2005 年 4 月 25 日 星期一 【晴】

Learned that my workmate Van will leave this factory soon. all confirmed.
He guilde me about the problem in the factory.
QC supervisor VS QC operator.... what the hell
apply my theory into management level in factory A.
All stuff under my control.

>>April 28, 2005 at 2:08:23 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 24 日 星期日 【晴】

wake up at 0530, arrived at factory by 0815.
Report to my head, boss about the factory's internal audit stuff.
Talk with my head till 1330, lunch with head, boss and his assistant.
Talk with my boss afterward, and told him my decision.
He requested me to stay and approved my requests - work on swifted-weekend.
Work at HK for mon, tue and wed morning. Return to CN with my head.
As the admin assistant to my head.
Also he told me that he will arrange me to come to German with him, my head for the QC specifications issues.
However, my decision made already and I'm going to escape from here by Wed / Thur.
Provided I given the chance from Police or Customs, I will quit here. On the other hand, I never stop my pace to manipulate the QC department changes.
Life is tough to me, and I know the key to success and survive.

>>April 26, 2005 at 9:58:12 AM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 23 日 星期六 【晴】

Hand in the cc of Uni / AL cert to Customs via fax.
Dinner at tai po for a relative's wedding.
Dress in suit and chat with the relatives for a while.
Establish the new web project.

A soft and romantic song to "lun" ladies.
Wonderful tonight - Eric Clapton

It’s late in the evening
She’s wondering what clothes to wear
She puts on her make up
And brushes her long blonde hair
And then she asks me
Do I look alright
And I say yes, you look wonderful tonight

We go a party
And everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady
That’s walking around with me
And then she asks me
Do you feel alright
And I say yes, I feel wonderful tonight

I feel wonderful
Because I see the love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don’t realize
How much I love you

It’s time to go home now
And I’ve got an aching head
So I give her the car keys
She helps me to bed
And then I tell her
As I turn out the light
I say my darling, you were wonderful tonight
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight

>>April 24, 2005 at 4:05:23 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 22 日 星期五 【晴】

Quit the prison.
Complete the internal audit for the factory.
Complete the QC procedure chat
Complete the draft database development
Complete the meeting agenda.

Have a nice walk with ming yan.

the moon goes round again.

A funny test result
以下是性向分析說明：

‧ 真實生活中你會被什麼性格的人吸引：
羊 － 善體人意有如溫暖的陽光的人最吸引你。

‧ 在被追求的過程中，什麼方式讓你最無法抗拒：
猴 － 有創意、永遠讓你感覺新鮮。

‧ 你最希望留給情人的印象：
貓 － 有格調。

‧ 你最不希望在何種情況下和情人分手：
鱷 － 無情的、冷血。

‧ 你希望和你的另一半建立何種關係：
鳥 － 你考慮的不止是現在和他(她)的關係，而是未來能共同成長。

‧ 你對感情世界腳踏兩條船的看法：
人 － 你在乎社會的看法，婚後你不會有越軌的行為。

‧ 你對婚姻生活的看法：
白虎 － 你認為婚姻是最值得珍惜的、得來不易的寶藏。

‧ 你對愛情的看法：
鴿 － 你認為愛情是雙方面的承諾。



Uptown Girl - Billy Joel

Uptown girl
She's been living in her uptown world
I bet she's never had a backstreet guy
I bet her momma never told her why

I'm gonna try for an uptown girl
She's been living in her white bread world
As long as anyone ith hot blood can
And now she's looking for a downtown man
That's what I am

And when she knows what
She wants from her time
And when she wakes up
And makes up her mind

She'll see I'm not so tough
Just because
I'm in love with an uptown girl
You know I've seen her in her uptown world
She's getting tired of her high class toys
And all her presents from her uptown biys
She's got a choice

Uptown girl
You know I can't afford to but her pearls
But maybe someday when my ship comes in
She'll understand what kind of guy I've been
And then I'll win

And when she's walking
She's looking so fine
And when she's talking
She'll say that she's mine

She'll say I'm not so tough
Just because
I'm in love
With an uptown girl
She's been living in her white bread world
As long as anyone with hot blood can
And now she's looking for a downtown man
That's what I am

Uptown girl
She's my uptown girl
You know I'm in love
With an uptown girl

>>April 23, 2005 at 2:40:54 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 21 日 星期四 【晴】

Day to complie QC report and doc.
So harsh, but I know the rule of survive.

