2004 年 1 月 30 日 星期五 【晴】

向左走 向右走
Within the sheep of people, we meet different people. Most people appear as a passed-by and some become friend.
Or you will think of the passed people one day and discover that this person is waiting for you to start friendship in between.
I believe in the term 緣, and I consider that people meet each other because of their life style and people surround them.

在相遇的城市 迷失之前
尋找一張似曾相識的臉
握在手中的風箏 斷了線

是因為我的寂寞 你才出現
還是你的存在讓我自憐
緣份 走過的身邊
變成錄音機遙遠的留言
甜蜜 在夢幻的一瞬間
留下了真實的思念

* 一段情就能連起兩個人的天
一條路就能讓兩個人
剎那之間 命運都改變
只要願意相信 就能相見

# 一滴淚就能擋住兩個人的天
模糊我我視線
呼喚著你的名字從起點回到原點
兩條並行線總有交會的一天

是命運在轉變 你才出現
還是你的出現讓我改變
一個 巧合的意外
變成一場最執著的迷戀
甜蜜 在夢幻的一瞬間
留下了真實的思念

Repeat * # #

>>January 31, 2004 at 2:06:21 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 29 日 星期四 【晴】

Is that truth " silence is golden ". Sometime people refuse
to encounter truth, at the end suffer from serious result.
I used to tell truth in my past, this result in serious impact to someone I know, anyway, I was just a fool knowing too much at that time.
You can't blame on yourself if you are hate by someone because you tell the truth. Just learn a lesson - some people can't withstand truth, just leave it and let them taste the painful tears themselves.

SILENCE IS GOLDEN

Oh, don't it hurt deep inside
To see someone do something to her
Oh, don't it pain to see someone cry
Oh, especially when someone is her
Silence is golden, but my eyes still see
Silence is golden, golden
But my eyes still see

Talking is cheap, people follow like sheep
Even though there is nowhere to go
How could she tell, he deceived her so well
Pity, she'll be the last one to know
How many times will she fall for his line
Should I tell her or should I keep cool?
And if I tried, I know she'd say I lied
Mind your business, don't hurt her, you fool

Silence is golden, but my eyes still see
Silence is golden, golden But my eyes still see

>>January 31, 2004 at 1:52:49 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 28 日 星期三 【晴】

snowing for two days. Total there are 10 cm snow on the floor. It is really cold.
4 weeks in year 2004 passed, Jan will come to the end soon, sometime I found that I am wasting my time and doing nothing.

It is very wonderful to look at the blue sky and the white roof/floor in a morning time. Even it is cold.....

Ka Wai last night recalled a person name, I know that I turned my face, however I still not possible to manage myself. I am a mean person, I admit it in this issue. As I think that the only way to solve it is ignore it.

My friend will have a ball in the coming Sat. Wish she enjoy it ....

Change in nake name to "Ton De Lin" - a nake name ka to call me when I play AOE2 with him.... anyway, this name is quite funny.

I hate drinking, but once my friend told me love is like a pint of beer. A feeling of Bitter. Somehow, I perfer Lemon - because lemon is good for health, rich in Vitamin C.
Love is just like a lemon, depend on how you make mix it with other element. Among drink make of lemon, I like Lemon Tea most. Why? just like it.
I agree with the term people have different level of mental illness. In most case, people are capable to handle it. However, under certain condition, when thing goes wrong or overloads the person's ability, people go in crazy. So don't laugh at the people with mental illness/ recovered from mental illness - as you may part of them.

When we look into the mirror, we see a vitural image of ourselves and usually not manage to see the mirror itself.

>>February 5, 2004 at 11:00:38 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 27 日 星期二 【晴】

Snowing last night, without much suprise.
Someone leaving said this maybe the last time to see snow in uk. I just want to say "never been the first time, won't be the last time".
Next week will be new start of new sem. Time to push myself!
Watch movie 武狀元蘇乞兒 from 周星馳, just trigger something special. Sometime is this tear out of laugh?

>>January 28, 2004 at 12:32:13 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 26 日 星期一 【晴】

My friend said that I am a gray person. I accept this comment, but I don't agree with this comment. Maybe the stuff I experienced before result in my behaviour now, somehow, I believe in life should be joyful and enjoy it with people in between me. The main reason is future is swinging. If you don't make it happy today, you may not have chance tomorrow. Therefore I always have worse preparation in my mind. Sometime I told myself I am cold-blooded, because I planned what to do if my parent leave us forever at that time. Somehow, people live in dream and refuse to encounter real world result tragedy.

