感情你不希罕太易得到

明日若然你要我抱一抱
明日若無沒遇見更好
我答應最早來到

>>June 9, 2004 at 6:07:14 PM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 6 日 星期日 【晴】

Morning tea with Ka Wo and mother at Luen Wo Market.
Returned to Ling Ying, became a Chinese typewriter. Need to address the Chinese typing problem. Can't help a friend for the job issue in school, feel so sorry. A teacher asked me to do a online test, really quite match my personality >.<
Build a pc for a friend in Golden. Found that the offer now is much more cheaper than years ago. Build the PC inside McDonald's. Proof the fact "平o野冇好" again.
Addicted to think of someone is dangerous.
上癮
曲：王菀之 詞：周耀輝 編：黃丹儀
習慣著你的忽遠忽近 明明受苦不會自拔
但愛是能亂性之物 極難獲得偏吸引

# 就算知道這是癮 必須戒去 卻不可能
方知對你的依靠 愈來愈深 偶爾博得一吻
很多時候我似土糞

* 如烈士便能斷臂 可惜我最多顧忌
喜歡太美麗的你 結果成為你男友最悲
就是虐待自己 都想一起至死 喜歡你 等於上癮
就算隔絕 我都不肯戒掉你 習慣著愛得不見天日
明明是針感覺似蜜 願繼續能令你開心 其餘盡都不吸引

Repeat # *

香煙一般的美 嘗過以後自然回味
嗎啡一般詭秘 自問未能退避
假使愛上是癮 是癮 是狂野怪物
或者有救藥的你 會給我 願各位烈士齊來斷臂
可惜我最多顧忌 喜歡太美麗的你 結果成為你男友最悲
就是虐待自己 都想一起至死 喜歡你 等於上癮
就算隔絕 愛不到不算悲 戒不去的才自卑
辛苦的喘氣 都不肯戒掉你

>>June 9, 2004 at 5:46:13 PM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 5 日 星期六 【晴】

Renew books at SS lib.
Met Icy at SS 1000. Then had a bunch at McDonald's. Failure for entering restricted area, was forced to walk alternative route for home.
Took 8 hrs to install this machine.... as the 1GHz for WinXP is substandard for installation.
Share some common memories in between us through the years.
Rainning for entire afternoon .... so troublesome.
Contact with Ka Wai via ICQ. When I called UK, "May I speak to Paco Chair, please", after Ka To listened, he can't recongized my voice and called Ka Wai to answer me directly.
Watched film "Saving Privates Ryan", really impressed by the scripts.
"車水雨龍"?

Colors of the wind　　Vanessa Williams

You think you own whatever land you land on
The earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name
You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew you never knew

*Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?
(Or let the eagle tell you where he's been)
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sun-sweet berries of the earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they're worth
The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle, in a hoop that never ends (*)

How high does the sycamore grow?
If you cut it down, then you'll never know

And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
For whether we are white or copper skinned
We need to sing with all the voices of the mountain
We need to paint with all the colors of the wind
You can own the earth and still
All you'll own is earth until

You can paint with all the colors of the wind

>>June 6, 2004 at 5:56:35 PM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 4 日 星期五 【晴】

Back to Ling Ying today.
Call Chan Chun Ling at morning, her bother (Chan Chun Wai) misunderstood that I'm someone from her company, so funny.
When we returned, we were expected that the amount ex-student is about 4-5 along with Mr. Cheung Suet Yan. However, there were totally about 20 students returned. Really out of our imagination. Learned that someone lived nearby us also student from Ling Ying. Mr. Cheung also told history of our school. All ex-student gather and share some memories in the past is something very nice.
Learned that there will be chance to get the post in Ling Ying. The offer will suit Vicky fine, anyway, collect some information for her.
Then visited Cheng Chi Chu's home later on. Collect some info for his page, need to construct some pages for him asap.
Back home and received a call form 契媽, concerned about the application issue. She promised that to follow up for me at Monday. 契媽 mentioned her again, as if some NaCl over cut inside my heart - take it easy Ton, 命裡有時終雖有, 命裡無時莫強求.
Called Nin Ming Yan and chatted for a while, 3 years passed already, we changed and stepped into different road for the coming future.
Confirmed the arrival time for Icy and repair her PC tomorrow. Wish nothing special.
When tidy up my room, dicovered that 6 CDs lost or went somewhere else, wish to retrieve them asap.

