2004 年 9 月 7 日 星期二 【雨】

This friend is an ANGEL !!!

I came to the Lord this afternoon, playing music and worshipping my Lord...I heard his voice very clearly, I got an answer which has already been revealed from the phone call...

So I should say....the call is from God!

Wonder why in the Bible, the angels are often masculine and the angels commodities that I can see around is often faminine~


God an invitation for a lunch tomorrow, I definately don't want to go. I never want to settle time for lunch, why not just eat and work at the same time? It saves time! Go out!? er...$ / time ...

Guess what, this is friend saved me last semester! I was stressed out in my Sem 1, and all that I did were: study, study & study, eat, eat less and lesser...even have vitamins/ medicines each day for supplements~ He called in and just stop me from revision. I have no intention to relax/rest, but he forced me to...I am thankful after that, coz I got rid of Satan's trick! Being the slave of uni...

Tomorrow's lunch invitation, is he the angel / devil? I have given up my tutorial time tomorrow, partly haven't write any music this week, nothing to show to my lecture, and partly, I haven't started to write out the 2 essay due next Monday!

>>September 8, 2004 at 12:36:30 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 7 日 星期二 【晴】

Who are you? Angel / Devil?

On the phone 'til 1:39am, woo~~~ I wondered if the one who was talking to be is an angel or devil. Suppose this he/she knows I am terribly busy & need to sleep at 1am. Ha... Sigh too~ but who knows if this friend aiming to chat with me & comfort me?

>>September 8, 2004 at 2:23:16 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 6 日 星期一 【晴】

同 mentor 傾完計, 心情仲差...

正如有人話... eat Chocolate when you are sad...

Yes, you will be more cheerful when having the chocolate!

But after that came highly depress!

>>September 7, 2004 at 12:34:10 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 6 日 星期一 【晴】

Emily@ Hong Kong Cultural Center - 20 Dec !!!

Wa~ A few years ago, I went with my orchestra to HK APA for a performance. I was so amazed of how big the venue is! The violet carpets, the elegant stairs....COOL!

Received my director's invitation this afternoon, asking me if I will be back for the coming 2 concerts - one with Macau Orchestra and the other one, performance in HK Cultural Center.

This is a very big temptation! I like to perform, I like to return and play with my old music-mates! But I struggled my flight timing, when is the right time to return? How long shall I stay in Macau?


Lord...you've got all the answers!


I am selfish...I wanted to stay only for the most, 1 month, I like to stay for YSO, for harvesting...

Yet mum & dad have conflicting ideas with me! They wanted me to stay for longer time, for New Year, for her birthday...



Recently 3 assignments coming up, one audtion, one exam and 1 test left in Sept...I can't afford to have emotional crisis at the moment! You know when at times I am 'up & down, up & down', I will become crazy, I will start to annoy everyone else. I need extra energy to control my emotions, my attitudes, my words, and my temper! I don't want to hurt anyone - no matter by words / actions!

Grant me, peace during this critical moment, plz!

>>September 7, 2004 at 12:05:47 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 5 日 星期日 【晴】

YSO - 我愛您!!!

今日接到兩個 invitation, 返去澳門我個樂團演出...

1> 6/11 同澳門樂團同台演出, 難得!
2> 20/12 演出 @ 香港文化中心

嘩~~~ 玩野....

前幾日 (昨日嗎?) settledown, 15/1 -15/2 ...想點呀? Can I fly two times?

>>September 6, 2004 at 7:13:30 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 4 日 星期六 【晴】

親愛的 mentor 同我講左一句 "對唔住"...

睇完佢封 e-mail, 我好心痛, 點解反而我唔識得去體諒佢...

>>September 5, 2004 at 2:07:57 PM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 4 日 星期六 【晴】

Checked....mum's birthday shall be Jan 15

Ideally my return flight somewhat between Jan 14 - Feb 15: so nothing much mum should argue...that period - New Year, mine & her birthday. I will be 激死 if she stills grumble!

>>September 5, 2004 at 9:54:07 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 4 日 星期六 【晴】

I fell asleep while I was continuing my study, so poppped into bed 'til 6pm. Energy restored after I woke up - COOL!!! Thanks daddy!


On the way to finish my study for tomorrow's quiz, just now, I have read something that I feel sad about. It says:

"Music videos are the most 'bodily', the wettest thing that TV has produced yet. And the most sexist...women embody and empower the erotomania of music videos. Women's bodies function as the ultimate lubricant for the gaze" - Maurice Nio


Common Christians guys~ make some GOOD HEALTHY MTV!!!

>>September 5, 2004 at 9:10:48 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 4 日 星期六 【晴】

上上個星期因為 predict 到我兩個月裡都有 exam, 一定唔停咁溫書, 所以, 一次過, cut my hair shortly~

Today 念住去超市做 stock-up 啦, 顛架, 買左 $55 野~ 我走之前都唔信自己會買得咁貴, 所以 check 下張單先走. 原來係買左兩盒藥, 大約 $7@ ~~

>>September 5, 2004 at 4:08:04 AM GMT+8

2004 年 9 月 3 日 星期五 【晴】

原來喉嚨痛戈時飲苦茶唔覺得佢咁苦架~

熱騰騰的苦茶沖入個喉嚨, I feel better now : )

>>September 4, 2004 at 1:56:22 PM GMT+8