2004 年 11 月 1 日 星期一 【乍寒還暖】

13:30 - 15:30 睡覺

好正, 清涼~ (好似出面 11 C!!!) But I am in bed, very warm : ) This afternoon nap should compensate my sleepnessless last night!


想練埋 <真的愛你> 比媽媽. 我彈緊羅文的一隻經典作品 (medly of most of his songs). Well, 有時間唔知可唔可以整埋隻 <梁祝> 比 grandma 呢~

哈哈, 每一次開完音樂會, 又或者完成一個 performance, 就好火熱~ 好期待下一次, 好想即刻 improve 自己!

不知從那裡來的感動, 很想'回應'下我的屋企人. 我真係唔想返澳門, 我真係唔係好愛我屋企人...不過都是因為神我先回頭望一望他們, 先想愛他們多一些. 不竟是三歲那年爸爸就買了一把小提琴給我, 而我, 哈哈, 可算是他的第一大弟子, 也是他最不成功的一個學生!

好似在小學做 arts & craft 呀~ 做好了 give to 父母...幾個月前 arrange 左 Greenseelves 比爸爸, 幾隻 midi arrangment 比弟兄. 我真係好想用更多更多神比我的恩賜造就人啊! ^.^

Use me, Lord!

PS
感謝大家的 "+ oil" & 祈禱呀 ^.^
仲有昨晚睡不著時被我煩到的人~ 哈哈 : P

>>November 2, 2004 at 5:11:51 AM GMT+8

2004 年 11 月 1 日 星期一 【晴】

估唔到我 4 點先睡著~

算吧~


Performance Exam completed! 好好呀~ ^.^ !!! 可能個分數唔高, 不過我感到今天的表現不錯! 竟然沒有手震, 感謝神呀!!! 仲好開心有阿sir (60 幾 years old 的伯伯) 幫我伴奏, 佢好勁, 我們又一起學習了一年, 所以佢知道點幫我~ use the piano to cover my weakness!

回家路上, 個腦都仲有戈幾隻作品. 唔知有冇人聽過<二泉映月>呢? 咩 The rivers reflected the moon... somewhat like that~ 我想為左地上的爸爸拉好佢呀.

>>November 1, 2004 at 11:53:11 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 31 日 星期日 【颳風】

又一個很 relax 的下午. 都是彈琴, 睇聖經 & 清潔. 現在沒東西幹呀~ 想到超市走走, 今天晚上與明天早上都要吃好一點吧!!! 我好久沒吃早餐了, 2 pieces of cheese 算唔算是早餐? 哈哈...是但啦, 明天 exam 真係要返多些 energy! 好想練中提, 不過 d 人話 exam, 比賽前都唔好練咁多...而且我都唔想嘈住 housemate 溫書, 所以我都唔打算返學校練琴, 呵呵.

By the way, my 弦樂 coordinator 教, 食香蕉可以 reduce nevousness. 另外我最喜愛的咖啡...就不要在這時飲了. 雖然佢都幫到我靜下來, 不過佢會使心跳加速, 而且 a burst of energy 後, 是帶來 fatique.

I think I'll go and get some milk ^.^ first and then the bananas...and what about several packs of sweets? Reward myself XD

>>November 1, 2004 at 5:09:14 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 31 日 星期日 【雷雨】

Missed an exam - how will you feel?

One thing I can see in myself - leave it to God!


This morning, the coordinator replied and most probably my exam will be on next Thursday. Hopefully my reputation and marks aren't downgraded!


Well, and then my schedule is pretty much settled for November. All Weds & Thurs are devoted to LIFE ministry - very happy indeed!!! ^.^ Sats to be out in church, hehe

This vacation aims - finish as many pieces as possible, Chinese Solo, Bach Solo, etc - piano & viola as well. I don't want dad to get disapointed when I am staying in Oz for 2+ months and just 1/2 month in Macau!

On the other hand - my phototaking & midi-making thing.

I have started to make an organizer for a sister in Christ, but have to reume it only after my exam, I can't afford to cut my fingers when I am having 2 performances exam at the moment!

Well, last but not least - finishing my bible reading. I have finished the book of Joshua in 2 days time, that's 24 chapters. Really a very very enjoyable time, when I can have half a day lying down and doing some reading!

