2003 年 12 月 17 日 星期三 【晴】

All hand-in completed. However we're in trouble because we're running out of food....no rice. I found that I can link the POP(post office protocol) and SMTP (Simple Mail Transfer Protocol) with my roommate.
SMTP is used to transfer mail. And she transfer all the mail into my room. POP is used to handle mail, either storing or forwarding. And we need to store the mails until the mailer take it away. Live in ground floor sometime take inconvience. For example, sometime if you sleep at 4 am, a postman may knock on the door to ask you sign for the mail. Of course, my brother never managed to wake up. The only person to handle these stuff is me. On the other hand, we need to filter the visitor to the house as well. It's quite annoying when you are focus on doing assignment or reading.

喜歡你
細雨帶風濕透黃昏的街道
沫去雨水雙眼無故地仰望
望向孤單的晚燈　是那傷感的記憶

再次泛起心裏無數的思念
已往片刻歡笑仍掛在臉上
願妳此刻可會知　是我衷心的說聲

喜歡妳　那雙眼動人
笑聲更迷人　願再可
輕撫妳　那可愛面容
挽手說夢話　像昨天
妳共我滿帶理想的我曾經多衝動
埋怨與她相愛難有自由
願妳此刻可會知　是我衷心的說聲

每晚夜裏自我獨行　隨處蕩　多冰冷
已往為了自我掙扎　從不知　她的痛苦

>>April 27, 2004 at 10:44:02 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 16 日 星期二 【晴】

If someone ask to do 4k words, take care not to finish it with a 6.5k words stuff.
Brother get hand in today, all of them are "die" on bed because of haven't sleep last night. I read something funny that one of my brother sell himself in CV via Lion Dance. Even he hand in his assignment, I think that his problem is he can't manage to serious consider about his future.
Anyway, get my matter solved first. At that time, I just need another 2 pages to explain my code of conduct. Just do it in about 1-2 hrs with futher research (hopefully).
Received a mail form China claim that I lost her book? I quite unhappy about it because I already gave all book to her. Anyway, just leave it at that time because I don't border about it as I need to carry on my research and networking after my hand-in.

>>December 17, 2003 at 6:37:01 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 15 日 星期一 【晴】

Some people will never reach you unless they need assistance from you.
I like this song, which is very meaningful...... we live day after day and we experience different stuff that change ourselves and others
Reflection of my Life

The changing of sunlight to moonlight
Reflections of my life
Oh how they fill my eyes
Verse 2 (Repeat)
The greetings of people in trouble
Reflections of my life
Oh how they fill my eyes

Chorus
Oh my sorrows
Sad tomorrows
Take me back to my own home

Chorus (Repeat)
Oh my crying (Oh my crying)
Feel I'm dying, dying
Take me back
to my own home

Verse 3 (Repeat Verse 1)
I'm changing, arranging,
I'm changing,
I'm changing everything
Everything around me

Verse 4 (Repeat Verse 1)
The world is
a bad place
A bad place
A terrible place to live
Oh but I don't wanna die ...

Chorus (2 x)

>>December 17, 2003 at 6:30:45 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 14 日 星期日 【晴】

Today watch Laputa, Wind Vally and the split away together. Invoked many memories on childish.
Everytime look at these movices, I found that I use a different point of view to evaluate them. Just a reflection of changes.
Thur will be hand in day pre-christmas. Just work hard to solve it....
I wanna tell you something, just in my mind for quite a long time.

>>December 17, 2003 at 6:20:34 PM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 13 日 星期六 【晴】

You've got the mail?
Yes, I got the mail form uni that I need to pay 5700 pounds for this year.
So my summer time will again spend on working to pay deep debt.......