Right or Wrong? Ton;
To be or Not to be? Ton;
想你想得好孤寂 邰正宵
曲：立川俊之　詞：姚若龍

望住窗外面o既微微雨
諗唔到o黎到 Vancouver o既每一日　會係咁凍咁灰
到步成個禮拜　雨一直無停過
而我每一個深宵o既眼淚
都係要等到臨天光先至流完流乾
反正我係呢一度都係百無了賴
一訓訓到晏晝　時日反而重好過o的

重記得我o地以前係圖書館一齊讀書o既時候
你試過好無聊咁捲o左一個紙筒放係我耳邊
講o左一句：「我愛你。」　我問你做咩咁鬼祟
你話：「唔通大聲咁哎咩！？」
我心諗如果你會咁做　我就會跟你一世
我好累好腫o既一雙眼　臨合埋之前
見到我每日無聊咁捲起一個一個唔同顏色o既紙筒
堆滿係我間房o既牆角　靜靜顯得好失落
估唔到我同你費盡心神　一點一滴咁累積起o黎o既感情
到到呢一刻只係得番一份想你o既孤寂

從你走後　細雨不停　聽著雨聲　夜夜聽到天明
眼角流出無言的淚　是回憶在胸口偷哭泣
痛過想過慢慢看清　外表平靜是騙你騙自己
用微笑送你　還答應把祝福給你　忘了問誰收留我的心
當你為了我和他而猶彌　我不該只等待你做決定
如果任性　那麼一次把你抱緊　也許不會失去你
Oh！Oh！Oh！　想你想到好孤寂　我想你想到好痛心
向天大聲喊愛你　恨我說出口的不到愛的萬份之一
到如今還能說給誰聽　Oh！Oh！Oh！
想你想到好孤寂　我想你想到好痛心　向著遠方喊愛你
深深愛一個人根本不該苦苦壓抑　一點遲疑一生的悲悽

記得o係離開o個日　個天先開始落雨
o係機場　有兩個我好愛o既男人
當我見到你o個時　我比o左一個我捲o既紙筒你
你默默收起　微笑話會留為紀念
我仲未失望咁o係度等
因為我知道你一向都係一個好理智o既男人
直至到我最後要入禁區o個刻 ......

生活凌亂　漫無頭緒　想要遺忘　分秒也不行
不敢面對狂亂那個自己　又不能回到平靜的過去

我遲遲唔步入禁區　因為我仲仍然係度等
而你好冷靜咁祝福我　跟住一隻男人o既手拍一拍我膊頭
我就只有轉身忍淚離去
其實我o係度等我自己最後o既抉擇　我o係度等你
就算你唔出聲　只要你好簡單咁捉住我一隻手指
我就會不顧任性　決定留低o家o勒
今日　我另外一個最愛o既男人
將一件冷衫披o係我膊頭度
輕輕咁攬實我　問我係咪唔捨得　我問我 Daddy：
「如果當日我決定唔跟佢移民o黎呢一度　佢 會 點。」
我 Daddy 答我話一切由我自己作決定
我知道今後我係無辦法可以忘記你
我只有決定係我心裡面留一個角落
永遠收藏哩一份想你o既孤寂

>>June 6, 2004 at 4:42:32 PM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 3 日 星期四 【晴】

Had morning tea with mother, then came home and visited uncle's home. Had a long conversation for 3-4 hours. Some job offer aviliable again. Anyway, it's nice to be home.

Ka Wo's restricted area permit must apply form Luen Wo Marktet, so troublesome.

Busy on handling different problem related to PC for friends. Glad that don't have a gf at the moment, otherwise must be over-run my time.

Tomorrow will have the meeting in mother school, quite look forward it.

