2004 年 4 月 9 日 星期五 【晴】

86400 seconds earned daily for life since 17-07-2000 Lantau Island.
Roommate ordered Chinese take away today, when looked at the delivery boy, think of the nightmare 2 years ago.

Just out of imagination.
Happy Together　　　The Turtles

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the girl you love and hold her tight
So happy together

If I should call you up, invest a dime
And you'd say you belong to me, I'd lose my mind
Imagine how the world could be so very fine
So happy together

Chorus:
I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me, baby the skies will be blue
For all my life

Me and you, and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it had to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

Chorus

Me and you, and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it had to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together
(repeatX2)

>>April 11, 2004 at 1:33:46 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 8 日 星期四 【晴】

Lemon tea / milk tea + pressure + project == sleepless
The amount of my white hair is increasing rapidly . Need to have hair cut to "hide" them.
Roommates are back.... need to experience passive smoke again.
In fact, I have very high potential to develop NPC (Nasopharyngeal Carcinoma, a cancer located at nosophar).
In a blood test I took 2 years ago when I back to HK. I got EB (Epstein-Barr) virus antigen positive, this mean I have very high risk having NPC.
Another reason is genetic. My close relative i.e. mother and her brother had NPC before, and my uncle is died of NPC last year. I was consider high risk as NPC usually developed on male.
The last reason is from the environmential factor I experiencing. The passive smoke surely increase the chance of trigger my cells mutation. Anyway, I must withstand. The world is never fair, someone smoke but result in people surrounding suffer from sickness. In fact, I really hate this guy, as he commit murder to my life by using passive smoke. If he want to die early, go ahead, I don't bother about it. However, please don't try to decrease my limited life.
I know it is very important to have a detailed body check as soon as possible or I must have done it 2 years ago, however, I wish to complete my responsible in my life before having the treatment. As chance will never wait for people. Everyone gotta leave this world one day, what important is how this person experienced and lighted up other's life. Life is limited, just do the best we can.

When we were young, mother usually sing this song to make us sleep.
月光光　照地堂
年卅晚　摘檳榔
檳榔香　摘子薑
子薑嫩　買菩薩
菩薩肚　買豬肚
豬肚皮　買牛皮
牛皮角　買菱角

moonlight and bridge in luen wo market
月光光 許美靜
作詞：林夕　作曲：陳佳明

多麼的想飛到晚空去　這鬧市想必更動人
千家燈火給我去俯瞰　看情侶怎麼過夜深

讓我看遍每盞燈　燃亮擁擠的美滿人生
但我怕看得見你關燈　誰在漆黑中與你談心

看月光光愉快歡暢　卻不應該獨唱
月圓月彎的漂亮　就留待一雙一對欣賞

這月光曲愉快歡暢　我不知怎樣唱
但凡像這種晚上　是誰在家中跟你合唱

假使真可飛到晚空去　與伴侶細賞最動人
閃閃生輝景致吸引　看在我眼中卻殘忍

>>April 10, 2004 at 8:21:08 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 7 日 星期三 【晴】

Upon a discussion with Ka Wai, discover that even we study same major in university, we learned different professional. Also our tutor teached us different context upon a specific topic.
The problem is Ka To remained silence when we were discussing, this is because he even don't know what we were talking about. Anyway wish he can realise the importnace of active learning someday.

When I were F4, someone form JPC usually sing this song, somehow, those were the days gone forever.
天若有情　電影「天若有情」主題曲 袁鳳瑛
詞：李健達/李默　

原諒話也不講半句
此刻生命在凝聚
過去你曾尋過
每段失去了的聲音
落日遠去人祈望
留住青春的一剎
風雨思念　置身夢裡
總會有唏噓

若果他朝此生不可與你
那管生命是無奈
過去也曾盡訴
往日心裡愛的聲音
就像隔世人祈望
重拾當天的一切
此世短暫　轉身步進
消失你的空間

只求望一望
讓愛火永遠的高燒
青春請你歸來
再伴我一會

>>April 8, 2004 at 11:23:46 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 6 日 星期二 【晴】

I believe in personality preempt qualification.
Qualification from university is a standard, what make you different is your adaptation ability over different environment and potential to learn for career.

Goodbye in HK don't mean forever, I wish you can understand what I mean.
Goodbye girl　　　　　　David Gates

All your life you've waited for love to come and stay
And now that I have found you
You must not slip away

I know its hard believing the words you've heard before
But darling you must trust them this once more

Because baby, goodbye doesn't mean forever
Let me tell you
Goodbye doesn't mean we'll never be together again
If you wake up and I'm not there
I won't be long away
Cause the things you do, my goodbye girl
Will bring me back to you

I know you've been taken afraid to hurt again
You fight the love you feel for me instead of giving in
Well, I can wait forever for helping to see
That I was meant for you and you for me

So remember goodbye doesn't mean forever
Let me tell you
Goodbye doesn't mean we'll never be together again
Though we maybe so far apart
You still would have my heart
So forget your past, my goodbye girl
Cause now you're home at last.

>>April 8, 2004 at 12:32:32 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 5 日 星期一 【晴】

So much to read and write.... when can I solve them all?
One week left behind the pro-Easter hand in. Effort Ton.
Good music + lyrics = everlasting
All Out Of Love Air Supply

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
Chorus:
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

Chorus

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

Chorus(3x)

Let's share our visions with love inside our soul.

>>April 8, 2004 at 12:23:07 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 4 日 星期日 【晴】

received an automatic respond from Npower mail server, better than nothing.
Enjoying the "smoke" free home as roommate went somewhere else for holiday, time to get my project done by this weekend.

