2004 年 4 月 19 日 星期一 【晴】

Called back HK today, reported to mother about some arrangment on return home issue.
Finished the project writing, carry on the presentation preparation.


夜風鈴 彭羚
曲：李偲菘 詞：林振強 編：杜自持

涼風深宵吹風鈴 鈴聲如像我心叫未停
呼喚你 總未靜 曾風般吹心中風鈴
曾蕩來共我愛得要命 今夜你 和誰溫馨
* 想找的找到了麼 所捨的可有恨錯
你與我往日為何 不歡的消失了麼 新歡中可有遇過
愛你如我那麼多 但實在付出為何 原來情人不是我
更愛你也是奈何 實在實在不想哭 然而強人不是我
傷的心不傷可以麼 (風不吹不飄可以麼 不哭可以麼) *
鈴聲它不懂得哀嗚 從未明白你走的決定
聲是暖 人涼冰冰 它敲出當天笑聲 多麼的清脆動
細說你我往日情 它敲出依稀背影 所講的都涉及你
這串鈴如像心聲 但實在願它暫停 容從前無聲逝去
了結了往日事情 但舊事像風撞鈴 而綿綿鈴聲像我
永遠永遠也未平靜
Repeat *

Promise me　　　　Beverley Craven

You light up another cigarette
And I pour the wine
It's four o'clock in the morning
And it's starting to get light
Now I'm right where I want to be
Losing track of time
But I wish that it was still last night

You look like you're in another world
But I can read your mind
How can you be so far away lying by my side
For when I go away I'll miss you
And I will be thinking of you every night and day just....

*Promise me you'll wait for me
'Cause I'll be saving all my love for you
And I will be home soon
Promise me you you'll wait for me
I need to know you feel the same way too
And I'll be home, I'll be home soon

When I go away I'll miss you
And I will be thinking of you every night and day just....(*)

>>April 20, 2004 at 6:17:06 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 18 日 星期日 【晴】

There is an offer from university on trip to Amsterdam, 112 pounds with two night b&b and travel by ferry sound interesting.

One Moment In Time Whitney Houston

Each day I live
I want to be a day to give the best of me
I'm only one, but not alone
My finest day is yet unknown
I broke my heart for ev'ry gain
To taste the sweet, I faced the pain
I rise and fall, yet through it all this much remains
I was

One moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heart beat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that on moment of time
I will feel, I will feel eternity

I will live to be the very best
I want it all, no time for less
I've laid the plans
Now lay the chance here in my hands
Give me

(Chorus)

You're a winner for a lifetime
If you seize that one moment in time
Make it shine
Give me

>>April 19, 2004 at 5:36:21 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 17 日 星期六 【晴】

Tomorrow have lecture again, 4 weeks left behind before end of lecture.
Working on presentation now.

Loving you　　　　　　Minnie Riperton

Loving you is easy 'cause you're beautiful
Making love with you is all I want to do
Loving you is more than just a dream come true
Everything that I do is out of loving you

La la la la la ........
La la la la la ........
Doo doo din doo doo ah

No one else can make me feel the colors that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
And we will live each day in springtime

Loving you has made my life so beautiful
And every day of my life is filled with loving you
Loving you I see your soul come shining through
And every time that we oh I'm more in love with you

聲聲慢 李 清 照

尋尋覓覓
冷冷清清
淒淒慘慘戚戚
乍暖還寒時候
最難將息
三杯兩盞淡酒
怎敵他晚來風急
雁過也
正傷心
卻是舊時相識
滿地黃花堆積
憔悴損
如今有誰堪摘
守著窗兒
獨自怎生得黑
梧桐更兼細雨
到黃昏點點滴滴
這次第
怎一個愁字了得

>>April 18, 2004 at 10:50:51 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 16 日 星期五 【晴】

22.75 years old now.
Take a walk today, really enjoy the nice Spring and Summer in UK.