Meaning of June 4 to me
When 1989, I was only 8 years old - I neither witness how the tank crash innocience student nor solider shot on the student. As I don't have TV at home. The only thing I know about is someone do it wrong and still refuse to say sorry. The road to reform is usually stained with blood and life. Majority of students in this incident were innocience, being made used by someone else. I respect the one who constribute their lifes for the reform of mainland China.
It's meaningless to say it's wrong or right. The key issue is avoid this from happening again. I sincerely hope this will never happen again - this was a lost to the country as university student are considered the elite individuals in the education system. To build up them, large amount of resource invested. They are also represent the next generation development of the society.

Dust in the wind　　　　Kansas

I close my eyes
Only for a moment and the moment's gone
All my dreams
Pass before my eyes in curiosity
Dust in the wind
All they are is dust in the wind

Same old song
Just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do Crumbles to the ground
though we refuse to see
Dust in the wind
All we are dust in the wind

Don't hang on
Nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away
All your money won't another minute buy
Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind
Dust in the wind
Everything is dust in the wind

>>June 5, 2004 at 7:31:34 AM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 2 日 星期三 【晴】

Finished my resume and application, 契媽 help me to check and then get it fax.
Someone may think that I'm joking for apply the job, as the requirement of the job is F5. An university graduate apply it look strange.
Found that I already forget about how to write a good Chinese application letter and resume. As my pervious study are focus on English version.
email a copy of my stuff to Wan, wish he can handle it.
Visited Sha Tin later on with some residences of Cheung Wa Estate. Expressed some concern over the safety issues to the officer.
Attend the meeting of North District Council after lunch, active learning about the different presentation skills and personalities.
C0 refused to take a tour at my home. Don't know about another friend's decision yet.
Discover that Chinese writing degraded, so much characters forgot already. Perfer English anyway.

You Light Up My Life LeAnn Rimes

So many nights I'd sit by my window
Waiting for someone to sing me his song
So many dreams I kept deep inside me
Alone in the dark but now you've come along

Chorus:
And you light up my life You give me hope to carry on
You light up my days and fill my nights with song

Rollin' at sea a drift on the waters
Could it be finally I'm turning for home
Finally a chance to say'Hey I Love You'
Never again to be all alone

'Cause you you light up my life
You give me hopeto carry on
You light up my days and fill my nights with song
It can't be wrong when it feels so right
'Cause you you light up my life

>>June 3, 2004 at 12:45:04 PM GMT+8

2004 年 6 月 1 日 星期二 【晴】

Cabling again, found that the Cat5 may cut off when pulled it into the ceilling result in failure of connection. Used the exisiting cable to replace it.
Visited Tai Po for the visit card from China travelling agency (not sure about the name). Paid 280HKD for it and pick up at 17th June.
Visited Wan's home and had lunch with him at ground floor of Fanling centre.
Afterward, came to the Centre of Mr. Yip and met Debbie. Received the fax and application form for my new job. Need to complete the resume in Chinese (in fact, rewrite my English resume).
Inviting some of my friend to visit my home.
Chatted with a friend in UK, invoked tone of memories in good old days. She is applying for a summer job in UK, wish she success. The dentist she visited charged her a lot, that she should be free to receive the treatment under NHS. I think she will claim her money back after complain to the international student office in her university.
Chatted with a friend in field of design using computer graphics, learned a lot from conversation.
Found that my icq info was quoted by one of my best friend, feel so honor about it.
Helped a friend do some minor modification on his site.
Learned another nick name of mooncake, i.e. 叉炳. So great.

