2004 年 8 月 30 日 星期一 【晴】

感謝神 - 今晚電話無響過, 專心練琴!

今日是我今個學期笫三次上台拉琴 (自己一個), 開始享受戈種一個人赤身露體的感覺. Don't be misunderstood here! 我意思係...唔, 我一直都感到上台一個人演奏是赤裸裸的...上到台, 人地有料的, 一睇就睇到我的 weakness, 乜都被人知曬 - 自己 level 去到邊.

上個學期, 好想接埋自己, 我自己幾叻, 我知... 或者怕 criticize 啦~

哈哈~ 不過上音樂課就是要演奏, 一個星期兩次 workshop...一次兩次之後, 又好似幾好玩...最開心的, 是同學不會 criticize 我~ 反而教左我好多野, help me to improve!

>>August 31, 2004 at 1:02:22 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 30 日 星期一 【晴】

Thanks God, finished reading Exodus this afternoon. Many unpredictable things happened this morning, the lecturer is sick and cancelled his lecture. My teacher & classmates pushed me out to play music in the string workshop. My viola lesson shifted from 4pm to 3pm. And here I am, hanged in the computer lab! Should be at home this time, editing the prayer community documents! Well...will do that soon when I return home at 4pm!

Yesterday dinner was at 10:10pm
Today's lunch at 1:55pm

Oh well...can I not say 'SORRY' anymore to Lord because I am dishonouring my body...
When can I change my poor habit of ignoring my meals?


Cried yesterday a thousands times (metaphor used) - studies, mum & me, mentor & me...very annoying...

When can I stop crying too!? I need to work & get on!

>>August 31, 2004 at 4:50:44 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 29 日 星期日 【晴】

上星期五, miss 問了一個問題: 我們每日用幾多時間練琴?

model answer 應該係 4 小時
我無正面回答她, 只是一時之間手足無措,
因為我的時間表要 change, 每日要多一個小時練琴.
她問的問題, 其實就好像問...您用多少時間同神親近.
練琴在音樂演奏上很重要的...

煩!

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昨晚同組長大戰, 我好少咁燥架...唉~

情緒上落不定, 開始唔聽人講野, 開始串人...


知之者, 遠之也 !

(之 1 - 我這情況, 之 2 - 我)


9 月如下節目: 4 tests, 3 assignments, 2 exams

>>August 30, 2004 at 12:29:43 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 29 日 星期日 【晴】

I was just so annoyed with mum's call yesterday. I told her that I will be back by Nov & return to OZ in Dec, she's not happy with my decision.

Mentor asked me to re-consider when I leave Oz. Well...


At the moment, feeling very stressed & everyone, everything seems to be annoying in my eyes, even my beloved sister! Oh...

>>August 30, 2004 at 7:42:29 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 28 日 星期六 【晴】

如下今天要做的事:

Important & Urgent
1> 安靜, 重新得力
2> 樂理功課
3> 清潔
4> Weekly Reading
5> Play viola

不過, 做完曬都夜了, 所以唔 PLAN 住 important but not urgent 的事.

頭先死左返學校聽 lecture tape, exhausted...身體很累呀, 唔知點解, 昨日一場音樂會可以消耗我今多體力呢~ 抑或是星期五/六都很夜先睡, 未補返呢~

Isaiah 40

29 He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.
30 Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

>>August 29, 2004 at 6:00:06 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 27 日 星期五 【晴】

終於回到家中休息...

演出...@ Federation Square

正! 個埸是 transparent! 所以 background 是一個很美的夜景~ COOL!!!

好精彩的演出...

我演出完見到個朋友, 佢話..."您好靚!"
:D 嘩~ 開心死我!

Today first time to have make-up done by myself...

>>August 28, 2004 at 2:45:53 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 27 日 星期五 【晴】

感謝神冇 overslept! 昨晚 2 點先睡覺... >.<


我要準備返教會喇~ and then 下午找個地方睇下書, 黃昏演出 ^.^

>>August 27, 2004 at 10:31:02 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 26 日 星期四 【晴】

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我真係唔想返澳門呀...不過點解又會 online 做左個 booking? 發覺日日二十四小時 online, 帶來了很多 temptation...無聊之中入左 STA Travel....

我真係唔想返澳門呀...不過, 我有個感動: 過去戈幾個月, 同屋企人傳福音, 寫音樂比爸爸, 寫見證, 寄 VCD, 不如返去實實在在問下, 佢地信唔信...

我真係唔想返澳門呀...返左去, 一定被罵...10月底回去,11月底走...

10月31日, 為左您咋阿 Jack!
11月...爺爺生日

>>August 27, 2004 at 1:10:22 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 25 日 星期三 【雷雨】

超感恩呀, MM cell cleaning cancelled! 星期六, 神都供應了一位弟兄比我地幫手拍攝~ yeah!!!
感謝 - Man & Moon


星期日早上不用現場直播比代禱勇士, 佢地在下面祈禱. 好 yeah~ 我可以唔出 city, 安心溫書!
感謝 - KFC, Derek, Auntie


今日場演出, 奇特地第一次有 230 幾人入場!!!演出都好成功! ^.^
感謝 - God


25日後又顛...同上個 sem 一樣, same day: 1 test, 1 exam, 1 assignment DUE. Well...不一樣的是, Emily 唔係上個 sem 的 stressed Emily!

唔...凡事謝恩..................................................! 我唔再 too stressed, 感謝 brothers & sisters

With God, sure survive!!! ~


Last but not least, THANKS God!!!

>>August 26, 2004 at 12:08:27 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 25 日 星期三 【晴】

一個人...

神呀, 您會供應架, 一個就夠喇!

>>August 25, 2004 at 11:27:26 PM GMT+8