Wish that we shall overcome the distance and break in between someday.
Just a little

I can't stay yes I know you know I hate to go
But goodbye love was sweet Ours can never meet
So(now) I'll cry just a little cause I love you so
And I'll cry just a little cause I have to go away
Can't you see how I feel when I say love's unreal
So goodbye it's been sweet even though incomplete
Every night I still hear oh your sighs very clear
Now loves gone gone away as I once heard you say

>>April 6, 2004 at 6:51:47 AM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 3 日 星期六 【晴】

Send a mail to Npower with respect to the debt problem, wish to solve it asap.

A nice song whenever think of child ages.
Que sera, sera Doris Day

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother what will I be?
Will I be pretty, will I be rich?
That's what she said to me:

Que sera, sera. What ever will be will be
the future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera. What will be, will be.

When I was just I child in school
I asked me teacher, what should I try?
Should I paint pictures, should I sing songs?
This was her wise reply:

Que sera, sera. What ever will be will be
the future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera. What will be, will be.

When I grew up and fell in love
I asked my sweetheart, what lies ahead?
Will we have rainbows, day after day?
That's what my sweetheart said:

Que sera, sera. What ever will be will be
the future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera. What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own,
They ask their mother, what will I be?
Will I be handsome, will I be rich?
I tell them tenderly:

Que sera, sera. What ever will be will be
the future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera. What will be, will be

A nice song to "lun" girl.
Walk Hand In Hand Tony Martin
Words and Music by Johnny Cowell

Walk hand in hand with me through all eternity
Have faith, believe in me, give me your hand
Love is a symphony of perfect harmony
When lovers such as we walk hand in hand

Be not afraid, for I am with you all the while
So lift your head up high and look toward the sky

Walk hand in hand with me, this is our destiny
No greater love could be, walk hand in hand
Walk with me

Be not afraid, for I am with you all the while
So lift your head up high and look up to the sky

Walk hand in hand with me, this is our destiny
No greater love could be, walk hand in hand
Walk with me

>>April 4, 2004 at 11:45:19 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 3 日 星期六 【晴】

Carry on assignment stuff, when can I finish them?
Discover that something last inside my soul, too hard to forget. Feel confused and blue.
So much wanna tell you ... when can we walk hand in hand and share words from soul?
I'll be back.
Shall We Talk

作曲：陳輝陽
填詞：林夕
編曲：金培達
監製：陳輝陽

明月光，為何又照地堂？
寧願在公園躲藏，不想喝湯。
任由目光，留在漫畫一角，
為何望母親一眼就如罰留堂。

孩童只盼望歡樂，大人只知道期望。
為何都不大懂得努力體恤對方？
大門外有蟋蟀，迴響卻如同幻覺...
Shall we talk? Shall we talk?
就當重新手拖手去上學堂。

＊陪我講，陪我講出我們最後何以生疏。
　誰怕講，誰會可悲得過孤獨探戈。
　難得可以同座，何以要忌諱赤裸？
　如果心聲真有療效，誰怕暴露更多...＊

你別怕我...

熒幕發光，無論什麼都看，
情人在分手邊緣只敢喝湯。
若沉默似金，還談甚麼戀愛，
寧願在發聲機器面前笑著忙。

成人只寄望收穫，情人只聽見承諾。
為何都不大懂得努力珍惜對方。
螳螂面對蟋蟀，迴響也如同幻覺...
Shall we talk? Shall we talk?
就算牙關開始打震，別說謊...

Repeat　＊

陪我講，陪我親身正視眼淚誰跌得多。
無法講，除非彼此已失去了能力觸摸。
鈴聲可以寧靜，難過卻避不過。
如果沉默太沉重，別要輕輕帶過。

明月光，為何未照地堂？
孩兒在公司很忙，不需喝湯。
Shall we talk? 斜陽白趕一趟，
沉默令我聽得見葉兒聲聲降...

>>April 4, 2004 at 11:29:26 PM GMT+8

2004 年 4 月 1 日 星期四 【晴】

A long long time ago since the first time I joke on you that I'm someone from pccw.
愛與情 梁漢文

和你談笑之間　不止似朋友
難道你會沒有感受
無論是哪個密友　難像我溫柔
能熱戀與否　需要時候
都可沿途伴你走

＊
誰信男女之間　走得這樣近
從沒有以熱吻親近
明日共你有沒有　無限個可能
其實不要緊　那親切感
是愛或是情都不要再分

＃
感情是　每日堆積的愛
愛情是　最愉快甜蜜時
我們是　哪一種感覺也都可以
假如是　可願意

重唱　＊

＋
可能是　沒痕跡的戀愛
眼前是　最著跡的關注
我們是　哪一種親愛也都可以
講我知　誰可以如此

重唱　＃

據說友愛比戀愛漫長
無奈愛意沒法設想
對你與對她怎會一樣
如未愛上　又怎可感到你緊張

重唱　＋,＃

我們是　哪一種感覺也都可以
假如是　可願意

>>April 2, 2004 at 11:54:49 PM GMT+8

2004 年 3 月 31 日 星期三 【晴】

Something sad happened over a friend, wish this friend can recover from painful and sadness soon.
Bridge over troubled water Simon & Garfunkel

When you're weary, feeling small
When tears are in your eyes
I will dry them all
I'm on your side, when times get rough
And friends just can't be found
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down

When you're down and out
When you're on the street
When evening falls so hard
I will comfort you
I'll take your part
When darkness comes and pain is all around
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down

Sail on silvergirl, sail on by
Your time has come to shine
All your dreams are on their way
See how they shine
If you need a friend
I'm sailing right behind
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind

April fool, nothing special happened. Brothers finally hand in all assignments now, so I can enjoy my dream tonight.

>>April 1, 2004 at 9:21:30 PM GMT+8