2004 年 12 月 13 日 星期一 【陰】

一個月前接到個事奉, 把個英文 powerpoint change 去中文. 我好快 say YES, 點知, 接到個 powerpoint 時, 發覺裡頭是一張又一張的 picture, 要轉去中文, 需要其他 software erase 左 d 英文先...

有個好 pro 的 IT 肢體話, 我無可能做到, 做到的話, 都需要很長的時間. 好唔開心, 好有被'打沉'的感覺, 而且, 我聽完了他的說話, 更想 give up, pass 比其他人做~我會覺得, 我有咩可能做到, 我是讀音樂, 跟本不懂得用好多的 software!!!

感謝神, 我 have a try...以有限的 Flash MX skills & photoshop skills + some help --> 結果 "得左" !!! 仲整得好靚 ^.^

到現在, 單單一個月, 我看到神天天加給我更多的恩賜! 有好多 computer 上的東西, clip art, software...是衪, 是衪每一個早上, 給我 idea, 意念點做...當我們善用我們的恩賜, 衪會一直祝福!

用到自己恩賜的事奉, 就奉獻自己把~

有好多人問, 點解我學音樂, 不是在 Music Area 事奉, 更有人問, 點解我成日返教會, 但從來都不是幫 Multimedia 做野, 點解 LIFE 'grab' 左我...

如果不是神喜悅, 我想, 我早就做不了 LIFE 的事奉! 牧師知我一星期有兩日都返左教會架, 佢都睇到我在 editing 上的恩賜, 點解肢體間要有咁多閒言閒語? 不要傷害, 不要加壓力在同工身上好嗎?

>>December 14, 2004 at 2:08:41 PM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 12 日 星期日 【晴】

Cough 了兩日, cough following a cold, actually, this is unlikely to be hay fever, don't you think so? Anyway, 頭先隻手指不自覺地 rub my eyes, 我都 suspect 自己, 是否有 itchy eyes (one of Hay fever's symptoms!).

>>December 13, 2004 at 6:25:50 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 11 日 星期六 【晴】

感謝一班肢體的支持 & 幫助, 讓我可以站穩在高處上拍攝個音樂會!

有冇人知我拍緊野戈時... my nose was bleeding, my throat sores, and I keep on coughing? While everyone pray for the weary, I too, was so weary, tears keep falling down, but my hands still moving the DV from left to right, panning here and there...

我好 appreciate 當代禱戈時, Cathie 叫 d 人 support 被代禱的人 (累的, 領袖們...), "stand beside them, have your arm on their shoulders..."

我望住個鏡頭, 一直喊, 我好想放下部機..."喂, 我都想有支持, 我都好累...點解 e 到得我一個?" 我只看到, 焦點是在台上!


okok....Lord said he is with me, I am not alone...

衪更提醒多一樣野, 衪的人, 是 serve 人, 定係被 serve 的呢? 主耶穌自己去服事自己班'馬仔', 不是被服事的~

>>December 14, 2004 at 2:06:30 PM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 8 日 星期三 【晴】

My body, be good, OK? Be strong to fight!!! To immune!!!

8/12
20:00 taken a cup of lemon drink for cold & flu
21:00 read the information leaftlet: Healthcare Products, realized that most of the medicines sell in OZ has the label 'AUST R or AUST L'
00:00 taken a cold & flu capsules
00:15 bed time, put on some white flower ointment for better breathing!

9/12
03:00 woke up in the middle of the night, my throat sores! Taken anaesthetic
06:00 awaken again, drank a bit of water & sleep
10:00 drank a cup of 甘和茶, feel much better for my throat, read some medicine instructions. A new discovery...don't drink too much tea / coffee after taking Panadol!!!
12:00 estimated 2/3 box of tissues being used in this cold fight
12:15 taken vitamins and another capsule


Be good, my good helper, OK?

On the other hand...remember that I was scanning my notebook the other day? I downloaded the Norton Anti-Virus 15 day trial software. Helped S 仔 (my notebook) to detele 9 files these 2 days: infected stuff, sort of by Spyware & Adware. A good friend told me to use Norton, and it really works! Thanks~ I hope this Trojan Horse has gone! My last scan says everything's alright!