nearly three years time, from 0/19 to 3/22
心只有你 劉德華

曲:劉祖德 詞:劉德華

在匆匆的處境 曾相識的背影
最遠的人心裡 有著了最近的呼應

#
多天真的眼睛 藏絲絲的笑聲
我半生人希冀 愛著那原來的妳
@
回頭便知 我心只有你
沿途路斜 愛卻在原地
平凡日子 令我一再度回味
想妳 思想妳 心只有妳

Repeat # @

>>April 17, 2004 at 4:56:40 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 15 日 星期四 【晴】

My ringtone since I left HK.
T. Wong first presented this song to me at the last day in MKC. It was the moment I really feel like crying.
I know that you are the one.
有個人 張學友

上個世紀 像已籌備
然後這生 分享趣味

換了角色 換了場地
都等待你

若要說出 甚麼是你
談話思想都可細味

明瞭內心 如同自己
寫我人生 精彩傳記

同行共創造時勢運氣
相識一天算起
我敢擔起各樣危機
有背後人是你

同行共領會人世道理
假使一天不再飛
到公園中散步年紀
有結伴人是你

若到某天 尚可合照
頭上多稀疏都美妙
肥胖或者 眉毛漸少
一切外表 都不重要

同行共創造時勢運氣
相識一天算起
我即使生氣及無理
有慰問人是你

同行共領會人世道理
假使一天不再飛
有新相識我便提起
有個內人是你

同行共創造時勢運氣
相識一天算起
我敢擔起各樣危機
有背後人是你

同行共領會人世道理
假使一天不再飛
到公園中散步年紀
有老伴仍是你

>>April 17, 2004 at 5:12:35 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 14 日 星期三 【晴】

Ka Wai asked me some term about PC system such as UDMA-133, Serial ATA, Ultra 320, PC 2700, DDR. I explained this term to him easily, however, when he asked me how to learn this term. I was sucked. This is because I retrieve these information from experience and various sources. Strictly speaking, I learn these information mostly when carried out research over PC system quoations for friend or customer in the past.

心中的味道說不出來
味道 詞：姚謙　唱：辛曉琪

今天晚上的星星很少
不知道它們跑那去了
赤裸裸的天空星星多寂寥
我以為傷心可子很少
我以為我能過得很好
誰知道一想你
思念苦無藥 無處可逃

想念你的笑
想念你的外套
想念你白色襪子
和你身上的味道
我想念的的吻
和手指淡淡煙草味道
記憶中曾被愛的味道

今天晚上的心事很少
不知道這樣算好不好
赤裸裸的寂寞朝著心頭繞

>>April 15, 2004 at 11:04:47 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 13 日 星期二 【晴】

Today ride bike to morrison shopping by myself. Totally I got more than 20kg loading on body (15Kg rice, 5kg noodle, 5Kg pork, 1-2 kg fruit[orange, apple, banana] ).

宗教
成長過程中受到不同的宗教辦學團體幫助, 幼稚園有明愛, 小學有聖公會, 神召會, 中學有香海正覺蓮社. 因為自小家庭環境便培養不能依賴, 所以本人至今並沒有任何宗教信仰. 宗教創立者也是人, 別人相信/認同他/她的思想於是便發展成為宗教. 人並不需要固步自封, 盲從一些別人的信絛. 只有學習別人的思想, 自我思考/分析和理解. 社會人文才會進步.

I believe.
依然 林憶蓮
曲:Amato/Cantarelli 詞:林振強
風吹我的衣襟 然然載浪花飛奔沾你身
這晚你偶然來一起與我望海
你對我說：「好嗎? 一切好嗎? 尋找到真愛吧?」
其實你可知道誰依然等

知否你的聲音 仍令這靜止的心翻滾
我倆有過凌晨 一起看過夜深
與你有過許多 跨過許多甜酸苦的腳步
潮和浪縱洗足印 情依然深

*
依然相信將來再必可 一起繼續昨天烈火
依然相信將來再必可 清楚我在在等什麼 *

假使你的心窩 仍盛載著一丁點的愛火
我也會以全神找緊 縱費盡心
縱要費上一生 所有光陰 仍一點不過問
仍期待你可知道誰依然真

假使你也是依然感到我所感
容許你我讓當天復燃吧
假使你也是依然需要我所需
容許你我在彼此內留下

依然相信將來你終可 清楚我在在等什麼
依然相信將來再必可 一起繼續昨天濃火
Repeat *
Oh baby Yes I do Give me one more chance
I still believe You and me 昨天濃火

