2004 年 10 月 19 日 星期二 【晴】

Psalm 127
2
It is useless for you to work so hard
from early morning until late at night,
anxiously working for food to eat;
for God gives rest to his loved ones

>>October 20, 2004 at 5:22:03 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 19 日 星期二 【晴】

好開心~ 半夜安仔哥哥打黎~

>>October 19, 2004 at 11:35:27 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 18 日 星期一 【晴】

stupid~ 唔記得左~~ exam 完就好精神, 想玩玩玩盡佢~

所以最後沒休息~ 做左清潔, 洗衫~


仲有早排好煩的事, 要決定了~ 唔... 1月25日回國, 2月18日回來. 加加埋埋是沒有一個月, 不過... no way~ I wanna fly to Macau ar! And they got only limited flights on Tuesday & Friday, no choice~


下星期三去 book 機票 在 414 Collin St...no idea which part of Collin it is!~

仲有買保險呀~ Medibank 快 expire 了~

期待一月十四 & 一月二十二日在 VCA & Town Hall 的演出 ^.^ ~


By the way, still have 3 assignments to do...but my mood is flying high XD!!!

>>October 19, 2004 at 6:34:44 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 17 日 星期日 【晴】

佢地是兩個男士, angry 起上黎會講粗俗的說話...本小姐所以先會驚~

嬲 = 男 + 女 +男　？

Oh, really?



Proverbs 19
11 A man's wisdom gives him patience; it is to his glory to overlook an offense.

人有見識, 就不輕易發怒. 寛恕人的過失, 便是自己的榮耀.


最後, 我地三個人無出黎傾, 或者我們唔知個問題是什麼...只知道大家都有傷痕, 有不開心,不滿~
我們住在同一間屋, 不是往然的, 是有神的意思...我們三人都是基督徒~ 神呀, 教我們去相交!!!

我沒有急於解決問題, 因為大家都仲有怒氣~ 平息一下先啦~ 我會等候神的帶領!

>>October 18, 2004 at 2:38:50 PM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 17 日 星期日 【晴】

感恩學左點樣處理情緒!!! 下午吃飯時, 同屋打比我~ 告訴我知今早屋企有 conflicts between housemate 3. 聽到個電話, 我好驚架, 因為我好怕 d 人嘈交...

當時我好清楚我是一個學生, 在不夠一小時後就 exam 笫二科, 我的心情唔可以被影響, 一定唔可以!!! 感謝聖靈比智慧我去講, 去聽, 去回應.

如果晚上您累到七彩, 次日又要早起身去 exam. 突然有朋友不開心打電話比您, 您會點?

以前我估我會同佢傾電話, 陪埋佢成晚, 開解佢~

不過今時今日, 不會了, 因為我的身份是一個學生, 次日仲有 exam, 要明白自己好需要休息, 精神!!! 唔係冷血, 不過, 個朋友唔開心多一日半日, 唔會死囉~ 自己之外, 學業是要對家人有交代, 又要做好基督徒的見證. 這一個電話, 是撒旦的 temptation!

小心 !

>>October 18, 2004 at 8:02:05 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 16 日 星期六 【晴】

Tomorrow's exam...10am Music History, 2pm Pop Music

No worries...

Learned need not to be afraid, coz God is with me ^.^ !!!
Learned not to have confidence in myself, but in God ^.^ !!!
Recalled how I succeeded with 4 As and 1 F last year...
- keep praying and reading the Bible, Quiet time
- never stop walking with God

the hour before the exam, read the bible~ have peace ^.^
Pray before starting, yeah~

6pm struck - and my History revision - CLOSE FILE! Yes! Finished the revision! Perhaps have a glance at it again tonight or tomorrow morning la!

Notice that brothers & sisters are working like MAD for assignments & exam, really R E L A X ! Be still in God!