DESPERADO Carpenters

Desperado, why don't you come to your sense
You've been out riding fences for so long now
Oh, you're a hard one, but I know that you've got your reasons
These things that are pleasing you can hurt you somehow
Don't you draw the queen of diamond boy
She'll beat you if she's able
The queen of hearts is always your best bet
How it seems to me some fine thing have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones you can't get
Desperado, oh you ain't getting no younger
Your pain and your hunger
They're driving you home, freedom, ah, freedom
That's just some people talking
You're prisons walking thru this world all alone
Don't your feet get cold in the winter time
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're losing all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away
Desperado, why don't you come to your sense
Come down from your fences open the gate
It may be raining, but there's a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you
You better let somebody love you before it's too late

>>January 27, 2004 at 12:25:55 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 25 日 星期日 【晴】

brother said I have "開口dream" last night .... suddenly my soul dropped to absolute zero (0k = -273 degree). What did I said? Who did I mentioned? I think that this would be very funny to look at my face ... because I needed supress my embrassment and fear at the same time.
Then ka wai complain to ka to, he said "I complain the chicken he cook didn't remove the feather" He argue that he cook food is much more better than me.... anyway, weather what they said is truth or not. This is just a demonstration my psy.

So living with them sometime is tricky and under great pressure. Anyway, cause they are my best and only brothers. I must withstand, as they withstand me at the other side.

Dreaming Of You Selena

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight,
Till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me, and I wonder if you know I'm there
If you look in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
As I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day to have the courage to say
How much I love you, yes I do

Repeat *

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
Still can't believe that you came up to me
And said I love you
I love you too

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight,
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room, dreaming with you endlessly

Repeat *

>>January 27, 2004 at 12:04:47 PM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 24 日 星期六 【晴】

Freedom and country

Personally consider the only absolute freedom is within our mind.

Country never exsist, the only important is culture

>>January 25, 2004 at 11:41:50 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 23 日 星期五 【晴】

空中解體
when think of this vocab, I trigger my memories when working in take away shop at year 1. It was a dark and cold night. I was riding bike to deliver some for to De Grey St. Suddenly, someone drunk want to crash me with their car. They shout at me "chinese pig" "fxxk off". Then I crush myself at a block of crush barrier. I lost my balance and fell on the ground. They laugh and drove away. This was the second time I feel myself so close to death. When I returned to shop. I discover the bike rear wheel had some damage (gap). I report to the boss but they still asked me to deliver food using this bike. After 2 deliver, when I was on my way back to shop. The rear wheel suddenly break up into 5 pieces. I needed to take the bike and walked 10 mins to return shop. Everyone was laughed at it. So fun right - but they never think of the reason behind - I just release from Angle of Death.

>>January 25, 2004 at 11:30:17 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 22 日 星期四 【晴】

Not everything happen under our will......
Just another tales of waiting in my life.....
傾心 Radius
曲﹕黃耀光 詞﹕林夕

曾自問 樣子真太笨
曾自問 外表都不怎麼吸引
卻妄想跟你同行
請你 明白我已暗中因你傾心
人愈近 愈不敢發問
人愈近 愈不敢將我心拉近
我的心窩已下沉
心裡 留住了只有苦困

如何 在你心窗一角
朦朧呈現我的愛
縱是驟晴驟雨 儘管昏昏暗
祈求 在你窗外徘徊
任這風吹雨打去
我仍然情願更甘心 不悔恨
(我都甘心 我都甘心 去等)
(這份情仍在我深心烙印)

無奈地 讓風光旖旎
無奈地 讓他將歡欣交給你
我的悲傷都給你
痴情 寧靜裡讓我可跟你一起
沉默地 任痴心塌地
沉默地 在唏噓中送走希冀
剩我空虛中憶記
依然 仍在偷偷想想你
Don't you know you are the one I think of whenever I feel blue and lost?
Live alone well doesn't mean a must to live alone

>>January 23, 2004 at 7:39:40 AM GMT+8

2004 年 1 月 21 日 星期三 【晴】

Today is the new year day, just think of a song for someone important.
I JUST CALLED TO SAY I LOVE YOU Stevie Wonder

No New Year's Day to celebrate
no chocolate covered candy
heart to give away
No first of spring no song to sing
In fact It's just another ordinary day
No April rain no flowers bloom
no wedding Saturday within the month of June
But what it is is something true
make up of these three words
that I must say to you
I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart

No summer's high no warm July
No harvest moon to light one
tender August night
No autumn breeze no falling leaves
Not even time for birds to fly to southern skies
No Libra sun no Halloween
No giving thanks to
all the Christmas joy you bring
But what it is Though old to new
To fill your heart like no
three words could ever do
I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart

I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart
of my heart of my heart

>>January 21, 2004 at 10:22:57 PM GMT+8