2004 年 8 月 19 日 星期四 【晴】

Wa..this gal is amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://diary.showhappy.net/?id=146390

>>August 20, 2004 at 1:11:17 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 19 日 星期四 【晴】

友人借了一堆 movie 比我睇, 驚死我溫書溫到唔停手咁...

睇緊 <無名天使 3d>, 超恐怖! 唔知是否自己成幾年冇睇過 HK 的電影, 抑或自己信主後善良了呢? 有點頂唔住套 soap opera!


找來了 Hand in Hand 的 mp3, 記得從前在 Forumn 開 sports day 成日都會唱的歌~

>>August 20, 2004 at 9:19:03 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 19 日 星期四 【晴】

20 years old, 乜原來自己咁大個...差不多要入 young adult group...

死左在網上 surfing~ 找了很多 music camp 的資料, 就是因為咁, 睇到好多 age restriction! 在 Melboune 有一兩個未 close for entry, 可以去吧~ 另外睇緊 Tasmania ~

本來都睇了 Canada's music camp, 不過佢地 summer & 我們 summer 不同, 冇計啦~

>>August 20, 2004 at 7:08:54 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 18 日 星期三 【晴】

今日返學要做的事, 大部分都做好曬, 只是冇找書, 也找不了要睇的 video tape.

等左阿 sir 15 分鍾, 佢只用了5 分鍾見我, 寫了16 個和弦, 佢 ban 左 5 個.
"OK, Emily, I get you to re-do the chords, read C 4, 5, 10 and see me next week!"

早排有位好朋友告訴我..."個個都知他很愛您的...唔, 我相信有人會聽您寫的作品!" 在音樂上, 我會努力!!!!


And then, 在 office 出面接到了28日的時間表, 開心哪天早上冇走台, 可以完成最後一堂作主1課程, 無奈是下午4:45 要到 Federation Square 做 sound prove & 走台吧. 我出席唔到當天的 Harvest Event 了, 而且有音樂的朋友, 都 invite 唔到佢去了. 下一個問題係...我戈日返唔返教會一起祈禱呢?


講開祈禱, 真係好享受祈禱呀~ especially 星期三祈禱會, 每一次都比我有 refresh 的感覺! 而且係一個星期的中間, 比左好大的 support!

Everything starts with Prayers :) !!!

>>August 19, 2004 at 7:49:12 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 18 日 星期三 【晴】

音樂學生之 tutorial

今天正午十二點會去 tutorial, 因為作好了兩隻音樂的和聲, 好想比阿 sir 睇下, 評估下, 下個月二十日都 exam e 科了. Exam 只有一小時, 而我用了 2+ 小時去作, 要努力多一些吧~

Music 學生, 無 tutorial 之迷

哈, 我地有 tutorial 架~ 不過係阿 sir 自己坐係 office 到做自己野, 您喜歡的, 找他囉~ 冇事的, 冇人找他的, 他就不用上 tutorial 了. 所謂之 consultation hours...


今日要去幾個地方, 用2+ 小時做曬要做的事:

- 去 ticket office 買 concert ticket (超開心, 28 日晚, 有朋友來睇)
- 去 post office 寄信 & 交水 bill
- 去 library 煲帶 - Yothu Yindi - Treaty, 找英文書比朋友
- 1點番音樂廳聽音樂
- 去 Monash Bookshop 取 order, 好心急: New book waiting for my pick up: "How to say NO without feeling quilty"

現在10:30呀, 11:00 返到去, 差不多了~ see you guys : )

>>August 19, 2004 at 12:42:32 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 17 日 星期二 【晴】

So satisfying today! So enjoyable!!!

Received Fiona@Embassy's email ^.^

Whole morning 'til 3pm, working on my theory, harmonizing melodies!

You know what, it took me 3 + hours to finish 5 bars of melody harmonization!!! I wonder how long would it take when I start to compose myself! By 3pm, I wanted to make a phone call back to church, ask anyone there to help me print out the document for Prayer Community. I guess I have enjoyed a lot today, working on my music, that I didn't want to leave home. That I even wanted to quite the prayer meeting today!

Before tempting to make the call, gotta inspired by God. I am on EXTREME! At the moment, work and work...how can I give up to pray when I always benefit from prayers!

Ignored my lunch...eating an egg at the moment 3:25pm

>>August 18, 2004 at 5:25:39 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 17 日 星期二 【晴】

原來差不多一年冇拍拖了~

全因為您咋!

>>August 17, 2004 at 11:27:02 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 16 日 星期一 【晴】

"12月 1月 2月 是理想的日子
12月份可以聖誕節演出, 我的生日, 團年飯是馮家族聚會, 芷茵結婚,春節喜慶0
想到那時刻情境開心嗎? 也是你的長假期"


媽媽終於開到口叫我返去了...


After returning to Macau last Dec, I feel so bad, don't like to stay in Macau! How thirsty was my fellowship at that time, and how it feels when brothers & sisters are not with me. I could just shout...I miss AUSTRALIA!!!

And after all, I am just fear to return to my hometown, isn't it funny?


By now, my mind has changed, thinking that going to MACAU is like a mission and also to experience it! The emotional crisis and also the loneliness.

A song came up to me this afternoon, God said...I am with you, no matter where you are.

Ha...Daddy, are you asking me to return home too?

I have shared my experiences as a Christian to my cousins & grandny & friends, have done much in these few months. Shall I return to Macau for 'harvesting' ?

>>August 17, 2004 at 10:57:12 AM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 15 日 星期日 【陰晴不定】

Oh what a wonderful morning!

Thanks Daddy waking me up!!! And thanks Daddy's wisdom - that I made a good choice last night, didn't stay up at night to study (although I haven't finish my revision!). Wake early this morning to continue study~

I slept at 1am after a long prayer, mostly to pray for Church and also to confess my sins. As I didn't do my best to revise and to manage my time well for the revision. Today & tomorrow have tests, now is not the matter of prayer, it's the matter that I haven't finish studying!!!!!!!!!!!

I just can say SORRY to you, my Heavenly Daddy!

On the other hand, I also realized that I have a few asssignments due on early September! Exams by 20 Sept too~ and also following Oct's remaining exam. Oh Lord, I can't afford to play around and enjoy silly net surfing anymore. Give me wisdom to SAY NO to nonsense! Give me wisdom too, to manage myself, physically & mentally & most of all, spiritually.

Grant me energy and passion to work - SCHOOL - YOU - LOST SOULS

You know what I think and you unerstand me the best! You are so kind, that patiently wait for me even how far I have wondered!

O Lord, bless me and everyone else! You can see how hard my brothers & sisters are working, we are all the same, having assignments due and stuff to study. Teach us to rely on you! Tell us our priority.

And really praise you Lord leting me to study MUSIC ^.^ It's hard, but at last, it's fun ^.^

It seems that I have seen a bit of 'vision' yesterday for my future, is it that what I think is what you think? My career... let me know before it's too late ya~ haha! Coz Emily rely on you, my dad : )

Lastly would like to say, I LOVE YOU Lord *_^

>>August 15, 2004 at 10:54:03 PM GMT+8

2004 年 8 月 14 日 星期六 【晴】

幾鍾意這歌詞:

La donna e mobile (Woman is fickle (易變, 無常))

Woman's fidelity turns like weather, sways like a feather.
Tossed in the breezes. Fond of variety
She is beguiling. Frowning or smiling
Just as she pleases. She is caprisious (任性, 善變),
Turns like the weather, sways like a feather,
Never the same, never the same, never the same.



>>August 15, 2004 at 10:34:27 AM GMT+8