二十一世紀，人類最大的發現：發現自己。

本質與迷失

先從一個故事開始吧。美國有個中年人，平時忙於工作，沒空陪他唯一的兒子為此感到內疚。有一天他下定決心安排好某個周六下午保持絕對的空檔，買了兩張大聯盟賽的門票，來好好陪陪兒子！時間到了，他和兒子快快樂樂開車出門，但很不幸地，居然碰上了大塞車！眼看球已經開始，他們的車還塞在半路上動彈不得，兩人在車內便一直抱怨，生氣這個都是…這個交通……，忽然，老爸想起來：「我安排今天有空，不是就是為了要和我兒子在一起嗎？現在我不是正和兒子在一起嗎？那我又何必在乎那場球賽呢？」於是他開始放下生氣的情緒，和他的兒子愉快的聊了一個下午。人的許多動機，是由他的本質出發，但在實踐的過程中，卻很容易迷失了。正如這為老爸他所求的本質是好好陪一陪他的兒子，但在實踐的過程中，卻被塞車、球賽等等牽扯到了另一種心境去了。

婚姻的本質，是兩個人相知相惜的相伴結果，但不少人最後迷失在爭吵、鬧意見、誰該洗碗的牢籠中，找不回當初結婚的本質；認識新朋友，本該在友情的基礎上，互相幫助，製造快樂；但隨著時間的流逝，演變出多少計較、冷漠與抱怨。

是的，許多事的本質與動機都是好的，可是一但出發之後，卻似太空船航向未知的星空，投入無邊的「迷失」之中了。人的本質，有愛、有情、有傷悲、有智慧，但這是所謂本質投入這個世界後，有另一定律，牽引著這本質走向另一未知，那就是：「迷失」。

宗教的本質，是為認識上帝，接近上帝，但歷史上有多少宗教戰爭呢？慈善事業的本質，是在恤貧憫孤，但大多數的慈善是不是也有迷失於名、利的狀況呢？

孟子的性善，道盡人心深層裡必定有一至善之本質；可是荀子的性惡，卻似乎毫不掩飾地指出，這本質有極大的可能，迷失在往前走的路上。無怪乎儒家千百年中不敢獨尊性善或性惡，因為很可惜的是，純善的本質易迷失在這人世間！人的內心中，都充滿了愛，由此本質出發，推動我們做不少事；但日常生活中，多少愛轉成分離、爭吵、失望，甚至怨恨。這也是一種迷失，迷失了本質的目的。

二十一世紀，人類最大的發現，將是：發現自己。

發現自己的本質，瞭解自己本質的目標，重新找回這些目標，不要再迷失了。現在飛機、船隻大量使用衛星定位系統GPS，好知道自己身在何處，以免迷失。心靈裡，是否也需要一種系統，以免自己迷失了本質的作用呢？別再犯同樣的錯誤:由本質之良善出發，卻迷失在這紅塵俗世中。當你感覺很不好時，希望你能像那位爸爸一樣，找回自己最原始的目標，從而放下一切根本不必要的負面情感。

忙的時候，想要休息；渡假的時候，想到未來。

窮的時候，渴望富有；生活安逸了，怕幸福不能長久。


該決定的時候，擔心結果不如預期；看明白了，又後悔當初沒有下決心。


不屬於自己的，常常心存慾望；握在手裡了，又懷念未擁有前的輕鬆。

「生命若不是現在，那是何時？這就是你的方向、你的生活目標！」

Honesty - Billy Joel

If you search for tenderness
it isn't hard to find.
You can have the love you need to live.
But if you look for truthfulness
You might just as well be blind.
It always seems to be so hard to give.

Honesty is such a lonely word.
Everyone is so untrue.
Honesty is hardly ever heard.
And mostly what I need from you.

I can always find someone
to say they sympathize.
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve.
But I don't want some pretty face
to tell me party lies.
All I want is someone to believe.

Honesty is such a lonely word.
Everyone is so untrue.
Honesty is hardly ever heard.
And mostly what I need from you.

I can find a lover.
I can find a friend.
I can have security until the bitter end.
Anyone can comfort me
with promises again.
I know, I know.

When I'm deep inside of me
don't be too concerned.
I won't as for nothin' while I'm gone.
But when I want sincerity
tell me where else can I turn.
Because you're the one I depend upon.

Honesty is such a lonely word.
Everyone is so untrue.
Honesty is hardly ever heard.
And mostly what I need from you.

>>April 23, 2005 at 3:04:00 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 20 日 星期三 【晴】

Another day awake by smoke.
Poor Ton.
Feel sick.
Establish my planning.
Receive warm mail from friends, feel nice.

Survival rule: alive, withstand and take it easy.

>>April 21, 2005 at 11:53:14 AM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 19 日 星期二 【晴】

All by myself? Can you feel about your life? Ton?

Horrible living environment.... as if developing area in africa.... so sad.