I found it quite funny, yesterday I tried out the lemon drink (which I had never used before to kill my cold), and I need to read a lot of instructions about those medicine. I am afraid they will CLASH ma...since some medicine couldn't be taken with another kind~

At the same time, I read about those 9 threats in my notebook, how to kill them and how they are affecting my notebook. I feel that I have been fighting and fighting, now, a tired warrior!

The remaining of the day, hope that the flu is under control! I can't afford to get worser! I do think...if this a sign, asking me to rest?

Grandpa gave me a call this early morning! He though I was sleeping...sort of true, but also becoz my voice has changed...He is the first one asking me to see a doctor, so caring!

Well, mentor suggested me to start working tomorrow at 10am. I would like to, however, fear that I may pass the cold around to brothers & sisters! Fear that I am too weak to work efficiently. Ar...

And tomorrow has a course at 16:45...

Sunday videographer...


REST NOW!!!

>>December 10, 2004 at 1:33:07 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 7 日 星期二 【晴】

Went shopping with mentor after lunch ~.~ she is so lovely! We had been looking for coffee mugs, I can see that she is a good wife! Really a good one!

Received MYM's music summer school confirmation, I have been admitted to the 'Woods Orchestra'!!! So happy, that is the senior group in the summer school, the highest level among all other orchestra in the school ^.^ ~

My dream of performing in the Melbourne Town Hall comes true!


On the other hand, I was so upset this evening. The computer 'is' so naughty! I don't know why after I saved something, when I re-open the file again, it seems that nothing had been saved, and some pictures were missing! I was too tired to shout or to scold, but I wanna cry! My 心血呀, you know? Thank you Lord that at that time, mentor was with me, she saw what had happened...she understands...and Lord give me supports~

And afterwards, I realized that I caught a cold!

Thanks God I am surviving! Safe for my journey back home & to the supermarket to get some medicine, and last by not least, a box of tissue! I hope this is not a serious cold! I have quite a number of things doing at the moment!

>>December 8, 2004 at 11:41:05 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 6 日 星期一 【微冷】

最近都沒有正式坐下來, 寫下自己的感受. 星期三, 五, 六都在教會, 其他的日子, 大多休息休息. 過去戈幾個星期, handle 了很多東西, especially 自己的情勢. 原來我可以好沉默, 不過 e 一種沉默也可能是反映緊某些東西...

明白嗎?

>>December 7, 2004 at 2:46:43 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 6 日 星期一 【晴】

Went to see my head just now, got my results from him...

Sem 1 ---> Sem 2

50 P --- 63 C (Performance)

51 P --- 74 D (Popular Music)

73 D --- 59 P (Group Performance)

65 C --- 66 C (Musicology)


二年級生了!!! ^.^

我愛音樂, 都愛事奉, 感謝神我今個 sem achieve 到好大的 improvement ^.^!!!

>>December 7, 2004 at 1:24:37 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 5 日 星期日 【晴】

父母親大人得知我回國的日期時間後, 各有不同意見...

娘親大罵, 為何坐 CX, 佢話唔安全, 問為何不坐 QF...

而父親就話, 可以早一些回來就早一些啦~~~

>>December 6, 2004 at 2:01:52 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 4 日 星期六 【晴】

感謝神, 機票 settled 左!

24th January 2004 - 0855 Departure

之後的事...我點 arrive 澳門...暫時未有打算

>>December 5, 2004 at 1:36:36 AM GMT+8

2004 年 12 月 3 日 星期五 【晴】

唔知間 travelling company 今日開唔開, 不過 10+ 點左右, 會去一去. 我想要求佢地 refund. 個 sales 的 service 好差!!! 成日都叫我 think...how to go home. 如果我知有咩 alternatives, 我都唔使問佢啦~

放棄 $100 deposit!? 我估我會, 哈哈, 如果 money 可以 settle 一些麻煩的東西, 我可以豪比佢架! 不過再三思後, 就得出一個結論, $ 是神比我保管架咋~ 所以唔得唔得.

澳門的樂團再次發出兩個 invitation - 1/1 & 1月底的演出. 當機票未 settle 好, 我又點回應佢我演唔演呢~


希望可以 refund 啦, 或者佢 confirm 個機位比我啦. 好煩呀!!!

我唔想帶住 d 情緒去事奉, 真係好影響...

>>December 4, 2004 at 11:34:40 PM GMT+8