Should I ask someone to wait for me in HK? meaningless

Right Here Waiting
written by Richard Marx

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

>>December 15, 2003 at 10:07:59 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 12 日 星期五 【晴】

Received an e-card about christmas, really feel sweet about it. Thanks a lot.
Tonight visited a friend to help him with assignment over perl. I just bring my last year program along with me and helped him to solve it. He said that he want to pay me some money. However, I told him that I don't need it. The reason behind isn't because I don't want money, I consider friendship is something helping each other when others in trouble. If you want to pay me money, we're not friendship, but a relationship of boss and staff. Moreover, how much you can pay me as a student?

>>December 15, 2003 at 9:54:08 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 11 日 星期四 【晴】

Received a mail from a friend, mention about her problem experienced in family. Sometime we can control our situration. I hate gambling, because it destory my child ages. Moreover, it generate tones of impact to a family relationship development and personal development.
It's really a dilamma that my friend is working so hard to pay her family debt. On one side she want to have some personal saving for future development. On the other side she's part of the family, so she gotta share the debt. In my view, I consider that her family members are really selfish. As they know that she'll work for them to pay the debt, so they gambling in a way out of control. They just consider gamble will generate rich to them, however the truth is they will never get rich.
For example, when they are luck enough to win 1000 hkd (they lost 3000 hkd before). They will think that their luck are arrived, so they will manage to win 10000 hkd. therefore they spent more on gamble, at the end of the day. They lost more and more. And they'll never win back the money they lost.

>>December 15, 2003 at 9:47:15 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 10 日 星期三 【晴】

Sometime it's really hard to judge right or wrong. Sometime no matter how you try, someone never satisify. Just leave it.

Tonight wanna made a phone call back to HK and discovered the phone card is expired. We wasted 11 pounds credits. Anyway, sometime when I think of my friend, what I can do is just send them a mail.

My brother said that I am the guy speaking telephone to myself (F.4 chinese "Lonely 17th years old"). I keep silence about it. Cause it's a joke. However, is writing diary is kind of speaking to myself?

>>December 15, 2003 at 9:37:31 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 9 日 星期二 【晴】

Today is very cold.
My friend promise to assemby a 2nd hand pc for me for 100 pounds. I will use it for my linux box for research in VPN.

To my friend experience problem
Best is yet to come
Out of the tree of life, I just picked me a plum
You came along and everything started to hum
Still it's a real good bet, the best is yet to come

The best is yet to come, and won't that be fine
You think you've seen the sun, but you ain't seen it shine

Wait till the warm-up is underway
Wait till out lips have met
Wait till you see that sunshine day
You ain't seen nothin' yet

The best is yet to come, and won't that be fine
The best is yet to come, come the day that your mine

Come the day that your mine
I'm gonna teach you to fly
We've only tasted the wine
We're gonna drain that cup dry

Wait till your charms are right, for the arms to surround
You think you've flown before, but you ain't left the ground

Wait till you're locked in my embrace
Wait till I hold you near
Wait till you see that sunshine place
There ain't nothin' like it here

The best is yet to come, and won't that be fine
The best is yet to come, come the day that your mine

>>December 10, 2003 at 11:53:17 AM GMT+8

2003 年 12 月 8 日 星期一 【晴】

Will I fail the uint?
I asked my classmate what's going on about this unit, some of them told me I need to hand in a 1000 words proposal, some of them said I need to fill in some form. I was really worried about it. By the 1400, I got the answer. My tutor said I need to fill in a form for Ethics on research, and that is. I asked him if I need to hand in the proposal and his said he have approved the one I hand in before. So I was really relax.
One of my friend get a little bit ill, wish she will recover soon.
Today solve the problem of noise in telephone by applying the line extension to it. Maybe there are electrical collusion from the ADSL splitter.

Tonight the moon in UK goes round and bright again, that's mean another months passed. I like looking at the moon because it silence, cold and beautiful. Also it seem to reflect the world with it's shire.

Fly me to the moon
Let me sing among those stars
Let me see what spring is like
On jupiter and mars

In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby kiss me

Fill my heart with song
Let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore

In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you

>>December 10, 2003 at 11:46:32 AM GMT+8