2004 年 10 月 20 日 星期三 【晴】

My planning for networking and return to hk is changed because my head - anyway, need to work for a while.

Justify your feel Ton - if you devoted to your selection, go ahead, then come back with scars.

Do you know your life is under change?

Workmate watched some of my photo, except Lin's one - as she mean too much to me.

When will we know about the truth? Will the truth come here in R&D?

Whenever I trying to forget Lin by finding someone else, it's hurts, just because I can't afford to forget her. I'm sorry to try my best about it, but I still have problem about this.

Miss the brothers in UK and really want to solve the tutions problem asap.

Lunch time listen to some of my mp3 collection, feel better now.

>>October 21, 2004 at 1:04:14 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 18 日 星期一 【晴】

Today I glad that I'm released again, so far, I'm yet to find someone else in my life.

Our life could never turn back, also we need to surrive. Only loser will choose end up their life.

If you selected me in your life, then I'm by your side.

Tomorrow will have some supplier visits, gotta work hard ton!

Trying another target - I won't limit myself anymore.

>>October 19, 2004 at 2:09:29 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 13 日 星期三 【晴】

Life is filled with uncertain, somehow, we must walk through and learn.

Chat with her sister for nearly 2 hours. Learned a lot and reveal part of my personality.

Have a nice dinner with my friend from HK. Chat with some big bosses and learned a lot from their success story - work hard and keen to learn instead of playing.

>>October 15, 2004 at 9:29:15 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 12 日 星期二 【晴】

Learned a lesson in life.

Read my diary again and discover some of my best memories in uk - for sadness and happiness.

So far alright with my job, however, I'll start my research and development for the Server setup. This is a dedicated server for R&D test lab over materials and ball structure.

Balance between life, work, family, friendship, entertainment, study is not something easy. I will try it.

Discover that I could trigger my writing skill when I need to use it.

Love != like

>>October 13, 2004 at 5:56:29 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 9 日 星期六 【晴】

Uncertainty

1. Still miss Lin?
2. Still love Lin?
3. Still want to marry Lin?
4. Fair to Alice?
5. Really in love with Alice?

Final decision : Lin

>>November 3, 2004 at 3:36:11 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 2 日 星期六 【晴】

Finally, self-control ability dropped to low level - I know about it, but can't help myself to fall in love with this lady.

Shall we?

>>October 4, 2004 at 3:12:26 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 30 日 星期四 【晴】

National day? Hiking with some workmate ...... got wet on the way home. So poor.

>>October 4, 2004 at 3:09:20 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 17 日 星期五 【晴】

Time could never come back - Ton
in memorial of days 2001 - 2004 when we were walk hand in hand

2.5 months works in China, learned a lot and changed a lot.
Yet to forget the one I love...........................................................

>>September 18, 2004 at 3:10:46 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 10 日 星期五 【晴】

Received the transcript from UK, 2nd upper hons.

One of my friend got sick, wish you recover soon.

Learning how to stitch a ball....................... nothing is easy. However, enjoy about it.

>>September 11, 2004 at 8:46:54 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 2 日 星期四 【晴】

Networking / computing context or R&D context?

Ton,

Sometime it's hard to know what's going on in your life. No matter what, try your best mate.
If you give up by yourself, nobody could help you. Just march towards your future and prepare the road for your brothers.

Two months passed in China, are you ready to change your life? Find somewhere in your life, also find someone in your life. There is a little bit blue in your life as you know that you are yet to forget her. The one you love. Somehow, seem that time couldn't change this set of rules. Just leave it ton.

Tomorrow will have a volunteer service.

Have a nice dream and life with your norms.

>>September 3, 2004 at 11:06:29 AM GMT+8