2003 年 11 月 27 日 星期四 【晴】

Can't sleep well tonight, found these poem and verse in my mind.
水調歌頭 　 蘇軾
明月幾時有？把酒問青天。
不知天上宮闕 今夕是何年？
我欲乘風歸去，又恐瓊樓玉宇，
高處不勝寒。
起舞弄清影，何似在人間！
　
轉朱閣，低綺戶，照無眠。
不應有恨 何事偏向別時圓？
人有悲歡離合，月有陰晴圓缺，
此事古難全。
When I look into the moon upon me, in such a cold winter. I miss my family, best friend in HK and the one mean a lot to me. Somehow, I must adapt it as a challenge to my future sucess. No pain, no gain.

一世歌 唐伯虎
人生七十古來稀，前除年幼後除老，
中間光景不多時，又有炎霜與煩惱，
過了中秋月不明，過了清明花不好，
花前月下且高歌，急須滿把金樽倒，
世人錢多賺不盡，朝裡官多做不了，
官大錢多心轉憂，落得自家頭早白，
春夏秋冬彈指間，鐘送黃昏雞報曉，
請君細點眼前人，一年一度埋荒草，
草裡高低多少人，一年一半無人掃。
Our life is limited, so we need to save every mins. There are so many sad things in our life and time passed quick and slience. However, we need to care about what we already have, especially family and friend surround us. As we can't control their life, when they passed, they passed forever.

I don't like to phone at mid-night, however, I don't want my personal conversation to be listen by my brothers. Please give me a little bit personal space to do something without monitor.

>>November 29, 2003 at 5:42:21 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 26 日 星期三 【晴】

Today started to networking the PC again to share broadband. However, I lost the password for internet account. So need to delay for it....
Research result is I may need to setup the Linux/BSD server to run php/apache/mysql to futher my programming. I don't want to set it as I'm downloading some iso image form some China web site.
Am I out-track on programming or I should focus on networking, I feel lost about it. Anyway, learn more is not bad too me.
Still waiting for a reply mail from a friend.

>>November 27, 2003 at 6:27:14 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 25 日 星期二 【晴】

Spend entire day to research over PHP, feel like crying: Why I can't display chinese in my page!!
Today my lecturer ask me why am I look so tired, I told her that because I encounter some problem about programming. She look surprise about it. As my major is on Internet System, not on software engineering. Then I ask me how many Chinese Characters in Chinese? I told her that I don't have a clue on it because I never think of this problem.
Keep effort..... somehow I'll solve it.

>>November 27, 2003 at 6:20:06 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 24 日 星期一 【晴】

人生不如意事十常八九
This was the title of a mail from a friend a few year ago. That's right. But at least we got 10% matters is under our will. Therefore we'll care/save these good thing.

No lecture today, spend entire day on reseach for assignment. It's seem my life will be endless research... that's life of acadermic>.<

I don't believe in god, but I like the lyrics in let it be. In our life, there'll be someone to guide us when we're lost. Who will that person, I think can be anyone who willing to give you a hand.

LET IT BE
WHEN I FIND MYSELF IN TIMES OF TROUBLE
MOTHER MARY COMES TO ME
SPEAKING WORDS OF WISDOM
LET IT BE

AND IN MY HOUR OF DARKNESS
SHE IS STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME
SPEAKING WORDS OF WISDOM
LET IT BE

LET IT BE, LET IT BE
LET IT BE, LET IT BE
WHISPER WORDS OF WISDOM
LET IT BE

AND WHEN THE BROKEN HEARTED PEOPLE
LIVING IN THE WORLD AGREE
THERE WILL BE AN ANSWER
LET IT BE

LET IT BE, LET IT BE...

AND WHEN THE NIGHT IS CLOUDY
THERE'S STILL A LIGHT THAT SHINES ON ME
SHINE UNTIL TOMORROW
LET IT BE

I WAKE UP TO THE SOUND OF MUSIC
MOTHER MARY COMES TO ME
SPEAKING WORDS OF WISDOM
LET IT BE

LET IT BE, LET IT BE...

THERE WILL BE AN ANSWER
LET IT BE

>>November 27, 2003 at 6:14:18 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 23 日 星期日 【晴】

I really have a feeling that I'm in a "black store" university. This week we'll loss two more lecture. Anyway, work on my own.
A few days ago my brother said that I usually play the sad song. He think that this will make me down. However, I don't agree with him. This is because good some can invoke sense of synethesea.
p.s. I won't give up on solving the encoding problem in php.
A nice song to someone in my mind
Eyes On Me

Composer : Nobuo Uematsu / 植松伸夫
Lyrics : Kako Someya / 染谷和美
Arranger : Shirou Hamaguchi /濱口史郎

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Whishing they would be heard

I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with You?
Maybe yes, maybe no

I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know ?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down

Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanna to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast

And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is

How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down

Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then I will know
that you are no dreamer

>>November 24, 2003 at 6:30:02 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 22 日 星期六 【晴】

fmu nloii
jlln tctd
jmso inkg
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Filled with php script in my mind, I feel like crazy because I can't solve the encoding problem. Maybe I need to change the ISP for hosting.
Sometime we're looking for someone to trust in, rely on. However, it's not that simple. People weight others depend on various factors. The only factor determinate about my friendship is if this person is reliable to me. As I have so many experiences over rebelled from others.
One can live as simple as by self but sense of alone isn't a good taste to many people. It's time to put more effort on improving my inter-personal skills.
Tomorrow will have an appointment to repair PC, wish everything run smooth.

>>November 23, 2003 at 7:58:09 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 21 日 星期五 【晴】

Finally, this website become functional again. It's time to develop my personal web page for my CV and enhance my website development skills. It may take me a 1-2 months to complete it.

Sometime I got the feeling that my mail are stone into the water, that never reply by receiver. Anyway, just to say hi to my friend. Just wanna tell that I care about them.

>>November 23, 2003 at 2:51:02 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 20 日 星期四 【晴】

Something funny happened today. I need a new Ethernet adapter, so I went to a shop off Newland Ave. When I paid the money, the boss told me that it cost me 7 pounds. I'm really angry about it because 1.the LAN card is just a cheap band made of common chipset 2. Normal cost is about 4-5 pounds. However, I was in a hurry. Therefore I paid for it and left the shop. When I passed the shop again later, the boss ran out and returned me one quid, explained that his staff made a mistake on price. However, it's too late as he treat as a "water fish" if I never complain about it. So this shop is black-listed.

>>November 23, 2003 at 2:27:17 AM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 19 日 星期三 【乍雨乍晴】

Today finished a presentation, in a mess but get a 2(i) class, really a little bit disapointing.

Visited friend home to help setup internet, at the end of the day, failed. Really need to put more effort on study.

Ine of my friend may have futher education in Hull. So another MKC member will job us, that's great.

>>November 22, 2003 at 11:50:34 PM GMT+8

2003 年 11 月 17 日 星期一 【晴】

Today my university classmate told me his baby is trying pronounce "Chinese" Really surprise me. I asked him if he want to train his bady as a "Multi-lingualist". He ask me if I can teach Cantonese >.<

As a member"Kick-off" by MKC. I send an e-mail to a good friend.
She is a respectful lady. Personal appreciate her determination and courage to encounter diffculties.
Wish that she can achieve excellent result in her LCC 3 studies.
Also wish that she can take care her most important wealth - heath.

朋友一倫在乎於事業道義相規勉

>>November 18, 2003 at 12:47:41 AM GMT+8