再見二丁目 楊千嬅
曲：於逸堯 詞：林夕 編：谷中仁

滿街腳步 突然靜了
滿天柏樹 突然沒有動搖
這一剎 我只需要 一罐熱茶吧
那味道 似是什麼 都不緊要
唱片店內 傳來異國民謠
那種快樂 突然被我需要
不親切 至少不似 想你般奧妙
情和調 隨著懷緬 變得蕭條
原來過得很快樂(原來我非不快樂)只我一人未發覺
如能忘掉渴望
歲月長 衣裳薄
無論於什麼角落
不假設你或會在旁
我也可暢遊異國 放心吃喝
(我也可暢遊異國 再找寄托)
轉街過巷 就如滑過浪潮
聽天說地 仍然剩我心跳
關於你 冥想不了 可免都免掉
情和欲 留待下個化身燃燒

>>April 21, 2005 at 11:54:00 AM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 18 日 星期一 【晴】

Confirmed to work in China....
5.5 days per month.... somehow, that's life, Ton.
Tidy up the QC spec today.
Learned a lot stuff today, such as mean by 18/8 stainless steel (18% chrome 8% nickel). ABS, etc.
Gotta fix Mr. yip's PC next week.

Visit Dino at Causeway bay... he arrived late for 1 hours. Even I came from Kwun Tong, I managed to walk through entire time square before his arrivial.
Discover a really nice digital silm cam T-9. My next target.
Plan the routine with Dino and his friend for the AYP trip two weeks later (I don't mean to lead the team ^^).
After dinner, enjoy the trip from causeway bay to Luen Wo market in less than one hour.
1030 causeway bay
1045 lion rock tunnel
1100 Tai po road (CUHK)
1105 Hong Lok bridge
1120 Fanling Luen Wo Market
Excellent driving skill with excellent feel. Esp. when you feel blue, a must to take a travel, so feel better.
Think of a nice article from my friend's forward.
香港公共小巴司機" 勁過麥拿倫車隊 "
講圈速一定係小巴佬勁
但講好灣,一定係巴士佬,尤其係搾港島半山,赤柱,及海洋公園線果班
10mins屯門出旺角
但小巴佬能夠用架小巴做到飄移喎~
我座過架旺角入荃灣小巴,晌美孚甩尾.
架住由全灣出左敦, 架小巴晌青山上落片灣.
如果大家有幸既話,式下留意一架行彩虹之荃灣van仔. 架van仔有Recaro桶seat,
真皮
三幅呔盆, 短波棍頭,有地毯, 有成set Kenwood音響連大喇吧+subwoofer. 有個胡so佬搾.
果次簡直係我生以黎撘van仔最高響受
有一次座城巴入赤柱座上面
司機片完個灣之後,我由右手邊排鄧飛左過左邊.
香港迪士尼如果要整個有香港特色過山車,可以考慮以van仔為藍本.
又或者搵一批香港van仔,重新包裝車廂用來作香港迪士尼專車,等D遊客未到迪士尼已經知咩叫刺激,知到香港迪士尼唔係小野.
公路最高速理輪唔係Initial D Toyota AE86,唔係秋名下坡道!
係16座位 Toyota Coaster, 係青山公路,屯門公路,龍翔道,同西九龍走廊!
大家有冇發現佢地唔止行車快?
上落客都快
有時夜晚撘Van仔
司機永無停定比你上車,我要首先自己助跑幾步,
架車開定門駛到埋我身果陣就順勢跳上車. 當司機大佬"feel"到你只要有其中一隻腳係踏左上車時佢地就即刻地板油去. 而我上左車之後亦甚少雖要用自己
既腳力行去座位.
因為佢一加油時,架車既去勢同衝力已經將我"fing"到去最近既座位道.緊緊既將我背隻黐晌椅背上面,同樣地晌落客時, D司機永遠唔使拉開門手制.
佢地既車速+急剎已經可以將度車門彈開.
個客就因為急剎既衝力好自然會由車尾被"送"到車門位置.
跟住快手比錢然後跳車. 個動作十足十二次大戰美軍第101空降師.
所以搭得多小巴可以做雷霆傘兵.
同埋大家記住,以佢地既"效率",上車果陣你已經要準備定哎"有落".
所以 小弟最近買左新車
但未念到放咩裝飾品上去 , 而家唸到啦
我會晌車頭玻璃掛個寫住「旺角至荃灣千色店」既膠牌
型爆!!!! 高速既像徵!!!
遇著小巴佬, Type-R行埋一二角
一係就落車然後上埋架小巴
小巴佬載晒你我的家上車都快過你一個搾
D人授保險電視廣告應考慮用坐小巴黎做題材.