>>November 1, 2004 at 1:10:26 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 30 日 星期六 【晴】

澳洲因節約日光~ 又再一次與澳門相距三小時了.

昨晚友人帶我們到航空學校, 他在澳洲學駕駛飛機!!!
後來到訪他的住處, 嘩~ 原全好像一個機艙! 好型! 好專業!!!

我們離開的時候, 見到南十字星 ^.^ ~~
好開心的一晚!!!

>>October 31, 2004 at 9:44:37 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 28 日 星期四 【晴】

嘩~ 可能緊張啦~ >>>> 壓力 <<<< 啦...對不起 ---> my 胃 !!!

Well...明天帶組啊!!! To be honest, being a leader is not my potential ability! I am much better being a good member! haha...

Bursted out all my worries to Daddy just now, feel better at least! Although my heart beat is still gradually increasing, (won't stop 'til tomorrow evening!) I still have to face it! Prepared and discussed, even evalutated and mocked...last but not least, prayed, what else do I need to do?


I still have 2 exam to go. One is ensemble, which was on 19-Oct...I missed it!!! Yes...I missed the exam

Not my fault...Emily is often well-planned (95%)

It was...my name wasn't on the list, the list of candidates!!! So I though that the examiner will put up another assessment on a later date. I did send her an e-mail before 19-Oct to double check, but she didn't reply...

A friend of mine thinks that my name is left off and suggested me to see the examiners. The head-coordinator wasn't at uni today, I found my 2nd head and she said she will arrange a time for my assessment. She's always smiling, so NICE! And most probably on next week...yak~ I still haven't get a reply at the moment, and this thing is stucking my schedule next week! My vacation should be on 3 Nov!!!

>>October 29, 2004 at 1:59:24 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 27 日 星期三 【晴】

下星期二的 exam 是二十分鍾獨奏, 前幾日感到體力不足, 拉完第一隻作品都累得不得了. 手臂啦, 手指啦, 手腕啦~ 仲有個 mind 都要用力, 每隻作品都唔同時期, 我都要 continuous 去 change the 'feeling'.

今早 full run 一次整個 program, 哈哈...死啦, 開始驚...手震呀~ 一個拉提琴的人, 是用隻手拿住一支弓 (一支木), 再把支弓放在弦上拉, 咁當隻手不停地震, 您估拉出黎的音會是點樣呢?

仲有平時手軟呀~

e 幾天要打心理戰, 出場的時候, 演奏的效果應該是現在有的水準再打個 discount!

>>October 29, 2004 at 2:05:45 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 26 日 星期二 【寒冷】

Re: Pak Pak 建設了~ 何時實施?

>>October 27, 2004 at 4:14:19 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 25 日 星期一 【微冷】

Re Pak Pak: 咁呀~ 組長不是提過入 Clayton 開組嗎? 到時叫佢煮飯我地食, 我煲湯好嗎~ 而您, 準備研經的資料啦~ 哈哈... good idea?

>>October 26, 2004 at 9:24:14 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 25 日 星期一 【微冷】

前幾日告訴 daddy 我個 theory exam 有 85 分, 佢終於講左一聲:"咁好呀". 每一次佢都唔會開口讚下我, 今次真係開心啊! 明天要去 Singapore Airlines 攪機票, 返盡澳門都係得 23 日. 因為 1月25日先有機, 而下年開學是 2月28日, 我需要提早回澳洲. 我下午 check 左返香港的機票, 平幾百元啦, 去盡就有 25 日. 不過我唔想父母親大人去香港接我, 之後又陪我過香港坐機走. 辛苦他們呢~

e 一個回國之行...to be honest, 好似一個 Macau Short-term mission trip! 點解我唔想回國架?

早幾日弟兄問我屋企點~ 可能我太多個'家', 又或者我不喜歡地上我所出生的'家', 我反問道...

邊一個?

a. My real family in Macau
b. My orchestra in Macau
c. Habitat Tutorial Center
d. My church
e. My house in Clayton
f. Santa Rosa De Lima
g. Monash University

>>October 26, 2004 at 6:41:19 AM GMT+8