>>April 14, 2004 at 3:34:14 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 12 日 星期一 【晴】

法律
法律的制定通常是保護既得利益者 - 所謂法律面前人人平等其實需要一些基本條件
1. 法律條文能夠保障/保護最多人的權利
2. 訂立者並沒有利益衝突
3. 裁決者並沒有利益衝突
4. 法律需要Black and White清楚明白, 不容許任何灰色地帶
如果法律經常為一部份人的利益去修改/解釋, 那麼法律制度便會崩潰.

You are alway the best, wish you can share with me in the coming future.
Save the Best for Last Vanessa Williams

Sometimes the snow comes down in June
Sometimes the sun goes round the moon
I see the passion in your eyes
Sometimes it's all a big surprise

Cause there was a time when all I did was wish
You'd tell me this was love
It's not the way I hoped or how I planned
But somehow it's enough

And now we're standing face-to-face
Isn't this world a crazy place
Just when I thought our chance had passed
You go and save the best for last

All of the nights you came to me
When some silly girl had set you free
I wondered how you'd make it through
I wondered what was wrong with you

Cause how could you give your love to someone else
And share your dreams with me
Sometimes the very thing you're looking for
Is the one thing you can't see

But now we're standing face-to-face
Isn't this world a crazy place
Just when I thought our chance had passed
You go and save the best for last

Sometimes the very thing you're looking for
Is the one thing you can't see

Sometimes the snow comes down in June
Sometimes the sun goes round the moon
Just when I thought our chance had passed
You go and save the best for last

You went and saved the best for last... yeah.

>>April 14, 2004 at 2:38:44 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 11 日 星期日 【晴】

Time running short, effort ton

Dream of you last night.
forbidden flame inside my soul
Eternal flame　　　　　The Bangles

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same?
Am I only dreaming?
Is this burning an eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be, darling
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same?
Am I only dreaming?
Or is this burning an eternal flame

Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

>>April 13, 2004 at 12:36:33 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 10 日 星期六 【晴】

Finally help a friend ordered the PC online. At frist I ordered a DIY pc for them, later on they cancel the DIY PC and used a notebook to replace it. Anyway all solved.

friendly fire?
Attack againist MS-IIS over my server usually result in annoying problem. Even my server don't have buffer overflow result in being hacked into. My access.log just raise to more than 4096B (4MB) within 24 hrs. No matter pro or cons MS, I don't consider hacking is legal and moral, as they result in additional resources localed for solving the problem. In other view, this may general business prospect.

Upon a discussion about what's going on after graduate with Ka Wai, my answer is back to HK first and seek medical advice. Then back to work / study depend on the financial status of family. I know what's going on in my body right now and I really want to solve them as soon as possible.

At least 60 days for waiting.
Ocean deep　　　　　　Cliff Richard

Love, can't you see I'm alone
Can't you give this fool a chance
A little love is all I ask
A little kindness in the night
Please don't leave me behind
No, don't tell me love is blind
A little love is all I ask and that is all

Oh love, I've been searching so long
I've been searching high and low
A little love is all I ask
A little sadness when you're gone
Maybe you need a friend
Only please don't let's pretend
A little love is all I ask and that is all

I wanna spread my wings
But I just can't fly
As string of pearl and pretty girls go sailing by

Ocean deep
(so hard for me to say it)
I'm so afraid to show my feelings
(you're the only one I love)
I have sailed a million ceilings
(just can't reveal it)
Solitary room

Ocean deep
(may be, may be)
Will I ever find a lover
(Maybe she found)
Maybe she has found another
(another)
And as I cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine I'll keep
Ocean deep

Love can't you hear when I call
Can't you hear a word I say
A little love is all I ask
A little feeling when we touch
Why am I still alone
I've got a heart without a home
A little love is all I ask and that is all

>>April 19, 2004 at 5:49:26 PM GMT+8