Psalm 46
10 "Be still, and know that I am God; (您們要休息, 要知道我是您的神)

And remember that God is our Lord, not studies, not our achievements! Do not be the slave of assignments! But of course, do your best & let it go~


I am happy today, coz the revisions are smoothly going. I am happy today, coz I have learned a lot from the past how I deal with exam and assignments. I am happy today, coz I didn't stress myself like mad. I am happy today, coz you guys are walking with me.

Actually I am finishing my exam by Tuesday, haha...but I also have 3 assignments to be due by 31 Oct. I know very well that my JOY today isn't coming from the physical matters, but mostly from the Holy Spirit ^.^ ~

Thanks everyone's prayer :)

>>October 17, 2004 at 8:27:16 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 16 日 星期六 【炎熱】

Wake up at 12pm coz I slept at 2am~

Study & study~ received mentor's call, very strange, don't want to talk much with her, perhaps I am preparing for my exam. However, I miss her & still chatted like an hour very happy & enjoy!!! Thanks God too! Tomorrow has two exams, and I decided to revise one exam from 1 - 6pm and the other from 6pm - 12am. Now is 4:17am...I have almost finished revising the first subject! Cool~

Didn't regret that I sleep 'til 12 am today, coz it gives me REST and recharge!

>>October 17, 2004 at 6:23:19 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 13 日 星期三 【晴】

A Violist knows the physical effort necessary to produce music. The instrument is bigger and heavier than the violin, and requires considerably more effort to play. (The last time I tried to play the violin, it seemed like a toy in my hands.) Violists know about fatigue, about sore fingers and tired muscles. A sports medicine consultant will tell you that repetitive motions are the most difficult for the human body to sustain, and the most injurious. Look at the viola part in any ensemble composition, what do you see? Repetitive Motions. Finger placement and stretching are more demanding than on the violin because of the greater distance between the notes. Applied bow pressure and weight are also more effortful, because the strings are thicker, and have more mass to set into vibration. These technical details we learn through experience, and are constantly seeking new and better ways to improve the physical performance of the music.

點解小時候學琴時, 沒人告訴我知演奏樂器是一種高危的活動? - the most injurious...抑或小時候我一日都唔會練多過 15 分鍾, 所以唔會有什麼高危的問題呢? 學琴學左咁多多年, 都冇人提過拉琴, 彈琴之前要做小小熱身 exercises~ 抑或中國戈邊唔興?

頭先拉完兩小時, 我做了小小 stretching, just raising my arm, I feel it pains! oh well~ 我要開始多一個 habit~ stretching & warmups before & after my playing!!! 不然我可以好快退出演奏生涯!!!


仲有看緊下年的科目, 要 re-enrollment 了~ 我想讀的科目, 大多數只有在 Sem 1 先有. 得出... 5 subjects in Sem 1 and 3 subjects in Sem 2. What an imbalance! 如果係咁, sem 2 可以返兩日學, 三日 off !!! 唔...希望 enrollment deadline 前得到一些明確的指示啦~

>>October 14, 2004 at 7:45:17 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 13 日 星期三 【晴】

Many thanks to Heavenly daddy ^.^

Have a nice lunch today - CORN & EGG, yummy!!! and cheap XD


Why don't I like to have meat? s t r a n g e

>>October 14, 2004 at 4:23:13 AM GMT+8

2004 年 10 月 13 日 星期三 【晴】

03 年 3 月15 日 決志...

今日再看一看, 了解到, 決志信主不單是選擇'生'與'死', 而當中是有一個承諾~

Deuteronomy 30:19, life means lively, merry, fresh, strong.
John 10:10, life means life as God has it.

God's life - not filled with fear, stress, worry, anxiety or depression. God is not impatient, and he is in no hurry. He takes time to enjoy.

Why can't I ?

Fear, stress, worry, anxiety or depression are all happening in our daily lives~

Jesus came that we might have and enjoy life, and have it in abundance. The life that God has given us is meant to be enjoyed.

>>October 14, 2004 at 1:49:05 AM GMT+8