The Japanese version is very nice as well.
一個人的我依然會微笑 (沒有家的女孩)
唱：劉小慧　詞:劉虞瑞　曲：中島美雪

如果想哭我自己會找地方
你不必擔心我會弄濕你肩膀
走在街上到處是寂寞的人
我想誰都不要同情的眼光

受一點傷並不是可怕的事
人就是這樣才會愈來愈堅強
誰教男人永遠比女人清楚
愛情它何時該收何時該放

你走吧 我不哭 無論多痛苦
你走吧 我不哭 就算會迷路
明天一個人的我依然會微笑
雖然它或許也是傷心的開始
愛情的輪迴總是一次又一次
是悲是喜終將都變成往事

明天一個人的我依然會微笑
那怕早已沒有人記得我名字
別問我為何執迷不悟的嚐試
女人生來就多這麼一點痴

>>June 3, 2004 at 11:49:00 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 31 日 星期一 【晴】

Visited Sha Tin and have a morning tea with Ku Ma, Ka Wo. Ku Ma is getting older now but still look very fine. Talked with Ku Ma about different issues. She suggested me to find a "竹星妹" to be my wife in the coming future. I told her that even love is a matter of two person, my wife must pass by mother.
On my way home, met Mookcake, so visited the Fanling Government Complex with him. Next went to Hoi Luen Plaza.
Became a technician at home (SOHO??) for resolving different problem from friends.
Retrieved the contact info of two friends. So nice.
Repaired the 3GB hdd, will be useful for a friend.
Chat with someone unknown for a while ... we lived in a different world.
Asked by a friend about the difference between DVD+RW and DVD-RW, researched and answered him.
Suddenly all of my friend offer job to me, but final selection is just a simple job. This job will help me setup the inter-personal relationship network very fine. Hope swifting a better job after 2 months.
Make appointment with a friend, who is a teacher now.

Rhinestone cowboy　　Glen Campbell

I've been walking these streets so long
Singing the same old song
I know every crack in these dirty sidewalks of Broadway
Where hustle is the name of the game
And nice guys get washed away like the snow and the rain
There's been a load of compromising
On the road to my horizon
But I'm gonna be where the lights are shining on me

*Like a rhinestone cowboy
Riding out on a horse in a star spangled rodeo
Like a rhinestone cowboy
Getting cards and letters from people I don't even know
And offers coming over the phone

Well I really don't mind the rain
And a smile can hide all the pain
But you're down when you're riding a train
That's taking the long way
And I dream of the thing I'll do
With a subway token and a dollar tucked inside my shoe
There's been a load of compromising
On the road to my horizon
But I'm gonna be where the lights are shining on me

>>June 2, 2004 at 12:37:10 AM GMT+8

2004 年 5 月 30 日 星期日 【晴】

Completed the broadband sharing. Yet to cabling for the last PC.
Make friend with Wan, who is professional in the computer repair (in fact, I know more than him ^^), will be a nice person to be my friend.
Visit Man afterward, chat with her for a while. She asked me who's my girl (the one I'm interesting in). I joke with her. However, she is managed to make the correct prediction - suk fan.
Called Ka Keung about the MKC stuff, chat with him for a while and learned that tomorrow will not have any meeting. Need to prepare for the geog pages now.
Called Mrs Jim (Ann) in UK and chat with her for a while, wish she feel better now.
Called Keung Hang in UK to gather information about Ka Wai and Ka To. They are still playing in Sunderland, they maybe back to Hull at the coming Wed/Thu.
ICQ with Spider and "inch" her that I don't need to spend so much with compare to her. As I don't have a girl right now.
Chat with Ching Yi for a while, she'll visit Japan with her family soon, wish she can have a nice trip.
WC0 called me with angry - for unknown reasons, anyway, wish she can achieve good result in the exam.
Downloading the knoppix CLE (Chinese Linux Extension) to make an evaluation.
Downloaded the Dreamwaver MX trial to learn about it and use it for the MKC geog site.
Need to buy a diary book to have a better management over my time.

Leave a record in life, doesn't mean one can trace my mind from it.


Against All Odds (Theme From "Against All Odds") Phil Collins

How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you
You're the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
Well there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds
And that's what rye got to face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
Well there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Now take a look at me now
'Cos there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now
'Cos III still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
it's the chance I've gotta take
Take a look at me now

Enjoy it or not, it's up to you. Find the one love you more than you love her - Ton

>>June 1, 2004 at 12:36:09 AM GMT+8