愛要怎麼說出口 趙傳
作詞：李宗盛　作曲：李宗盛

叫我怎麼能不難過　你勸我滅了心中的火　我還能夠怎麼說
怎麼說都是錯你對我說　離開就會解脫　試著自己去生活
試著找尋自我別再為愛蹉跎　何必為愛蹉跎　只是　愛要怎麼說出口
我的心裹好難受如果能將你擁有　我會忍住不讓眼淚流
第一次握你的手　指尖傳來你的溫柔
每一次深情眼光的背後誰知道會有多少愁
多少愁　叫我怎麼能不難過　你勸我滅了心中的火我還能怎麼做
怎麼做都是錯　如果要我　把心對你解剖
只要改變這結果　我會說我願意做　我受夠了寂寞

>>April 19, 2005 at 4:21:02 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 17 日 星期日 【晴】

New start at Bun Hoi.
May need to work in China .....

Dinner with Tin King Yen. Chat with him for an hour... chat with Yuen Chung Wing as well.

Invited some friend for the Cannoe camping at June coming.

chatted with Chan mei yee for a while, anyway, a new friendship for sound off.



千個太陽
合唱：葉德嫻/陳潔靈

葉：MY FRIEND 今天你如何
難得一起齊高歌這歌
從不懂解釋我為何　在你友愛內尋到火
年頭匆匆的飄過　甜苦都許多
風波雖各自去闖　而兩心未分過
甚慶幸　又再逢　就算離開過

陳：琴聲跟心聲同行　彈出一首如火的愛歌
原因心中一個良朋　共我再見面和我歌
年頭匆匆的飄過　甜苦都許多
風波雖各自去闖　而兩心未分過
伴我行　是友誼　是太陽千個

合：真開心可跟你對望　內心閃出光
若然開心哭了　請你原諒
明天不管將會如何　晴天陰天仍高歌這歌
從不懂解釋我為何　在你友愛內尋到火

葉：年頭匆匆的飄過　甜苦都許多
陳：風波雖各自去闖　而兩心未分過
合：伴我行　是友誼　熱我心　是你一個
無人可　吹得熄　火太陽千個

>>April 18, 2005 at 1:57:30 PM GMT+8

2005 年 4 月 16 日 星期六 【晴】

Article from my best friend: Nice work.
現代社會變了,自由戀愛,女性也抬頭,她們也希望為自己找到一個最配合的。所以她們會作出決擇,就像我們會揀一個最好的或簡單講,有feel的。
父母的干預,如果這是令女孩要分身的原因,那實在不關你事。請別怪責自己或她..........因為你們畢竟是曾經相愛,曾經盡力修補過這問題。大家都已做得很好。
請你站起來吧,我也曾經停滯了一段時期。我深信沒經過離離合合的過程,是找不到一個最配合的伴侶;而我們是有青春作為本錢,去找自己的真愛。要去找真愛的話,我們就要再次起來。

Wake up 0800, arrived to Sha tin at 1030, Chai wan at 1130, returned to Sha Tin at 1435. Arrived home at 1800.

I'm changing and I know about the rule of supression my emotion. Be elite, Ton.

Chat with June Tin, Norika and Dino. And confirmed the dinner with Tin Tin.
Anyway, when it comes to me, it means to me.

Norsal bleeding, again.

Think of the days when we were small, everytime we came to Chai Wan is a big issue, as this is so distance mean to us. (northest to southest in HK).

Gotta get a scanner tomorrow to SCAN all photo into PC.

Thanks Tom (Gordon)
The day we find love - 911
Isn't the first time
Won't be the last time

Don't you worry, I don't mean to make you sad
My tears will soon be over
With your conscience clear for a new life ahead
Don't be sorry, I really need to hear the truth
But the only thing I'm asking, 'cos I need you to
Remember me, as the only one who set you free
Maybe time alone will make you see
How deep our love could be
No, it's never too late

[Chorus]
'Cos I know, this isn't the first time
It won't be the last time
I surrender my soul
'Cos you're always, keepin' me waitin', anticipatin'
The day we find love once again

I won't give up while there's a glimmer of a chance
A dream that's never ending
Inviting love and a perfect romance
A burning passion, oh baby you're my destiny
But the message I'm receivein', is your through with me
But I'll be there, even though you tell me you don't care
How could you forget the times we've shared
Don't throw our love away, you know it's never too late

[Chorus]
'Cos I know, this isn't the first time
It won't be the last time
I surrender my soul
'Cos you're always, keepin' me waitin', anticipatin'
The day we find love once again

Remember me, as the only one who set you free
Maybe time alone will make you see
How deep our love could be
No, it's never too late

[Chorus]
'Cos I know, this isn't the first time
It won't be the last time
I surrender my soul
'Cos you're always, keepin' me waitin', anticipatin'
The day we find love once again
This isn't the first time (The day we find love)
It won't be the last time (And I need you one more time)
Keepin' me waitin', anticipatin' (The day we find love)
This isn't the first time (The day we find love)
It won't be the last time (The day we find love)

>>April 17, 2005 at 10:18:20 AM GMT+8