2004 年 9 月 9 日 星期四 【晴】

兩個幾星期的發顛, 差唔多告一段落了.

情緒開始平靜返, 感謝神~

>>September 11, 2004 at 10:41:32 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 9 日 星期四 【晴】

What is 'Karaoke' ?

(Japanese pronunciation: ka-ra-oik-ki)

FUNCTIONS:

- stress relief
- associate with drinking
- escape to a wonderful fantasy

>>September 10, 2004 at 6:38:37 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 8 日 星期三 【暴雨】

Bursted out all my anger to this blog...

FINE now!



In your anger do not sin. Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry and do not give the devil a foothold!

>>September 9, 2004 at 1:39:31 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 8 日 星期三 【晴】

嗚嗚...浪費了一杯美好的咖啡...

原來仲未好返曬, 喉嚨都品嚐唔到咖啡的味道... sorry my coffee...




Just now~~~ 好有怒氣咁出去車房倒 gabbage 啦~ 點知佢差唔多開始落雨呀, 戈兩個 housemates 都唔知玩乜~ 兩個星期前我倒左 gabbage 架啦, 上星期, 兩條友仔又唔推個 gabbage bin 出去...今個星期又係咁~ 晚上十點幾, Clayton 寒冷架~ 我仲未好返架~ 都唔 gentlemen~ 又冇 responsibility!!! okok...for God's sake...calm down~


唔...今晚佢地嘈交呀~ 我好驚, 感到很不安...but why I have that feeling? 我同另一個同屋開 show 咁, 一個彈結他, 一個拉琴~ 日日都係咁架~ 呵呵~ but we never intervene one another (good compromise!). 事件就係因為笫三個同屋早上要返工, 晨咁早 10點未到就要睡覺~ oh well...it's still 10pm, what the hell is he complaining?



作主 2 導師打左個電話黎,話唔 postpone, change to Sunday 3am, 嘩~ 唔好講笑啦~ 星期一 d workload 好多.... 無奈! 我也告訴了我的難處比佢知, 佢就...唔... swap study time...and pretend there is a class on Friday!

明天 re-audition, 我寫左名呀, 不過我想放棄, 唔係因為怕 fail, 而係如果唔去, 我有 extra 多一個小時可以趕 assignment. I know I will fail...but can go for experience... which way le?

>>September 9, 2004 at 1:24:50 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 8 日 星期三 【晴】

1 Corinthians 13

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.


Some good time spent on the piano worshiping my dear Lord just now, found out that I am so UGLY! One again naked infront of God...Today's quiet time verse is 1 Corinthians 13:4 - 7, I counted that I have sinned in 8 items on the LOVE's definition! Oh! How dreadful I have been in the past few weeks! Must renew & repent!!!

>>September 9, 2004 at 5:49:09 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 8 日 星期三 【晴】

My cell leader told me she was quite upset after knowing that a cell member feel so stressed...I feel sorry for both of them... and feel sorry that I didn't say anything during the week. Actually last Sat, I realized we are pushing the new infant too much...but well, at the moment, I am often concentrating on my own uni stuff & didn't even CARE anyone around, feel so sorry...

At one time, I went up to my mentor and annoyed her, telling her that how troublesome & annoying is my cell leader is! However, she reminded me that that is the character of my leader, the so-called 'I' type people. Well...chatterbox, more-than friendly...

I told her today that me & another friend purposely put on "DND" / "occupied" on ICQ just to avoid long chating time with her...it hurts, I guess, but I wanted her to know the problem...RIGHT TIME RIGHT ACTION! After all, we are all so UNIQUE! And acts & reacts differently. I've got a lot to learn how to deal with different people!

Thanks you Lord, given me a passion to learn in CCBC's courses, an energy & heart to continue to grow! A good mentor beside me, walking with me closely and bringing me to you even more closely!

Pray that every MM cell member learns how to deal with different people & have the sensitiveness to react to one another! Mode me to compromise & understand others too! I know I have been harsh sometimes when dealing with matters that I am into. Teach us to deal with stress also! Some stress in our life is always good! But not everyone can handle it, or even fear of it!

Lord, you are the one, you are the only boss!

>>September 9, 2004 at 4:42:01 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 8 日 星期三 【晴】

Important person always need to work under high pressure, but they always can handle it well. It's need a learning process to reach that level.

>>September 9, 2004 at 3:23:03 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 8 日 星期三 【晴】

Assignment 1 差唔多 done, 不過只可以寫 500 字~ to me, so 難! 字不多, 但 idea 好多...

Assignment 2, 可能 change topic :(

>>September 9, 2004 at 3:05:21 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 8 日 星期三 【晴】

星期一 assignment X 2 加一個測驗! 今日一定要完成 50% !!! 感恩明天的作主 2 postpone 左一個星期, 呵呵~ 可以用明天的時間做埋功課了. 喉嚨痛差唔多冇事了~ 不過傷風都仲未好.

昨晚睇了 <人從天願 > VCD, 勁~ 我唔係好喜歡攪笑 style 的牧師, 不過當中都笑左幾次. 其中講到...當 technology 去到好高速, 上網快乜都快的時候, 完成一樣野係快, 不過時間都會減少, 因為'快'的時間, 就只會有更多新的工作交比我們...

>>September 9, 2004 at 12:30:09 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 7 日 星期二 【颱風】

勁開心, 溫左兩隻作品, Brahms Symphony Nr 3 & Debussy "The Afternoon of the faun". 音樂史戈科進入了 19th century, 開始唔明 d 作曲家攪乜...今個學期讀埋 20th century, 就放假~ 上大二 - yeah!~

另外都用左幾幾幾十分鍾彈琴, 又再次回去玩自彈-自唱-自敬拜! 我聽到呀...好清楚神的回應! 可以決定回澳留下來的時間有幾長了. 之前都仲好煩, 不過...

~ 等候耶和華的, 衪必指引您的路 ~ just be patient!

this time focus...develop spiritual fruits: PATIENCE !

>>September 8, 2004 at 11:49:02 PM GMT+8